But Alexander had small liking for
his employment. He had as much affinity with
the sordid routine of a general store and counting-house
as Tom Mitchell had with the angels. But pride
and ambition carried him through most of the distasteful
experiences of his life. He would come short
in nothing, and at that tender age, when his relatives
were prepared to forgive his failures with good-humoured
tact, he was willing to sacrifice even his books to
clerical success. He soon discovered that he
had that order of mind which concentrates without effort
upon what ever demands its powers,—masters
the detail of it with incredible swiftness. At
first he was a general clerk, and attended to the loading
and unloading of Mr. Cruger’s sloops; after a
time he was made bookkeeper; it was not long before
he was in charge of the counting-house. He got
back to his books in time—for business in
the Islands finishes at four o’clock—and
when he had learned all the Latin, Greek, Hebrew,
and mathematics Hugh Knox could teach him, he spent
his leisure hours with Pope, Plutarch, Shakespeare,
Milton, Plato, and the few other English poets and
works of Greek philosophers which Knox possessed,
as well as several abridged histories of England and
Europe. These interested him more than aught
else, purely literary as his proclivities were supposed
to be, and he read and reread them, and longed for
some huge work in twenty volumes which should reveal
Europe to his searching vision. But this was
when he was fourteen, and had almost forgotten what
the life of a mere boy was like. Shortly after
he entered Mr. Cruger’s store he wrote his famous
letter to young Stevens. It will bear republication
here, and its stilted tone, so different from the
concise simplicity of his business letters, was no
doubt designed to produce an effect on the mind of
his more fortunate friend. He became a master
of style, and before he was twenty; but there is small
indication of the achievement in this letter, lovable
as it is:—
ST. CROIX, November
11, 1769.
DEAR EDWARD, This serves to acknowledge
the receipt of yours per Capt. Lowndes,
which was delivered me yesterday The truth of Capt.
Lightbowen and Lowndes’ information is now
verified by the presence of your father and sister,
for whose safe arrival I pray, and that they
may convey that satisfaction to your soul, that must
naturally flow from the sight of absent friends
in health; and shall for news this way, refer
you to them.
As to what you say, respecting your
soon having the happiness of seeing us all, I
wish for an accomplishment of your hopes, provided
they are concomitant with your welfare, otherwise
not; though doubt whether I shall be present
or not, for to confess my weakness, Ned, my ambition
is prevalent, so that I contemn the grovelling condition
of a clerk, or the like, to which my fortune condemns
me, and would willingly risk my life, though
not my character, to exalt my station. I
am confident, Ned, that my youth excludes me from any
hopes of immediate preferment, nor do I desire
it; but I mean to prepare the way for futurity.
I’m no philosopher, you see, and may be
justly said to build castles in the air; my folly makes
me ashamed, and beg you’ll conceal it;
yet, Neddy, we have seen such schemes successful,
when the projector is constant. I shall conclude
by saying I wish there was a war.
I am, Dear Edward, Yours
ALEX. HAMILTON.
P.S. I this moment
received yours by William Smith, and pleased to
see you give such close
application to study.
He hoped that in time Mr. Cruger would
find it necessary to send him to New York; but his
employer found him too useful on St. Croix, and recognized
his abilities, not to the extent of advancing his
intellectual interests, but of taxing and developing
his capacity for business and its heavy responsibilities.
In the following year he placed him in temporary charge
of his branch house, in Frederikstadt, and Alexander
never wished for war so desperately as when he stood
under the arcade on Bay Street and stared out at the
shallow green roadstead and the inimitable ocean beyond.
Frederikstadt was a hamlet compared to Christianstadt,
and unredeemed—the arcades excepting—by
any of the capital’s architectural or natural
beauty. Alexander believed it to be the hottest,
dullest, and most depressing spot on either hemisphere.
The merchants and other residents were astonished
that Nicolas Cruger should send a lad of thirteen
to represent him in matters which involved large sums
of money, but they recognized young Hamilton’s
ability even while they stared with some rudeness
at the small figure in white linen, and the keen but
very boyish face. When they passed him under the
arcades, and asked him what ship he expected to heave
in sight, he was tempted to say a man-of-war, but
had no mind to reveal himself to the indifferent.
He read from sundown until midnight or later, by the
light of two long candles protected from draughts
and insects by curving glass chimneys. Mosquitoes
tormented him and cockroaches as long as his hand ran
over the table; occasionally a land-crab rattled across
the room, or a centipede appeared on the open page.
But he was accustomed to these embellishments of tropic
life, and although he anathematized them and the heat,
he went on with his studies. It was about this
time that he began to indulge in literary composition;
and although less gifted boys than Alexander Hamilton
struggle through this phase of mental development
as their body runs the gamut of juvenile complaints,
still it may be that had not his enormous energies
been demanded in their entirety by a country in the
terrible straits of rebirth, or had he dwelt on earth
twenty years longer, he would have realized the ambitions
of his mother and Hugh Knox, and become one of the
greatest literary forces the world has had. But
although this exercise of his restless faculties gave
him pleasure, it was far from satisfying him, even
then. He wanted the knowledge that was locked
up in vast libraries far beyond that blinding stretch
of sea, and he wanted action, and a sight of and a
part in the great world. Meanwhile, he read every
book he could find on the Island, made no mistakes
in Mr. Cruger’s counting-house, and stood dreaming
under the arcade for hours at a time, muttering his
thoughts, his mobile features expressing the ceaseless
action of his brain.
Sometime during the previous year
Peter Levine had returned to St. Croix for his health,
and he remained with relatives for some time.
He and Alexander met occasionally and were friendly.
As he was a decent little chap our hero forgave him
his paternity, although he never could quite assimilate
the fact that he was his mother’s child.
Alexander returned, after six months
of Frederikstadt, to the East End of the Island.
A few months later, Mr. Cruger, whose health had failed,
went to New York for an extended sojourn, leaving the
entire responsibility of the business in young Hamilton’s
hands. Men of all ages were forced to obey and
be guided by a boy in the last weeks of his fourteenth
year, and there were many manifestations of jealous
ill-will. Some loved, others hated him, but few
submitted gracefully to a leadership which lowered
their self-esteem. For the first time Alexander
learned that even a mercantile life can be interesting.
He exercised all the resources of his inborn tact
with those who had loved and those who did not hate
him, and won them to a grateful acceptance of a mastership
which was far more considerate and sympathetic than
anything they had known. As for his enemies,
he let them see the implacable quality of his temper,
mortified them by an incessant exposure of their failings,
struck aside their clumsy attempts to humiliate him
with the keen blade of a wit that sent them skulking.
Finally they submitted, but they cursed him, and willingly
would have wrung his neck and flung him into the bay.
As for Hamilton, there was no compromise in him, even
then, where his enemies were concerned. He enjoyed
their futile wrath, and would not have lifted his
finger to flash it into liking.
Only once the tropical passions of
his inheritance conquered his desire to dominate through
the forces of his will alone. One of the oldest
employees, a man named Cutter, had shown jealousy of
young Hamilton from the first, and a few days after
Mr. Cruger’s departure began to manifest signs
of open rebellion. He did his work ill, or not
at all, absented himself from the store for two days,
and returned to his post without excuse, squaring
his shoulders about the place and sneering his contempt
of youthful cocks of the walk. Alexander struggled
to maintain a self-control which he felt to be strictly
compatible with the dignity of his position, although
his gorge rose so high that it threatened to choke
him. The climax came when he gave Cutter a peremptory
order, and the man took out a cigar, lit it, and laughed
in his face. For the next few moments Alexander
had a confused impression that he was in hell, struggling
his way through the roar and confusion of his nether
quarters. When he was himself again he was in
the arms of his chief assistant, and Mr. Cutter bled
profusely on the floor. He was informed later
that he had “gone straight over the counter with
a face like a hurricane” and assaulted his refractory
hireling with such incredible rapidity of scientific
fist that the man, who was twice his size, had succumbed
from astonishment and an almost supernatural terror.
Alexander, who was ashamed of himself, apologized at
once, but gave the man his choice of treating him
with proper respect or leaving the store. Cutter
answered respectfully that he would remain; and he
gave no further trouble.
“You’ll get your head
blown off one of these days,” said Hugh Knox
to Alexander, on a Sunday, as they sat in the library
over two long glasses of “Miss Blyden,”
a fashionable drink made of sugar, rum, and the juice
of the prickly pear, which had been buried in the divine’s
garden for the requisite number of months. “These
Creoles are hot, even when they’re only Danes.
It’s not pleasant for those clerks, for it isn’t
as if you had the look of the man you are. You
look even younger than your age, and for a man of
thirty to say ‘Yes, sir’ to a brat like
you chokes him, and no wonder. I believe if there
was a war this minute, you’d rouse the Island
and lead it to battle without a misgiving or an apology.
Well, don’t let your triumphs lead to love of
this business. I happen to know that Cruger means
to make a partner of you in a few years, for he thinks
the like of you never dropped into a merchant’s
counting-house; but never forget that your exalted
destiny is to be a great man of letters, a historian,
belike. You’re taking to history, I notice,
and you’re getting a fine vocabulary of your
own.”
“I’d like to know what
I’ll write the history of if I’m to rot
in this God-forsaken place. Caribs? Puling
rows between French and English? I’d as
well be up on Grange with my mother if it wasn’t
for you and your books. I want the education
of a collegian. I want to study and read everything
there is to be studied and read. I’ve made
out a list of books to send for, when I’ve money
enough, as long as you are. It’s pinned
on the wall of my room.”
“And I suppose you’ve
never a qualm but that head of yours will hold it
all. You’ve a grand opinion of yourself,
Alec.”
“That’s a cutting thing
for you to say to me, sir,” cried Alexander,
springing to his feet. “I thought you loved
me. If you think I’m a fool, I’ll
not waste more of your time.”
“A West Indian temper beats
the conceit out of the Irish. You’ll control
yours when you’re older, for there’s nothing
you won’t do when you put your mind to it, and
you’ll see the need for not making a fool of
yourself too often. But as for its present liking
for exercise—it’s a long way the
liveliest thing on St. Croix. However, you’ve
forgiven me; I know that by the twinkle in your eye,
so I’ll tell you that your brain will hold all
you care to put into it, and that you’ll have
made another list as long as King Street before you’re
five years older. Meanwhile, I’ve some
books on theology and ethics you haven’t had
a dash at yet, and you can’t read my other old
books too often. Each time you’ll find
something new. Sitting up till midnight won’t
hurt you, but don’t forget to say your prayers.”
Knox, long since, had laid siege to
Alexander’s susceptible and ardent mind with
the lively batteries of his religious enthusiasms.
His favourite pupil was edifyingly regular in attendance
at church, and said his prayers with much fervour.
The burden of his petitions was deliverance from St.
Croix.
When this deliverance was effected
by a thunderbolt from heaven, his saving sense of
humour and the agitated springs of his sympathy forbade
a purely personal application. But twenty years
later he might have reflected upon the opportune cause
of his departure from St. Croix as one of the ironies
of the world’s history; for an Island was devastated,
men were ruined, scores were killed, that one man might
reach his proper sphere of usefulness.