When Alexander was five years old,
James arrived, an object of much interest to his elder
brother, but a child of ordinary parts to most beholders.
He came during the last days of domestic tranquillity;
for it was but a few weeks later that Hamilton was
obliged to announce to Rachael that his fortunes,
long tottering, had collapsed to their rotten foundations.
It was some time before she could accommodate her
understanding to the fact that there was nothing left,
for even Levine had not dared to lose his money, far
less her own; and had she ever given the subject of
wealth a thought, she would have assumed that it had
roots in certain families which no adverse circumstance
could deplace. She had overheard high words between
Archibald Hamn and her husband in the library, but
Hamilton’s casual explanations had satisfied
her, and she had always disliked Archibald as a possible
stepfather. Dr. Hamilton had frequently looked
grave after a conversation with his kinsman, but Rachael
was too unpractical to attribute his heavier moods
to anything but his advancing years.
When Hamilton made her understand
that they were penniless, and that his only means
of supporting her was to accept an offer from Peter
Lytton to take charge of a cattle estate on St. Croix,
Rachael’s controlling sensation was dismay that
this man whom she had idolized and idealized, who
was the forgiven cause of her remarkable son’s
illegitimacy, was a failure in his competition with
other men. Money would come somehow, it always
had; but Hamilton dethroned, shoved out of the ranks
of planters and merchants, reduced to the status of
one of his own overlookers, almost was a new and strange
being, and she dared not bid forth her hiding thoughts.
Fortunately the details of moving
made life impersonal and commonplace. The three
slaves whose future had been the last concern but one
of Mary Fawcett, were sent, wailing, to Archibald
Hamn. Two of the others were retained to wait
upon the children, the rest sold with the old mahogany
furniture and the library. The Hamiltons set sail
for St. Croix on a day in late April. The sympathy
of their friends had been expressed in more than one
offer of a lucrative position, but Hamilton was intensely
proud, and too mortified at his failure to remain obscure
among a people who had been delighted to accept his
princely and exclusive hospitality. On St. Croix
he was almost unknown.
They made the voyage in thirty-two
hours, but as the slaves were ill, after the invariable
habit of their colour, Rachael had little respite
from her baby, or Hamilton from Alexander, whose restless
legs and enterprising mind kept him in constant motion;
and the day began at five o’clock. There
was no opportunity for conversation, and Hamilton was
grateful to the miserable mustees. He had the
tact to let his wife readjust herself to her damaged
idols without weak excuses and a pleading which would
have distressed her further, but he was glad to be
spared intimate conversation with her.
As they sailed into the bright green
waters before Frederikstadt, the sun blazed down upon
the white town on the white plain with a vicious energy
which Rachael had never seen on Nevis during the hottest
and most silent months of the year. She closed
her eyes and longed for the cool shallows of the harbour,
and even Alexander ceased to watch the flying fish
dart like silver blades over the water, and was glad
to be stowed comfortably into one of the little deck-houses.
As for the slaves, weakened by illness, they wept
and refused to gather themselves together.
But Rachael’s soul, which had
felt faint for many days, rose triumphant in the face
of this last affliction. Like all West Indians,
she hated extreme heat, and during those months on
her own Islands when the trades hibernated, rarely
left the house. She remembered little of St. Croix.
Her imagination had disassociated itself from all connected
with it, but now it burst into hideous activity and
pictured interminable years of scorching heat and
blinding glare. For a moment she descended to
the verge of hysteria, from which she struggled with
so mighty an effort that it vitalized her spirit for
the ordeal of her new life; and when Hamilton, cursing
himself, came to assist her to land, she was able to
remark that she recalled the beauty of Christianstadt,
and to anathematize her sea-green maids.
The trail of Spain is over all the
islands, and on St. Croix has left its picturesque
mark in the heavy arcades which front the houses in
the towns. Behind these arcades one can pass
from street to street with brief egress into the awful
downpour of the sun, and they give to both towns an
effect of architectural beauty. At that time palms
and cocoanuts grew in profusion along the streets
of Frederikstadt and in the gardens, tempering the
glare of the sun on the coral.
Peter Lytton’s coach awaited
the Hamiltons, and at six o’clock they started
for their new home. The long driveway across the
Island was set with royal palms, beyond which rolled
vast fields of cane. St. Croix was approaching
the height of her prosperity, and almost every inch
of her fertile acres was under cultivation. They
rolled up and over every hill, the heavy stone houses,
with their negro hamlets and mills, rising like half-submerged
islands, unless they crowned a height. The roads
swarmed with Africans, who bowed profoundly to the
strangers in the fine coach, grinning an amiable welcome.
Surrounded by so generous a suggestion of hospitality
and plenty, with the sun low in the west, the spirits
of the travellers rose, and Rachael thought with more
composure upon the morrow’s encounter with her
elder sisters. She knew them very slightly, their
husbands less. When her connection with Hamilton
began, correspondence between them had ceased; but
like others they had accepted the relation, and for
the last three years Hamilton had been a welcome guest
at their houses when business took him to St. Croix.
Mrs. Lytton had been the first to whom he had confided
his impending failure, and she, remembering her mother’s
last letter and profoundly pitying the young sister
who seemed marked for misfortune, had persuaded her
husband to offer Hamilton the management of his grazing
estates on the eastern end of the Island. She
wrote to Rachael, assuring her of welcome, and reminding
her that her story was unknown on St. Croix, that she
would be accepted without question as Hamilton’s
wife and their sister. But Rachael knew that
the truth would come out as soon as they had attracted
the attention of their neighbours, and she had seen
enough of the world to be sure that what people tolerated
in the wealthy they censured in the unimportant.
To depend upon her sisters’ protection instead
of her own lifelong distinction, galled her proud
spirit. For the first time she understood how
powerless Hamilton was to protect her. The glamour
of that first year when nothing mattered was gone
for ever. She had two children, one of them uncommon,
and they were to encounter life without name or property.
True, Levine might die, or Hamilton make some brilliant
coup, but she felt little of the buoyancy of hope as
they left the cane-fields and drove among the dark
hills to their new home.
The house and outbuildings were on
a high eminence, surrounded on three sides by hills.
Below was a lagoon, which was separated from the sea
by a deep interval of tidal mud set thick with mangroves.
The outlet through this swamp was so narrow that a
shark which had found its way in when young had grown
too large to return whence he came, and was the solitary
and discontented inhabitant of the lagoon. The
next morning Rachael, rising early and walking on
the terrace with Alexander, was horrified to observe
him warming his white belly in the sun. On three
sides of the lagoon was a thick grove of manchineels,
hung with their deadly apples; here and there a palm,
which drooped as if in discord with its neighbours.
It was an uncheerful place for a woman with terror
and tumult in her soul, but the house was large and
had been made comfortable by her brother-in-laws’
slaves.
Mrs. Lytton and Mrs. Mitchell drove
over for the eleven o’clock breakfast.
They were very kind, but they were many years older
than the youngest of their family, proudly conscious
of their virtue, uncomprehending of the emotions which
had nearly wrenched Rachael’s soul from her
body more than once. Moreover, Mrs. Mitchell was
the physical image of Mary Fawcett without the inheritance
of so much as the old lady’s temper; and there
were moments, as she sat chattering amiably with Alexander,
with whom she immediately fell in love, when Rachael
could have flown at and throttled her because she was
not her mother. Mrs. Lytton was delicate and
nervous, but more reserved, and Rachael liked her
better. Nevertheless, she was heartily glad to
be rid of both of them, and reflected with satisfaction
that she was to live on the most isolated part of
the Island. She had begged them to ask no one
to call, and for months she saw little of anybody
except her family.
Her household duties were many, and
she was forced at once to alter her lifelong relation
to domestic economics. Hamilton’s salary
was six hundred pieces of eight, and for a time the
keeping of accounts and the plans for daily disposal
of the small income furnished almost the only subjects
of conversation between her husband and herself.
His duties kept him on horseback during all but the
intolerable hours of the day, and until their new
life had become a commonplace they were fortunate
in seeing little of each other.
Alexander long since had upset his
father’s purpose to defer the opening of his
mind until the age of seven. He had taught himself
the rudiments of education by such ceaseless questioning
of both his parents that they were glad to set him
a daily task and keep him at it as long as possible.
In this new home he had few resources besides his little
books and his mother, who gave him all her leisure.
There were no white playmates, and he was not allowed
to go near the lagoon, lest the shark get him or he
eat of forbidden fruit. Just after his sixth birthday,
however, several changes occurred in his life:
Peter Lytton sent him a pony, his father killed the
shark and gave him a boat, and he made the acquaintance
of the Rev. Hugh Knox.
This man, who was to play so important
a part in the life of Alexander Hamilton, was himself
a personality. At this time but little over thirty,
he had, some years since, come to the West Indies with
a classical library and a determination to rescue
the planters from that hell which awaits those who
drowse through life in a clime where it is always
summer when it is not simply and blazingly West Indian.
He soon threw the mantle of charity over the patient
planters, and became the boon companion of many; but
he made converts and was mightily proud of them.
His was the zeal of the converted. When he arrived
in the United States, in 1753, young, fresh from college,
enthusiastic, and handsome, he found favour at once
in the eyes of the Rev. Dr. Rogers of Middletown on
the Delaware, to whom he had brought a letter of introduction.
Through the influence of this eminent divine, he obtained
a school and many friends. The big witty Irishman
was a welcome guest at the popular tavern, and was
not long establishing himself as the leader of its
hilarities. He was a peculiarly good mimic, and
on Saturday nights his boon companions fell into the
habit of demanding his impersonation of some character
locally famous. One night he essayed a reproduction
of Dr. Rogers, then one of the most celebrated men
of his cloth. Knox rehearsed the sermon of the
previous Sunday, not only with all the divine’s
peculiarity of gesture and inflection, but almost word
for word; for his memory was remarkable. At the
start his listeners applauded violently, then subsided
into the respectful silence they were wont to accord
Dr. Rogers; at the finish they stole out without a
word. As for Knox, he sat alone, overwhelmed
with the powerful sermon he had repeated, and by remorse
for his own attempted levity. His emotional Celtic
nature was deeply impressed. A few days later
he disappeared, and was not heard of again until,
some months after, Dr. Rogers learned that he was
the guest of the Rev. Aaron Burr at Newark, and studying
for the church. He was ordained in due course,
converted his old companions, then set sail for St.
Croix.
Hamilton met him at Peter Lytton’s,
talked with him the day through, and carried him home
to dinner. After that he became little less than
an inmate of the household; a room was furnished for
him, and when he did not occupy it, he rode over several
times a week. His books littered every table
and shelf.
Alexander was his idol, and he was
the first to see that the boy was something more than
brilliant. Hamilton had accepted his son’s
cleverness as a matter of course, and Rachael, having
a keen contempt for fatuous mothers, hardly had dared
admit to herself that her son was to other boys as
a star to pebbles. When Knox, who had undertaken
his education at once, assured her that he must distinguish
himself if he lived, probably in letters, life felt
almost fresh again, although she regretted his handicap
the more bitterly. As for Knox, his patience was
inexhaustible. Alexander would have everything
resolved into its elements, and was merciless in his
demand for information, no matter what the thermometer.
He had no playmates until he was nine, and by that
time he had much else to sober him. Of the ordinary
pleasures of childhood he had scant knowledge.
Rachael wondered at the invariable
sunniness of his nature,—save when he flew
into a rage,—for under the buoyancy of her
own had always been a certain melancholy. Before
his birth she had gone to the extremes of happiness
and grief, her normal relation to life almost forgotten.
But the sharpened nerves of the child manifested themselves
in acute sensibilities and an extraordinary precocity
of intellect, never in morbid or irritable moods.
He was excitable, and had a high and sometimes furious
temper, but even his habit of study never extinguished
his gay and lively spirits. On the other hand,
beneath the surface sparkle of his mind was a British
ruggedness and tenacity, and a stubborn oneness of
purpose, whatever might be the object, with which no
lighter mood interfered. All this Rachael lived
long enough to discover and find compensation in,
and as she mastered the duties of her new life she
companioned the boy more and more. James was a
good but uninteresting baby, who made few demands
upon her, and was satisfied with his nurse. She
never pretended to herself that she loved him as she
did Alexander, for aside from the personality of her
first-born, he was the symbol and manifest of her
deepest living.
Although Rachael was monotonously
conscious of the iron that had impaled her soul, she
was not quite unhappy at this time, and she never ceased
to love Hamilton. Whatever his lacks and failures,
nothing could destroy his fascination as a man.
His love for her, although tranquillized by time,
was still strong enough to keep alive his desire’
to please her, and he thought of her as his wife always.
He felt the change in her, and his soul rebelled bitterly
at the destruction of his pedestal and halo, and all
that fiction had meant to both of them; but he respected
her reserve, and the subject never came up between
them. He knew that she never would love any one
else, that she still loved him passionately, despite
the shattered ideal of him; and he consoled himself
with the reflection that even in giving him less than
her entire store, she gave him, merely by being herself,
more than he had thought to find in any woman.
His courteous attentions to her had never relaxed,
and in time the old companionship was resumed; they
read and discussed as in their other home; but this
their little circle was widened by two, Alexander
and Hugh Knox. The uninterrupted intimacy of their
first years was not to be resumed.
They saw little of the society of
St. Croix. In 1763 Christiana Huggins, visiting
the Peter Lyttons, married her host’s brother,
James, and settled on the Island. She drove occasionally
to the lonely estate in the east, but she had a succession
of children and little time for old duties. Rachael
exchanged calls at long intervals with her sisters
and their intimate friends, the Yards, Lillies, Crugers,
Stevens, Langs, and Goodchilds, but she had been too
great a lady to strive now for social position, practically
dependent as she was on the charity of her relatives.