Rachael’s mind struggled past
its eclipse, but her recovery was very slow.
Even after she recognized her mother and Dr. Hamilton,
she sat for months staring at Nevis, neither opening
a book nor looking round upon the life about her.
But she was only eighteen, and her body grew strong
and vital again. Gradually it forced its energies
into her brain, released her spirit from its apathy,
buried memory under the fresher impressions of time.
A year from the day of her return, if there were deep
and subtle changes in her face and carriage, which
added ten years to her appearance, she was more beautiful
to experienced eyes than when she had flowered for
the humming-birds. She took up her studies where
she had dropped them, a little of her old buoyancy
revived; and if her girlishness was buried with ideals
and ambitions, her intellect was clear and strong
and her character more finely balanced. She flew
into no more rages, boxed her attendants’ ears
at rarer intervals, and the deliberation which had
seemed an anomaly in her character before, became
a dominant trait, and rarely was conquered by impulse.
When it worked alone her mother laid down her weapons,
edged as they still were, and when impulse flew to
its back, Mary Fawcett took refuge in oblivion.
But she made no complaint, for she and her daughter
were more united than when the young girl had seemed
more fit to be her grandchild.
The Governor of St. Christopher had
written a letter to his friend, the Governor of St.
Croix, which had caused that estimable functionary
to forbid Levine the door of Government House.
Levine could not endure social ostracism. He
left St. Croix immediately, and took his son Peter
with him. To this child Rachael never referred,
and her mother doubted if she remembered anything
associated with its impending birth. Perhaps
she believed it dead. At all events, she made
no sign. Except that she was called Mistress
Levine, there was nothing in her outer life to remind
her that for two years the markers in her favourite
books had not been shifted. She had studied music
and painting with the best masters in Copenhagen,
and in the chests which were forwarded by her sisters
from St. Croix, there were many new books. She
refused to return to society, and filled her time
without its aid; for not only did she have the ample
resources of her mind, her mother, the frequent companionship
of Dr. Hamilton and four or five other men of his age
and attainments, but she returned to the out-door
life with enthusiasm. On her spirit was an immovable
shadow, in her mind an indelible stain, but she had
strong common sense and a still stronger will.
An experience which would have embittered a less complete
nature, or sent a lighter woman to the gallantries
of society, gave new force and energy to her character,
even while saddening it. To the past she never
willingly gave a thought; neither was she for a moment
unconscious of its ghost.