The last affliction the Fawcetts expected
was another child. This little girl came an unwelcome
guest to a mother who hated the father, and to Dr.
Fawcett, not only because he had outgrown all liking
for crying babies, but because, as in his excited
disturbance he admitted to his wife, his fortune was
reduced by speculations in London, and he had no desire
to turn to in his old age and support another child.
Then Mary Fawcett made up her definite mind:
she announced her intention to leave her husband while
it was yet possible to save her property for herself
and the child to whom she soon became passionately
attached. Dr. Fawcett laughed and shut himself
up in a wing where the sounds of baby distress could
not reach him; and it is doubtful if his glance ever
lingered on the lovely face of his youngest born.
Thus came into the world under the most painful conditions
one of the unhappiest women that has lived. It
was her splendid destiny to become the mother of the
greatest American of his centuries, but this she died
too soon to know, and she accomplished her part with
an immediate bitterness of lot which was remorselessly
ordained, no doubt, by the great Law of Compensation.
There were no divorce laws on the
Islands in the eighteenth century, not even an act
for separate maintenance; but Mary Fawcett was a woman
of resource. It took her four years to accomplish
her purpose, but she got rid of Dr. Fawcett by making
him more than anxious to be rid of her. The Captain-General,
William Matthew, was her staunch friend and admirer,
and espoused her cause to the extent of issuing a writ
of supplicavit for a separate maintenance. Dr.
Fawcett gradually yielded to pressure, separated her
property from his, that it might pass under her personal
and absolute control, and settled on her the sum of
fifty-three pounds, four shillings annually, as a
full satisfaction for all her dower or third part
of his estate.
Mistress Fawcett was no longer a woman
of consequence, for even her personal income was curtailed
by the great drought of 1737, and Nevis, complaisant
to the gallantry of the age, was scandalized at the
novelty of a public separation. But she was free,
and she was the woman to feel that freedom to her
finger tips; she could live a life with no will in
it but her own, and she could bring up her little girl
in an atmosphere of peace and affection. She
moved to an estate she owned on St. Christopher and
never saw John Fawcett again. He died a few years
later, leaving his diminished property to his children.
Rachael’s share was the house in Charles Town.
The spot on which Rachael spent her
childhood and brief youth was one of the most picturesque
on the mountain range of St. Christopher. Facing
the sea, the house stood on a lofty eminence, in the
very shadow of Mount Misery. Immediately behind
the house were the high peaks of the range, hardly
less in pride than the cone of the great volcano.
The house was built on a ledge, but one could step
from the terrace above into an abrupt ravine, wrenched
into its tortuous shape by earthquake and flood, but
dark for centuries with the immovable shades of a virgin
tropical forest. The Great House, with its spacious
open galleries and verandahs, was surrounded with
stone terraces, overflowing with the intense red and
orange of the hybiscus and croton bush, the golden
browns and softer yellows of less ambitious plants,
the sensuous tints of the orchid, the high and glittering
beauties of the palm and cocoanut. The slopes
to the coast were covered with cane-fields, their
bright young greens sharp against the dark blue of
the sea. The ledge on which the house was built
terminated suddenly in front, but extended on the
left along a line of cliff above a chasm, until it
sloped to the road. On this flat eminence was
an avenue of royal palms, which, with the dense wood
on the hill above it, was to mariners one of the most
familiar landmarks of the Island of “St. Kitts.”
From her verandah Mary Fawcett could see, far down
to the right, a large village of negro huts, only
the thatched African roofs visible among the long leaves
of the cocoanut palms with which the blacks invariably
surround their dwellings. Beyond was Brimstone
Hill with its impregnable fortress. And on the
left, far out at sea, her purple heights and palm-fringed
shores deepening the exquisite blue of the Caribbean
by day, a white ever changing spirit in the twilight,
and no more vestige of her under the stars than had
she sunk whence she came—Nevis. Mary
Fawcett never set foot on her again, but she learned
to sit and study her with a whimsical affection which
was one of the few liberties she allowed her imagination.
But if the unhappiest years of her life had been spent
there, so had her fairest. She had loved her brilliant
husband in her youth, and all the social triumphs
of a handsome and fortunate young woman had been hers.
In the deep calm which now intervened between the
two mental hurricanes of her life, she sometimes wondered
if she had exaggerated her past afflictions; and before
she died she knew how insignificant the tragedy of
her own life had been.
Although Rachael was born when her
parents were past their prime, the vitality that was
in her was concentrated and strong. It was not
enough to give her a long life, but while it lasted
she was a magnificent creature, and the end was abrupt;
there was no slow decay. During her childhood
she lived in the open air, for except in the cold nights
of a brief winter only the jalousies were closed;
and on that high shelf even the late summer and early
autumn were not insufferable. Exhausted as the
trade winds become, they give what little strength
is in them to the heights of their favourite isles,
and during the rest of the year they are so constant,
even when storms rage in the North Atlantic, that Nevis
and St. Christopher never feel the full force of the
sun, and the winter nights are cold.
Rachael was four years old when her
parents separated, and grew to womanhood remembering
nothing of her father and seeing little of her kin,
scattered far and wide. Her one unmarried sister,
upon her return from England, went almost immediately
to visit Mrs. Lytton, and married Thomas Mitchell,
one of the wealthiest planters of St. Croix. Mary
Fawcett’s children had not approved her course,
for they remembered their father as the most indulgent
and charming of men, whose frequent tempers were quickly
forgotten; and year by year she became more wholly
devoted to the girl who clung to her with a passionate
and uncritical affection.
Clever and accomplished herself, and
quick with ambition for her best beloved child, she
employed the most cultivated tutors on the Island to
instruct her in English, Latin, and French. Before
Rachael was ten years old, Mistress Fawcett had the
satisfaction to discover that the little girl possessed
a distinguished mind, and took to hard study, and to
les graces, as naturally as she rode a pony
over the hills or shot the reef in her boat.
For several years the women of St.
Christopher held aloof, but many of the planters who
had been guests at the Great House in Gingerland called
on Mistress Fawcett at once, and proffered advice and
service. Of these William Hamilton and Archibald
Hamn became her staunch and intimate friends.
Mr. Hamn’s estate adjoined hers, and his overlooker
relieved her of much care. Dr. James Hamilton,
who had died in the year preceding her formal separation,
had been a close friend of her husband and herself,
and his brother hastened with assurance of his wish
to serve her. He was one of the eminent men of
the Island, a planter and a member of Council; also,
a “doctor of physic.” He carried Rachael
safely through her childhood complaints and the darkest
of her days; and if his was the hand which opened
the gates between herself and history, who shall say
in the light of the glorified result that its master
should not sleep in peace?
In time his wife called, and his children
and stepchildren brought a new experience into the
life of Rachael. She had been permitted to gambol
occasionally with the “pic’nees”
of her mother’s maids, but since her fourth
year had not spoken to a white child until little Catherine
Hamilton came to visit her one morning and brought
Christiana Huggins of Nevis. Mistress Huggins
had known Mary Fawcett too well to call with Mistress
Hamilton, but sent Christiana as a peace offering.
Mary’s first disposition was to pack the child
off while Mistress Hamilton was offering her embarrassed
explanations; but Rachael clung to her new treasure
with such shrieks of protest that her mother, disconcerted
by this vigour of opposition to her will, permitted
the intruder to remain.
The wives of other planters followed
Mistress Hamilton, for in that soft voluptuous climate,
where the rush and fret of great cities are but a
witch’s tale, disapproval dies early. They
would have called long since had they not been a trifle
in awe of Nevis, more, perhaps, of Mistress Fawcett’s
sharp tongue, then indolent. But when Mistress
Hamilton suddenly reminded them that they were Christians,
and that Dr. Fawcett was dead, they put on their London
gowns, ordered out their coaches, and called.
Mary Fawcett received them with a courteous indifference.
Her resentment had died long since, and they seemed
to her, with their coaches and brocades and powdered
locks, but the ghosts of the Nevis of her youth.
Her child, her estate, and her few tried friends absorbed
her. For the sake of her daughter’s future,
she ordered out her ancient coach and made the round
of the Island once a year. The ladies of St.
Kitts were as moderately punctilious.
And so the life of Rachael Fawcett
for sixteen years passed uneventfully enough.
Her spirits were often very high, for she inherited
the Gallic buoyancy of her father as well as the brilliant
qualities of his mind. In the serious depths
of her nature were strong passions and a tendency
to melancholy, the result no doubt of the unhappy conditions
of her birth. But her mother managed so to occupy
her eager ambitious mind with hard study that the
girl had little acquaintance with herself. Her
English studies were almost as varied as a boy’s,
and in addition to her accomplishments in the ancient
and modern languages, she painted, and sang, played
the harp and guitar. Mary Fawcett, for reasons
of her own, never let her forget that she was the
most educated girl on the Islands.
“I never was one to lie on a
sofa all day and fan myself, while my children sat
on the floor with their blacks, and munched sugar-cane,
or bread and sling,” she would remark superfluously.
“All my daughters are a credit to their husbands;
but I mean that you shall be the most brilliant woman
in the Antilles.”
The immediate consequences of Rachael’s
superior education were two: her girl friends
ceased to interest her, and ambitions developed in
her strong imaginative brain. In those days women
so rarely distinguished themselves individually that
it is doubtful if Rachael had ever heard of the phenomenon,
and the sum of her worldly aspirations was a wealthy
and intellectual husband who would take her to live
and to shine at foreign courts. Her nature was
too sweet and her mind too serious for egoism or the
pettier vanities, but she hardly could help being conscious
of the energy of her brain; and if she had passed
through childhood in ignorance of her beauty, she
barely had entered her teens when her happy indifference
was dispelled; for the young planters besieged her
gates.
Girls mature very early in the tropics,
and at fourteen Rachael Fawcett was the unresponsive
toast from Basseterre to Sandy Point. Her height
was considerable, and she had the round supple figure
of a girl who has lived the out-door life in moderation;
full of strength and grace, and no exaggeration of
muscle. She had a fine mane of reddish fair hair,
a pair of sparkling eager gray eyes which could go
black with passion or even excited interest, a long
nose so sensitively cut that she could express any
mood she chose with her nostrils, which expanded quite
alarmingly when she flew into a temper, and a full
well-cut mouth. Her skin had the whiteness and
transparency peculiar to the women of St. Kitts and
Nevis; her head and brow were nobly modelled, and the
former she carried high to the day of her death.
It was set so far back on her shoulders and on a line
so straight that it would look haughty in her coffin.
What wonder that the young planters besieged her gates,
that her aspirations soared high, that Mary Fawcett
dreamed of a great destiny for this worshipped child
of her old age? As for the young planters, they
never got beyond the gates, for a dragon stood there.
Mistress Fawcett had no mind to run the risk of early
entanglements. When Rachael was old enough she
would be provided with a distinguished husband from
afar, selected by the experienced judgement of a woman
of the world.
But Mary Fawcett, still hot-headed
and impulsive in her second half-century, was more
prone to err in crises than her daughter. In
spite of the deeper passions of her nature, Rachael,
except when under the lash of strong excitement, had
a certain clearness of insight and deliberation of
judgement which her mother lacked to her last day.