“WHOSE BREAD I EAT”
Having yielded, Hal proposed to take
profit by his surrender. With a cynicism born
of his bitter disappointment and self-contempt, he
took a certain savage and painful satisfaction in
stating the new policy editorially.
“As the ‘Clarion’
is going to be a journalistic prostitute,” said
he to his father, across the luncheon table, where
they were consulting on details of the new policy,
“I’m going to go after the business on
that basis.”
Dr. Surtaine was pained. Every
effort of his own convenient logic he put forth to
prove that, in this instance, the path of duty and
of glory (financial) was one and the same. Hal
refused the proffered gloss. “At least
you and I can call things by their right names now,”
said he.
But however Hal might talk, what he
wrote met his elder’s unqualified approval,
as it appeared in the proof sent him by his son.
It was a cunningly worded leading editorial, headed
“Standards,” and it dealt appreciatively,
not to say reverently, with the commercial greatness
of Worthington. Business, the editor stated,
might have to adjust itself to new conditions and
opinions in Worthington as elsewhere, but nobody who
understood the character of the city’s leading
men could doubt their good purpose or ability to effect
the change with the least damage to material prosperity.
Meantime the fitting attitude for the public was one
not of criticism but of forbearance and assistance.
This was equally true of journalism. The “Clarion”
admitted seeing a new light. Constructive rather
than destructive effort was called for. And so
forth, and so on. No intelligent reader could
have failed, reading it, to understand that the “Clarion”
had hauled down its flag.
Yet the capitulation must not, for
business reasons, be too obvious. Hal spent some
toilful hours over the proof, inserting plausible phrases,
covering his tracks with qualifying clauses, putting
the best front on the shameful matter, with a sick
but determined heart, and was about to send it up
with the final “O.K.” when he came out
of his absorption to realize that some one was standing
waiting, had been standing waiting, for some minutes
at his elbow. He looked around and met the intent
gaze of the foreman of the composing-room.
“What is it, Veltman?” he asked sharply.
“That epidemic story.”
“Well? What about it?”
“Did you order it killed?”
“Certainly. Haven’t you thrown it
down?”
“No. It’s still in type.”
“Throw it down at once.”
“Mr. Surtaine, have you thought what you are
doing?”
“It is no part of your job to catechize me,
Veltman.”
“Between man and man.”
He stepped close to Hal, his face blazing with exaltation.
“I must speak now or forever hold my peace.”
“Speak fast, then.”
“It’s your last chance,
this epidemic spread. Your last chance to save
the ‘Clarion’ and yourself.”
“That will do, Velt—”
“No, no! Listen to me.
I didn’t say a word when you kept Milly’s
suicide out of print.”
“I should think not, indeed!” retorted
Hal angrily.
“That’s my shame.
I ought to have seen that published if I had to set
it up myself.”
“Perhaps you’re not aware,
Veltman, that I know your part in the Neal affair.”
“I’d have confessed to
you, if you hadn’t. But do you know your
own? Yours and your father’s?”
“Keep my father out of this!”
“Your own, then. Do you
know that the money that bought this paper for you
was coined out of the blood of deceived girls?
Do you know that you and I are paid with the proceeds
of the ad. that led Milly Neal to her death?
Do you know that?”
“And if I do, what then?”
asked Hal, overborne by the man’s conviction
and vehemence.
“Tell it!” cried the other,
beating his fist upon the desk until the blood oozed
from the knuckles. “Tell it in print.
Confess, man, and warn others!”
“Veltman, suppose we were to
print that whole wretched story to-morrow, including
the truth about your relations with her.”
“Do it! Do it!” cried
the other, choked with eagerness. “I’d
thank you on my knees. Penance! Give me
my chance to do penance! I’ll make my own
confession in writing. I’ll write it in
my own blood if need be.”
“Steady, Veltman. Keep cool.”
“You think I’m crazy?
Perhaps I am. There’s a fire at my brain
since she died. I loved her, Mr. Surtaine.”
“But you sacrificed her, Veltman,”
returned Hal in a gentler tone, for the man’s
face was livid with agony.
“Don’t I know it!
My God, don’t I know it! But you
can’t escape the responsibility because of my
sin. It was your paper that helped fool her.
She believed in the paper, and in your father.”
“The Relief Pills advertising
is out. That much I’ll tell you.”
“Now that it’s done its
work. Not enough! You and I can’t bring
Milly back to life, Mr. Surtaine, but we can save
other lives in peril. God has given you your
chance, in this epidemic.”
“How do you know about the epidemic?”
“Hasn’t it taken Mr. Hale,
the only friend I’ve got in the world? And
won’t it take its hundreds of other lives unless
warning is given? Why doesn’t the ‘Clarion’
speak out, Mr. Surtaine? Why is that story ordered
killed?”
“Consideration of policy which—”
“Policy! Oh, my God!
And the people dying! Harrington Surtaine,”—his
eyes blazed into the other’s with the flame of
fanaticism,—“I tell you, if you don’t
accept this opportunity that the Lord gives you, you
and your paper are damned. Do you know what it
means to damn the soul of a paper? Why, man,
there are people who believe in the ‘Clarion’
like gospel.”
Hal got to his feet. “Veltman,
I dare say you mean well. But you don’t
understand this.”
“Don’t I!” The face
took on a sudden appalling savagery. “Don’t
I know you’re bought and paid for! Sold
out! That’s what you’ve done.
A bargain! A bargain! Pay my little price
and I’ll do your meanest bidding. I’d
rather have hell burning at my heart as it burns now
than what you’ve got rotting at yours, young
Surtaine.”
The tensity of Hal’s restraint
broke. With one powerful effort he sent the foreman
whirling through the open door into the hall, slammed
the door after him, and stood shaking. He heard
and felt the jar of Veltman’s body as it struck
the wall, and slumped to the floor; then the slow
limp of his retreating footsteps. With a seething
brain he returned to his proof—and shuddered
away from it. There was blood spattered over
the print. Hurriedly he thrust it aside and rang
for a fresh galley. But the red spots rose between
his eyes and the work, like an accusation, like a
prophecy. Of a sudden he beheld this great engine
of print which had been, first, the caprice of his
last flicker of irresponsible and headlong youth,
then the very mould in which his eager and ambitious
manhood was to form and fulfill itself—he
beheld this vast mechanism blazingly illumined as
with some inner fire, and now become a terrific genius,
potent beyond the powers of humanity, working out the
dire complications of men, and the tragic destruction
of women. And he beheld himself, fast in its
grip.
He thrust the proof into the tube,
scrawled the “O.K.” order on it for the
morrow, and hurried away from the office as from a
place accursed.
That night conscience struck at him
once more, making a weapon of words from the book
of a dead master. He had been reading “Beauchamp’s
Career”; and, seeking refuge from the torture
of thought in its magic, he came upon the novelist-philosopher’s
damning indictment of modern journalism:
“And this Press, declaring itself
independent, can hardly walk for fear of treading
on an interest here, an interest there. It cannot
have a conscience. It is a bad guide, a false
guardian; its abject claim to be our national
and popular interpreter—even that is hollow
and a mockery. It is powerful only when subservient.
An engine of money, appealing to the sensitiveness
of money, it has no connection with the mind
of the nation. And that it is not of, but apart
from the people, may be seen when great crises come—in
strong gales the power of the Press collapses;
it wheezes like a pricked pigskin of a piper.”
Hal flung the book from him.
But its accusations pursued him through the gates
of sleep, and poisoned his rest.
In the morning he had recovered his
balance, and with it his dogged determination to see
the matter through. He forced himself to read
the leading editorial, finding spirit even to admire
the dexterity with which he had held out the promise
of good behavior to the business interests, whilst
pretending to a sturdy independence. Shearson
met him at the entrance to the building, beaming.
“That’ll bring business,”
said the advertising manager. “I’ve
had half a dozen telephones already about it.”
“That’s good,” replied Hal half-heartedly.
“Yes, sir,” pursued
the advertising manager: “I can smell money
in the air to-day. And, by the way, I’ve
got a tip that, for a little mild apology, E.M.
Pierce will withdraw both his suits.”
“I’ll think about it,”
promised Hal. He was rather surprised at the
intensity of his own relief from the prospect of the
court ordeal. At least, he was getting his price.
McGuire Ellis was, for once, not asleep,
though there was no work on his desk when Hal entered
the sanctum.
“Veltman’s quit,” was his greeting.
“I’m not surprised,” said Hal.
“Then you’ve seen the editorial page this
morning?”
“Yes. But what has that to do with Veltman’s
resignation?”
“Everything, I should think. Notice anything
queer about the page?”
“No.”
“Look it over again.”
Hal took up the paper and scrutinized
the sheet. “I don’t see a thing wrong,”
he said.
“That lets me out,” said
Ellis grimly. “If you can’t see it
when you’re told it’s there, I guess I
can’t be blamed for not catching it in proof.
Of course the last thing one notices is a stock line
that’s always been there unchanged. Look
at the motto of the paper. Veltman must have
chiseled out the old one, and set this in, himself,
the last thing before we went to press. How do
you like it? Looks to me to go pretty well with
our leading editorial this morning.”
There between the triumphal cocks,
where formerly had flaunted the braggart boast of
the old “Clarion,” and more latterly had
appeared the gentle legend of the martyred President,
was spread in letters of shame to the eyes of the
“Clarion’s” owner, the cynic profession
of the led captain, of the prostituted pen, of all
those who have or shall sell mind and soul and honor
for hire;—
“Whose Bread I Eat,
his Song I Sing.”