“I know I felt Love’s
face
Pressed on my neck, with moan of pity and
grace,
Till both our heads were in his aureole.”
The news of the duel spread with the
proverbial rapidity of evil news. At the doors
of all the public houses, in every open shop, on every
private stoop, and at the street-corners, people were
soon discussing the event, with such additions and
comments as their imaginations and prejudices suggested.
One party insisted that lawyer Semple was dead; another,
that it was the English officer; a third, that both
died as they were being carried from the ground.
Batavius, who had lingered to the
last moment at the house which he was building, heard
the story from many a lip as he went home. He
was bitterly indignant at Katherine. He felt,
indeed, as if his own character for morality of every
kind had been smirched by his intended connection
with her. And his Joanna! How wicked Katherine
had been not to remember that she had a sister whose
spotless name would be tarnished by her kinship!
He was hot with haste and anger when he reached Van
Heemskirk’s house.
Madam stood with Joanna on the front-stoop,
looking anxiously down the road. She was aware
that Bram had called for his father, and she had heard
them leave the house together in unexplained haste.
At first, the incident did not trouble her much.
Perhaps one of the valuable Norman horses was sick,
or there was an unexpected ship in, or an unusually
large order. Bram was a young man who relied greatly
on his father. She only worried because supper
must be delayed an hour, and that delay would also
keep back the completion of that exquisite order in
which it was her habit to leave the house for the
sabbath rest.
After some time had elapsed, she went
upstairs, and began to lay out the clean linen and
the kirk clothes. Suddenly she noticed that it
was nearly dark; and, with a feeling of hurry and
anxiety, she remembered the delayed meal. Joanna
was on the front-stoop watching for Batavius, who
was also unusually late; and, like many other loving
women, she could think of nothing good which might
have detained him, but her heart was full only of
evil apprehensions.
“Where is Katherine?”
That was the mother’s first question, and she
called her through the house. From the closed
best parlour, Katherine came, white and weeping.
“What is the matter, then, that
you are crying? And why into the dark room go
you?”
“Full of sorrow I am, mother,
and I went to the room to pray to God; but I cannot
pray.”
“‘Full of sorrow.’
Yes, for that Englishman you are full of sorrow.
And how can you pray when you are disobeying your
good father? God will not hear you.”
The mother was not pitiless; but she
was anxious and troubled, and Katherine’s grief
irritated her at the moment. “Go and tell
Dinorah to bring in the tea. The work of the
house must go on,” she muttered. “And
I think, that it was Saturday night Joris might have
remembered.”
Then she went back to Joanna, and
stood with her, looking through the gray mist down
the road, and feeling even the croaking of the frogs
and the hum of the insects to be an unusual provocation.
Just as Dinorah said, “The tea is served, madam,”
the large figure of Batavius loomed through the gathering
grayness; and the women waited for him. He came
up the steps without his usual greeting; and his face
was so injured and portentous that Joanna, with a
little cry, put her arms around his neck. He
gently removed them.
“No time is this, Joanna, for
embracing. A great disgrace has come to the family;
and I, who have always stood up for morality, must
bear it too.”
“Disgrace! The word goes
not with our name, Batavius; and what mean you, then?
In one word, speak.”
But Batavius loved too well any story
that was to be wondered over, to give it in a word;
though madam’s manner snubbed him a little, and
he said, with less of the air of a wronged man,—
“Well, then, Neil Semple and
Captain Hyde have fought a duel. That is what
comes of giving way to passion. I never fought
a duel. No one should make me. It is a fixed
principle with me.”
“But what? And how?”
“With swords they fought.
Like two devils they fought, as if to pieces they
would cut each other.”
“Poor Neil! His fault I am sure it was
not.”
“Joanna! Neil is nearly
dead. If he had been in the right, he would not
be nearly dead. The Lord does not forsake a person
who is in the right way.”
In the hall behind them Katherine
stood. The pallor of her face, the hopeless droop
of her white shoulders and arms, were visible in its
gloomy shadows. Softly as a spirit she walked
as she drew nearer to them.
“And the Englishman? Is he hurt?”
“Killed. He has at least
twenty wounds. Till morning he will not live.
It was the councillor himself who separated the men.”
“My good Joris, it was like him.”
For a moment Katherine’s consciousness
reeled. The roar of the ocean which girds our
life round was in her ears, the feeling of chill and
collapse at her heart. But with a supreme will
she took possession of herself. “Weak I
will not be. All I will know. All I will
suffer.” And with these thoughts she went
back to the room, and took her place at the table.
In a few minutes the rest followed. Batavius did
not speak to her. It was also something of a
cross to him that madam would not talk of the event.
He did not think that Katherine deserved to have her
ill-regulated feelings so far considered, and he had
almost a sense of personal injury in the restraint
of the whole household.
He had anticipated madam’s amazement
and shock. He had felt a just satisfaction in
the suffering he was bringing to Katherine. He
had determined to point out to Joanna the difference
between herself and her sister, and the blessedness
of her own lot in loving so respectably and prudently
as she had done. But nothing had happened as he
expected. The meal, instead of being pleasantly
lengthened over such dreadful intelligence, was hurried
and silent. Katherine, instead of making herself
an image of wailing or unconscious remorse, sat like
other people at the table, and pretended to drink
her tea.
It was some comfort that after it
Joanna and he could walk in the garden, and talk the
affair thoroughly over. Katherine watched them
away, and then she fled to her room. For a few
minutes she could let her sorrow have way, and it
would help her to bear the rest. And oh, how she
wept! She took from their hiding-place the few
letters her lover had written her, and she mourned
over them as women mourn in such extremities.
She kissed the words with passionate love; she vowed,
amid her broken ejaculations of tenderness, to be
faithful to him if he lived, to be faithful to his
memory if he died. She never thought of Neil;
or, if she did, it was with an anger that frightened
her. In the full tide of her anguish, Lysbet
stood at the door. She heard the inarticulate
words of woe, and her heart ached for her child.
She had followed her to give her comfort, to weep
with her; but she felt that hour that Katherine was
no more a child to be soothed with her mother’s
kiss. She had become a woman, and a woman’s
sorrow had found her.
[Illustration: Oh, how she wept!]
It was near ten o’clock when
Joris came home. His face was troubled, his clothing
disarranged and blood-stained; and Lysbet never remembered
to have seen him so completely exhausted. “Bram
is with Neil,” he said; “he will not be
home.”
“And thou?”
“I helped them carry—the
other. To the ‘King’s Arms’
we took him. A strong man was needed until their
work the surgeons had done. I stayed; that is
all.”
“Live will he?”
“His right lung is pierced clean
through. A bad wound in the throat he has.
At death’s door is he, from loss of the blood.
But then, youth he has, and a great spirit, and hope.
I wish not for his death, my God knows.”
“Neil, what of him?”
“Unconscious he was when I left
him at his home. I stayed not there. His
father and his mother were by his side; Bram also.
Does Katherine know?”
“She knows.”
“How then?”
“O Joris, if in her room thou
could have heard her crying! My heart for her
aches, the sorrowful one!”
“See, then, that this lesson
she miss not. It is a hard one, but learn it
she must. If thy love would pass it by, think
this, for her good it is. Many bitter things
are in it. What unkind words will now be said!
Also, my share in the matter I must tell in the kirk
session; and Dominie de Ronde is not one slack in
giving the reproof. With our own people a disgrace
it will be counted. Can I not hear Van Vleek grumble,
’Well, now, I hope Joris Van Heemskirk has had
enough of his fine English company;’ and Elder
Brouwer will say, ’He must marry his daughter
to an Englishman; and, see, what has come of it;’
and that evil old woman, Madam Van Corlaer, will shake
her head and whisper, ’Yes, neighbours, and
depend upon it, the girl is of a light mind and bad
morals, and it is her fault; and I shall take care
my nieces to her speak no more.’ So it
will be; Katherine herself will find it so.”
“The poor child! Sorry
am I she ever went to Madam Semple’s to see Mrs.
Gordon. If thy word I had taken, Joris!”
“If my word the elder also had
taken. When first, he told me that his house
he would offer to the Gordons, I said to him, ’So
foolish art them! In the end, what does not fit
will fight.’ If to-night them could have
seen Mistress Gordon when she heard of her nephew’s
hurt. Without one word of regret, without one
word of thanks, and in a great passion, she left the
house. For Neil she cared not. ’He
had been ever an envious kill-joy. He had ever
hated her dear Dick. He had ever been jealous
of any one handsomer than himself. He was a black
dog in the manger; and she hoped, with all her heart,
that Dick had done for him.’ Beside herself
with grief and passion she was, or the elder had not
borne so patiently her words.”
“As her own son, she loved him.”
“Yea, Lysbet; but just one should be.
Weary and sad am I to-night.”
The next morning was the sabbath,
and many painful questions suggested themselves to
Joris and Lysbet Van Heemskirk. Joris felt that
he must not take his seat among the deacons until
he had been fully exonerated of all blame of blood-guiltiness
by the dominie and his elders and deacons in full
kirk session. Madam could hardly endure the thought
of the glances that would be thrown at her daughter,
and the probable slights she would receive. Batavius
plainly showed an aversion to being seen in Katherine’s
company. But these things did not seem to Joris
a sufficient reason for neglecting worship. He
thought it best for people to face the unpleasant
consequences of wrong-doing; and he added, “In
trouble also, my dear ones, where should we go but
into the house of the good God?”
Katherine had not spoken during the
discussion but, when it was over, she said, “Mijn
vader, mijn moeder, to-day I cannot go! For
me have some pity. The dominie I will speak to
first; and what he says, I will do.”
“Between me and thy moeder thou shalt
be.”
“Bear it I cannot. I shall
fall down, I shall be ill; and there shall be shame
and fear, and the service to make stop, and then more
wonder and more talk, and the dominie angry also!
At home I am the best.”
“Well, then, so it shall be.”
But Joris was stern to Katherine,
and his anger added the last bitterness to her grief.
No one had said a word of reproach to her; but, equally,
no one had said a word of pity. Even Joanna was
shy and cold, for Batavius had made her feel that
one’s own sister may fall below moral par and
sympathy. “If either of the men die,”
he had said, “I shall always consider Katherine
guilty of murder; and nowhere in the Holy Scriptures
are we told to forgive murder, Joanna. And even
while the matter is uncertain, is it not right to
be careful? Are we not told to avoid even the
appearance of evil?” So that, with this charge
before him, Batavius felt that countenancing Katherine
in any way was not keeping it.
And certainly the poor girl might
well fear the disapproval of the general public, when
her own family made her feel her fault so keenly.
The kirk that morning would have been the pillory to
her. She was unspeakably grateful for the solitude
of the house, for space and silence, in which she
could have the relief of unrestrained weeping.
About the middle of the morning, she heard Bram’s
footsteps. She divined why he had come
home, and she shrank from meeting him until he removed
the clothing he had worn during the night’s bloody
vigil. Bram had not thought of Katherine’s
staying from kirk; and when she confronted him, so
tear-stained and woe-begone, his heart was full of
pity for her. “My poor little Katherine!”
he said; and she threw her arms around his neck, and
sobbed upon his breast as if her heart would break.
[Illustration: “O Bram! is he dead?”]
“Mijn kleintje, who has grieved thee?”
“O Bram! is he dead?”
“Who? Neil? I think he will get well
once more.”
“What care I for Neil?
The wicked one! I wish that he might die.
Yes, that I do.”
“Whish!—to say that is wrong.”
“Bram! Bram! A little
pity give me. It is the other one. Hast thou
heard?”
“How can he live? Look
at that sorrow, dear one, and ask God to forgive and
help thee.”
“No, I will not look at it.
I will ask God every moment that he may get well.
Could I help that I should love him? So kind,
so generous, is he! Oh, my dear one, my dear
one, would I had died for thee!”
Bram was much moved. Within the
last twenty-four hours he had begun to understand
the temptation in which Katherine had been; begun to
understand that love never asks, ’What is thy
name? Of what country art thou? Who is thy
father?’ He felt that so long as he lived he
must remember Miriam Cohen as she stood talking to
him in the shadowy store. Beauty like hers was
strange and wonderful to the young Dutchman. He
could not forget her large eyes, soft and brown as
gazelle’s; the warm pallor and brilliant carnation
of her complexion; her rosy, tender mouth; her abundant
black hair, fastened with large golden pins, studded
with jewels. He could not forget the grace of
her figure, straight and slim as a young palm-tree,
clad in a plain dark garment, and a neckerchief of
white India silk falling away from her exquisite throat.
He did not yet know that he was in love; he only felt
how sweet it was to sit still and dream of the dim
place, and the splendidly beautiful girl standing
among its piled-up furniture and its hanging draperies.
And this memory of Miriam made him very pitiful to
Katherine.
“Every one is angry at me, Bram,
even my father; and Batavius will not sit on the chair
at my side; and Joanna says a great disgrace I have
made for her. And thou? Wilt thou also scold
me? I think I shall die of grief.”
“Scold thee, thou little one?
That I will not. And those that are angry with
thee may be angry with me also. And if there is
any comfort I can get thee, tell thy brother Bram.
He will count thee first, before all others.
How could they make thee weep? Cruel are they
to do so. And as for Batavius, mind him not.
Not much I think of Batavius! If he says this
or that to thee, I will answer him.”
“Bram! my Bram! my brother!
There is one comfort for me,—if I knew that
he still lived; if one hope thou could give me!”
“What hope there is, I will
go and see. Before they are back from kirk, I
will be back; and, if there is good news, I will be
glad for thee.”
Not half an hour was Bram away; and
yet, to the miserable girl, how grief and fear lengthened
out the moments! She tried to prepare herself
for the worst; she tried to strengthen her soul even
for the message of death. But very rarely is
any grief as bad as our own terror of it. When
Bram came back, it was with a word of hope on his lips.
“I have seen,” he said,
“who dost thou think?—the Jew Cohen.
He of all men, he has sat by Captain Hyde’s
side all night; and he has dressed the wound the English
surgeon declared ‘beyond mortal skill.’
And he said to me, ’Three times, in the Persian
desert, I have cured wounds still worse, and the Holy
One hath given me the power of healing; and, if He
wills, the young man shall recover.’ That
is what he said, Katherine.”
“Forever I will love the Jew.
Though he fail, I will love him. So kind he is,
even to those who have not spoken well, nor done well,
to him.”
“So kind, also, was the son
of David to all of us. Now, then, go wash thy
face, and take comfort and courage.”
“Bram, leave me not.”
“There is Neil. We have
been companions; and his father and his mother are
old, and need me.”
“Also, I need thee. All
the time they will make me to feel how wicked is Katherine
Van Heemskirk!”
At this moment the family returned
from the morning service, and Bram rather defiantly
drew his sister to his side. Joris was not with
them. He had stopped at the “King’s
Arms” to ask if Captain Hyde was still alive;
for, in spite of everything, the young man’s
heroic cheerfulness in the agony of the preceding
night had deeply touched Joris. No one spoke
to Katherine; even her mother was annoyed and humiliated
at the social ordeal through which they had just passed,
and she thought it only reasonable that the erring
girl should be made to share the trial. Batavius,
however, had much curiosity; and his first thought
on seeing Bram at home was, “Neil is of course
dead, and Bram is of no further use;” and, in
the tone of one personally injured by such a fatality,
he ejaculated,—
“So it is the end, then.
On the sabbath day Neil has gone. If it should
be the sabbath day in the other world,—which
is likely,—it will be the worse for Neil.”
“What mean you?”
“Is not Neil Semple dead?”
“No. I think, also, that he will live.”
“I am glad. It is good for Katherine.”
“I see it not.”
“Well, then, if he dies, is it not Katherine’s
fault?”
“Heaven and hell! No! Katherine is
not to blame.”
“All respectable and moral people will say so.”
“Better for them not to say
so. If I hear of it, then I will make them say
it to my face.”
“Then? Well?”
“I have my hands and my feet, for them—to
punish their tongues.”
“And the kirk session?”
“Oh, I care not! What is
the kirk session to my little Katherine? Batavius,
if man or woman you hear speak ill of her, tell them
it is not Katherine, but Bram Van Heemskirk, that
will bring everything back to them. What words
I say, them I mean.”
“Oh, yes! And mind this,
Bram, the words I think, them words I will say, whether
you like them or like them not.”
“As the wind you bluster,—on
the sabbath day, also. In your ship I sail not,
Batavius. Good-by, then, Katherine; and if any
are unkind to thee, tell thy brother. For thou
art right, and not wrong.”
But, though Bram bravely championed
his sister, he could not protect her from those wicked
innuendoes disseminated for the gratification of the
virtuous; nor from those malicious regrets of very
good people over rumours which they declare to “be
incredible,” and yet which, nevertheless, they
“unfortunately believe to be too true.”
The Scotch have a national precept which says, “Never
speak ill of the dead.” Would it not be
much better to speak no ill of the living? Little
could it have mattered to Madam Bogardus or Madam
Stuyvesant what a lot of silly people said of them
in Pearl Street or Maiden Lane, a century after their
death; but poor Katherine Van Heemskirk shivered and
sickened in the presence of averted eyes and uplifted
shoulders, and in that chill atmosphere of disapproval
which separated her from the sympathy and confidence
of her old friends and acquaintances.
“It is thy punishment,”
said her mother, “bear it bravely and patiently.
In a little while, it will be forgot.” But
the weeks went on, and the wounded men slowly fought
death away from their pillows, and Katherine did not
recover the place in social estimation which she had
lost through the ungovernable tempers of her lovers.
For, alas, there are few social pleasures that have
so much vital power as that of exploring the faults
of others, and comparing them with our own virtues!
But nothing ill lasts forever; and
in three months Neil Semple was in his office again,
wan and worn with fever and suffering, and wearing
his sword arm in a sling, but still decidedly world-like
and life-like. It was characteristic of Neil
that few, even of his intimates, cared to talk of
the duel to him, to make any observations on his absence,
or any inquiries about his health. But it was
evident that public opinion was in a large measure
with him. Every young Provincial, who resented
the domineering spirit of the army, felt Hyde’s
punishment in the light of a personal satisfaction.
Beekman also had talked highly of the unbending spirit
and physical bravery of his principal; and though in
the Middle Kirk the affair was sure to be the subject
of a reproof, and of a suspension of its highest privileges,
yet it was not difficult to feel that sympathy often
given to deeds publicly censured, but privately admired.
Joris remarked this spirit with a little astonishment
and dissent. He could not find in his heart any
excuse for either Neil or Hyde; and, when the elder
enlarged with some acerbity upon the requirements
of honour among men, Joris offended him by replying,—
“Well, then, Elder, little I
think of that ‘honour’ which runs not with
the laws of God and country.”
“Let me tell you, Joris, the
‘voice of the people is the voice of God,’
in a measure; and you may see with your ain een that
it mair than acquits Neil o’ wrong-doing.
Man, Joris! would you punish a fair sword-fight wi’
the hangman?”
“A better way there is.
In the pillory I would stand these men of honour,
who of their own feelings think more than of the law
of God. A very quick end that punishment would
put to a custom wicked and absurd.”
“Weel, Joris, we’ll hae
no quarrel anent the question. You are a Dutchman,
and hae practical ideas o’ things in general.
Honour is a virtue that canna be put in the Decalogue,
like idolatry and murder and theft.”
“Say you the Decalogue?
Its yea and nay are enough. Harder than any of
God’s laws are the laws we make for ourselves.
Little I think of their justice and wisdom. If
right was Neil, if wrong was Hyde, honour punished
both. A very foolish law is honour, I think.”
“Here comes Neil, and we’ll
let the question fa’ to the ground. There
are wiser men than either you or I on baith sides.”
Joris nodded gravely, and turned to
welcome the young man. More than ever he liked
him; for, apart from moral and prudential reasons,
it was easy for the father to forgive an unreasonable
love for his Katharine. Also, he was now more
anxious for a marriage between Neil and his daughter.
It was indeed the best thing to fully restore her to
the social esteem of her own people; for by making
her his wife, Neil would most emphatically exonerate
her from all blame in the quarrel. Just this
far, and no farther, had Neil’s three months’
suffering aided his suit,—he had now the
full approval of Joris, backed by the weight of this
social justification.
But, in spite of these advantages,
he was really much farther away from Katherine.
The three months had been full of mental suffering
to her, and she blamed Neil entirely for it.
She had heard from Bram the story of the challenge
and the fight; heard how patiently Hyde had parried
Neil’s attack rather than return it, until Neil
had so passionately refused any satisfaction less
than his life; heard, also, how even at the point
of death, fainting and falling, Hyde had tried to protect
her ribbon at his breast. She never wearied of
talking with Bram on the subject; she thought of it
all day, dreamed of it all night.
And she knew much more about it than
her parents or Joanna supposed. Bram had easily
fallen into the habit of calling at Cohen’s to
ask after his patient. He would have gone for
his sister’s comfort alone, but it was also
a great pleasure to himself. At first he saw Miriam
often; and, when he did, life became a heavenly thing
to Bram Van Heemskirk. And though latterly it
was always the Jew himself who answered his questions,
there was at least the hope that Miriam would be in
the store, and lift her eyes to him, or give him a
smile or a few words of greeting. Katherine very
soon suspected how matters stood with her brother,
and gratitude led her to talk with him about the lovely
Jewess. Every day she listened with apparent interest
to his descriptions of Miriam, as he had seen her
at various times; and every day she felt more desirous
to know the girl whom she was certain Bram deeply
loved.
But for some weeks after the duel
she could not bear to leave the house. It was
only after both men were known to be recovering, that
she ventured to kirk; and her experience there was
not one which tempted her to try the streets and the
stores. However, no interest is a living interest
in a community but politics; and these probably retain
their power because change is their element.
People eventually got weary to death of Neil Semple
and Captain Hyde and Katherine Van Heemskirk.
The subject had been discussed in every possible light;
and, when it was known that neither of the men was
going to die, gossipers felt as if they had been somewhat
defrauded, and the topic lost every touch of speculation.
Also, far more important events had
now the public attention. During the previous
March, the Stamp Act and the Quartering Act had passed
both houses of Parliament; and Virginia and Massachusetts,
conscious of their dangerous character, had roused
the fears of the other Provinces; and a convention
of their delegates was appointed to meet during October
in New York. It was this important session which
drew Neil Semple, with scarcely healed wounds, from
his chamber. The streets were noisy with hawkers
crying the detested Acts, and crowded with groups of
stern-looking men discussing them. And, with the
prospect of soldiers quartered in every home, women
had a real grievance to talk over; and Katherine Van
Heemskirk’s love-affair became an intrusion and
a bore, if any one was foolish enough to name it.
[Illustration: The streets were noisy with hawkers]
It was during this time of excitement
that Katherine said one morning, at breakfast, “Bram
wait one minute for me. I am going to do an errand
or two for my mother.
“It is a bad time, Katherine,
you have chosen,” said Batavius. “Full
of men are the streets, excited men too, and of swaggering
British soldiers, whom it would be a great pleasure
to tie up in a halter. The British I hate,—bullying
curs, everyone of them!”
“Well, I know that you hate
the British, Batavius. You say so every hour.”
“Katherine!”
“That is so, Joanna.”
Madam looked annoyed. Joris rose,
and said, “Come then, Katherine, thou shalt
go with me and with Bram both. Batavius need not
then fear for thee.”
His voice was so tender that Katherine
felt an unusual happiness and exultation; and she
was also young enough to be glad to see the familiar
streets again, and to feel the pulse of their vivid
life make her heart beat quicker.
At Kip’s store, Bram left her.
She had felt so free and unremarked, that she said,
“Wait not for me, Bram. By myself I will
go home. Or perhaps I might call upon Miriam
Cohen. What dost thou think?” And Bram’s
large, handsome face flushed like a girl’s with
pleasure, as he answered, “That I would like,
and there thou could rest until the dinner-hour.
As I go home, I could call for thee.”
So, after selecting the goods her
mother needed at Kip’s, Katherine was going
up Pearl Street, when she heard herself called in a
familiar and urgent voice. At the same moment
a door was flung open; and Mrs. Gordon, running down
the few steps, put her hand upon the girl’s shoulder.
“Oh, my dear, this is a piece
of good fortune past belief! Come into my lodgings.
Oh, indeed you shall! I will have no excuse.
Surely you owe Dick and me some reward after the pangs
we have suffered for you.”
She was leading Katherine into the
house as she spoke; and Katherine had not the will,
and therefore not the power, to oppose her. She
placed the girl by her side on the sofa; she took
her hands, and, with a genuine grief and love, told
her all that “poor Dick” had suffered and
was still suffering for her sake.
“It was the most unprovoked
challenge, my dear; and Neil Semple behaved like a
savage, I assure you. When Dick was bleeding from
half a dozen wounds, a gentleman would have been satisfied,
and accepted the mediation of the seconds; but Neil,
in his blind passion, broke the code to pieces.
A man who can do nothing but be in a rage is a ridiculous
and offensive animal. Have you seen him since
his recovery? For I hear that he has crawled
out of his bed again.”
“Him I have not seen.”
“Gracious powers, miss!
Is that all you say, ‘Him I have not seen’?
Make me patient with so insensible a creature!
Here am I almost distracted with my three months’
anxiety and poor Dick, so gone as to be past knowledge,
breaking his true heart for a sight of you; and you
answer me as if I had asked, ‘Pray, have you
seen the newspaper to-day?’”
Then Katherine covered her face, and
sobbed with a hopelessness and abandon that equally
fretted Mrs. Gordon. “I wish I knew one
corner of this world inaccessible to lovers,”
she cried. “Of all creatures, they are
the most ridiculous and unreasonable. Now, what
are you crying for, child?”
“If I could only see Richard,—only
see him for one moment!”
“That is exactly what I am going
to propose. He will get better when he has seen
you. I will call a coach, and we will go at once.”
“Alas! Go I dare not. My father and
my mother!”
“And Dick,—what of
Dick, poor Dick, who is dying for you?” She went
to the door, and gave the order for a coach.
“Your lover, Katherine. Child, have you
no heart? Shall I tell Dick you would not come
with me?”
“Be not so cruel to me.
That you have seen me at all, why need you say?”
“Oh! indeed, miss, do not imagine
yourself the only person who values the truth.
Dick always asks me, ‘Have you seen her?’
’Tis my humour to be truthful, and I am always
swayed by my inclination. I shall feel it to
be my duty to inform him how indifferent you are.
Katherine, put on your bonnet again. Here also
are my veil and cloak. No one will perceive that
it is you. It is the part of humanity, I assure
you. Do so much for a poor soul who is at the
grave’s mouth.”
“My father, I promised him”—
“O child! have six penny worth
of common feeling about you. The man is dying
for your sake. If he were your enemy, instead
of your true lover, you might pity him so much.
Do you not wish to see Dick?”
“My life for his life I would give.”
“Words, words, my dear.
It is not your life he wants. He asks only ten
minutes of your time. And if you desire to see
him, give yourself the pleasure. There is nothing
more silly than to be too wise to be happy.”
While thus alternately urging and
persuading Katherine, the coach came, the disguise
was assumed, and the two drove rapidly to the “King’s
Arms.” Hyde was lying upon a couch which
had been drawn close to the window. But in order
to secure as much quiet as possible, he had been placed
in one of the rooms at the rear of the tavern,—a
large, airy room, looking into the beautiful garden
which stretched away backward as far as the river.
He had been in extremity. He was yet too weak
to stand, too weak to endure long the strain of company
or books or papers.
He heard his aunt’s voice and
footfall, and felt, as he always did, a vague pleasure
in her advent. Whatever of life came into his
chamber of suffering came through her. She brought
him daily such intelligences as she thought conducive
to his recovery; and it must be acknowledged that
it was not always her “humour to be truthful.”
For Hyde had so craved news of Katherine, that she
believed he would die wanting it; and she had therefore
fallen, without one conscientious scruple, into the
reporter’s temptation,—inventing the
things which ought to have taken place, and did not.
“For, in faith, Nigel,” she said to her
husband, in excuse, “those who have nothing
to tell must tell lies.”
[Illustration: Katherine was close to his side]
Her reports had been ingenious and
diversified. “She had seen Katherine at
one of the windows,—the very picture of
distraction.” “She had been told
that Katherine was breaking her heart about him;”
also, “that Elder Semple and Councillor Van
Heemskirk had quarrelled because Katharine had refused
to see Neil, and the elder blamed Van Heemskirk for
not compelling her obedience.” Whenever
Hyde had been unusually depressed or unusually nervous,
Mrs. Gordon had always had some such comforting fiction
ready. Now, here was the real Katherine.
Her very presence, her smiles, her tears, her words,
would be a consolation so far beyond all hope, that
the girl by her side seemed a kind of miracle to her.
She was far more than a miracle to
Hyde. As the door opened, he slowly turned his
head. When he saw who was really there,
he uttered a low cry of joy,—a cry pitiful
in its shrill weakness. In a moment Katherine
was close to his side. This was no time for coyness,
and she was too tender and true a woman to feel or
to affect it. She kissed his hands and face,
and whispered on his lips the sweetest words of love
and fidelity. Hyde was in a rapture. His
joyful soul made his pale face luminous. He lay
still, speechless, motionless, watching and listening
to her.
Mrs. Gordon had removed Katherine’s
veil and cloak, and considerately withdrawn to a mirror
at the extremity of the room, where she appeared to
be altogether occupied with her own ringlets.
But, indeed, it was with Katherine and Hyde one of
those supreme hours when love conquers every other
feeling. Before the whole world they would have
avowed their affection, their pity, and their truth.
Hyde could speak little, but there
was no need of speech. Had he not nearly died
for her? Was not his very helplessness a plea
beyond the power of words? She had only to look
at the white shadow of humanity holding her hand,
and remember the gay, gallant, handsome soldier who
had wooed her under the water-beeches, to feel that
all the love of her life was too little to repay his
devotion. And so quickly, so quickly, went the
happy moments! Ere Katherine had half said, “I
love thee,” Mrs. Gordon reminded her that it
was near the noon; “and I have an excellent
plan,” she continued; “you can leave my
veil and cloak in the coach, and I will leave you
at the first convenient place near your home.
At the turn of the road, one sees nobody but your
excellent father or brother, or perhaps Justice Van
Gaasbeek, all of whom we may avoid, if you will but
consider the time.”
“Then we must part, my Katherine,
for a little. When will you come again?”
This was a painful question, because
Katherine felt, that, however she might excuse herself
for the unforeseen stress of pity that all unaware
had hurried her into this interview, she knew she could
not find the same apology for one deliberate and prearranged.
“Only once more,” Hyde
pleaded. “I had, my Katherine, so many things
to say to you. In my joy, I forgot all.
Come but once more. Upon my honour, I promise
to ask Katherine Van Heemskirk only this once.
To-morrow? ‘No.’ Two days hence,
then?”
“Two days hence I will come again. Then
no more.”
He smiled at her, and put out his
hands; and she knelt again by his side, and kissed
her “farewell” on his lips. And, as
she put on again her cloak and veil, he drew a small
volume towards him, and with trembling hands tore
out of it a scrap of paper, and gave it to her.
Under the lilac hedge that night she
read it, read it over and over,—the bit
of paper made almost warm and sentient by Phoedria’s
tender petition to his beloved,—
“When you are in company with
that other man, behave as if you were absent; but
continue to love me by day and by night; want me, dream
of me, expect me, think of me, wish for me, delight
in me, be wholly with me; in short, be my very soul,
as I am yours.”
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