Delia Floyd was a girl of more than
ordinary attractions, and it is not surprising that
young Wallingford was drawn, fascinated, within the
charmed circle of her influence. She was, by no
means, the weak, vain, beautiful young woman, that
the brief allusion I have made to her might naturally
lead the reader to infer. I had possessed good
opportunities for observing her, for our families were
intimate, and she was frequently at our house.
Her father had given her a good education—not
showy; but of the solid kind. She was fond of
books, and better read, I think, in the literature
of the day, than any other young lady in S——.
Her conversational powers were of a high order.
Good sense, I had always given her credit for possessing;
and I believed her capable of reading character correctly.
She was the last one I should have regarded as being
in danger of losing a heart to Ralph Dewey.
In person, Delia was rather below
than above the middle stature. Her hair was of
a dark brown, and so were her eyes—the latter
large and liquid. Her complexion was fresh, almost
ruddy, and her countenance animated, and quick to
register every play of feeling.
In manner, she was exceedingly agreeable,
and had the happy art of putting even strangers at
ease. It was no matter of wonder to me, as I
said before, that Henry Wallingford should fall in
love with Delia Floyd. But I did wonder, most
profoundly, when I became fully assured, that she
had, for a mere flash man, such as Ralph Dewey seemed
to me, turned herself away from Henry Wallingford.
But women are enigmas to most of us—I
don’t include you, dear Constance!—and
every now and then puzzle us by acts so strangely
out of keeping with all that we had predicated of them,
as to leave no explanation within our reach, save
that of evil fascination, or temporary loss of reason.
We see their feet often turning aside into ways that
we know lead to wretchedness, and onward they move
persistently, heeding neither the voice of love, warning,
nor reproach. They hope all things, believe all
things, trust all things, and make shipwreck on the
breakers that all eyes but their own see leaping and
foaming in their course. Yes, woman is truly an
enigma!
Squire Floyd was a plain, upright
man, in moderately good circumstances. He owned
a water power on the stream that ran near our town,
and had built himself a cotton mill, which was yielding
him a good annual income. But he was far from
being rich, and had the good sense not to assume a
style of living beyond his means.
Henry Wallingford was the son of an
old friend of Squire Floyd’s. The elder
Mr. Wallingford was not a man of the Squire’s
caution and prudence. He was always making mistakes
in matters of business, and never succeeded well in
any thing. He died when his son was about eighteen
years of age. Henry was at that time studying
law with Judge Bigelow. As, in the settlement
of his father’s estate, it was found to be wholly
insolvent, Henry, unwilling to be dependent on his
mother, who had a small income in her own right, gave
notice to the Judge that he was about to leave his
office. Now, the Judge was a man of penetration,
and had already discovered in the quiet, reserved
young man, just the qualities needed to give success
in the practice of law. He looked calmly at his
student for some moments after receiving this announcement,
conning over his face, which by no means gave indications
of a happy state of mind.
“You think you can find a better
preceptor?” said the Judge, at last, in his
calm way.
“No, sir! no!” answered
Henry, quickly. “Not in all this town, nor
out of it, either. It is not that, Judge Bigelow.”
“Then you don’t fancy the law?”
“On the contrary, there is no
other calling in life that presents to my mind any
thing attractive,” replied Henry, in a tone of
despondency that did not escape the Judge.
“Well, if that is the case,
why not keep on? You are getting along bravely.”
“I must support myself, sir—must
do something besides sitting here and reading law
books.”
“Ah, yes, I see.”
The Judge spoke to himself, as if light had broken
into his mind. “Well, Henry,” he added,
looking at the young man, “what do you propose
doing?”
“I have hands and health,” was the reply.
“Something more than hands and
health are required in this world. What can you
do?”
“I can work on a farm, if nothing
better offers. Or, may be, I can get a place
in some store.”
“There’s good stuff in
the lad,” said Judge Bigelow to himself.
Then speaking aloud—
“I’ll think this matter
over for you, Henry. Let it rest for a day or
two. The law is your proper calling, and you must
not give it up, if you can be sustained in it.”
On that very day, Judge Bigelow saw
Squire Floyd, and talked the matter over with him.
They had but one sentiment in the matter, and that
was favorable to Henry’s remaining where he was.
“Can he be of any service to
you, in your office, Judge—such as copying
deeds and papers, hunting up cases, and the like?”
asked the Squire.
“Yes, he can be of service to
me in that way; and is of service now.”
“You can afford to pay him something?”
suggested Squire Floyd.
“It is usual,” replied
the Judge, “to get this kind of service in return
for instruction and office privileges.”
“I know; but this case is peculiar.
The death of Henry’s father has left him without
a support, and he is too independent to burden his
mother. Unless he can earn something, therefore,
he must abandon the law.”
“I understand that, Squire,
and have already decided to compensate him,”
said the Judge. “But what I can offer will
not be enough.”
“How much can you offer?”
“Not over a hundred dollars for the first year.”
“Call it two hundred, Judge,” was the
ready answer.
The two men looked for a moment into each other’s
faces.
“His father and I were friends
from boyhood,” said Squire Floyd. “He
was a warm-hearted man; but always making mistakes.
He would have ruined me two or three times over, if
I had been weak enough to enter into his plans, or
to yield to his importunities in the way of risks
and securities. It often went hard for me to refuse
him; but duty to those dependent on me was stronger
than friendship. But I can spare a hundred dollars
for his son, and will do it cheerfully. Only,
I must not be known in the matter; for it would lay
on Henry’s mind a weight of obligation, not
pleasant for one of his sensitive disposition to bear.”
“I see, Squire,” answered
Judge Bigelow to this; “but then it won’t
place me in the right position. I shall receive
credit for your benevolence.”
“Don’t trouble yourself
on that score,” answered the Squire, laughing.
“It may be that I shall want some law business
done—though heaven forbid! In that
case, I will call on you, and you can let Henry do
the work. Thus the equilibrium of benefits will
be restored. Let the salary be two hundred.”
And so this matter being settled,
Henry Wallingford remained in the office of Judge
Bigelow. The fact of being salaried by the Judge,
stimulated him to new efforts, and made him forward
to relieve his kind preceptor of all duties within
the range of his ability. There came, during
the next year, an unusually large amount of office
practice—preparing deeds, making searches,
and drawing up papers of various kinds. In doing
this work, Henry was rapid and reliable. So,
when Squire Floyd tendered his proportion of the young
man’s salary to his neighbor, the Judge declined
receiving it. The Squire urged; but the Judge
said—
“No; Henry has earned his salary,
and I must pay it, in simple justice. I did not
think there was so much in him. Business has
increased, and without so valuable an assistant, I
could not get along.”
So the way had opened before Henry
Wallingford, and he was on the road to a successful
manhood. At the time of his introduction to the
reader, he was in his twenty-third year. On attaining
his majority, he had become so indispensable to Judge
Bigelow, who had the largest practice in the county,
that no course was left for him but to offer the young
man a share in his business. It was accepted;
and the name of Henry Wallingford was thenceforth
displayed in gilt letters, in the office window of
his preceptor.
From that time, his mind never rested
with anything like care or anxiety on the future.
His daily life consisted in an almost absorbed devotion
to his professional duties, which grew steadily on
his hands. His affection was in them, and so the
balance of his mind was fully sustained. Ah,
if we could all thus rest, without anxiety, on the
right performance of our allotted work! If we
would be content to wait patiently for that success
which comes as the orderly result of well-doing in
our business, trades, or professions, what a different
adjustment would there be in our social condition
and relations! There would not be all around us
so many eager, care-worn faces—so many
heads bowed with anxious thought—so many
shoulders bent with burdens, destined, sooner or later,
to prove too great for the strength which now sustains
them. But how few, like Henry Wallingford, enter
with anything like pleasure into their work!
It is, in most cases, held as drudgery, and regarded
only as the means to cherished ends in life wholly
removed from the calling itself. Impatience comes
as a natural result. The hand reaches forth to
pluck the growing fruit ere it is half ripened.
No wonder that its taste is bitter to so many thousands.
No wonder that true success comes to so small a number—that
to so many life proves but a miserable failure.