The harder Tom tried to fasten
his mind on his book, the more his ideas wandered.
So at last, with a sigh and a yawn, he gave it up.
It seemed to him that the noon recess would never
come. The air was utterly dead. There was
not a breath stirring. It was the sleepiest of
sleepy days. The drowsing murmur of the five and
twenty studying scholars soothed the soul like the
spell that is in the murmur of bees. Away off
in the flaming sunshine, Cardiff Hill lifted its soft
green sides through a shimmering veil of heat, tinted
with the purple of distance; a few birds floated on
lazy wing high in the air; no other living thing was
visible but some cows, and they were asleep. Tom’s
heart ached to be free, or else to have something of
interest to do to pass the dreary time. His hand
wandered into his pocket and his face lit up with
a glow of gratitude that was prayer, though he did
not know it. Then furtively the percussion-cap
box came out. He released the tick and put him
on the long flat desk. The creature probably glowed
with a gratitude that amounted to prayer, too, at this
moment, but it was premature: for when he started
thankfully to travel off, Tom turned him aside with
a pin and made him take a new direction.
Tom’s bosom friend sat next
him, suffering just as Tom had been, and now he was
deeply and gratefully interested in this entertainment
in an instant. This bosom friend was Joe Harper.
The two boys were sworn friends all the week, and
embattled enemies on Saturdays. Joe took a pin
out of his lapel and began to assist in exercising
the prisoner. The sport grew in interest momently.
Soon Tom said that they were interfering with each
other, and neither getting the fullest benefit of
the tick. So he put Joe’s slate on the desk
and drew a line down the middle of it from top to
bottom.
“Now,” said he, “as
long as he is on your side you can stir him up and
I’ll let him alone; but if you let him get away
and get on my side, you’re to leave him alone
as long as I can keep him from crossing over.”
“All right, go ahead; start him up.”
The tick escaped from Tom, presently,
and crossed the equator. Joe harassed him awhile,
and then he got away and crossed back again. This
change of base occurred often. While one boy was
worrying the tick with absorbing interest, the other
would look on with interest as strong, the two heads
bowed together over the slate, and the two souls dead
to all things else. At last luck seemed to settle
and abide with Joe. The tick tried this, that,
and the other course, and got as excited and as anxious
as the boys themselves, but time and again just as
he would have victory in his very grasp, so to speak,
and Tom’s fingers would be twitching to begin,
Joe’s pin would deftly head him off, and keep
possession. At last Tom could stand it no longer.
The temptation was too strong. So he reached
out and lent a hand with his pin. Joe was angry
in a moment. Said he:
“Tom, you let him alone.”
“I only just want to stir him up a little, Joe.”
“No, sir, it ain’t fair; you just let
him alone.”
“Blame it, I ain’t going to stir him much.”
“Let him alone, I tell you.”
“I won’t!”
“You shall—he’s on my side
of the line.”
“Look here, Joe Harper, whose is that tick?”
“I don’t care whose tick
he is—he’s on my side of the line,
and you sha’n’t touch him.”
“Well, I’ll just bet I
will, though. He’s my tick and I’ll
do what I blame please with him, or die!”
A tremendous whack came down on Tom’s
shoulders, and its duplicate on Joe’s; and for
the space of two minutes the dust continued to fly
from the two jackets and the whole school to enjoy
it. The boys had been too absorbed to notice
the hush that had stolen upon the school awhile before
when the master came tiptoeing down the room and stood
over them. He had contemplated a good part of
the performance before he contributed his bit of variety
to it.
When school broke up at noon, Tom
flew to Becky Thatcher, and whispered in her ear:
“Put on your bonnet and let
on you’re going home; and when you get to the
corner, give the rest of ’em the slip, and turn
down through the lane and come back. I’ll
go the other way and come it over ’em the same
way.”
So the one went off with one group
of scholars, and the other with another. In a
little while the two met at the bottom of the lane,
and when they reached the school they had it all to
themselves. Then they sat together, with a slate
before them, and Tom gave Becky the pencil and held
her hand in his, guiding it, and so created another
surprising house. When the interest in art began
to wane, the two fell to talking. Tom was swimming
in bliss. He said:
“Do you love rats?”
“No! I hate them!”
“Well, I do, too—live
ones. But I mean dead ones, to swing round your
head with a string.”
“No, I don’t care for rats much, anyway.
What I like is chewing-gum.”
“Oh, I should say so! I wish I had some
now.”
“Do you? I’ve got
some. I’ll let you chew it awhile, but you
must give it back to me.”
That was agreeable, so they chewed
it turn about, and dangled their legs against the
bench in excess of contentment.
“Was you ever at a circus?” said Tom.
“Yes, and my pa’s going to take me again
some time, if I’m good.”
“I been to the circus three
or four times—lots of times. Church
ain’t shucks to a circus. There’s
things going on at a circus all the time. I’m
going to be a clown in a circus when I grow up.”
“Oh, are you! That will be nice. They’re
so lovely, all spotted up.”
“Yes, that’s so.
And they get slathers of money—most a dollar
a day, Ben Rogers says. Say, Becky, was you ever
engaged?”
“What’s that?”
“Why, engaged to be married.”
“No.”
“Would you like to?”
“I reckon so. I don’t know.
What is it like?”
“Like? Why it ain’t
like anything. You only just tell a boy you won’t
ever have anybody but him, ever ever ever, and then
you kiss and that’s all. Anybody can do
it.”
“Kiss? What do you kiss for?”
“Why, that, you know, is to—well,
they always do that.”
“Everybody?”
“Why, yes, everybody that’s
in love with each other. Do you remember what
I wrote on the slate?”
“Ye—yes.”
“What was it?”
“I sha’n’t tell you.”
“Shall I tell you?”
“Ye—yes—but some other
time.”
“No, now.”
“No, not now—to-morrow.”
“Oh, no, now. Please,
Becky—I’ll whisper it, I’ll
whisper it ever so easy.”
Becky hesitating, Tom took silence
for consent, and passed his arm about her waist and
whispered the tale ever so softly, with his mouth
close to her ear. And then he added:
“Now you whisper it to me—just the
same.”
She resisted, for a while, and then said:
“You turn your face away so
you can’t see, and then I will. But you
mustn’t ever tell anybody—will
you, Tom? Now you won’t, will you?”
“No, indeed, indeed I won’t. Now,
Becky.”
He turned his face away. She
bent timidly around till her breath stirred his curls
and whispered, “I—love—you!”
Then she sprang away and ran around
and around the desks and benches, with Tom after her,
and took refuge in a corner at last, with her little
white apron to her face. Tom clasped her about
her neck and pleaded:
“Now, Becky, it’s all
done—all over but the kiss. Don’t
you be afraid of that—it ain’t anything
at all. Please, Becky.” And he tugged
at her apron and the hands.
By and by she gave up, and let her
hands drop; her face, all glowing with the struggle,
came up and submitted. Tom kissed the red lips
and said:
“Now it’s all done, Becky.
And always after this, you know, you ain’t ever
to love anybody but me, and you ain’t ever to
marry anybody but me, ever never and forever.
Will you?”
“No, I’ll never love anybody
but you, Tom, and I’ll never marry anybody but
you—and you ain’t to ever marry anybody
but me, either.”
“Certainly. Of course.
That’s part of it. And always coming
to school or when we’re going home, you’re
to walk with me, when there ain’t anybody looking—and
you choose me and I choose you at parties, because
that’s the way you do when you’re engaged.”
“It’s so nice. I never heard of it
before.”
“Oh, it’s ever so gay! Why, me and
Amy Lawrence—”
The big eyes told Tom his blunder and he stopped,
confused.
“Oh, Tom! Then I ain’t the first
you’ve ever been engaged to!”
The child began to cry. Tom said:
“Oh, don’t cry, Becky, I don’t care
for her any more.”
“Yes, you do, Tom—you know you do.”
Tom tried to put his arm about her
neck, but she pushed him away and turned her face
to the wall, and went on crying. Tom tried again,
with soothing words in his mouth, and was repulsed
again. Then his pride was up, and he strode away
and went outside. He stood about, restless and
uneasy, for a while, glancing at the door, every now
and then, hoping she would repent and come to find
him. But she did not. Then he began to feel
badly and fear that he was in the wrong. It was
a hard struggle with him to make new advances, now,
but he nerved himself to it and entered. She
was still standing back there in the corner, sobbing,
with her face to the wall. Tom’s heart
smote him. He went to her and stood a moment,
not knowing exactly how to proceed. Then he said
hesitatingly:
“Becky, I—I don’t care for
anybody but you.”
No reply—but sobs.
“Becky”—pleadingly. “Becky,
won’t you say something?”
More sobs.
Tom got out his chiefest jewel, a
brass knob from the top of an andiron, and passed
it around her so that she could see it, and said:
“Please, Becky, won’t you take it?”
She struck it to the floor. Then
Tom marched out of the house and over the hills and
far away, to return to school no more that day.
Presently Becky began to suspect. She ran to
the door; he was not in sight; she flew around to
the play-yard; he was not there. Then she called:
“Tom! Come back, Tom!”
She listened intently, but there was
no answer. She had no companions but silence
and loneliness. So she sat down to cry again and
upbraid herself; and by this time the scholars began
to gather again, and she had to hide her griefs and
still her broken heart and take up the cross of a
long, dreary, aching afternoon, with none among the
strangers about her to exchange sorrows with.