Hubert Granice, pacing the length
of his pleasant lamp-lit library, paused to compare
his watch with the clock on the chimney-piece.
Three minutes to eight.
In exactly three minutes Mr. Peter
Ascham, of the eminent legal firm of Ascham and Pettilow,
would have his punctual hand on the door-bell of the
flat. It was a comfort to reflect that Ascham
was so punctual—the suspense was beginning
to make his host nervous. And the sound of the
door-bell would be the beginning of the end—after
that there’d be no going back, by God—no
going back!
Granice resumed his pacing. Each
time he reached the end of the room opposite the door
he caught his reflection in the Florentine mirror
above the fine old walnut credence he had picked
up at Dijon—saw himself spare, quick-moving,
carefully brushed and dressed, but furrowed, gray
about the temples, with a stoop which he corrected
by a spasmodic straightening of the shoulders whenever
a glass confronted him: a tired middle-aged man,
baffled, beaten, worn out.
As he summed himself up thus for the
third or fourth time the door opened and he turned
with a thrill of relief to greet his guest. But
it was only the man-servant who entered, advancing
silently over the mossy surface of the old Turkey
rug.
“Mr. Ascham telephones, sir,
to say he’s unexpectedly detained and can’t
be here till eight-thirty.”
Granice made a curt gesture of annoyance.
It was becoming harder and harder for him to control
these reflexes. He turned on his heel, tossing
to the servant over his shoulder: “Very
good. Put off dinner.”
Down his spine he felt the man’s
injured stare. Mr. Granice had always been so
mild-spoken to his people—no doubt the odd
change in his manner had already been noticed and
discussed below stairs. And very likely they
suspected the cause. He stood drumming on the
writing-table till he heard the servant go out; then
he threw himself into a chair, propping his elbows
on the table and resting his chin on his locked hands.
Another half hour alone with it!
He wondered irritably what could have
detained his guest. Some professional matter,
no doubt—the punctilious lawyer would have
allowed nothing less to interfere with a dinner engagement,
more especially since Granice, in his note, had said:
“I shall want a little business chat afterward.”
But what professional matter could
have come up at that unprofessional hour? Perhaps
some other soul in misery had called on the lawyer;
and, after all, Granice’s note had given no hint
of his own need! No doubt Ascham thought he merely
wanted to make another change in his will. Since
he had come into his little property, ten years earlier,
Granice had been perpetually tinkering with his will.
Suddenly another thought pulled him
up, sending a flush to his sallow temples. He
remembered a word he had tossed to the lawyer some
six weeks earlier, at the Century Club. “Yes—my
play’s as good as taken. I shall be calling
on you soon to go over the contract. Those theatrical
chaps are so slippery—I won’t trust
anybody but you to tie the knot for me!” That,
of course, was what Ascham would think he was wanted
for. Granice, at the idea, broke into an audible
laugh—a queer stage-laugh, like the cackle
of a baffled villain in a melodrama. The absurdity,
the unnaturalness of the sound abashed him, and he
compressed his lips angrily. Would he take to
soliloquy next?
He lowered his arms and pulled open
the upper drawer of the writing-table. In the
right-hand corner lay a thick manuscript, bound in
paper folders, and tied with a string beneath which
a letter had been slipped. Next to the manuscript
was a small revolver. Granice stared a moment
at these oddly associated objects; then he took the
letter from under the string and slowly began to open
it. He had known he should do so from the moment
his hand touched the drawer. Whenever his eye
fell on that letter some relentless force compelled
him to re-read it.
It was dated about four weeks back,
under the letter-head of “The Diversity Theatre.”
“MY DEAR MR. GRANICE:
“I have given the matter my
best consideration for the last month, and it’s
no use—the play won’t do. I have
talked it over with Miss Melrose—and you
know there isn’t a gamer artist on our stage—and
I regret to tell you she feels just as I do about
it. It isn’t the poetry that scares her—or
me either. We both want to do all we can to help
along the poetic drama—we believe the public’s
ready for it, and we’re willing to take a big
financial risk in order to be the first to give them
what they want. But we don’t believe they
could be made to want this. The fact is, there
isn’t enough drama in your play to the allowance
of poetry—the thing drags all through.
You’ve got a big idea, but it’s not out
of swaddling clothes.
“If this was your first play
I’d say: Try again. But it has
been just the same with all the others you’ve
shown me. And you remember the result of ‘The
Lee Shore,’ where you carried all the expenses
of production yourself, and we couldn’t fill
the theatre for a week. Yet ‘The Lee Shore’
was a modern problem play—much easier to
swing than blank verse. It isn’t as if
you hadn’t tried all kinds—”
Granice folded the letter and put
it carefully back into the envelope. Why on earth
was he re-reading it, when he knew every phrase in
it by heart, when for a month past he had seen it,
night after night, stand out in letters of flame against
the darkness of his sleepless lids?
“It has been just the same
with all the others you’ve shown me.”
That was the way they dismissed ten
years of passionate unremitting work!
“You remember the result of ’The Lee
Shore.’”
Good God—as if he were
likely to forget it! He re-lived it all now in
a drowning flash: the persistent rejection of
the play, his sudden resolve to put it on at his own
cost, to spend ten thousand dollars of his inheritance
on testing his chance of success—the fever
of preparation, the dry-mouthed agony of the “first
night,” the flat fall, the stupid press, his
secret rush to Europe to escape the condolence of
his friends!
“It isn’t as if you hadn’t tried
all kinds.”
No—he had tried all kinds:
comedy, tragedy, prose and verse, the light curtain-raiser,
the short sharp drama, the bourgeois-realistic and
the lyrical-romantic—finally deciding that
he would no longer “prostitute his talent”
to win popularity, but would impose on the public
his own theory of art in the form of five acts of blank
verse. Yes, he had offered them everything—and
always with the same result.
Ten years of it—ten years
of dogged work and unrelieved failure. The ten
years from forty to fifty—the best ten years
of his life! And if one counted the years before,
the silent years of dreams, assimilation, preparation—then
call it half a man’s life-time: half a
man’s life-time thrown away!
And what was he to do with the remaining
half? Well, he had settled that, thank God!
He turned and glanced anxiously at the clock.
Ten minutes past eight—only ten minutes
had been consumed in that stormy rush through his
whole past! And he must wait another twenty minutes
for Ascham. It was one of the worst symptoms of
his case that, in proportion as he had grown to shrink
from human company, he dreaded more and more to be
alone. ... But why the devil was he waiting for
Ascham? Why didn’t he cut the knot himself?
Since he was so unutterably sick of the whole business,
why did he have to call in an outsider to rid him
of this nightmare of living?
He opened the drawer again and laid
his hand on the revolver. It was a small slim
ivory toy—just the instrument for a tired
sufferer to give himself a “hypodermic”
with. Granice raised it slowly in one hand, while
with the other he felt under the thin hair at the back
of his head, between the ear and the nape. He
knew just where to place the muzzle: he had once
got a young surgeon to show him. And as he found
the spot, and lifted the revolver to it, the inevitable
phenomenon occurred. The hand that held the weapon
began to shake, the tremor communicated itself to
his arm, his heart gave a wild leap which sent up
a wave of deadly nausea to his throat, he smelt the
powder, he sickened at the crash of the bullet through
his skull, and a sweat of fear broke out over his
forehead and ran down his quivering face…
He laid away the revolver with an
oath and, pulling out a cologne-scented handkerchief,
passed it tremulously over his brow and temples.
It was no use—he knew he could never do
it in that way. His attempts at self-destruction
were as futile as his snatches at fame! He couldn’t
make himself a real life, and he couldn’t get
rid of the life he had. And that was why he had
sent for Ascham to help him…
The lawyer, over the Camembert and
Burgundy, began to excuse himself for his delay.
“I didn’t like to say
anything while your man was about—but the
fact is, I was sent for on a rather unusual matter—”
“Oh, it’s all right,”
said Granice cheerfully. He was beginning to
feel the usual reaction that food and company produced.
It was not any recovered pleasure in life that he
felt, but only a deeper withdrawal into himself.
It was easier to go on automatically with the social
gestures than to uncover to any human eye the abyss
within him.
“My dear fellow, it’s
sacrilege to keep a dinner waiting—especially
the production of an artist like yours.”
Mr. Ascham sipped his Burgundy luxuriously. “But
the fact is, Mrs. Ashgrove sent for me.”
Granice raised his head with a quick
movement of surprise. For a moment he was shaken
out of his self-absorption.
“Mrs. Ashgrove?”
Ascham smiled. “I thought
you’d be interested; I know your passion for
causes celebres. And this promises to be
one. Of course it’s out of our line entirely—we
never touch criminal cases. But she wanted to
consult me as a friend. Ashgrove was a distant
connection of my wife’s. And, by Jove,
it is a queer case!” The servant re-entered,
and Ascham snapped his lips shut.
Would the gentlemen have their coffee
in the dining-room?
“No—serve it in the
library,” said Granice, rising. He led the
way back to the curtained confidential room.
He was really curious to hear what Ascham had to tell
him.
While the coffee and cigars were being
served he fidgeted about the library, glancing at
his letters—the usual meaningless notes
and bills—and picking up the evening paper.
As he unfolded it a headline caught his eye.
“ROSE MELROSE WANTS TO PLAY POETRY.
“THINKS SHE HAS FOUND HER POET.”
He read on with a thumping heart—found
the name of a young author he had barely heard of,
saw the title of a play, a “poetic drama,”
dance before his eyes, and dropped the paper, sick,
disgusted. It was true, then—she was
“game”—it was not the manner
but the matter she mistrusted!
Granice turned to the servant, who seemed to be purposely
lingering.
“I shan’t need you this evening, Flint.
I’ll lock up myself.”
He fancied the man’s acquiescence
implied surprise. What was going on, Flint seemed
to wonder, that Mr. Granice should want him out of
the way? Probably he would find a pretext for
coming back to see. Granice suddenly felt himself
enveloped in a network of espionage.
As the door closed he threw himself
into an armchair and leaned forward to take a light
from Ascham’s cigar.
“Tell me about Mrs. Ashgrove,”
he said, seeming to himself to speak stiffly, as if
his lips were cracked.
“Mrs. Ashgrove? Well, there’s not
much to tell.”
“And you couldn’t if there were?”
Granice smiled.
“Probably not. As a matter
of fact, she wanted my advice about her choice of
counsel. There was nothing especially confidential
in our talk.”
“And what’s your impression, now you’ve
seen her?”
“My impression is, very distinctly,
that nothing will ever be known.”
“Ah—?” Granice murmured, puffing
at his cigar.
“I’m more and more convinced
that whoever poisoned Ashgrove knew his business,
and will consequently never be found out. That’s
a capital cigar you’ve given me.”
“You like it? I get them
over from Cuba.” Granice examined his own
reflectively. “Then you believe in the theory
that the clever criminals never are caught?”
“Of course I do. Look about
you—look back for the last dozen years—none
of the big murder problems are ever solved.”
The lawyer ruminated behind his blue cloud. “Why,
take the instance in your own family: I’d
forgotten I had an illustration at hand! Take
old Joseph Lenman’s murder—do you
suppose that will ever be explained?”
As the words dropped from Ascham’s
lips his host looked slowly about the library, and
every object in it stared back at him with a stale
unescapable familiarity. How sick he was of looking
at that room! It was as dull as the face of a
wife one has wearied of. He cleared his throat
slowly; then he turned his head to the lawyer and said:
“I could explain the Lenman murder myself.”
Ascham’s eye kindled: he
shared Granice’s interest in criminal cases.
“By Jove! You’ve
had a theory all this time? It’s odd you
never mentioned it. Go ahead and tell me.
There are certain features in the Lenman case not
unlike this Ashgrove affair, and your idea may be
a help.”
Granice paused and his eye reverted
instinctively to the table drawer in which the revolver
and the manuscript lay side by side. What if
he were to try another appeal to Rose Melrose?
Then he looked at the notes and bills on the table,
and the horror of taking up again the lifeless routine
of life—of performing the same automatic
gestures another day—displaced his fleeting
vision.
“I haven’t a theory.
I know who murdered Joseph Lenman.”
Ascham settled himself comfortably
in his chair, prepared for enjoyment.
“You know? Well, who did?” he laughed.
“I did,” said Granice, rising.
He stood before Ascham, and the lawyer
lay back staring up at him. Then he broke into
another laugh.
“Why, this is glorious!
You murdered him, did you? To inherit his money,
I suppose? Better and better! Go on, my boy!
Unbosom yourself! Tell me all about it!
Confession is good for the soul.”
Granice waited till the lawyer had
shaken the last peal of laughter from his throat;
then he repeated doggedly: “I murdered him.”
The two men looked at each other for
a long moment, and this time Ascham did not laugh.
“Granice!”
“I murdered him—to get his money,
as you say.”
There was another pause, and Granice,
with a vague underlying sense of amusement, saw his
guest’s look change from pleasantry to apprehension.
“What’s the joke, my dear fellow?
I fail to see.”
“It’s not a joke.
It’s the truth. I murdered him.”
He had spoken painfully at first, as if there were
a knot in his throat; but each time he repeated the
words he found they were easier to say.
Ascham laid down his extinct cigar.
“What’s the matter?
Aren’t you well? What on earth are you driving
at?”
“I’m perfectly well.
But I murdered my cousin, Joseph Lenman, and I want
it known that I murdered him.”
“You want it known?”
“Yes. That’s why
I sent for you. I’m sick of living, and
when I try to kill myself I funk it.” He
spoke quite naturally now, as if the knot in his throat
had been untied.
“Good Lord—good Lord,” the
lawyer gasped.
“But I suppose,” Granice
continued, “there’s no doubt this would
be murder in the first degree? I’m sure
of the chair if I own up?”
Ascham drew a long breath; then he
said slowly: “Sit down, Granice. Let’s
talk.”