Her name was Elsie Leander and her
girlhood was spent on her father’s farm in Vermont.
For several generations the Leanders had all lived
on the same farm and had all married thin women, and
so she was thin. The farm lay in the shadow of
a mountain and the soil was not very rich. From
the beginning and for several generations there had
been a great many sons and few daughters in the family.
The sons had gone west or to New York City and the
daughters had stayed at home and thought such thoughts
as come to New England women who see the sons of their
fathers’ neighbors slipping away, one by one,
into the West.
Her father’s house was a small
white frame affair and when you went out at the back
door, past a small barn and chicken house, you got
into a path that ran up the side of a hill and into
an orchard. The trees were all old and gnarled.
At the back of the orchard the hill dropped away and
bare rocks showed.
Inside the fence a large grey rock
stuck high up out of the ground. As Elsie sat
with her back to the rock, with a mangled hillside
at her feet, she could see several large mountains,
apparently but a short distance away, and between
herself and the mountains lay many tiny fields surrounded
by neatly built stone walls. Everywhere rocks
appeared. Large ones, too heavy to be moved, stuck
out of the ground in the centre of the fields.
The fields were like cups filled with a green liquid
that turned grey in the fall and white in the winter.
The mountains, far off but apparently near at hand,
were like giants ready at any moment to reach out
their hands and take the cups one by one and drink
off the green liquid. The large rocks in the fields
were like the thumbs of the giants.
Elsie had three brothers, born before
her, but they had all gone away. Two of them
had gone to live with her uncle in the West and her
oldest brother had gone to New York City where he
had married and prospered. All through his youth
and manhood her father had worked hard and had lived
a hard life, but his son in New York City had begun
to send money home, and after that things went better.
He still worked every day about the barn or in the
fields but he did not worry about the future.
Elsie’s mother did house work in the mornings
and in the afternoons sat in a rocking chair in her
tiny living room and thought of her sons while she
crocheted table covers and tidies for the backs of
chairs. She was a silent woman, very thin and
with very thin bony hands. She did not ease herself
into a rocking chair but sat down and got up suddenly,
and when she crocheted her back was as straight as
the back of a drill sergeant.
The mother rarely spoke to the daughter.
Sometimes in the afternoons as the younger woman went
up the hillside to her place by the rock at the back
of the orchard, her father came out of the barn and
stopped her. He put a hand on her shoulder and
asked her where she was going. “To the
rock,” she said and her father laughed.
His laughter was like the creaking of a rusty barn
door hinge and the hand he had laid on her shoulders
was thin like her own hands and like her mother’s
hands. The father went into the barn shaking
his head. “She’s like her mother.
She is herself like a rock,” he thought.
At the head of the path that led from the house to
the orchard there was a great cluster of bayberry
bushes. The New England farmer came out of his
barn to watch his daughter go along the path, but
she had disappeared behind the bushes. He looked
away past his house to the fields and to the mountains
in the distance. He also saw the green cup-like
fields and the grim mountains. There was an almost
imperceptible tightening of the muscles of his half
worn-out old body. For a long time he stood in
silence and then, knowing from long experience the
danger of having thoughts, he went back into the barn
and busied himself with the mending of an agricultural
tool that had been mended many times before.
The son of the Leanders who went to
live in New York City was the father of one son, a
thin sensitive boy who looked like Elsie. The
son died when he was twenty-three years old and some
years later the father died and left his money to
the old people on the New England farm. The two
Leanders who had gone west had lived there with their
father’s brother, a farmer, until they grew
into manhood. Then Will, the younger, got a job
on a railroad. He was killed one winter morning.
It was a cold snowy day and when the freight train
he was in charge of as conductor left the city of
Des Moines, he started to run over the tops of the
cars. His feet slipped and he shot down into space.
That was the end of him.
Of the new generation there was only
Elsie and her brother Tom, whom she had never seen,
left alive. Her father and mother talked of going
west to Tom for two years before they came to a decision.
Then it took another year to dispose of the farm and
make preparations. During the whole time Elsie
did not think much about the change about to take
place in her life.
The trip west on the railroad train
jolted Elsie out of herself. In spite of her
detached attitude toward life she became excited.
Her mother sat up very straight and stiff in the seat
in the sleeping car and her father walked up and down
in the aisle. After a night when the younger
of the two women did not sleep but lay awake with red
burning cheeks and with her thin fingers incessantly
picking at the bed clothes in her berth while the
train went through towns and cities, crawled up the
sides of hills and fell down into forest-clad valleys,
she got up and dressed to sit all day looking at a
new kind of land. The train ran for a day and
through another sleepless night in a flat land where
every field was as large as a farm in her own country.
Towns appeared and disappeared in a continual procession.
The whole land was so unlike anything she had ever
known that she began to feel unlike herself. In
the valley where she had been born and where she had
lived all her days everything had an air of finality.
Nothing could be changed. The tiny fields were
chained to the earth. They were fixed in their
places and surrounded by aged stone walls. The
fields like the mountains that looked down at them
were as unchangeable as the passing days. She
had a feeling they had always been so, would always
be so.
Elsie sat like her mother, upright
in the car seat and with a back like the back of a
drill sergeant. The train ran swiftly along through
Ohio and Indiana. Her thin hands like her mother’s
hands were crossed and locked. One passing casually
through the car might have thought both women prisoners
handcuffed and bound to their seats. Night came
on and she again got into her berth. Again she
lay awake and her thin cheeks became flushed, but
she thought new thoughts. Her hands were no longer
gripped together and she did not pick at the bed clothes.
Twice during the night she stretched herself and yawned,
a thing she had never in her life done before.
The train stopped at a town on the prairies, and as
there was something the matter with one of the wheels
of the car in which she lay the trainsmen came with
flaming torches to tinker it. There was a great
pounding and shouting. When the train went on
its way she wanted to get out of her berth and run
up and down in the aisle of the car. The fancy
had come to her that the men tinkering with the car
wheel were new men out of the new land who with strong
hammers had broken away the doors of her prison.
They had destroyed forever the programme she had made
for her life.
Elsie was filled with joy at the thought
that the train was still going on into the West.
She wanted to go on forever in a straight line into
the unknown. She fancied herself no longer on
a train and imagined she had become a winged thing
flying through space. Her long years of sitting
alone by the rock on the New England farm had got her
into the habit of expressing her thoughts aloud.
Her thin voice broke the silence that lay over the
sleeping car and her father and mother, both also
lying awake, sat up in their berth to listen.
Tom Leander, the only living male
representative of the new generation of Leanders,
was a loosely built man of forty inclined to corpulency.
At twenty he had married the daughter of a neighboring
farmer, and when his wife inherited some money she
and Tom moved into the town of Apple Junction in Iowa
where Tom opened a grocery. The venture prospered
as did Tom’s matrimonial venture. When
his brother died in New York City and his father,
mother, and sister decided to come west Tom was already
the father of a daughter and four sons.
On the prairies north of town and
in the midst of a vast level stretch of cornfields,
there was a partly completed brick house that had
belonged to a rich farmer named Russell who had begun
to build the house intending to make it the most magnificent
place in the county, but when it was almost completed
he had found himself without money and heavily in
debt. The farm, consisting of several hundred
acres of corn land, had been split into three farms
and sold. No one had wanted the huge unfinished
brick house. For years it had stood vacant, its
windows staring out over the fields that had been
planted almost up to the door.
In buying the Russell house Tom was
moved by two motives. He had a notion that in
New England the Leanders had been rather magnificent
people. His memory of his father’s place
in the Vermont valley was shadowy, but in speaking
of it to his wife he became very definite. “We
had good blood in us, we Leanders,” he said,
straightening his shoulders. “We lived
in a big house. We were important people.”
Wanting his father and mother to feel
at home in the new place, Tom had also another motive.
He was not a very energetic man and, although he had
done well enough as keeper of a grocery, his success
was largely due to the boundless energy of his wife.
She did not pay much attention to her household and
her children, like little animals, had to take care
of themselves, but in any matter concerning the store
her word was law.
To have his father the owner of the
Russell place Tom felt would establish him as a man
of consequence in the eyes of his neighbors. “I
can tell you what, they’re used to a big house,”
he said to his wife. “I tell you what,
my people are used to living in style.”
* * * *
The exaltation that had come over
Elsie on the train wore away in the presence of the
grey empty Iowa fields, but something of the effect
of it remained with her for months. In the big
brick house life went on much as it had in the tiny
New England house where she had always lived.
The Leanders installed themselves in three or four
rooms on the ground floor. After a few weeks
the furniture that had been shipped by freight arrived
and was hauled out from town in one of Tom’s
grocery wagons. There were three or four acres
of ground covered with great piles of boards the unsuccessful
farmer had intended to use in the building of stables.
Tom sent men to haul the boards away and Elsie’s
father prepared to plant a garden. They had come
west in April and as soon as they were installed in
the house ploughing and planting began in the fields
nearby. The habit of a lifetime returned to the
daughter of the house. In the new place there
was no gnarled orchard surrounded by a half-ruined
stone fence. All of the fences in all of the fields
that stretched away out of sight to the north, south,
east, and west were made of wire and looked like spider
webs against the blackness of the ground when it had
been freshly ploughed.
There was however the house itself.
It was like an island rising out of the sea.
In an odd way the house, although it was less than
ten years old, was very old. Its unnecessary
bigness represented an old impulse in men. Elsie
felt that. At the east side there was a door leading
to a stairway that ran into the upper part of the
house that was kept locked. Two or three stone
steps led up to it. Elsie could sit on the top
step with her back against the door and gaze into the
distance without being disturbed. Almost at her
feet began the fields that seemed to go on and on
forever. The fields were like the waters of a
sea. Men came to plough and plant. Giant
horses moved in a procession across the prairies.
A young man who drove six horses came directly toward
her. She was fascinated. The breasts of the
horses as they came forward with bowed heads seemed
like the breasts of giants. The soft spring air
that lay over the fields was also like a sea.
The horses were giants walking on the floor of a sea.
With their breasts they pushed the waters of the sea
before them. They were pushing the waters out
of the basin of the sea. The young man who drove
them also was a giant.
* * *
Elsie pressed her body against the
closed door at the top of the steps. In the garden
back of the house she could hear her father at work.
He was raking dry masses of weeds off the ground preparatory
to spading it for a family garden. He had always
worked in a tiny confined place and would do the same
thing here. In this vast open place he would work
with small tools, doing little things with infinite
care, raising little vegetables. In the house
her mother would crochet little tidies. She herself
would be small. She would press her body against
the door of the house, try to get herself out of sight.
Only the feeling that sometimes took possession of
her, and that did not form itself into a thought would
be large.
The six horses turned at the fence
and the outside horse got entangled in the traces.
The driver swore vigorously. Then he turned and
started at the pale New Englander and with another
oath pulled the heads of the horses about and drove
away into the distance. The field in which he
was ploughing contained two hundred acres. Elsie
did not wait for him to return but went into the house
and sat with folded arms in a room. The house
she thought was a ship floating in a sea on the floor
of which giants went up and down.
May came and then June. In the
great fields work was always going on and Elsie became
somewhat used to the sight of the young man in the
field that came down to the steps. Sometimes when
he drove his horses down to the wire fence he smiled
and nodded.
* * *
In the month of August, when it is
very hot, the corn in Iowa fields grows until the
corn stalks resemble young trees. The corn fields
become forests. The time for the cultivating of
the corn has passed and weeds grow thick between the
corn rows. The men with their giant horses have
gone away. Over the immense fields silence broods.
When the time of the laying-by of
the crop came that first summer after Elsie’s
arrival in the West her mind, partially awakened by
the strangeness of the railroad trip, awakened again.
She did not feel like a staid thin woman with a back
like the back of a drill sergeant, but like something
new and as strange as the new land into which she had
come to live. For a time she did not know what
was the matter. In the field the corn had grown
so high that she could not see into the distance.
The corn was like a wall and the little bare spot of
land on which her father’s house stood was like
a house built behind the walls of a prison. For
a time she was depressed, thinking that she had come
west into a wide open country, only to find herself
locked up more closely than ever.
An impulse came to her. She arose
and going down three or four steps seated herself
almost on a level with the ground.
Immediately she got a sense of release.
She could not see over the corn but she could see
under it. The corn had long wide leaves that met
over the rows. The rows became long tunnels running
away into infinity. Out of the black ground grew
weeds that made a soft carpet of green. From
above light sifted down. The corn rows were mysteriously
beautiful. They were warm passageways running
out into life. She got up from the steps and,
walking timidly to the wire fence that separated her
from the field, put her hand between the wires and
took hold of one of the corn stalks. For some
reason after she had touched the strong young stalk
and had held it for a moment firmly in her hand she
grew afraid. Running quickly back to the step
she sat down and covered her face with her hands.
Her body trembled. She tried to imagine herself
crawling through the fence and wandering along one
of the passageways. The thought of trying the
experiment fascinated but at the same time terrified.
She got quickly up and went into the house.
* * *
One Saturday night in August Elsie
found herself unable to sleep. Thoughts, more
definite than any she had ever known before, came into
her mind. It was a quiet hot night and her bed
stood near a window. Her room was the only one
the Leanders occupied on the second floor of the house.
At midnight a little breeze came up from the south
and when she sat up in bed the floor of corn tassels
lying below her line of sight looked in the moonlight
like the face of a sea just stirred by a gentle breeze.
A murmuring began in the corn and
murmuring thoughts and memories awoke in her mind.
The long wide succulent leaves had begun to dry in
the intense heat of the August days and as the wind
stirred the corn they rubbed against each other.
A call, far away, as of a thousand voices arose.
She imagined the voices were like the voices of children.
They were not like her brother Tom’s children,
noisy boisterous little animals, but something quite
different, tiny little things with large eyes and
thin sensitive hands. One after another they crept
into her arms. She became so excited over the
fancy that she sat up in bed and taking a pillow into
her arms held it against her breast. The figure
of her cousin, the pale sensitive young Leander who
had lived with his father in New York City and who
had died at the age of twenty-three, came into her
mind. It was as though the young man had come
suddenly into the room. She dropped the pillow
and sat waiting, intense, expectant.
Young Harry Leander had come to visit
his cousin on the New England farm during the late
summer of the year before he died. He had stayed
there for a month and almost every afternoon had gone
with Elsie to sit by the rock at the back of the orchard.
One afternoon when they had both been for a long time
silent he began to talk. “I want to go live
in the West,” he said. “I want to
go live in the West. I want to grow strong and
be a man,” he repeated. Tears came into
his eyes.
They got up to return to the house,
Elsie walking in silence beside the young man.
The moment marked a high spot in her life. A strange
trembling eagerness for something she had not realized
in her experience of life had taken possession of
her. They went in silence through the orchard
but when they came to the bayberry bush her cousin
stopped in the path and turned to face her. “I
want you to kiss me,” he said eagerly, stepping
toward her.
A fluttering uncertainty had taken
possession of Elsie and had been transmitted to her
cousin. After he had made the sudden and unexpected
demand and had stepped so close to her that his breath
could be felt on her cheek, his own cheeks became
scarlet and his hand that had taken her hand trembled.
“Well, I wish I were strong. I only wish
I were strong,” he said hesitatingly and turning
walked away along the path toward the house.
And in the strange new house, set
like an island in its sea of corn, Harry Leander’s
voice seemed to arise again above the fancied voices
of the children that had been coming out of the fields.
Elsie got out of bed and walked up and down in the
dim light coming through the window. Her body
trembled violently. “I want you to kiss
me,” the voice said again and to quiet it and
to quiet also the answering voice in herself she went
to kneel by the bed and taking the pillow again into
her arms pressed it against her face.
* * *
Tom Leander came with his wife and
family to visit his father and mother on Sundays.
The family appeared at about ten o’clock in the
morning. When the wagon turned out of the road
that ran past the Russell place Tom shouted.
There was a field between the house and the road and
the wagon could not be seen as it came along the narrow
way through the corn. After Tom had shouted,
his daughter Elizabeth, a tall girl of sixteen, jumped
out of the wagon. All five children came tearing
toward the house through the corn. A series of
wild shouts arose on the still morning air.
The groceryman had brought food from
the store. When the horse had been unhitched
and put into a shed he and his wife began to carry
packages into the house. The four Leander boys,
accompanied by their sister, disappeared into the
near-by fields. Three dogs that had trotted out
from town under the wagon accompanied the children.
Two or three children and occasionally a young man
from a neighboring farm had come to join in the fun.
Elsie’s sister-in-law dismissed them all with
a wave of her hand. With a wave of her hand she
also brushed Elsie aside. Fires were lighted
and the house reeked with the smell of cooking.
Elsie went to sit on the step at the side of the house.
The corn fields that had been so quiet rang with shouts
and with the barking of dogs.
Tom Leander’s oldest child,
Elizabeth, was like her mother, full of energy.
She was thin and tall like the women of her father’s
house but very strong and alive. In secret she
wanted to be a lady but when she tried her brothers,
led by her father and mother, made fun of her.
“Don’t put on airs,” they said.
When she got into the country with no one but her
brothers and two or three neighboring farm boys she
herself became a boy. With the boys she went
tearing through the fields, following the dogs in
pursuit of rabbits. Sometimes a young man came
with the children from a near-by farm. Then she
did not know what to do with herself. She wanted
to walk demurely along the rows through the corn but
was afraid her brothers would laugh and in desperation
outdid the boys in roughness and noisiness. She
screamed and shouted and running wildly tore her dress
on the wire fences as she scrambled over in pursuit
of the dogs. When a rabbit was caught and killed
she rushed in and tore it out of the grasp of the
dogs. The blood of the little dying animal dripped
on her clothes. She swung it over her head and
shouted.
The farm hand who had worked all summer
in the field within sight of Elsie became enamoured
of the young woman from town. When the groceryman’s
family appeared on Sunday mornings he also appeared
but did not come to the house. When the boys
and dogs came tearing through the fields he joined
them. He also was self-conscious and did not want
the boys to know the purpose of his coming and when
he and Elizabeth found themselves alone together he
became embarrassed. For a moment they walked
together in silence. In a wide circle about them,
in the forest of the corn, ran the boys and dogs.
The young man had something he wanted to say, but
when he tried to find words his tongue became thick
and his lips felt hot and dry. “Well,”
he began, “let’s you and me—”
Words failed him and Elizabeth turned
and ran after her brothers and for the rest of the
day he could not manage to get her out of their sight.
When he went to join them she became the noisiest member
of the party. A frenzy of activity took possession
of her. With hair hanging down her back, with
clothes torn and with cheeks and hands scratched and
bleeding she led her brothers in the endless wild pursuit
of the rabbits.
* * *
*
The Sunday in August that followed
Elsie Leander’s sleepless night was hot and
cloudy. In the morning she was half ill and as
soon as the visitors from town arrived she crept away
to sit on the step at the side of the house.
The children ran away into the fields. An almost
overpowering desire to run with them, shouting and
playing along the corn rows took possession of her.
She arose and went to the back of the house.
Her father was at work in the garden, pulling weeds
from between rows of vegetables. Inside the house
she could hear her sister-in-law moving about.
On the front porch her brother Tom was asleep with
his mother beside him. Elsie went back to the
step and then arose and went to where the corn came
down to the fence. She climbed awkwardly over
and went a little way along one of the rows. Putting
out her hand she touched the firm stalks and then,
becoming afraid, dropped to her knees on the carpet
of weeds that covered the ground. For a long time
she stayed thus listening to the voices of the children
in the distance.
An hour slipped away. Presently
it was time for dinner and her sister-in-law came
to the back door and shouted. There was an answering
whoop from the distance and the children came running
through the fields. They climbed over the fence
and ran shouting across her father’s garden.
Elsie also arose. She was about to attempt to
climb back over the fence unobserved when she heard
a rustling in the corn. Young Elizabeth Leander
appeared. Beside her walked the ploughman who
but a few months earlier had planted the corn in the
field where Elsie now stood. She could see the
two people coming slowly along the rows. An understanding
had been established between them. The man reached
through between the corn stalks and touched the hand
of the girl who laughed awkwardly and running to the
fence climbed quickly over. In her hand she held
the limp body of a rabbit the dogs had killed.
The farm hand went away and when Elizabeth
had gone into the house Elsie climbed over the fence.
Her niece stood just within the kitchen door holding
the dead rabbit by one leg. The other leg had
been torn away by the dogs. At sight of the New
England woman, who seemed to look at her with hard
unsympathetic eyes, she was ashamed and went quickly
into the house. She threw the rabbit upon a table
in the parlor and then ran out of the room. Its
blood ran out on the delicate flowers of a white crocheted
table cover that had been made by Elsie’s mother.
The Sunday dinner with all the living
Leanders gathered about the table was gone through
in a heavy lumbering silence. When the dinner
was over and Tom and his wife had washed the dishes
they went to sit with the older people on the front
porch. Presently they were both asleep. Elsie
returned to the step at the side of the house but when
the desire to go again into the cornfields came sweeping
over her she got up and went indoors.
The woman of thirty-five tip-toed
about the big house like a frightened child.
The dead rabbit that lay on the table in the parlour
had become cold and stiff. Its blood had dried
on the white table cover. She went upstairs but
did not go to her own room. A spirit of adventure
had hold of her. In the upper part of the house
there were many rooms and in some of them no glass
had been put into the windows. The windows had
been boarded up and narrow streaks of light crept in
through the cracks between the boards.
Elsie tip-toed up the flight of stairs
past the room in which she slept and opening doors
went into other rooms. Dust lay thick on the floors.
In the silence she could hear her brother snoring as
he slept in the chair on the front porch. From
what seemed a far away place there came the shrill
cries of the children. The cries became soft.
They were like the cries of unborn children that had
called to her out of the fields on the night before.
Into her mind came the intense silent
figure of her mother sitting on the porch beside her
son and waiting for the day to wear itself out into
night. The thought brought a lump into her throat.
She wanted something and did not know what it was.
Her own mood frightened her. In a windowless
room at the back of the house one of the boards over
a window had been broken and a bird had flown in and
become imprisoned.
The presence of the woman frightened
the bird. It flew wildly about. Its beating
wings stirred up dust that danced in the air.
Elsie stood perfectly still, also frightened, not
by the presence of the bird but by the presence of
life. Like the bird she was a prisoner. The
thought gripped her. She wanted to go outdoors
where her niece Elizabeth walked with the young ploughman
through the corn, but was like the bird in the room—a
prisoner. She moved restlessly about. The
bird flew back and forth across the room. It
alighted on the window sill near the place where the
board was broken away. She stared into the frightened
eyes of the bird that in turn stared into her eyes.
Then the bird flew away, out through the window, and
Elsie turned and ran nervously downstairs and out
into the yard. She climbed over the wire fence
and ran with stooped shoulders along one of the tunnels.
Elsie ran into the vastness of the
cornfields filled with but one desire. She wanted
to get out of her life and into some new and sweeter
life she felt must be hidden away somewhere in the
fields. After she had run a long way she came
to a wire fence and crawled over. Her hair became
unloosed and fell down over her shoulders. Her
cheeks became flushed and for the moment she looked
like a young girl. When she climbed over the
fence she tore a great hole in the front of her dress.
For a moment her tiny breasts were exposed and then
her hand clutched and held nervously the sides of
the tear. In the distance she could hear the
voices of the boys and the barking of the dogs.
A summer storm had been threatening for days and now
black clouds had begun to spread themselves over the
sky. As she ran nervously forward, stopping to
listen and then running on again, the dry corn blades
brushed against her shoulders and a fine shower of
yellow dust from the corn tassels fell on her hair.
A continued crackling noise accompanied her progress.
The dust made a golden crown about her head. From
the sky overhead a low rumbling sound, like the growling
of giant dogs, came to her ears.
The thought that having at last ventured
into the corn she would never escape became fixed
in the mind of the running woman. Sharp pains
shot through her body. Presently she was compelled
to stop and sit on the ground. For a long time
she sat with closed eyes. Her dress became soiled.
Little insects that live in the ground under the corn
came out of their holes and crawled over her legs.
Following some obscure impulse the
tired woman threw herself on her back and lay still
with closed eyes. Her fright passed. It was
warm and close in the room-like tunnels. The
pain in her side went away. She opened her eyes
and between the wide green corn blades could see patches
of a black threatening sky. She did not want to
be alarmed and so closed her eyes again. Her
thin hand no longer gripped the tear in her dress
and her little breasts were exposed. They expanded
and contracted in spasmodic jerks. She threw
her hands back over her head and lay still.
It seemed to Elsie that hours passed
as she lay thus, quiet and passive under the corn.
Deep within her there was a feeling that something
was about to happen, something that would lift her
out of herself, that would tear her away from her
past and the past of her people. Her thoughts
were not definite. She lay still and waited as
she had waited for days and months by the rock at
the back of the orchard on the Vermont farm when she
was a girl. A deep grumbling noise went on in
the sky overhead but the sky and everything she had
ever known seemed very far away, no part of herself.
After a long silence, when it seemed
to her that she had gone out of herself as in a dream,
Elsie heard a man’s voice calling. “Aho,
aho, aho,” shouted the voice and after another
period of silence there arose answering voices and
then the sound of bodies crashing through the corn
and the excited chatter of children. A dog came
running along the row where she lay and stood beside
her. His cold nose touched her face and she sat
up. The dog ran away. The Leander boys passed.
She could see their bare legs flashing in and out
across one of the tunnels. Her brother had become
alarmed by the rapid approach of the thunder storm
and wanted to get his family to town. His voice
kept calling from the house and the voices of the
children answered from the fields.
Elsie sat on the ground with her hands
pressed together. An odd feeling of disappointment
had possession of her. She arose and walked slowly
along in the general direction taken by the children.
She came to a fence and crawled over, tearing her
dress in a new place. One of her stockings had
become unloosed and had slipped down over her shoe
top. The long sharp weeds had scratched her leg
so that it was criss-crossed with red lines, but she
was not conscious of any pain.
The distraught woman followed the
children until she came within sight of her father’s
house and then stopped and again sat on the ground.
There was another loud crash of thunder and Tom Leander’s
voice called again, this time half angrily. The
name of the girl Elizabeth was shouted in loud masculine
tones that rolled and echoed like the thunder along
the aisles under the corn.
And then Elizabeth came into sight
accompanied by the young ploughman. They stopped
near Elsie and the man took the girl into his arms.
At the sound of their approach Elsie had thrown herself
face downward on the ground and had twisted herself
into a position where she could see without being
seen. When their lips met her tense hands grasped
one of the corn stalks. Her lips pressed themselves
into the dust. When they had gone on their way
she raised her head. A dusty powder covered her
lips.
What seemed another long period of
silence fell over the fields. The murmuring voices
of unborn children, her imagination had created in
the whispering fields, became a vast shout. The
wind blew harder and harder. The corn stalks
were twisted and bent. Elizabeth went thoughtfully
out of the field and climbing the fence confronted
her father. “Where you been? What
you been a doing?” he asked. “Don’t
you think we got to get out of here?”
When Elizabeth went toward the house
Elsie followed, creeping on her hands and knees like
a little animal, and when she had come within sight
of the fence surrounding the house she sat on the ground
and put her hands over her face. Something within
herself was being twisted and whirled about as the
tops of the corn stalks were now being twisted and
whirled by the wind. She sat so that she did not
look toward the house and when she opened her eyes
she could again see along the long mysterious aisles.
Her brother with his wife and children
went away. By turning her head Elsie could see
them driving at a trot out of the yard back of her
father’s house. With the going of the younger
woman the farm house in the midst of the cornfield
rocked by the winds seemed the most desolate place
in the world.
Her mother came out at the back door
of the house. She ran to the steps where she
knew her daughter was in the habit of sitting and then
in alarm began to call. It did not occur to Elsie
to answer. The voice of the older woman did not
seem to have anything to do with herself. It
was a thin voice and was quickly lost in the wind and
in the crashing sound that arose out of the fields.
With her head turned toward the house Elsie stared
at her mother who ran wildly around the house and
then went indoors. The back door of the house
went shut with a bang.
The storm that had been threatening
broke with a roar. Broad sheets of water swept
over the cornfields. Sheets of water swept over
the woman’s body. The storm that had for
years been gathering in her also broke. Sobs
arose out of her throat. She abandoned herself
to a storm of grief that was only partially grief.
Tears ran out of her eyes and made little furrows
through the dust on her face. In the lulls that
occasionally came in the storm she raised her head
and heard, through the tangled mass of wet hair that
covered her ears and above the sound of millions of
rain-drops that alighted on the earthen floor inside
the house of the corn, the thin voices of her mother
and father calling to her out of the Leander house.