`Braxton was coming up the aisle.
He came slowly, casting a tourist’s eye at
the stained-glass windows on either side. Walking
heavily, yet with no sound of boots on the pavement,
he reached our pew. There, towering and glowering,
he halted, as though demanding that we should make
room for him. A moment later he edged sullenly
into the pew. Instinctively I had sat tight back,
drawing my knees aside, in a shudder of revulsion
against contact. But Braxton did not push past
me. What he did was to sit slowly and fully down
on me.
`No, not down on me. Down
through me—and around me. What
befell me was not mere ghastly contact with the intangible.
It was inclusion, envelopment, eclipse. What
Braxton sat down on was not I, but the seat of the
pew; and what he sat back against was not my face and
chest, but the back of the pew. I didn’t
realise this at the moment. All I knew was a
sudden black blotting-out of all things; an infinite
and impenetrable darkness. I dimly conjectured
that I was dead. What was wrong with me, in
point of fact, was that my eyes, with the rest of
me, were inside Braxton. You remember what a
great hulking fellow Braxton was. I calculate
that as we sat there my eyes were just beneath the
roof of his mouth. Horrible!
`Out of the unfathomable depths of
that pitch darkness, I could yet hear the “voluntary”
swelling and dwindling, just as before. It was
by this I knew now that I wasn’t dead.
And I suppose I must have craned my head forward,
for I had a sudden glimpse of things—a close
quick downward glimpse of a pepper-and-salt waistcoat
and of two great hairy hands clasped across it.
Then darkness again. Either I had drawn back
my head, or Braxton had thrust his forward; I don’t
know which. “Are you all right?”
the Duchess’ voice whispered, and no doubt my
face was ashen. “Quite,” whispered
my voice. But this pathetic monosyllable was
the last gasp of the social instinct in me. Suddenly,
as the “voluntary” swelled to its close,
there was a great sharp shuffling noise. The
congregation had risen to its feet, at the entry of
choir and vicar. Braxton had risen, leaving me
in daylight. I beheld his towering back.
The Duchess, beside him, glanced round at me.
But I could not, dared not, stand up into that presented
back, into that great waiting darkness. I did
but clutch my hat from beneath the seat and hurry
distraught down the aisle, out through the porch,
into the open air.
`Whither? To what goal?
I didn’t reason. I merely fled—like
Orestes; fled like an automaton along the path we had
come by. And was followed? Yes, yes.
Glancing back across my shoulder, I saw that brute
some twenty yards behind me, gaining on me. I
broke into a sharper run. A few sickening moments
later, he was beside me, scowling down into my face.
`I swerved, dodged, doubled on my
tracks, but he was always at me. Now and again,
for lack of breath, I halted, and he halted with me.
And then, when I had got my wind, I would start running
again, in the insane hope of escaping him. We
came, by what twisting and turning course I know not,
to the great avenue, and as I stood there in an agony
of panting I had a dazed vision of the distant Hall.
Really I had quite forgotten I was staying at the
Duke of Hertfordshire’s. But Braxton hadn’t
forgotten. He planted himself in front of me.
He stood between me and the house.
`Faint though I was, I could almost
have laughed. Good heavens! was that all
he wanted: that I shouldn’t go back there?
Did he suppose I wanted to go back there—with
him? Was I the Duke’s prisoner on
parole? What was there to prevent me from just
walking off to the railway station? I turned
to do so.
`He accompanied me on my way.
I thought that when once I had passed through the
lodge gates he might vanish, satisfied. But no,
he didn’t vanish. It was as though he
suspected that if he let me out of his sight I should
sneak back to the house. He arrived with me,
this quiet companion of mine, at the little railway
station. Evidently he meant to see me off.
I learned from an elderly and solitary porter that
the next train to London was the 4.3.
`Well, Braxton saw me off by the 4.3.
I reflected, as I stepped up into an empty compartment,
that it wasn’t yet twenty-four hours ago since
I, or some one like me, had alighted at that station.
`The guard blew his whistle; the engine
shrieked, and the train jolted forward and away; but
I did not lean out of the window to see the last of
my attentive friend.
`Really not twenty-four hours ago?
Not twenty-four years?’
Maltby paused in his narrative. `Well,
well,’ he said, `I don’t want you to think
I overrate the ordeal of my visit to Keeb. A
man of stronger nerve than mine, and of greater resourcefulness,
might have coped successfully with Braxton from first
to last—might have stayed on till Monday,
making a very favourable impression on every one all
the while. Even as it was, even after my manifold
failures and sudden flight, I don’t say my position
was impossible. I only say it seemed so to me.
A man less sensitive than I, and less vain, might
have cheered up after writing a letter of apology
to his hostess, and have resumed his normal existence
as though nothing very terrible had happened, after
all. I wrote a few lines to the Duchess that
night; but I wrote amidst the preparations for my
departure from England: I crossed the Channel
next morning. Throughout that Sunday afternoon
with Braxton at the Keeb railway station, pacing the
desolate platform with him, waiting in the desolating
waiting-room with him, I was numb to regrets, and
was thinking of nothing but the 4.3. On the way
to Victoria my brain worked and my soul wilted.
Every incident in my stay at Keeb stood out clear
to me; a dreadful, a hideous pattern. I had
done for myself, so far as those people were concerned.
And now that I had sampled them, what cared
I for others? “Too low for a hawk, too
high for a buzzard.” That homely old saying
seemed to sum me up. And suppose I could
still take pleasure in the company of my own old upper-middle
class, how would that class regard me now? Gossip
percolates. Little by little, I was sure, the
story of my Keeb fiasco would leak down into the drawing-room
of Mrs. Foster-Dugdale. I felt I could never
hold up my head in any company where anything of that
story was known. Are you quite sure you never
heard anything?’
I assured Maltby that all I had known
was the great bare fact of his having stayed at Keeb
Hall.
`It’s curious,’ he reflected.
`It’s a fine illustration of the loyalty of
those people to one another. I suppose there
was a general agreement for the Duchess’ sake
that nothing should be said about her queer guest.
But even if I had dared hope to be so efficiently
hushed up, I couldn’t have not fled. I
wanted to forget. I wanted to leap into some
void, far away from all reminders. I leapt straight
from Ryder Street into Vaule-la-Rochette, a place
of which I had once heard that it was the least frequented
seaside-resort in Europe. I leapt leaving no
address—leapt telling my landlord that if
a suit-case and a portmanteau arrived for me he could
regard them, them and their contents, as his own for
ever. I daresay the Duchess wrote me a kind
little letter, forcing herself to express a vague hope
that I would come again “some other time.”
I daresay Lady Rodfitten did not write reminding
me of my promise to lunch on Friday and bring “Ariel
Returns to Mayfair” with me. I left that
manuscript at Ryder Street; in my bedroom grate; a
shuffle of ashes. Not that I’d yet given
up all thought of writing. But I certainly wasn’t
going to write now about the two things I most needed
to forget. I wasn’t going to write about
the British aristocracy, nor about any kind of supernatural
presence…. I did write a novel—my
last—while I was at Vaule. “Mr.
and Mrs. Robinson.” Did you ever come across
a copy of it?
I nodded gravely.
`Ah; I wasn’t sure,’ said
Maltby, `whether it was ever published. A dreary
affair, wasn’t it? I knew a great deal
about suburban life. But—well, I suppose
one can’t really understand what one doesn’t
love, and one can’t make good fun without real
understanding. Besides, what chance of virtue
is there for a book written merely to distract the
author’s mind? I had hoped to be healed
by sea and sunshine and solitude. These things
were useless. The labour of “Mr. and Mrs.
Robinson” did help, a little. When I had
finished it, I thought I might as well send it off
to my publisher. He had given me a large sum
of money, down, after “Ariel,” for my next
book—so large that I was rather loth to
disgorge. In the note I sent with the manuscript,
I gave no address, and asked that the proofs should
be read in the office. I didn’t care whether
the thing were published or not. I knew it would
be a dead failure if it were. What mattered one
more drop in the foaming cup of my humiliation?
I knew Braxton would grin and gloat. I didn’t
mind even that.’
`Oh, well,’ I said, `Braxton
was in no mood for grinning and gloating. “The
Drones” had already appeared.’
Maltby had never heard of `The Drones’—which
I myself had remembered only in the course of his
disclosures. I explained to him that it was
Braxton’s second novel, and was by way of being
a savage indictment of the British aristocracy; that
it was written in the worst possible taste, but was
so very dull that it fell utterly flat; that Braxton
had forthwith taken, with all of what Maltby had called
`the passionate force and intensity of his nature,’
to drink, and had presently gone under and not re-emerged.
Maltby gave signs of genuine, though
not deep, emotion, and cited two or three of the finest
passages from `A Faun on the Cotswolds.’
He even expressed a conviction that `The Drones’
must have been misjudged. He said he blamed
himself more than ever for yielding to that bad impulse
at that Soiree.
`And yet,’ he mused, `and yet,
honestly, I can’t find it in my heart to regret
that I did yield. I can only wish that all had
turned out as well, in the end, for Braxton as for
me. I wish he could have won out, as I did,
into a great and lasting felicity. For about
a year after I had finished “Mr. and Mrs. Robinson”
I wandered from place to place, trying to kill memory,
shunning all places frequented by the English.
At last I found myself in Lucca. Here, if anywhere,
I thought, might a bruised and tormented spirit find
gradual peace. I determined to move out of my
hotel into some permanent lodging. Not for felicity,
not for any complete restoration of self-respect, was
I hoping; only for peace. A “mezzano”
conducted me to a noble and ancient house, of which,
he told me, the owner was anxious to let the first
floor. It was in much disrepair, but even so
seemed to me very cheap. According to the simple
Luccan standard, I am rich. I took that first
floor for a year, had it repaired, and engaged two
servants. My “padrona” inhabited
the ground floor. From time to time she allowed
me to visit her there. She was the Contessa Adriano-Rizzoli,
the last of her line. She is the Contessa Adriano-Rizzoli-Maltby.
We have been married fifteen years.’
Maltby looked at his watch.
He rose and took tenderly from the table his great
bunch of roses. `She is a lineal descendant,’
he said, `of the Emperor Hadrian.’
`Savonarola’ brown
I like to remember that I was the
first to call him so, for, though he always deprecated
the nickname, in his heart he was pleased by it, I
know, and encouraged to go on.
Quite apart from its significance,
he had reason to welcome it. He had been unfortunate
at the font. His parents, at the time of his
birth, lived in Ladbroke Crescent, XV. They must
have been an extraordinarily unimaginative couple,
for they could think of no better name for their child
than Ladbroke. This was all very well for him
till he went to school. But you can fancy the
indignation and delight of us boys at finding among
us a newcomer who, on his own confession, had been
named after a Crescent. I don’t know how
it is nowadays, but thirty-five years ago, certainly,
schoolboys regarded the possession of any Christian
name as rather unmanly. As we all had these
encumbrances, we had to wreak our scorn on any one
who was cumbered in a queer fashion. I myself,
bearer of a Christian name adjudged eccentric though
brief, had had much to put up with in my first term.
Brown’s arrival, therefore, at the beginning
of my second term, was a good thing for me, and I
am afraid I was very prominent among his persecutors.
Trafalgar Brown, Tottenham Court Brown, Bond Brown—what
names did we little brutes not cull for him from
the London Directory? Except how miserable we
made his life, I do not remember much about him as
he was at that time, and the only important part of
the little else that I do recall is that already he
showed a strong sense for literature. For the
majority of us Carthusians, literature was bounded
on the north by Whyte Melville, on the south by Hawley
Smart, on the east by the former, and on the west by
the latter. Little Brown used to read Harrison
Ainsworth, Wilkie Collins, and other writers whom
we, had we assayed them, would have dismissed as `deep.’
It has been said by Mr. Arthur Symons that `all art
is a mode of escape.’ The art of letters
did not, however, enable Brown to escape so far from
us as he would have wished. In my third term
he did not reappear among us. His parents had
in some sort atoned. Unimaginative though they
were, it seems they could understand a tale of woe
laid before them circumstantially, and had engaged
a private tutor for their boy. Fifteen years
elapsed before I saw him again.
This was at the second night of some
play. I was dramatic critic for the Saturday
Review, and, weary of meeting the same lot of people
over and over again at first nights, had recently
sent a circular to the managers asking that I might
have seats for second nights instead. I found
that there existed as distinct and invariable a lot
of second-nighters as of first-nighters. The
second-nighters were less `showy’; but then,
they came rather to see than to be seen, and there
was an air, that I liked, of earnestness and hopefulness
about them. I used to write a great deal about
the future of the British drama, and they, for their
part, used to think and talk a great deal about it.
People who care about books and pictures find much
to interest and please them in the present.
It is only the students of the theatre who always
fall back, or rather forward, on the future.
Though second-nighters do come to see, they remain
rather to hope and pray. I should have known
anywhere, by the visionary look in his eyes, that
Brown was a confirmed second-nighter.
What surprises me is that I knew he
was Brown. It is true that he had not grown
much in those fifteen years: his brow was still
disproportionate to his body, and he looked young to
have become `confirmed’ in any habit.
But it is also true that not once in the past ten
years, at any rate, had he flitted through my mind
and poised on my conscience.
I hope that I and those other boys
had long ago ceased from recurring to him in nightmares.
Cordial though the hand was that I offered him, and
highly civilised my whole demeanour, he seemed afraid
that at any moment I might begin to dance around him,
shooting out my lips at him and calling him Seven-Sisters
Brown or something of that kind. It was only
after constant meetings at second nights, and innumerable
entr’acte talks about the future of the drama,
that he began to trust me. In course of time
we formed the habit of walking home together as far
as Cumberland Place, at which point our ways diverged.
I gathered that he was still living with his parents,
but he did not tell me where, for they had not, as
I learned by reference to the Red Book, moved from
Ladbroke Crescent.
I found his company restful rather
than inspiring. His days were spent in clerkship
at one of the smaller Government Offices, his evenings—except
when there was a second night—in reading
and writing. He did not seem to know much, or
to wish to know more, about life. Books and
plays, first editions and second nights, were what
he cared for. On matters of religion and ethics
he was as little keen as he seemed to be on human
character in the raw; so that (though I had already
suspected him of writing, or meaning to write, a play)
my eyebrows did rise when he told me he meant to write
a play about Savonarola.
He made me understand, however, that
it was rather the name than the man that had first
attracted him. He said that the name was in itself
a great incentive to blank-verse. He uttered
it to me slowly, in a voice so much deeper than his
usual voice, that I nearly laughed. For the
actual bearer of the name he had no hero-worship, and
said it was by a mere accident that he had chosen
him as central figure. He had thought of writing
a tragedy about Sardanapalus; but the volume of the
“Encyclopedia Britannica” in which he was
going to look up the main facts about Sardanapalus
happened to open at Savonarola. Hence a sudden
and complete peripety in the student’s mind.
He told me he had read the Encyclopedia’s article
carefully, and had dipped into one or two of the books
there mentioned as authorities. He seemed almost
to wish he hadn’t. `Facts get in one’s
way so,’ he complained. `History is one thing,
drama is another. Aristotle said drama was more
philosophic than history because it showed us what
men would do, not just what they did.
I think that’s so true, don’t you?
I want to show what Savonarola would have done
if—’ He paused.
`If what?’
`Well, that’s just the point.
I haven’t settled that yet. When I’ve
thought of a plot, I shall go straight ahead.’
I said I supposed he intended his
tragedy rather for the study than for the stage.
This seemed to hurt him. I told him that what
I meant was that managers always shied at anything
without `a strong feminine interest.’
This seemed to worry him. I advised him not to
think about managers. He promised that he would
think only about Savonarola.
I know now that this promise was not
exactly kept by him; and he may have felt slightly
awkward when, some weeks later, he told me he had
begun the play. `I’ve hit on an initial idea,’
he said, `and that’s enough to start with.
I gave up my notion of inventing a plot in advance.
I thought it would be a mistake. I don’t
want puppets on wires. I want Savonarola to
work out his destiny in his own way. Now that
I have the initial idea, what I’ve got to do
is to make Savonarola live. I hope I shall
be able to do this. Once he’s alive, I
shan’t interfere with him. I shall just
watch him. Won’t it be interesting?
He isn’t alive yet. But there’s
plenty of time. You see, he doesn’t come
on at the rise of the curtain. A Friar and a
Sacristan come on and talk about him. By the
time they’ve finished, perhaps he’ll be
alive. But they won’t have finished yet.
Not that they’re going to say very much.
But I write slowly.’
I remember the mild thrill I had when,
one evening, he took me aside and said in an undertone,
`Savonarola has come on. Alive!’ For me
the MS. hereinafter printed has an interest that for
you it cannot have, so a-bristle am I with memories
of the meetings I had with its author throughout the
nine years he took over it. He never saw me
without reporting progress, or lack of progress.
Just what was going on, or standing still, he did
not divulge. After the entry of Savonarola,
he never told me what characters were appearing. `All
sorts of people appear,’ he would say rather
helplessly. `They insist. I can’t prevent
them.’ I used to say it must be great fun
to be a creative artist; but at this he always shook
his head: `I don’t create. They
do. Savonarola especially, of course. I
just look on and record. I never know what’s
going to happen next.’ He had the advantage
of me in knowing at any rate what had happened last.
But whenever I pled for a glimpse he would again
shake his head:
`The thing must be judged as
a whole. Wait till I’ve come to the end
of the Fifth Act.’
So impatient did I become that, as
the years went by, I used rather to resent his presence
at second nights. I felt he ought to be at his
desk. His, I used to tell him, was the only drama
whose future ought to concern him now. And in
point of fact he had, I think, lost the true spirit
of the second-nighter, and came rather to be seen than
to see. He liked the knowledge that here and
there in the auditorium, when he entered it, some
one would be saying `Who is that?’ and receiving
the answer `Oh, don’t you know? That’s
“Savonarola” Brown.’ This sort
of thing, however, did not make him cease to be the
modest, unaffected fellow I had known. He always
listened to the advice I used to offer him, though
inwardly he must have chafed at it. Myself a
fidgety and uninspired person, unable to begin a piece
of writing before I know just how it shall end, I
had always been afraid that sooner or later Brown
would take some turning that led nowhither—
would lose himself and come to grief. This fear
crept into my gladness when, one evening in the spring
of 1909, he told me he had finished the Fourth Act.
Would he win out safely through the Fifth?
He himself was looking rather glum;
and, as we walked away from the theatre, I said to
him, `I suppose you feel rather like Thackeray when
he’d “killed the Colonel”: you’ve
got to kill the Monk.’
`Not quite that,’ he answered.
`But of course he’ll die very soon now.
A couple of years or so. And it does seem rather
sad. It’s not merely that he’s so
full of life. He has been becoming much more
human lately. At first I only respected
him. Now I have a real affection for him.’
This was an interesting glimpse at
last, but I turned from it to my besetting fear.
`Haven’t you,’ I asked,
`any notion of how he is to die?’
Brown shook his head.
`But in a tragedy,’ I insisted,
`the catastrophe must be led up to, step by step.
My dear Brown, the end of the hero must be logical
and rational.’
`I don’t see that,’ he
said, as we crossed Piccadilly Circus. `In actual
life it isn’t so. What is there to prevent
a motor-omnibus from knocking me over and killing
me at this moment?’
At that moment, by what has always
seemed to me the strangest of coincidences, and just
the sort of thing that playwrights ought to avoid,
a motor-omnibus knocked Brown over and killed him.
He had, as I afterwards learned, made
a will in which he appointed me his literary executor.
Thus passed into my hands the unfinished play by
whose name he had become known to so many people.
I hate to say that I was disappointed
in it, but I had better confess quite frankly that,
on the whole, I was. Had Brown written it quickly
and read it to me soon after our first talk about it,
it might in some ways have exceeded my hopes.
But he had become for me, by reason of that quiet
and unhasting devotion to his work while the years
came and went, a sort of hero; and the very mystery
involving just what he was about had addicted me to
those ideas of magnificence which the unknown is said
always to foster.
Even so, however, I am not blind to
the great merits of the play as it stands. It
is well that the writer of poetic drama should be a
dramatist and a poet. Here is a play that abounds
in striking situations, and I have searched it vainly
for one line that does not scan. What I nowhere
feel is that I have not elsewhere been thrilled or
lulled by the same kind of thing. I do not go
so far as to say that Brown inherited his parents’
deplorable lack of imagination. But I do wish
he had been less sensitive than he was to impressions,
or else had seen and read fewer poetic dramas ancient
and modern. Remembering that visionary look in
his eyes, remembering that he was as displeased as
I by the work of all living playwrights, and as dissatisfied
with the great efforts of the Elizabethans, I wonder
that he was not more immune from influences.
Also, I cannot but wish still that
he had faltered in his decision to make no scenario.
There is much to be said for the theory that a dramatist
should first vitalise his characters and then leave
them unfettered ; but I do feel that Brown’s
misused the confidence he reposed in them. The
labour of so many years has somewhat the air of being
a mere improvisation. Savonarola himself, after
the First Act or so, strikes me as utterly inconsistent.
It may be that he is just complex, like Hamlet.
He does in the Fourth Act show traces of that Prince.
I suppose this is why he struck Brown as having become
`more human.’ To me he seems merely a
poorer creature.
But enough of these reservations.
In my anxiety for poor Brown’s sake that you
should not be disappointed, perhaps I have been carrying
tactfulness too far and prejudicing you against that
for which I specially want your favour. Here,
without more ado, is