Betty slept late on the following
morning, but arose as soon as she awoke and dressed
herself hurriedly. Senator North was an early
visitor. Doubtless he was waiting for her on the
veranda.
She ran downstairs, feeling that she
could hum a tune. The morning was radiant, and
for the last five days it had seemed to her that the
atmosphere was as black as Harriet’s veil.
She wanted the fresh air and the sunshine, the lake
and the forest again. She wanted to talk for
long hours with the one man who she was sure could
never do a weak or cowardly act. She wanted to
feel that her heavy responsibilities were pushed out
of sight, and that she could live her own life for
a little.
She almost had reached the front door
when a man sprang up the steps and through it, closing
it behind him. It was John, the butler, and his
face was white.
“What is it?” she managed
to ask him. “What on earth has happened
now?” “It’s Miss Walker, Miss.
They found her three hours ago—on the lake.
The coroner’s been here. They’re bringing
her in. I told them to take her in the side door.
I hoped we’d get her to her room before you
come down. I’ll attend to everything, Miss.”
Betty heard the slow tramp of feet
on the side veranda. It was the most horrid sound
she ever had heard, and she wondered if she should
cease to hear it as long as she lived. She went
into the living-room and covered her face with her
hands. She had not cried for Jack Emory, but
she cried passionately now. She felt utterly miserable,
and crushed with a sense of failure; as if all the
wretchedness and tragedy of the past fortnight were
her own making. Two lives had almost been given
into her keeping, and in spite of her daring and will
the unseen forces had conquered. And then she
wondered if the water had been very cold, and shivered
and drew herself together. And it must have been
horribly dark. Harriet was afraid of the dark,
and always had burned a taper at night.
She heard Senator North come up the
front steps and knock. As no one responded, he
opened the door and came into the living-room.
“I have just heard that she
has drowned herself,” he said; and if there
was a note of relief in his voice, Betty did not hear
it. She ran to him and threw herself into his
arms and clung to him.
“You said you would,”
she sobbed. “And I never shall be in greater
grief than this. I feel as if it were my entire
fault, as if I were a terrible failure, as if I had
let two lives slip through my hands. Oh, poor
poor Harriet! Why are some women ever born?
What terrible purpose was she made to live twenty-four
wretched years for? You wanted me to become serious.
I feel as if I never could smile again.”
He held her closely, and in that strong
warm embrace she was comforted long before she would
admit; but he soothed her as if she were a child,
and he did not kiss her.