Betty herself was happy again.
She hated the dark places of life, and got away from
them and out into the sunshine as quickly as possible.
Although she was too well disciplined to shirk her
duty, she did it as quickly as possible and pushed
it to the back of her mind. Jack and Harriet
were married; that was the end of it for the present.
Let life go on as before. She gave several hours
of the day to her mother, the rest to the forest and
the lake. When Senator North came up again, she
was her old gay self, the more attractive perhaps for
the faint impression which contact with deep seriousness
is bound to leave. If Jack and Harriet had been
safely out of the country, she would have felt like
a Pagan, especially after the Tariff Bill passed and
Senator North came up to stay.
“I shouldn’t have a care
in the world,” she said to him one morning,
“if I did not know, little as I will permit myself
to think of it, that exposure may come any day.
There is only a chance that somebody at St. Andrew
will hear of the marriage and denounce her, but it
might happen. If only they were in Europe!
She told me the other night that she knows she can
keep him there, her influence is so great. I hope
that is true, but she cannot make him go till he has
his own money to go with.”
“What she means is that he won’t
leave her. He has her here now and is in no hurry
to move. He should be able to rent his farm.
It is a very good one.” “He has rented
it for a year—from September. He gets
nothing till then. If pride were not a disease
with him, he would let me advance the money, but he
is not as sure as he might be of the man who has rented
the farm and he will not take any risks, I am sorry
for Harriet. She has the idea on her mind now
that Molly will blurt it out, and she has the sort
of mind that broods and exaggerates. I sincerely
wish they had got off to Europe undiscovered and sent
the news back by the pilot. I had to speak to
Molly once or twice myself; I never knew her so garrulous
about anything.”
Senator North laughed. “You
have a great deal of trouble with your parent,”
he said. “I fear you have not been firm
enough with her in the past. Will you come into
the next lake? I like the fish better there.
You are not to worry about anything, my dear, while
we have the Adirondacks to imagine ourselves happy
in.”
“Ar’n’t you really happy?”
she asked him quickly.
“Not wholly so,” he replied.
“But that is a question we are not to discuss.”