Betty went home to her room and cried
steadily for an hour. She would not analyze the
complex source of her emotions, but addressed a bitter
reproach to her father’s shade; and she reassured
herself by frankly admitting that it would give her
pleasure to win the approval of Senator North.
She bathed her eyes and went to her
mother’s room. The sooner that ordeal was
over, she reflected, the better. Mrs. Madison
was reading an amusing novel and looked up with a
smile, then pushed the book aside.
“Have you been crying, darling?”
she asked. “What can be the matter?”
Betty told her story without preamble.
Her mother’s nerves could stand a shock, but
not three minutes of uncertainty. Mrs. Madison
listened with more equanimity than Betty anticipated.
“I suppose I may consider myself
fortunate that I have not had one of his brats thrust
on me before,” she remarked philosophically.
“What are we to do about this creature?”
“There is only one human thing
to do. It is not her fault, and she is very wretched
at present. And now that I know the truth I suppose
I am as responsible as my father would be if he were
alive. I shall go to see her to-morrow, and if
she is presentable and seems good I shall bring her
to Washington. Of course I shall not bring her
here without your permission—it is your
house. Let me read you his letter.”
“Do you feel very strongly on
the subject?” Mrs. Madison asked when Betty
had finished.
“Oh, I do! I do! I
will promise not to bring her to Washington at all
if she is impossible, but if she is all I feel sure
she must be, let me bring her here for a few weeks,
until we have decided what to do for her. I know
it is a great deal to ask—her presence cannot
fail to be hateful to you—”
“My dear, I have outlived any
feeling of that sort, and I have not put everything
on your shoulders all these years to thwart you now,
when you feel so deeply. Moreover, an old memory
came to me while you were reading that letter.
When I was a little girl, about eight or ten, I spent
an entire summer with Aunt Mary Eager at her home in
Virginia. She had a house full, and there were
five other little girls beside myself. A brook
ran across the foot of the plantation, and we were
very fond of playing there. Directly across was
the hut of a freed slave who had a little girl about
our own age. The child was a beautiful octaroon.
I can see her plainly, with her honey-coloured skin,
her immense black eyes, her long straight black hair,
and her stiff little white frock tucked to the waist.
Her mother took the greatest pride in her, and was
always changing her clothes.
“Every day she used to come
to the edge of her side of the brook and watch us.
We never noticed her, for although we often played
with the little black piccaninnies, the yellow child
of a freed slave was another matter. One day—I
think she had watched us for about a week—
she came half-way across the bridge. We stared
at each other, but took no notice of her. The
next day she walked straight across and up to us,
and asked us very nicely if she might play with us.
We turned upon her six scarlet scandalized faces,
and what we said, in what brutal child language, I
do not care to repeat. The child stared at us
for a moment as if she were looking into the Inferno
itself, and I expect she was, poor little soul!
Then she gave a cry, and tore across the bridge and
up the ’pike as hard as she could run. As
long as we could see her she was running, and as I
never saw her again—we avoided the brook
after that—it seemed to me for years as
if she must be running still. And for years those
flying feet haunted me, and I used to long as I grew
older to do penance in some way. I befriended
many a poor yellow girl, hoping she might be that
child. Then life grew too sad for me to remember
the sins of my childhood. But I like the idea
of making penance at this late day and receiving this
girl for a few weeks into my house: it will be
a penance, for I do not fancy sitting at the table
with a woman with negro blood in her veins, I can assure
you. But I shall do it. I believe if I did
not I should be haunted again by those little flying
feet. There is no chance of this being her daughter,
for she would have been too old to attract your father’s
fancy. But that is not the point. I make
one condition. No one must know the truth, not
even Sally or Jack. She must pass for a distant
relative, left suddenly destitute.” “She
would probably be the last to wish the truth known.
But you have taken a weight off my mind, Molly dear,
and I am deeply grateful to you.”