I mentioned before that I had a great
mind to see the whole island, and that I had travelled
up the brook, and so on to where I built my bower,
and where I had an opening quite to the sea, on the
other side of the island. I now resolved to
travel quite across to the sea-shore on that side;
so, taking my gun, a hatchet, and my dog, and a larger
quantity of powder and shot than usual, with two
biscuit-cakes and a great bunch of raisins in my pouch
for my store, I began my journey. When I had
passed the vale where my bower stood, as above, I
came within view of the sea to the west, and it being
a very clear day, I fairly descried land — whether
an island or a continent I could not tell; but it
lay very high, extending from the W. to the W.S.W.
at a very great distance; by my guess it could not
be less than fifteen or twenty leagues off.
I could not tell what part of the
world this might be, otherwise than that I knew it
must be part of America, and, as I concluded by all
my observations, must be near the Spanish dominions,
and perhaps was all inhabited by savages, where,
if I had landed, I had been in a worse condition
than I was now; and therefore I acquiesced in the
dispositions of Providence, which I began now to
own and to believe ordered everything for the best;
I say I quieted my mind with this, and left off afflicting
myself with fruitless wishes of being there.
Besides, after some thought upon this
affair, I considered that if this land was the Spanish
coast, I should certainly, one time or other, see
some vessel pass or repass one way or other; but if
not, then it was the savage coast between the Spanish
country and Brazils, where are found the worst of
savages; for they are cannibals or men-eaters, and
fail not to murder and devour all the human bodies
that fall into their hands.
With these considerations, I walked
very leisurely forward. I found that side of
the island where I now was much pleasanter than mine
— the open or savannah fields sweet, adorned
with flowers and grass, and full of very fine woods.
I saw abundance of parrots, and fain I would have
caught one, if possible, to have kept it to be tame,
and taught it to speak to me. I did, after some
painstaking, catch a young parrot, for I knocked
it down with a stick, and having recovered it, I
brought it home; but it was some years before I could
make him speak; however, at last I taught him to
call me by name very familiarly. But the accident
that followed, though it be a trifle, will be very
diverting in its place.
I was exceedingly diverted with this
journey. I found in the low grounds hares (as
I thought them to be) and foxes; but they differed
greatly from all the other kinds I had met with, nor
could I satisfy myself to eat them, though I killed
several. But I had no need to be venturous,
for I had no want of food, and of that which was
very good too, especially these three sorts, viz.
goats, pigeons, and turtle, or tortoise, which added
to my grapes, Leadenhall market could not have furnished
a table better than I, in proportion to the company;
and though my case was deplorable enough, yet I had
great cause for thankfulness that I was not driven
to any extremities for food, but had rather plenty,
even to dainties.
I never travelled in this journey
above two miles outright in a day, or thereabouts;
but I took so many turns and re-turns to see what
discoveries I could make, that I came weary enough
to the place where I resolved to sit down all night;
and then I either reposed myself in a tree, or surrounded
myself with a row of stakes set upright in the ground,
either from one tree to another, or so as no wild
creature could come at me without waking me.
As soon as I came to the sea-shore,
I was surprised to see that I had taken up my lot
on the worst side of the island, for here, indeed,
the shore was covered with innumerable turtles, whereas
on the other side I had found but three in a year
and a half. Here was also an infinite number
of fowls of many kinds, some which I had seen, and
some which I had not seen before, and many of them
very good meat, but such as I knew not the names
of, except those called penguins.
I could have shot as many as I pleased,
but was very sparing of my powder and shot, and therefore
had more mind to kill a she-goat if I could, which
I could better feed on; and though there were many
goats here, more than on my side the island, yet
it was with much more difficulty that I could come
near them, the country being flat and even, and they
saw me much sooner than when I was on the hills.
I confess this side of the country
was much pleasanter than mine; but yet I had not
the least inclination to remove, for as I was fixed
in my habitation it became natural to me, and I seemed
all the while I was here to be as it were upon a
journey, and from home. However, I travelled
along the shore of the sea towards the east, I suppose
about twelve miles, and then setting up a great pole
upon the shore for a mark, I concluded I would go home
again, and that the next journey I took should be
on the other side of the island east from my dwelling,
and so round till I came to my post again.
I took another way to come back than
that I went, thinking I could easily keep all the
island so much in my view that I could not miss finding
my first dwelling by viewing the country; but I found
myself mistaken, for being come about two or three
miles, I found myself descended into a very large
valley, but so surrounded with hills, and those hills
covered with wood, that I could not see which was
my way by any direction but that of the sun, nor even
then, unless I knew very well the position of the
sun at that time of the day. It happened, to
my further misfortune, that the weather proved hazy
for three or four days while I was in the valley,
and not being able to see the sun, I wandered about
very uncomfortably, and at last was obliged to find
the seaside, look for my post, and come back the
same way I went: and then, by easy journeys,
I turned homeward, the weather being exceeding hot,
and my gun, ammunition, hatchet, and other things
very heavy.
In this journey my dog surprised a
young kid, and seized upon it; and I, running in
to take hold of it, caught it, and saved it alive
from the dog. I had a great mind to bring it
home if I could, for I had often been musing whether
it might not be possible to get a kid or two, and
so raise a breed of tame goats, which might supply
me when my powder and shot should be all spent.
I made a collar for this little creature, and with
a string, which I made of some rope-yam, which I
always carried about me, I led him along, though
with some difficulty, till I came to my bower, and
there I enclosed him and left him, for I was very
impatient to be at home, from whence I had been absent
above a month.
I cannot express what a satisfaction
it was to me to come into my old hutch, and lie down
in my hammock-bed. This little wandering journey,
without settled place of abode, had been so unpleasant
to me, that my own house, as I called it to myself,
was a perfect settlement to me compared to that;
and it rendered everything about me so comfortable,
that I resolved I would never go a great way from
it again while it should be my lot to stay on the island.
I reposed myself here a week, to rest
and regale myself after my long journey; during which
most of the time was taken up in the weighty affair
of making a cage for my Poll, who began now to be a
mere domestic, and to be well acquainted with me.
Then I began to think of the poor kid which I had
penned in within my little circle, and resolved to
go and fetch it home, or give it some food; accordingly
I went, and found it where I left it, for indeed it
could not get out, but was almost starved for want
of food. I went and cut boughs of trees, and
branches of such shrubs as I could find, and threw
it over, and having fed it, I tied it as I did before,
to lead it away; but it was so tame with being hungry,
that I had no need to have tied it, for it followed
me like a dog: and as I continually fed it,
the creature became so loving, so gentle, and so
fond, that it became from that time one of my domestics
also, and would never leave me afterwards.
The rainy season of the autumnal equinox
was now come, and I kept the 30th of September in
the same solemn manner as before, being the anniversary
of my landing on the island, having now been there
two years, and no more prospect of being delivered
than the first day I came there, I spent the whole
day in humble and thankful acknowledgments of the
many wonderful mercies which my solitary condition
was attended with, and without which it might have
been infinitely more miserable. I gave humble
and hearty thanks that God had been pleased to discover
to me that it was possible I might be more happy
in this solitary condition than I should have been
in the liberty of society, and in all the pleasures
of the world; that He could fully make up to me the
deficiencies of my solitary state, and the want of
human society, by His presence and the communications
of His grace to my soul; supporting, comforting, and
encouraging me to depend upon His providence here,
and hope for His eternal presence hereafter.
It was now that I began sensibly to
feel how much more happy this life I now led was,
with all its miserable circumstances, than the wicked,
cursed, abominable life I led all the past part of
my days; and now I changed both my sorrows and my
joys; my very desires altered, my affections changed
their gusts, and my delights were perfectly new from
what they were at my first coming, or, indeed, for
the two years past.
Before, as I walked about, either
on my hunting or for viewing the country, the anguish
of my soul at my condition would break out upon me
on a sudden, and my very heart would die within me,
to think of the woods, the mountains, the deserts
I was in, and how I was a prisoner, locked up with
the eternal bars and bolts of the ocean, in an uninhabited
wilderness, without redemption. In the midst
of the greatest composure of my mind, this would break
out upon me like a storm, and make me wring my hands
and weep like a child. Sometimes it would take
me in the middle of my work, and I would immediately
sit down and sigh, and look upon the ground for an
hour or two together; and this was still worse to me,
for if I could burst out into tears, or vent myself
by words, it would go off, and the grief, having
exhausted itself, would abate.
But now I began to exercise myself
with new thoughts: I daily read the word of
God, and applied all the comforts of it to my present
state. One morning, being very sad, I opened
the Bible upon these words, “I will never,
never leave thee, nor forsake thee.”
Immediately it occurred that these words were to me;
why else should they be directed in such a manner,
just at the moment when I was mourning over my condition,
as one forsaken of God and man? “Well,
then,” said I, “if God does not forsake
me, of what ill consequence can it be, or what matters
it, though the world should all forsake me, seeing
on the other hand, if I had all the world, and should
lose the favour and blessing of God, there would be
no comparison in the loss?”
From this moment I began to conclude
in my mind that it was possible for me to be more
happy in this forsaken, solitary condition than it
was probable I should ever have been in any other
particular state in the world; and with this thought
I was going to give thanks to God for bringing me
to this place. I know not what it was, but
something shocked my mind at that thought, and I durst
not speak the words. “How canst thou
become such a hypocrite,” said I, even audibly,
“to pretend to be thankful for a condition
which, however thou mayest endeavour to be contented
with, thou wouldst rather pray heartily to be delivered
from?” So I stopped there; but though I could
not say I thanked God for being there, yet I sincerely
gave thanks to God for opening my eyes, by whatever
afflicting providences, to see the former condition
of my life, and to mourn for my wickedness, and repent.
I never opened the Bible, or shut it, but my very
soul within me blessed God for directing my friend
in England, without any order of mine, to pack it up
among my goods, and for assisting me afterwards to
save it out of the wreck of the ship.
Thus, and in this disposition of mind,
I began my third year; and though I have not given
the reader the trouble of so particular an account
of my works this year as the first, yet in general
it may be observed that I was very seldom idle, but
having regularly divided my time according to the
several daily employments that were before me, such
as: first, my duty to God, and the reading the
Scriptures, which I constantly set apart some time
for thrice every day; secondly, the going abroad
with my gun for food, which generally took me up
three hours in every morning, when it did not rain;
thirdly, the ordering, cutting, preserving, and cooking
what I had killed or caught for my supply; these
took up great part of the day. Also, it is
to be considered, that in the middle of the day,
when the sun was in the zenith, the violence of the
heat was too great to stir out; so that about four
hours in the evening was all the time I could be
supposed to work in, with this exception, that sometimes
I changed my hours of hunting and working, and went
to work in the morning, and abroad with my gun in
the afternoon.
To this short time allowed for labour
I desire may be added the exceeding laboriousness
of my work; the many hours which, for want of tools,
want of help, and want of skill, everything I did took
up out of my time. For example, I was full
two and forty days in making a board for a long shelf,
which I wanted in my cave; whereas, two sawyers,
with their tools and a saw-pit, would have cut six
of them out of the same tree in half a day.
My case was this: it was to be
a large tree which was to be cut down, because my
board was to be a broad one. This tree I was
three days in cutting down, and two more cutting
off the boughs, and reducing it to a log or piece
of timber. With inexpressible hacking and hewing
I reduced both the sides of it into chips till it
began to be light enough to move; then I turned it,
and made one side of it smooth and flat as a board
from end to end; then, turning that side downward,
cut the other side til I brought the plank to be
about three inches thick, and smooth on both sides.
Any one may judge the labour of my hands in such
a piece of work; but labour and patience carried
me through that, and many other things. I only
observe this in particular, to show the reason why
so much of my time went away with so little work
— viz. that what might be a little to
be done with help and tools, was a vast labour and
required a prodigious time to do alone, and by hand.
But notwithstanding this, with patience and labour
I got through everything that my circumstances made
necessary to me to do, as will appear by what follows.
I was now, in the months of November
and December, expecting my crop of barley and rice.
The ground I had manured and dug up for them was
not great; for, as I observed, my seed of each was
not above the quantity of half a peck, for I had
lost one whole crop by sowing in the dry season.
But now my crop promised very well, when on a sudden
I found I was in danger of losing it all again by
enemies of several sorts, which it was scarcely possible
to keep from it; as, first, the goats, and wild creatures
which I called hares, who, tasting the sweetness
of the blade, lay in it night and day, as soon as
it came up, and eat it so close, that it could get
no time to shoot up into stalk.
This I saw no remedy for but by making
an enclosure about it with a hedge; which I did with
a great deal of toil, and the more, because it required
speed. However, as my arable land was but small,
suited to my crop, I got it totally well fenced in
about three weeks’ time; and shooting some
of the creatures in the daytime, I set my dog to
guard it in the night, tying him up to a stake at the
gate, where he would stand and bark all night long;
so in a little time the enemies forsook the place,
and the corn grew very strong and well, and began
to ripen apace.
But as the beasts ruined me before,
while my corn was in the blade, so the birds were
as likely to ruin me now, when it was in the ear;
for, going along by the place to see how it throve,
I saw my little crop surrounded with fowls, of I
know not how many sorts, who stood, as it were, watching
till I should be gone. I immediately let fly
among them, for I always had my gun with me.
I had no sooner shot, but there rose up a little
cloud of fowls, which I had not seen at all, from
among the corn itself.
This touched me sensibly, for I foresaw
that in a few days they would devour all my hopes;
that I should be starved, and never be able to raise
a crop at all; and what to do I could not tell; however,
I resolved not to lose my corn, if possible, though
I should watch it night and day. In the first
place, I went among it to see what damage was already
done, and found they had spoiled a good deal of it;
but that as it was yet too green for them, the loss
was not so great but that the remainder was likely
to be a good crop if it could be saved.
I stayed by it to load my gun, and
then coming away, I could easily see the thieves
sitting upon all the trees about me, as if they only
waited till I was gone away, and the event proved it
to be so; for as I walked off, as if I was gone,
I was no sooner out of their sight than they dropped
down one by one into the corn again. I was
so provoked, that I could not have patience to stay
till more came on, knowing that every grain that
they ate now was, as it might be said, a peck-loaf
to me in the consequence; but coming up to the hedge,
I fired again, and killed three of them. This
was what I wished for; so I took them up, and served
them as we serve notorious thieves in England —
hanged them in chains, for a terror to of them.
It is impossible to imagine that this should have
such an effect as it had, for the fowls would not
only not come at the corn, but, in short, they forsook
all that part of the island, and I could never see
a bird near the place as long as my scarecrows hung
there. This I was very glad of, you may be sure,
and about the latter end of December, which was our
second harvest of the year, I reaped my corn.
I was sadly put to it for a scythe
or sickle to cut it down, and all I could do was
to make one, as well as I could, out of one of the
broadswords, or cutlasses, which I saved among the
arms out of the ship. However, as my first
crop was but small, I had no great difficulty to
cut it down; in short, I reaped it in my way, for I
cut nothing off but the ears, and carried it away
in a great basket which I had made, and so rubbed
it out with my hands; and at the end of all my harvesting,
I found that out of my half-peck of seed I had near
two bushels of rice, and about two bushels and a half
of barley; that is to say, by my guess, for I had
no measure at that time.
However, this was a great encouragement
to me, and I foresaw that, in time, it would please
God to supply me with bread. And yet here I
was perplexed again, for I neither knew how to grind
or make meal of my corn, or indeed how to clean it
and part it; nor, if made into meal, how to make
bread of it; and if how to make it, yet I knew not
how to bake it. These things being added to my
desire of having a good quantity for store, and to
secure a constant supply, I resolved not to taste
any of this crop but to preserve it all for seed
against the next season; and in the meantime to employ
all my study and hours of working to accomplish this
great work of providing myself with corn and bread.
It might be truly said, that now I
worked for my bread. I believe few people have
thought much upon the strange multitude of little
things necessary in the providing, producing, curing,
dressing, making, and finishing this one article
of bread.
I, that was reduced to a mere state
of nature, found this to my daily discouragement;
and was made more sensible of it every hour, even
after I had got the first handful of seed-corn, which,
as I have said, came up unexpectedly, and indeed
to a surprise.
First, I had no plough to turn up
the earth — no spade or shovel to dig it.
Well, this I conquered by making me a wooden spade,
as I observed before; but this did my work but in
a wooden manner; and though it cost me a great many
days to make it, yet, for want of iron, it not only
wore out soon, but made my work the harder, and made
it be performed much worse. However, this I bore
with, and was content to work it out with patience,
and bear with the badness of the performance.
When the corn was sown, I had no harrow, but was
forced to go over it myself, and drag a great heavy
bough of a tree over it, to scratch it, as it may
be called, rather than rake or harrow it. When
it was growing, and grown, I have observed already
how many things I wanted to fence it, secure it, mow
or reap it, cure and carry it home, thrash, part
it from the chaff, and save it. Then I wanted
a mill to grind it sieves to dress it, yeast and
salt to make it into bread, and an oven to bake it;
but all these things I did without, as shall be observed;
and yet the corn was an inestimable comfort and advantage
to me too. All this, as I said, made everything
laborious and tedious to me; but that there was no
help for. Neither was my time so much loss to
me, because, as I had divided it, a certain part
of it was every day appointed to these works; and
as I had resolved to use none of the corn for bread
till I had a greater quantity by me, I had the next
six months to apply myself wholly, by labour and
invention, to furnish myself with utensils proper
for the performing all the operations necessary for
making the corn, when I had it, fit for my use.