When I waked it was broad day, the
weather clear, and the storm abated, so that the
sea did not rage and swell as before. But that
which surprised me most was, that the ship was lifted
off in the night from the sand where she lay by the
swelling of the tide, and was driven up almost as
far as the rock which I at first mentioned, where
I had been so bruised by the wave dashing me against
it. This being within about a mile from the
shore where I was, and the ship seeming to stand
upright still, I wished myself on board, that at
least I might save some necessary things for my use.
When I came down from my apartment
in the tree, I looked about me again, and the first
thing I found was the boat, which lay, as the wind
and the sea had tossed her up, upon the land, about
two miles on my right hand. I walked as far
as I could upon the shore to have got to her; but
found a neck or inlet of water between me and the
boat which was about half a mile broad; so I came back
for the present, being more intent upon getting at
the ship, where I hoped to find something for my
present subsistence.
A little after noon I found the sea
very calm, and the tide ebbed so far out that I could
come within a quarter of a mile of the ship.
And here I found a fresh renewing of my grief; for
I saw evidently that if we had kept on board we had
been all safe — that is to say, we had all
got safe on shore, and I had not been so miserable
as to be left entirety destitute of all comfort and
company as I now was. This forced tears to
my eyes again; but as there was little relief in
that, I resolved, if possible, to get to the ship;
so I pulled off my clothes — for the weather
was hot to extremity — and took the water.
But when I came to the ship my difficulty was still
greater to know how to get on board; for, as she
lay aground, and high out of the water, there was nothing
within my reach to lay hold of. I swam round
her twice, and the second time I spied a small piece
of rope, which I wondered I did not see at first,
hung down by the fore-chains so low, as that with
great difficulty I got hold of it, and by the help
of that rope I got up into the forecastle of the
ship. Here I found that the ship was bulged,
and had a great deal of water in her hold, but that
she lay so on the side of a bank of hard sand, or,
rather earth, that her stern lay lifted up upon the
bank, and her head low, almost to the water.
By this means all her quarter was free, and all that
was in that part was dry; for you may be sure my
first work was to search, and to see what was spoiled
and what was free. And, first, I found that
all the ship’s provisions were dry and untouched
by the water, and being very well disposed to eat,
I went to the bread room and filled my pockets with
biscuit, and ate it as I went about other things,
for I had no time to lose. I also found some
rum in the great cabin, of which I took a large dram,
and which I had, indeed, need enough of to spirit
me for what was before me. Now I wanted nothing
but a boat to furnish myself with many things which
I foresaw would be very necessary to me.
It was in vain to sit still and wish
for what was not to be had; and this extremity roused
my application. We had several spare yards,
and two or three large spars of wood, and a spare topmast
or two in the ship; I resolved to fall to work with
these, and I flung as many of them overboard as I
could manage for their weight, tying every one with
a rope, that they might not drive away. When
this was done I went down the ship’s side,
and pulling them to me, I tied four of them together
at both ends as well as I could, in the form of a
raft, and laying two or three short pieces of plank
upon them crossways, I found I could walk upon it
very well, but that it was not able to bear any great
weight, the pieces being too light. So I went
to work, and with a carpenter’s saw I cut a spare
topmast into three lengths, and added them to my
raft, with a great deal of labour and pains.
But the hope of furnishing myself with necessaries
encouraged me to go beyond what I should have been
able to have done upon another occasion.
My raft was now strong enough to bear
any reasonable weight. My next care was what
to load it with, and how to preserve what I laid
upon it from the surf of the sea; but I was not long
considering this. I first laid all the planks
or boards upon it that I could get, and having considered
well what I most wanted, I got three of the seamen’s
chests, which I had broken open, and emptied, and
lowered them down upon my raft; the first of these
I filled with provisions — viz. bread,
rice, three Dutch cheeses, five pieces of dried goat’s
flesh (which we lived much upon), and a little remainder
of European corn, which had been laid by for some fowls
which we brought to sea with us, but the fowls were
killed. There had been some barley and wheat
together; but, to my great disappointment, I found
afterwards that the rats had eaten or spoiled it
all. As for liquors, I found several, cases of
bottles belonging to our skipper, in which were some
cordial waters; and, in all, about five or six gallons
of rack. These I stowed by themselves, there
being no need to put them into the chest, nor any
room for them. While I was doing this, I found
the tide begin to flow, though very calm; and I had
the mortification to see my coat, shirt, and waistcoat,
which I had left on the shore, upon the sand, swim
away. As for my breeches, which were only linen,
and open-kneed, I swam on board in them and my stockings.
However, this set me on rummaging for clothes, of
which I found enough, but took no more than I wanted
for present use, for I had others things which my
eye was more upon — as, first, tools to work
with on shore. And it was after long searching
that I found out the carpenter’s chest, which
was, indeed, a very useful prize to me, and much more
valuable than a shipload of gold would have been
at that time. I got it down to my raft, whole
as it was, without losing time to look into it, for
I knew in general what it contained.
My next care was for some ammunition
and arms. There were two very good fowling-pieces
in the great cabin, and two pistols. These I
secured first, with some powder-horns and a small
bag of shot, and two old rusty swords. I knew
there were three barrels of powder in the ship, but
knew not where our gunner had stowed them; but with
much search I found them, two of them dry and good,
the third had taken water. Those two I got
to my raft with the arms. And now I thought
myself pretty well freighted, and began to think how
I should get to shore with them, having neither sail,
oar, nor rudder; and the least capful of wind would
have overset all my navigation.
I had three encouragements —
1st, a smooth, calm sea; 2ndly, the tide rising,
and setting in to the shore; 3rdly, what little wind
there was blew me towards the land. And thus,
having found two or three broken oars belonging to
the boat — and, besides the tools which were
in the chest, I found two saws, an axe, and a hammer;
with this cargo I put to sea. For a mile or
thereabouts my raft went very well, only that I found
it drive a little distant from the place where I
had landed before; by which I perceived that there
was some indraft of the water, and consequently I hoped
to find some creek or river there, which I might
make use of as a port to get to land with my cargo.
As I imagined, so it was. There
appeared before me a little opening of the land,
and I found a strong current of the tide set into
it; so I guided my raft as well as I could, to keep
in the middle of the stream.
But here I had like to have suffered
a second shipwreck, which, if I had, I think verily
would have broken my heart; for, knowing nothing
of the coast, my raft ran aground at one end of it
upon a shoal, and not being aground at the other
end, it wanted but a little that all my cargo had
slipped off towards the end that was afloat, and
to fallen into the water. I did my utmost, by
setting my back against the chests, to keep them
in their places, but could not thrust off the raft
with all my strength; neither durst I stir from the
posture I was in; but holding up the chests with all
my might, I stood in that manner near half-an-hour,
in which time the rising of the water brought me
a little more upon a level; and a little after, the
water still-rising, my raft floated again, and I
thrust her off with the oar I had into the channel,
and then driving up higher, I at length found myself
in the mouth of a little river, with land on both
sides, and a strong current of tide running up.
I looked on both sides for a proper place to get to
shore, for I was not willing to be driven too high
up the river: hoping in time to see some ships
at sea, and therefore resolved to place myself as
near the coast as I could.
At length I spied a little cove on
the right shore of the creek, to which with great
pain and difficulty I guided my raft, and at last
got so near that, reaching ground with my oar, I could
thrust her directly in. But here I had like
to have dipped all my cargo into the sea again; for
that shore lying pretty steep — that is to say
sloping — there was no place to land, but where
one end of my float, if it ran on shore, would lie
so high, and the other sink lower, as before, that
it would endanger my cargo again. All that
I could do was to wait till the tide was at the highest,
keeping the raft with my oar like an anchor, to hold
the side of it fast to the shore, near a flat piece
of ground, which I expected the water would flow
over; and so it did. As soon as I found water
enough — for my raft drew about a foot of water
— I thrust her upon that flat piece of ground,
and there fastened or moored her, by sticking my
two broken oars into the ground, one on one side near
one end, and one on the other side near the other
end; and thus I lay till the water ebbed away, and
left my raft and all my cargo safe on shore.
My next work was to view the country,
and seek a proper place for my habitation, and where
to stow my goods to secure them from whatever might
happen. Where I was, I yet knew not; whether
on the continent or on an island; whether inhabited
or not inhabited; whether in danger of wild beasts
or not. There was a hill not above a mile from
me, which rose up very steep and high, and which
seemed to overtop some other hills, which lay as in
a ridge from it northward. I took out one of
the fowling-pieces, and one of the pistols, and a
horn of powder; and thus armed, I travelled for discovery
up to the top of that hill, where, after I had with
great labour and difficulty got to the top, I saw
any fate, to my great affliction — viz.
that I was in an island environed every way with
the sea: no land to be seen except some rocks,
which lay a great way off; and two small islands,
less than this, which lay about three leagues to
the west.
I found also that the island I was
in was barren, and, as I saw good reason to believe,
uninhabited except by wild beasts, of whom, however,
I saw none. Yet I saw abundance of fowls, but
knew not their kinds; neither when I killed them
could I tell what was fit for food, and what not.
At my coming back, I shot at a great bird which
I saw sitting upon a tree on the side of a great wood.
I believe it was the first gun that had been fired
there since the creation of the world. I had
no sooner fired, than from all parts of the wood
there arose an innumerable number of fowls, of many
sorts, making a confused screaming and crying, and
every one according to his usual note, but not one
of them of any kind that I knew. As for the
creature I killed, I took it to be a kind of hawk,
its colour and beak resembling it, but it had no talons
or claws more than common. Its flesh was carrion,
and fit for nothing.
Contented with this discovery, I came
back to my raft, and fell to work to bring my cargo
on shore, which took me up the rest of that day.
What to do with myself at night I knew not, nor indeed
where to rest, for I was afraid to lie down on the
ground, not knowing but some wild beast might devour
me, though, as I afterwards found, there was really
no need for those fears.
However, as well as I could, I barricaded
myself round with the chest and boards that I had
brought on shore, and made a kind of hut for that
night’s lodging. As for food, I yet saw
not which way to supply myself, except that I had
seen two or three creatures like hares run out of
the wood where I shot the fowl.
I now began to consider that I might
yet get a great many things out of the ship which
would be useful to me, and particularly some of the
rigging and sails, and such other things as might come
to land; and I resolved to make another voyage on
board the vessel, if possible. And as I knew
that the first storm that blew must necessarily break
her all in pieces, I resolved to set all other things
apart till I had got everything out of the ship that
I could get. Then I called a council —
that is to say in my thoughts — whether I should
take back the raft; but this appeared impracticable:
so I resolved to go as before, when the tide was
down; and I did so, only that I stripped before I went
from my hut, having nothing on but my chequered shirt,
a pair of linen drawers, and a pair of pumps on my
feet.
I got on board the ship as before,
and prepared a second raft; and, having had experience
of the first, I neither made this so unwieldy, nor
loaded it so hard, but yet I brought away several
things very useful to me; as first, in the carpenters
stores I found two or three bags full of nails and
spikes, a great screw-jack, a dozen or two of hatchets,
and, above all, that most useful thing called a grindstone.
All these I secured, together with several things
belonging to the gunner, particularly two or three
iron crows, and two barrels of musket bullets, seven
muskets, another fowling-piece, with some small quantity
of powder more; a large bagful of small shot, and
a great roll of sheet-lead; but this last was so
heavy, I could not hoist it up to get it over the
ship’s side.
Besides these things, I took all the
men’s clothes that I could find, and a spare
fore-topsail, a hammock, and some bedding; and with
this I loaded my second raft, and brought them all
safe on shore, to my very great comfort.
I was under some apprehension, during
my absence from the land, that at least my provisions
might be devoured on shore: but when I came
back I found no sign of any visitor; only there sat
a creature like a wild cat upon one of the chests,
which, when I came towards it, ran away a little
distance, and then stood still. She sat very
composed and unconcerned, and looked full in my face,
as if she had a mind to be acquainted with me.
I presented my gun at her, but, as she did not understand
it, she was perfectly unconcerned at it, nor did
she offer to stir away; upon which I tossed her a bit
of biscuit, though by the way, I was not very free
of it, for my store was not great: however,
I spared her a bit, I say, and she went to it, smelled
at it, and ate it, and looked (as if pleased) for more;
but I thanked her, and could spare no more:
so she marched off.
Having got my second cargo on shore
— though I was fain to open the barrels of
powder, and bring them by parcels, for they were too
heavy, being large casks — I went to work to
make me a little tent with the sail and some poles
which I cut for that purpose: and into this
tent I brought everything that I knew would spoil either
with rain or sun; and I piled all the empty chests
and casks up in a circle round the tent, to fortify
it from any sudden attempt, either from man or beast.
When I had done this, I blocked up
the door of the tent with some boards within, and
an empty chest set up on end without; and spreading
one of the beds upon the ground, laying my two pistols
just at my head, and my gun at length by me, I went
to bed for the first time, and slept very quietly
all night, for I was very weary and heavy; for the
night before I had slept little, and had laboured
very hard all day to fetch all those things from the
ship, and to get them on shore.
I had the biggest magazine of all
kinds now that ever was laid up, I believe, for one
man: but I was not satisfied still, for while
the ship sat upright in that posture, I thought I
ought to get everything out of her that I could;
so every day at low water I went on board, and brought
away something or other; but particularly the third
time I went I brought away as much of the rigging
as I could, as also all the small ropes and rope-twine
I could get, with a piece of spare canvas, which
was to mend the sails upon occasion, and the barrel
of wet gunpowder. In a word, I brought away
all the sails, first and last; only that I was fain
to cut them in pieces, and bring as much at a time
as I could, for they were no more useful to be sails,
but as mere canvas only.
But that which comforted me more still,
was, that last of all, after I had made five or six
such voyages as these, and thought I had nothing
more to expect from the ship that was worth my meddling
with — I say, after all this, I found a great
hogshead of bread, three large runlets of rum, or
spirits, a box of sugar, and a barrel of fine flour;
this was surprising to me, because I had given over
expecting any more provisions, except what was spoiled
by the water. I soon emptied the hogshead of
the bread, and wrapped it up, parcel by parcel, in
pieces of the sails, which I cut out; and, in a word,
I got all this safe on shore also.
The next day I made another voyage,
and now, having plundered the ship of what was portable
and fit to hand out, I began with the cables.
Cutting the great cable into pieces, such as I could
move, I got two cables and a hawser on shore, with
all the ironwork I could get; and having cut down
the spritsail-yard, and the mizzen-yard, and everything
I could, to make a large raft, I loaded it with all
these heavy goods, and came away. But my good
luck began now to leave me; for this raft was so
unwieldy, and so overladen, that, after I had entered
the little cove where I had landed the rest of my
goods, not being able to guide it so handily as I did
the other, it overset, and threw me and all my cargo
into the water. As for myself, it was no great
harm, for I was near the shore; but as to my cargo,
it was a great part of it lost, especially the iron,
which I expected would have been of great use to
me; however, when the tide was out, I got most of the
pieces of the cable ashore, and some of the iron,
though with infinite labour; for I was fain to dip
for it into the water, a work which fatigued me very
much. After this, I went every day on board,
and brought away what I could get.
I had been now thirteen days on shore,
and had been eleven times on board the ship, in which
time I had brought away all that one pair of hands
could well be supposed capable to bring; though I believe
verily, had the calm weather held, I should have
brought away the whole ship, piece by piece.
But preparing the twelfth time to go on board, I
found the wind began to rise: however, at low
water I went on board, and though I thought I had
rummaged the cabin so effectually that nothing more
could be found, yet I discovered a locker with drawers
in it, in one of which I found two or three razors,
and one pair of large scissors, with some ten or a
dozen of good knives and forks: in another I
found about thirty-six pounds value in money —
some European coin, some Brazil, some pieces of eight,
some gold, and some silver.
I smiled to myself at the sight of
this money: “O drug!” said I, aloud,
“what art thou good for? Thou art not worth
to me — no, not the taking off the ground;
one of those knives is worth all this heap; I have
no manner of use for thee — e’en remain
where thou art, and go to the bottom as a creature
whose life is not worth saying.” However,
upon second thoughts I took it away; and wrapping
all this in a piece of canvas, I began to think of
making another raft; but while I was preparing this,
I found the sky overcast, and the wind began to rise,
and in a quarter of an hour it blew a fresh gale
from the shore. It presently occurred to me
that it was in vain to pretend to make a raft with
the wind offshore; and that it was my business to
be gone before the tide of flood began, otherwise
I might not be able to reach the shore at all.
Accordingly, I let myself down into the water, and
swam across the channel, which lay between the ship
and the sands, and even that with difficulty enough,
partly with the weight of the things I had about
me, and partly the roughness of the water; for the
wind rose very hastily, and before it was quite high
water it blew a storm.
But I had got home to my little tent,
where I lay, with all my wealth about me, very secure.
It blew very hard all night, and in the morning,
when I looked out, behold, no more ship was to be
seen! I was a little surprised, but recovered
myself with the satisfactory reflection that I had
lost no time, nor abated any diligence, to get everything
out of her that could be useful to me; and that,
indeed, there was little left in her that I was able
to bring away, if I had had more time.
I now gave over any more thoughts
of the ship, or of anything out of her, except what
might drive on shore from her wreck; as, indeed,
divers pieces of her afterwards did; but those things
were of small use to me.
My thoughts were now wholly employed
about securing myself against either savages, if
any should appear, or wild beasts, if any were in
the island; and I had many thoughts of the method how
to do this, and what kind of dwelling to make —
whether I should make me a cave in the earth, or
a tent upon the earth; and, in short, I resolved
upon both; the manner and description of which, it
may not be improper to give an account of.
I soon found the place I was in was
not fit for my settlement, because it was upon a
low, moorish ground, near the sea, and I believed
it would not be wholesome, and more particularly because
there was no fresh water near it; so I resolved to
find a more healthy and more convenient spot of ground.
I consulted several things in my situation,
which I found would he proper for me: 1st, health
and fresh water, I just now mentioned; 2ndly, shelter
from the heat of the sun; 3rdly, security from ravenous
creatures, whether man or beast; 4thly, a view to the
sea, that if God sent any ship in sight, I might
not lose any advantage for my deliverance, of which
I was not willing to banish all my expectation yet.
In search of a place proper for this,
I found a little plain on the side of a rising hill,
whose front towards this little plain was steep as
a house-side, so that nothing could come down upon
me from the top. On the one side of the rock
there was a hollow place, worn a little way in, like
the entrance or door of a cave but there was not
really any cave or way into the rock at all.
On the flat of the green, just before
this hollow place, I resolved to pitch my tent.
This plain was not above a hundred yards broad,
and about twice as long, and lay like a green before
my door; and, at the end of it, descended irregularly
every way down into the low ground by the seaside.
It was on the N.N.W. side of the hill; so that it
was sheltered from the heat every day, till it came
to a W. and by S. sun, or thereabouts, which, in
those countries, is near the setting.
Before I set up my tent I drew a half-circle
before the hollow place, which took in about ten
yards in its semi-diameter from the rock, and twenty
yards in its diameter from its beginning and ending.
In this half-circle I pitched two
rows of strong stakes, driving them into the ground
till they stood very firm like piles, the biggest
end being out of the ground above five feet and a half,
and sharpened on the top. The two rows did
not stand above six inches from one another.
Then I took the pieces of cable which
I had cut in the ship, and laid them in rows, one
upon another, within the circle, between these two
rows of stakes, up to the top, placing other stakes
in the inside, leaning against them, about two feet
and a half high, like a spur to a post; and this
fence was so strong, that neither man nor beast could
get into it or over it. This cost me a great
deal of time and labour, especially to cut the piles
in the woods, bring them to the place, and drive
them into the earth.
The entrance into this place I made
to be, not by a door, but by a short ladder to go
over the top; which ladder, when I was in, I lifted
over after me; and so I was completely fenced in and
fortified, as I thought, from all the world, and
consequently slept secure in the night, which otherwise
I could not have done; though, as it appeared afterwards,
there was no need of all this caution from the enemies
that I apprehended danger from.
Into this fence or fortress, with
infinite labour, I carried all my riches, all my
provisions, ammunition, and stores, of which you
have the account above; and I made a large tent, which
to preserve me from the rains that in one part of
the year are very violent there, I made double —
one smaller tent within, and one larger tent above
it; and covered the uppermost with a large tarpaulin,
which I had saved among the sails.
And now I lay no more for a while
in the bed which I had brought on shore, but in a
hammock, which was indeed a very good one, and belonged
to the mate of the ship.
Into this tent I brought all my provisions,
and everything that would spoil by the wet; and having
thus enclosed all my goods, I made up the entrance,
which till now I had left open, and so passed and
repassed, as I said, by a short ladder.
When I had done this, I began to work
my way into the rock, and bringing all the earth
and stones that I dug down out through my tent, I
laid them up within my fence, in the nature of a terrace,
so that it raised the ground within about a foot
and a half; and thus I made me a cave, just behind
my tent, which served me like a cellar to my house.
It cost me much labour and many days
before all these things were brought to perfection;
and therefore I must go back to some other things
which took up some of my thoughts. At the same
time it happened, after I had laid my scheme for
the setting up my tent, and making the cave, that
a storm of rain falling from a thick, dark cloud,
a sudden flash of lightning happened, and after that
a great clap of thunder, as is naturally the effect
of it. I was not so much surprised with the
lightning as I was with the thought which darted
into my mind as swift as the lightning itself —
Oh, my powder! My very heart sank within me
when I thought that, at one blast, all my powder
might be destroyed; on which, not my defence only,
but the providing my food, as I thought, entirely depended.
I was nothing near so anxious about my own danger,
though, had the powder took fire, I should never
have known who had hurt me.
Such impression did this make upon
me, that after the storm was over I laid aside all
my works, my building and fortifying, and applied
myself to make bags and boxes, to separate the powder,
and to keep it a little and a little in a parcel,
in the hope that, whatever might come, it might not
all take fire at once; and to keep it so apart that
it should not be possible to make one part fire another.
I finished this work in about a fortnight; and I
think my powder, which in all was about two hundred
and forty pounds weight, was divided in not less
than a hundred parcels. As to the barrel that
had been wet, I did not apprehend any danger from
that; so I placed it in my new cave, which, in my fancy,
I called my kitchen; and the rest I hid up and down
in holes among the rocks, so that no wet might come
to it, marking very carefully where I laid it.
In the interval of time while this
was doing, I went out once at least every day with
my gun, as well to divert myself as to see if I could
kill anything fit for food; and, as near as I could,
to acquaint myself with what the island produced.
The first time I went out, I presently discovered
that there were goats in the island, which was a
great satisfaction to me; but then it was attended
with this misfortune to me — viz. that they
were so shy, so subtle, and so swift of foot, that
it was the most difficult thing in the world to come
at them; but I was not discouraged at this, not doubting
but I might now and then shoot one, as it soon happened;
for after I had found their haunts a little, I laid
wait in this manner for them: I observed if
they saw me in the valleys, though they were upon
the rocks, they would run away, as in a terrible
fright; but if they were feeding in the valleys, and
I was upon the rocks, they took no notice of me;
from whence I concluded that, by the position of
their optics, their sight was so directed downward
that they did not readily see objects that were above
them; so afterwards I took this method — I
always climbed the rocks first, to get above them,
and then had frequently a fair mark.
The first shot I made among these
creatures, I killed a she-goat, which had a little
kid by her, which she gave suck to, which grieved
me heartily; for when the old one fell, the kid stood
stock still by her, till I came and took her up;
and not only so, but when I carried the old one with
me, upon my shoulders, the kid followed me quite
to my enclosure; upon which I laid down the dam,
and took the kid in my arms, and carried it over my
pale, in hopes to have bred it up tame; but it would
not eat; so I was forced to kill it and eat it myself.
These two supplied me with flesh a great while,
for I ate sparingly, and saved my provisions, my bread
especially, as much as possibly I could.
Having now fixed my habitation, I
found it absolutely necessary to provide a place
to make a fire in, and fuel to burn: and what
I did for that, and also how I enlarged my cave,
and what conveniences I made, I shall give a full
account of in its place; but I must now give some
little account of myself, and of my thoughts about
living, which, it may well be supposed, were not
a few.
I had a dismal prospect of my condition;
for as I was not cast away upon that island without
being driven, as is said, by a violent storm, quite
out of the course of our intended voyage, and a great
way, viz. some hundreds of leagues, out of the
ordinary course of the trade of mankind, I had great
reason to consider it as a determination of Heaven,
that in this desolate place, and in this desolate
manner, I should end my life. The tears would
run plentifully down my face when I made these reflections;
and sometimes I would expostulate with myself why
Providence should thus completely ruin His creatures,
and render them so absolutely miserable; so without
help, abandoned, so entirely depressed, that it could
hardly be rational to be thankful for such a life.
But something always returned swift
upon me to check these thoughts, and to reprove me;
and particularly one day, walking with my gun in
my hand by the seaside, I was very pensive upon the
subject of my present condition, when reason, as
it were, expostulated with me the other way, thus:
“Well, you are in a desolate condition, it
is true; but, pray remember, where are the rest of
you? Did not you come, eleven of you in the boat?
Where are the ten? Why were they not saved,
and you lost? Why were you singled out?
Is it better to be here or there?” And then
I pointed to the sea. All evils are to be considered
with the good that is in them, and with what worse
attends them.
Then it occurred to me again, how
well I was furnished for my subsistence, and what
would have been my case if it had not happened (which
was a hundred thousand to one) that the ship floated
from the place where she first struck, and was driven
so near to the shore that I had time to get all these
things out of her; what would have been my case,
if I had been forced to have lived in the condition
in which I at first came on shore, without necessaries
of life, or necessaries to supply and procure them?
“Particularly,” said I, aloud (though
to myself), “what should I have done without
a gun, without ammunition, without any tools to make
anything, or to work with, without clothes, bedding,
a tent, or any manner of covering?” and that
now I had all these to sufficient quantity, and was
in a fair way to provide myself in such a manner
as to live without my gun, when my ammunition was
spent: so that I had a tolerable view of subsisting,
without any want, as long as I lived; for I considered
from the beginning how I would provide for the accidents
that might happen, and for the time that was to come,
even not only after my ammunition should be spent,
but even after my health and strength should decay.
I confess I had not entertained any
notion of my ammunition being destroyed at one blast
— I mean my powder being blown up by lightning;
and this made the thoughts of it so surprising to me,
when it lightened and thundered, as I observed just
now.
And now being about to enter into
a melancholy relation of a scene of silent life,
such, perhaps, as was never heard of in the world
before, I shall take it from its beginning, and continue
it in its order. It was by my account the 30th
of September, when, in the manner as above said,
I first set foot upon this horrid island; when the
sun, being to us in its autumnal equinox, was almost
over my head; for I reckoned myself, by observation,
to be in the latitude of nine degrees twenty-two
minutes north of the line.
After I had been there about ten or
twelve days, it came into my thoughts that I should
lose my reckoning of time for want of books, and
pen and ink, and should even forget the Sabbath days;
but to prevent this, I cut with my knife upon a large
post, in capital letters — and making it into
a great cross, I set it up on the shore where I first
landed — “I came on shore here on the 30th
September 1659.”
Upon the sides of this square post
I cut every day a notch with my knife, and every
seventh notch was as long again as the rest, and
every first day of the month as long again as that
long one; and thus I kept my calendar, or weekly,
monthly, and yearly reckoning of time.
In the next place, we are to observe
that among the many things which I brought out of
the ship, in the several voyages which, as above
mentioned, I made to it, I got several things of less
value, but not at all less useful to me, which I
omitted setting down before; as, in particular, pens,
ink, and paper, several parcels in the captain’s,
mate’s, gunner’s and carpenter’s
keeping; three or four compasses, some mathematical
instruments, dials, perspectives, charts, and books
of navigation, all which I huddled together, whether
I might want them or no; also, I found three very good
Bibles, which came to me in my cargo from England,
and which I had packed up among my things; some Portuguese
books also; and among them two or three Popish prayer-books,
and several other books, all which I carefully secured.
And I must not forget that we had in the ship a
dog and two cats, of whose eminent history I may have
occasion to say something in its place; for I carried
both the cats with me; and as for the dog, he jumped
out of the ship of himself, and swam on shore to
me the day after I went on shore with my first cargo,
and was a trusty servant to me many years; I wanted
nothing that he could fetch me, nor any company that
he could make up to me; I only wanted to have him
talk to me, but that would not do. As I observed
before, I found pens, ink, and paper, and I husbanded
them to the utmost; and I shall show that while my
ink lasted, I kept things very exact, but after that
was gone I could not, for I could not make any ink
by any means that I could devise.
And this put me in mind that I wanted
many things notwithstanding all that I had amassed
together; and of these, ink was one; as also a spade,
pickaxe, and shovel, to dig or remove the earth; needles,
pins, and thread; as for linen, I soon learned to
want that without much difficulty.
This want of tools made every work
I did go on heavily; and it was near a whole year
before I had entirely finished my little pale, or
surrounded my habitation. The piles, or stakes,
which were as heavy as I could well lift, were a
long time in cutting and preparing in the woods,
and more, by far, in bringing home; so that I spent
sometimes two days in cutting and bringing home one
of those posts, and a third day in driving it into
the ground; for which purpose I got a heavy piece
of wood at first, but at last bethought myself of
one of the iron crows; which, however, though I found
it, made driving those posts or piles very laborious
and tedious work. But what need I have been
concerned at the tediousness of anything I had to
do, seeing I had time enough to do it in? nor had
I any other employment, if that had been over, at
least that I could foresee, except the ranging the
island to seek for food, which I did, more or less,
every day.
I now began to consider seriously
my condition, and the circumstances I was reduced
to; and I drew up the state of my affairs in writing,
not so much to leave them to any that were to come
after me — for I was likely to have but few heirs
— as to deliver my thoughts from daily poring
over them, and afflicting my mind; and as my reason
began now to master my despondency, I began to comfort
myself as well as I could, and to set the good against
the evil, that I might have something to distinguish
my case from worse; and I stated very impartially,
like debtor and creditor, the comforts I enjoyed
against the miseries I suffered, thus:-
Evil: I am cast upon a horrible,
desolate island, void of all hope of recovery.
Good: But I am alive; and not
drowned, as all my ship’s company were.
Evil: I am singled out and separated,
as it were, from all the world, to be miserable.
Good: But I am singled out, too,
from all the ship’s crew, to be spared from
death; and He that miraculously saved me from death
can deliver me from this condition.
Evil: I am divided from mankind
— a solitaire; one banished from human society.
Good: But I am not starved, and
perishing on a barren place, affording no sustenance.
Evil: I have no clothes to cover me.
Good: But I am in a hot climate,
where, if I had clothes, I could hardly wear them.
Evil: I am without any defence,
or means to resist any violence of man or beast.
Good: But I am cast on an island
where I see no wild beasts to hurt me, as I saw on
the coast of Africa; and what if I had been shipwrecked
there?
Evil: I have no soul to speak to or relieve me.
Good: But God wonderfully sent
the ship in near enough to the shore, that I have
got out as many necessary things as will either supply
my wants or enable me to supply myself, even as long
as I live.
Upon the whole, here was an undoubted
testimony that there was scarce any condition in
the world so miserable but there was something negative
or something positive to be thankful for in it; and
let this stand as a direction from the experience of
the most miserable of all conditions in this world:
that we may always find in it something to comfort
ourselves from, and to set, in the description of
good and evil, on the credit side of the account.
Having now brought my mind a little
to relish my condition, and given over looking out
to sea, to see if I could spy a ship — I say,
giving over these things, I begun to apply myself to
arrange my way of living, and to make things as easy
to me as I could.
I have already described my habitation,
which was a tent under the side of a rock, surrounded
with a strong pale of posts and cables: but
I might now rather call it a wall, for I raised a kind
of wall up against it of turfs, about two feet thick
on the outside; and after some time (I think it was
a year and a half) I raised rafters from it, leaning
to the rock, and thatched or covered it with boughs
of trees, and such things as I could get, to keep out
the rain; which I found at some times of the year
very violent.
I have already observed how I brought
all my goods into this pale, and into the cave which
I had made behind me. But I must observe, too,
that at first this was a confused heap of goods, which,
as they lay in no order, so they took up all my place;
I had no room to turn myself: so I set myself
to enlarge my cave, and work farther into the earth;
for it was a loose sandy rock, which yielded easily
to the labour I bestowed on it: and so when I
found I was pretty safe as to beasts of prey, I worked
sideways, to the right hand, into the rock; and then,
turning to the right again, worked quite out, and
made me a door to come out on the outside of my pale
or fortification. This gave me not only egress
and regress, as it was a back way to my tent and
to my storehouse, but gave me room to store my goods.
And now I began to apply myself to
make such necessary things as I found I most wanted,
particularly a chair and a table; for without these
I was not able to enjoy the few comforts I had in the
world; I could not write or eat, or do several things,
with so much pleasure without a table: so I
went to work. And here I must needs observe,
that as reason is the substance and origin of the
mathematics, so by stating and squaring everything
by reason, and by making the most rational judgment
of things, every man may be, in time, master of every
mechanic art. I had never handled a tool in
my life; and yet, in time, by labour, application,
and contrivance, I found at last that I wanted nothing
but I could have made it, especially if I had had
tools. However, I made abundance of things,
even without tools; and some with no more tools than
an adze and a hatchet, which perhaps were never made
that way before, and that with infinite labour.
For example, if I wanted a board, I had no other
way but to cut down a tree, set it on an edge before
me, and hew it flat on either side with my axe, till
I brought it to be thin as a plank, and then dub
it smooth with my adze. It is true, by this
method I could make but one board out of a whole
tree; but this I had no remedy for but patience, any
more than I had for the prodigious deal of time and
labour which it took me up to make a plank or board:
but my time or labour was little worth, and so it
was as well employed one way as another.
However, I made me a table and a chair,
as I observed above, in the first place; and this
I did out of the short pieces of boards that I brought
on my raft from the ship. But when I had wrought
out some boards as above, I made large shelves, of
the breadth of a foot and a half, one over another
all along one side of my cave, to lay all my tools,
nails and ironwork on; and, in a word, to separate
everything at large into their places, that I might
come easily at them. I knocked pieces into
the wall of the rock to hang my guns and all things
that would hang up; so that, had my cave been to
be seen, it looked like a general magazine of all necessary
things; and had everything so ready at my hand, that
it was a great pleasure to me to see all my goods
in such order, and especially to find my stock of
all necessaries so great.
And now it was that I began to keep
a journal of every day’s employment; for, indeed,
at first I was in too much hurry, and not only hurry
as to labour, but in too much discomposure of mind;
and my journal would have been full of many dull
things; for example, I must have said thus:
“30TH. — After I had got to shore, and
escaped drowning, instead of being thankful to God
for my deliverance, having first vomited, with the
great quantity of salt water which had got into my
stomach, and recovering myself a little, I ran about
the shore wringing my hands and beating my head and
face, exclaiming at my misery, and crying out, ‘I
was undone, undone!’ till, tired and faint,
I was forced to lie down on the ground to repose,
but durst not sleep for fear of being devoured.”
Some days after this, and after I
had been on board the ship, and got all that I could
out of her, yet I could not forbear getting up to
the top of a little mountain and looking out to sea,
in hopes of seeing a ship; then fancy at a vast distance
I spied a sail, please myself with the hopes of it,
and then after looking steadily, till I was almost
blind, lose it quite, and sit down and weep like a
child, and thus increase my misery by my folly.
But having gotten over these things
in some measure, and having settled my household
staff and habitation, made me a table and a chair,
and all as handsome about me as I could, I began to
keep my journal; of which I shall here give you the
copy (though in it will be told all these particulars
over again) as long as it lasted; for having no more
ink, I was forced to leave it off.