Harry becomes an author.
The closing of the Academy made quite
a difference in the life of Centreville. The
number of boarding scholars was about thirty, and
these, though few in number, were often seen in the
street and at the postoffice, and their withdrawal
left a vacancy. Harry Walton felt quite lonely
at first; but there is no cure for loneliness like
occupation, and he had plenty of that. The greater
part of the day was spent in the printing office,
while his evenings and early mornings were occupied
in study and reading. He had become very much
interested in French, in which he found himself advancing
rapidly. Occasionally he took tea at Mr. Ferguson’s,
and this he always enjoyed; for, as I have already
said, he and Ferguson held very similar views on many
important subjects. One evening, at the house
of the latter, he saw a file of weekly papers, which
proved, on examination, to be back numbers of the
“Weekly Standard,” a literary paper issued
in Boston.
“I take the paper for my family,”
said Ferguson. “It contains quite a variety
of reading matter, stories, sketches and essays.”
“It seems quite interesting,” said Harry.
“Yes, it is. I will lend you some of the
back numbers, if you like.”
“I would like it. My father
never took a literary paper; his means were so limited
that he could not afford it.”
“I think it is a good investment.
There are few papers from which you cannot obtain
in a year more than the worth of the subscription.
Besides, if you are going to be an editor, it will
be useful for you to become familiar with the manner
in which such papers are conducted.”
When Harry went home he took a dozen
copies of the paper, and sat up late reading them.
While thus engaged an idea struck him. It was
this: Could not he write something which would
be accepted for publication in the “Standard”?
It was his great ambition to learn to write for the
press, and he felt that he was old enough to commence.
“If I don’t succeed the
first time, I can try again,” he reflected.
The more he thought of it, the more
he liked the plan. It is very possible that
he was influenced by the example of Franklin, who,
while yet a boy in his teens, contributed articles
to his brother’s paper though at the time the
authorship was not suspected. Finally he decided
to commence writing as soon as he could think of a
suitable subject. This he found was not easy.
He could think of plenty of subjects of which he
was not qualified to write, or in which he felt little
interest; but he rightly decided that he could succeed
better with something that had a bearing upon his own
experience or hopes for the future.
Finally he decided to write on Ambition.
I do not propose to introduce Harry’s
essay in these pages, but will give a general idea
of it, as tending to show his views of life.
He began by defining ambition as a
desire for superiority, by which most men were more
or less affected, though it manifested itself in very
different ways, according to the character of him with
whom it was found. Here I will quote a passage,
as a specimen of Harry’s style and mode of expression.
“There are some who denounce
ambition as wholly bad and to be avoided by all; but
I think we ought to make a distinction between true
and false ambition. The desire of superiority
is an honorable motive, if it leads to honorable exertion.
I will mention Napoleon as an illustration of false
ambition, which is selfish in itself, and has brought
misery and ruin, to prosperous nations. Again,
there are some who are ambitious to dress better than
their neighbors, and their principal thoughts are
centred upon the tie of their cravat, or the cut of
their coat, if young men; or upon the richness and
style of their dresses, if they belong to the other
sex. Beau Brummel is a noted instance of this
kind of ambition. It is said that fully half
of his time was devoted to his toilet, and the other
half to displaying it in the streets, or in society.
Now this is a very low form of ambition, and it is
wrong to indulge it, because it is a waste of time
which could be much better employed.”
Harry now proceeded to describe what
he regarded as a true and praiseworthy ambition.
He defined it as a desire to excel in what would
be of service to the human race, and he instanced his
old Franklin, who, induced by an honorable ambition,
worked his way up to a high civil station, as well
as a commanding position in the scientific world.
He mentioned Columbus as ambitious to extend the
limits of geographical knowledge, and made a brief
reference to the difficulties and discouragements
over which he triumphed on the way to success.
He closed by an appeal to boys and young men to direct
their ambition into worthy channels, so that even if
they could not leave behind a great name, they might
at least lead useful lives, and in dying have the
satisfaction of thinking that they done some service
to the race.
This will give a very fair idea of
Harry’s essay. There was nothing remarkable
about it, and no striking originality in the ideas,
but it was very creditably expressed for a boy of
his years, and did even more credit to his good judgment,
since it was an unfolding of the principles by which
he meant to guide his own life.
It must not be supposed that our hero
was a genius, and that he wrote his essay without
difficulty. It occupied him two evenings to write
it, and he employed the third in revising and copying
it. It covered about five pages of manuscript,
and, according to his estimate, would fill about two-thirds
of a long column in the “Standard.”
After preparing it, the next thing
was to find a nom de plume, for he shrank from
signing his own name. After long consideration,
he at last decided upon Franklin, and this was the
name he signed to his maiden contribution to the press.
He carried it to the post-office one
afternoon, after his work in the printing office was
over, and dropped it unobserved into the letter-box.
He did not want the postmaster to learn his secret,
as he would have done had he received it directly
from him, and noted the address on the envelope.
For the rest of the week, Harry went
about his work weighed down with his important secret—a
secret which he had not even shared with Ferguson.
If the essay was declined, as he thought it might
very possibly be, he did not want any one to know
it. If it were accepted, and printed, it would
be time enough then to make it known. But there
were few minutes in which his mind was not on his literary
venture. His preoccupation was observed by his
fellow-workmen in the office, and he was rallied upon
it, good-naturedly, by Ferguson, but in a different
spirit by Clapp.
“It seems to me you are unusually
silent, Harry,” said Ferguson. “You’re
not in love, are you?”
“Not that I know of,”
said Harry, smiling. “It’s rather
too early yet.”
“I’ve known boys of your
age to fancy themselves in love.”
“He is is more likely thinking
up some great discovery,” said Clapp, sneering.
“You know he’s a second Franklin.”
“Thank you for the compliment,”
said our hero, good-humoredly, “but I don’t
deserve it. I don’t expect to make any
great discovery at present.”
“I suppose you expect to set
the river on fire, some day,” said Clapp, sarcastically.
“I am afraid it wouldn’t
do much good to try,” said Harry, who was too
sensible to take offence. “It isn’t
so easily done.”
“I suppose some day we shall
be proud of having been in the same office with so
great a man,” pursued Clapp.
“Really, Clapp, you’re
rather hard on our young friend,” said Ferguson.
“He doesn’t put on any airs of superiority,
or pretend to anything uncommon.”
“He’s very kind—such
an intellect as he’s got, too!” said Clapp.
“I’m glad you found it
out,” said Harry. “I haven’t
a very high idea of my intellect yet. I wish
I had more reason to do so.”
Finding that he had failed in his
attempt to provoke Harry by his ridicule, Clapp desisted,
but he disliked him none the less.
The fact was, that Clapp was getting
into a bad way. He had no high aim in life,
and cared chiefly for the pleasure of the present
moment. He had found Luke Harrison a congenial
companion, and they had been associated in more than
one excess. The morning previous, Clapp had
entered the printing office so evidently under the
influence of liquor, that he had been sharply reprimanded
by Mr. Anderson.
“I don’t choose to interfere
with your mode of life, unwise and ruinous as I may
consider it,” he said, “as long as it does
not interfere with your discharge of duty. But
to-day you are clearly incapacitated for labor, and
I have a right to complain. If it happens again,
I shall be obliged to look for another journeyman.”
Clapp did not care to leave his place
just at present, for he had no money saved up, and
was even somewhat in debt, and it might be some time
before he got another place. So he rather sullenly
agreed to be more careful in future, and did not go
to work till the afternoon. But though circumstances
compelled him to submit, it put him in bad humor,
and made him more disposed to sneer than ever.
He had an unreasoning prejudice against Harry, which
was stimulated by Luke Harrison, who had this very
sufficient reason for hating our hero, that he had
succeeded in injuring him. As an old proverb
has it “We are slow to forgive those whom we
have injured.”