In the summer of 1896 Mr. William
Holt, a wealthy manufacturer of Chicago, was living
temporarily in a little town of central New York,
the name of which the writer’s memory has not
retained. Mr. Holt had had “trouble with
his wife,” from whom he had parted a year before.
Whether the trouble was anything more serious than
“incompatibility of temper,” he is probably
the only living person that knows: he is not
addicted to the vice of confidences. Yet he
has related the incident herein set down to at least
one person without exacting a pledge of secrecy.
He is now living in Europe.
One evening he had left the house
of a brother whom he was visiting, for a stroll in
the country. It may be assumed—whatever
the value of the assumption in connection with what
is said to have occurred— that his mind
was occupied with reflections on his domestic infelicities
and the distressing changes that they had wrought in
his life.
Whatever may have been his thoughts,
they so possessed him that he observed neither the
lapse of time nor whither his feet were carrying him;
he knew only that he had passed far beyond the town
limits and was traversing a lonely region by a road
that bore no resemblance to the one by which he had
left the village. In brief, he was “lost.”
Realizing his mischance, he smiled;
central New York is not a region of perils, nor does
one long remain lost in it. He turned about and
went back the way that he had come. Before he
had gone far he observed that the landscape was growing
more distinct—was brightening. Everything
was suffused with a soft, red glow in which he saw
his shadow projected in the road before him.
“The moon is rising,” he said to himself.
Then he remembered that it was about the time of
the new moon, and if that tricksy orb was in one of
its stages of visibility it had set long before.
He stopped and faced about, seeking the source of
the rapidly broadening light. As he did so,
his shadow turned and lay along the road in front of
him as before. The light still came from behind
him. That was surprising; he could not understand.
Again he turned, and again, facing successively to
every point of the horizon. Always the shadow
was before—always the light behind, “a
still and awful red.”
Holt was astonished—“dumfounded”
is the word that he used in telling it—yet
seems to have retained a certain intelligent curiosity.
To test the intensity of the light whose nature and
cause he could not determine, he took out his watch
to see if he could make out the figures on the dial.
They were plainly visible, and the hands indicated
the hour of eleven o’clock and twenty-five minutes.
At that moment the mysterious illumination suddenly
flared to an intense, an almost blinding splendor,
flushing the entire sky, extinguishing the stars and
throwing the monstrous shadow of himself athwart the
landscape. In that unearthly illumination he
saw near him, but apparently in the air at a considerable
elevation, the figure of his wife, clad in her night-clothing
and holding to her breast the figure of his child.
Her eyes were fixed upon his with an expression which
he afterward professed himself unable to name or describe,
further than that it was “not of this life.”
The flare was momentary, followed
by black darkness, in which, however, the apparition
still showed white and motionless; then by insensible
degrees it faded and vanished, like a bright image
on the retina after the closing of the eyes.
A peculiarity of the apparition, hardly noted at
the time, but afterward recalled, was that it showed
only the upper half of the woman’s figure:
nothing was seen below the waist.
The sudden darkness was comparative,
not absolute, for gradually all objects of his environment
became again visible.
In the dawn of the morning Holt found
himself entering the village at a point opposite to
that at which he had left it. He soon arrived
at the house of his brother, who hardly knew him.
He was wild-eyed, haggard, and gray as a rat.
Almost incoherently, he related his night’s
experience.
“Go to bed, my poor fellow,”
said his brother, “and—wait.
We shall hear more of this.”
An hour later came the predestined
telegram. Holt’s dwelling in one of the
suburbs of Chicago had been destroyed by fire.
Her escape cut off by the flames, his wife had appeared
at an upper window, her child in her arms. There
she had stood, motionless, apparently dazed.
Just as the firemen had arrived with a ladder, the
floor had given way, and she was seen no more.
The moment of this culminating horror
was eleven o’clock and twenty-five minutes,
standard time.