Ronald comes of age.
‘Strange,’ Ronald Le Breton
thought to himself, as he walked along the Embankment
between Westminster and Waterloo, some weeks later—the
day of Herr Max’s trial,—’I
had a sort of impulse to come down here alone this
afternoon: I felt as if there was an unseen Hand
somehow impelling me. Depend upon it, one doesn’t
have instincts of that sort utterly for nothing.
The Finger that guides us guides us always aright
for its own wise and unfathomable purposes. What
a blessing and a comfort it is to feel that one’s
steps are continually directed from above, and that
even an afternoon stroll through the great dreary
town is appointed to us for some fit and sufficient
reason! Look at that poor girl over there now,
at the edge of the Embankment! I wonder what on
earth she can have come here for. Why…how pale
and excited she looks. What’s she going
so near the edge for? Gracious heavens! it can’t
be…yes…it is… no, no, but still it must be…that’s
what the Finger was guiding me here for this afternoon.
There’s no denying it. The poor creature’s
tempted to destroy herself. My instinct tells
me so at once, and it never tells me wrong. Oh,
Inscrutable Wisdom, help me, help me: give me
light to act rightly! I must go up this very
moment and speak to her!’
The girl was walking moodily along
the edge of the bank, and looking in a dreamy fashion
over the parapet into the sullen fast-flowing brown
water below. An eye less keen than Ronald’s
might have seen in a moment, from her harassed weary
face and her quick glance to right and left after
the disappearing policeman, that she was turning over
in her own mind something more desperate than any
common everyday venture. Ronald stepped up to
her hastily, and, firm in his conviction that the
Finger was guiding him aright, spoke out at once with
boldness on the mere strength of his rapid instinctive
conjecture.
‘Stop, stop,’ he said,
laying his hand gently on her shoulder: ’not
for a moment, I beg of you, not for a moment.
Not till you’ve at least told me what is your
trouble.’
Selah turned round sharply and looked
up in his face with a vague feeling of indefinable
wonder. ‘What do you mean?’ she asked,
in a husky voice. ’Don’t do what?
How do you know I was going to do anything?’
’You were going to throw yourself
into the river,’Ronald answered confidently;
’or at least you were debating about it in your
own soul. I know you were, because a sure Guide
tells me so.’
Selah’s lip curled a little
at the sound of that familiar language. ‘And
suppose I was,’ she replied, defiantly, in her
reckless fashion; ’suppose I was: what’s
that to you or anybody, I should like to know?
Are you your brother’s keeper, as your own Bible
puts it? Well, yes, then, perhaps I was
going to drown myself: and if I choose, as soon
as your back’s turned, I shall go and do it still;
so there; and that’s all I have to say about
it.’
Ronald turned his face towards her
with an expression of the intensest interest, but
before he could put in a single word, Selah interrupted
him.
‘I know what you’re going
to say,’ she went on, looking up at him rebelliously.
’I know what you’re going to say every
bit as well as if you’d said it. You’re
one of these city missionary sort of people, you are;
and you’re going to tell me it’s awfully
wicked of me to try and destroy myself, and ain’t
I afraid of a terrible hereafter! Ugh! I
hate and detest all that mummery.’
Ronald looked down upon her in return
with a sort of silent wondering pity. ‘Awfully
wicked,’ he said slowly, ’awfully wicked!
How meaningless! How incomprehensible! Awfully
wicked to be friendless, or poor, or wretched, or
unhappy! Awfully wicked to be driven by despair,
or by heartlessness, to such a pitch of misery or
frenzy that you want to fling yourself wildly into
the river, only to be out of it all, anywhere, in
a minute! Why you poor, unhappy girl, how on
earth can you possibly help it?’
There was something in the tone of
his earnest voice that melted for a moment even Selah
Briggs’s pride and vehemence. It was very
impertinent of him to try and interfere with her purely
personal business, no doubt, but he seemed to do so
in a genuinely kindly rather than in a fussy interfering
spirit. At any rate he didn’t begin by
talking to her that horrid cant about the attempt
to commit suicide being so extremely wicked! If
he had done that, Selah would have felt it was not
only an unwarrantable intrusion upon her liberty of
action, but a grotesque insult to her natural intelligence
as well.
‘I’ve a right to drown
myself if I choose,’ she faltered out, leaning
faintly as she spoke against the parapet, ’and
nobody else has any possible right to hinder or prevent
me. If you people make laws against my rights
in that matter, I shall set your laws aside whenever
and wherever it happens to suit my personal convenience.’
‘Exactly so,’ Ronald answered,
in the same tone of gentle and acquiescent persuasion.
’I quite agree with you. It’s as clear
as daylight that every individual human being has a
perfect right to put an end to his own life whenever
it becomes irksome or unpleasant to him; and nobody
else has any right whatever to interfere with him.
The prohibitions that law puts upon our freedom in
that respect are only of a piece with the other absurd
restrictions of our existing unchristian legislation—as
opposed to the spirit of the Word as the old rule
that made us bury a suicide at four cross roads with
a hideously barbarous and brutal ceremonial. They’re
all mere temporary survivals from a primitive paganism:
the truth shall make us free. But though we mayn’t
rightly interfere, we may surely inquire in a brotherly
spirit of interest, whether it isn’t possible
for us to make life less irksome for those who, unhappily,
want to get rid of it. After all, the causes of
our discontent are often quite removable. Tell
me, at least, what yours are, and let me see whether
I’m able to do anything towards removing them.’
Selah hung back a little sullenly.
This was a wonderful mixture of tongues that the strange
young man was talking in! When he spoke about
the right and wrong of suicide, ethically considered,
it might have been Herbert Walters himself who was
addressing her: when he glided off sideways
to the truth and the Word, it might have been her
Primitive Methodist friends at Hastings, in full meeting
assembled. And, by the way, he reminded her strangely,
somehow, of Herbert Walters! What manner of man
could he be, she wondered, and what strange sort of
new Gospel was this that he was preaching to her?
‘How do I know who you are?’
she asked him, carelessly. ’How do I know
what you want to know my story for? Perhaps you’re
only trying to get something out of me.’
‘Trust me,’ Ronald said
simply. ’By faith we live, you know.
Only trust me.’
Selah answered nothing.
‘Come over here to the bench
by the garden,’ Ronald went on earnestly.
’We can talk there more at our leisure.
I don’t like to see you leaning so close to
the parapet. It’s a temptation; I know it’s
a temptation.’
Seiah looked at him again inquiringly.
She had never before met anybody so curious, she fancied.
’Aren’t you afraid of being seen sitting
with me like this,’ she said, ’on the Embankment
benches? Some of your fine friends might come
by and wonder who on earth you had got here with you.’
And, indeed, Selah’s dress had grown vory shabby
and poor-looking during a long and often fruitless
search for casual work or employment in London.
But Ronald only surveyed her gently
from head to foot with a quiet smile, and answered
softly, ’Oh, no; there’s no reason on earth
why we shouldn’t sit down and talk together;
and even if there were, my friends all know me far
too well by this time to be surprised at anything
I may do, when the Hand guides me. If you will
only sit down and tell me your story, I should like
to see whether I could possibly do anything to help
you.’
Selah let him lead her in his gentle
half-womanly fashion to the bench, and sat down beside
him mechanically. Still, she made no attempt
to begin her pitiful story. Ronald suspected for
a second some special cause for her embarrassment,
and ventured to suggest a possible way out of it.
‘Perhaps,’ he said timidly, ’you
would rather speak to some older and more fatherly
man about it, or to some kind lady. If so, I
have many good friends in London who would listen
to you with as much interest and attention as I should.’
The old spirit flared up in Selah
for a second, as she answered quickly, ’No,
no, sir, it’s nothing of that sort. I can
tell you as well as I can tell anybody.
If I’ve been unfortunate, it’s been through
no fault of my own, thank goodness, but only through
the hard-heartedness and unkindness of other people.
I’d rather speak to you than to anyone else,
because I feel somehow—why, I don’t
know—as if you had something or other really
good in you.’
‘I beg your pardon,’ Ronald
said hastily, ’for even suggesting it but you
see, I often have to meet a great many people who’ve
been unhappy through a great many different causes,
and that leads one occasionally for a time into mistaken
inferences. Let me hear all your history, please,
and I firmly believe, through the aid that never forsakes
us, I shall be able to do something or other to help
you in your difficulties.’
Thus adjured, Selah began and told
her whole unhappy history through, without pause or
break, into Ronald’s quietly sympathetic ear.
She told him quite frankly and fully how she had picked
up the acquaintance of a young Mr. Walters from Oxford
at Hastings: how this Mr. Walters had led her
to believe he would marry her: how she had left
her home hurriedly, under the belief that he would
be induced to keep his promise: how he had thrown
her over to her own devices: and how she had
ever since been trying to pick up a precarious livelihood
for herself in stray ways as a sempstress, work for
which she wag naturally very ill-fitted, and for which
she had no introductions. She slurred over nothing
on either side of the story; and especially she did
not forget to describe the full measure of her troubles
and trials from her Methodist friends at Hastings.
Ronald shook his head sympathetically at this stage
of the story. ‘Ah, I know, I know,’
he muttered, half under his breath; ’nasty pious
people! Very well meaning, very devout, very
earnest, one may be sure of it—but oh! what
terrible soul-killing people to live among! I
can understand all about it, for I’ve met them
often—Sabbath-keeping folks; preaching and
praying folks; worrying, bothering, fussy-religious
folks: formalists, Pharisees, mint-anise and-cummin
Christians: awfully anxious about your soul,
and so forth, and doing their very best to make you
as miserable all the time as a slave at the torture!
I don’t wonder you ran away from them.’
’And I wasn’t really going
to drown myself, you know, when you spoke to me.’
Selah said, quite apologetically. ’I was
only just looking over into the beautiful brown water,
and thinking how delicious it would be to fling oneself
in there, and be carried off down to the sea, and
rolled about for ever into pebbles on the shingle,
and there would be an end of one altogether—oh,
how lovely!’
‘Very natural,’ Ronald
answered calmly. ’Very natural. Of
course it would. I’ve often thought the
same thing myself. Still, one oughtn’t,
if possible, to give way to these impulses: one
ought to do all that’s in one’s power
to prevent such a miserable termination to one’s
divinely allotted existence. After all, it is
His will, you see, that we should be happy.’
When Selah had quite finished all
her story, Ronald began drawing circles in the road
with the end of his stick, and perpending within himself
what had better be done about it, now that all was
told him. ‘No work,’ he said, half
to himself; ’no money; no food. Why, why,
I suppose you must be hungry.’
Selah nodded assent.
‘Will you allow me to offer
you a little lunch?’ he asked, hesitatingly,
with something of Herbert’s stately politeness.
Even in this last extremity, Ronald felt instinctively
what was due to Selah Briggs’s natural sentiments
of pride and delicacy. He must speak to her deferentially
as if she were a lady, not give her alms as if she
were a beggar.
Then for the first time that day Selah
burst suddenly into tears. ‘Oh, sir,’
she said, sobbing, ‘you are very kind to me.’
Ronald waited a moment or two till
her eyes were dry, and then took her across the gardens
and into Gatti’s. Any other man might have
chosen some other place of entertainment under the
circumstances, but Ronald, in his perfect simplicity
of heart, looked only for the first shop where he
could get Selah the food she needed. He ordered
something hot hastily, and, when it came, though he
had had his own lunch already, he played a little
with a knife and fork himself for show’s sake,
in order not to seem as if he were merely looking
on while Selah was eating. These little touches
of feeling were not lost upon Selah: she noticed
them at once, and recognised in what Ernest would
have called her aboriginal unregenerate vocabulary
that she was dealing with a true gentleman.
‘Walters,’ Ronald said,
pausing a second with a bit of chop poised lightly
on the end of his fork; ’let me see—Walters.
I don’t know any man of that name, myself, but
I’ve had two brothers at Oxford, and perhaps
one of them could tell me who he is. Walters—Walters.
You said your own name was Miss Briggs, I think, didn’t
you? My name’s Ronald Le Breton.’
‘How curious,’ Selah said,
colouring up. ’I’m sure I remember
Mr. Walters talking more than once to me about his
brother Ronald.’
‘Indeed,’ Ronald answered,
without even a passing tinge of suspicion. That
any man should give a false name to other people with
intent to deceive was a thing that would never have
entered into his simple head—far less that
his own brother Herbert should be guilty of such a
piece of disgraceful meanness.
‘I think,’ Ronald went
on, as soon as Selah had finished her lunch, ’you’d
better come with me back to my mother’s house
for the present. I suppose, now you’ve
talked it over a little, you won’t think of
throwing yourself into the river any more for to-day.
You’ll postpone your intention for the present,
won’t you? Adjourn it sine die till we
can see what can be done for you.’
Selah smiled faintly. Even with
the slight fresh spring of hope that this chance rencontre
had roused anew within her, it seemed rather absurd
and childish of her to have meditated suicide only
an hour ago. Besides, she had eaten and drunk
since then, and the profoundest philosophers have
always frankly admitted that the pessimistic side
of human nature is greatly mitigated after a good
dinner.
Ronald called a hansom, and drove
up rapidly to Epsilon Terrace. When he got there,
he took Selah into the little back breakfast room,
regardless of the proprieties, and began once more
to consider the prospects of the future.
‘Is Lady Le Breton in?’
he asked the servant: and Selah noticed with
surprise and wonder that this strange young man’s
mother was actually ‘a lady of title,’
as she called it to herself in her curious ordinary
language.
‘No, sir,’ the girl answered;
’she have been gone out about an hour.’
’Then I must leave you here
while I go out and get you lodgings for the present,’
Ronald said, quietly; ’you won’t object
to my doing that, of course: you can easily pay
me back from your salary as soon as we succeed in
finding you some suitable occupation. Let me
see, where can I put you for the next fortnight?
Naturally you wouldn’t like to live with religious
people, would you?’
‘I hate them,’ Selah answered vigorously.
‘Of course, of course,’
Ronald went on, as if to himself. ’Perfectly
natural. She hates them! So should I if I’d
been bothered and worried out of my life by them in
the way she has. I hate them myself—that
kind: or, rather, it’s wrong to say that
of them, poor creatures, for they mean well, they
really mean well at bottom, in their blundering, formal,
pettifogging way. They think they can take the
kingdom of Heaven, not by storm, but by petty compliances,
like servile servants who have to deal with a capricious,
exacting master. Poor souls, they know no better.
They measure the universe by the reflection in their
muddy mill-pond. Nasty pious people is what I
always call them; nasty pious people: little narrow
souls, trying hard to be Christians after their lights,
and only attaining, after all, to a sort of second-hand
diluted Judaism, a religion of cup-washing, and phylacteries,
and new moons, and sabbaths, and daily sacrifices.
However, that’s neither here nor there.
I won’t hand you over, Miss Briggs, to any of
those poor benighted people. No, nor to any
religious people at all. It wouldn’t suit
you: you want to be well out of it. I know
the very place for you. There are the Baumanns:
they’d be glad to let a room: Baumann’s
a German refugee, and a friend of Ernest’s:
a good man, but a secularist. They wouldn’t
bother you with any religion: poor things, they
haven’t got any. Mrs. Baumann’s an
excellent woman—educated, too; no objection
at all in any way to the Baumanns. They’re
people I like and respect immensely—every
good quality they have; and I’m often grieved
to think such excellent people should be deprived of
the comfort and pleasure of believing. But, then,
so’s my dear brother Ernest; and you know, they’re
none the worse for it, apparently, any of them:
indeed, I don’t know that there’s anybody
with whom I can talk more sympathetically on spiritual
matters than dear Ernest. Depend upon it, most
of the most spiritually-minded people nowadays are
outside all the churches altogether.’
Selah listened in blank amazement
to this singular avowal of heterodox opinion from
an obviously religious person. What Ronald Le
Breton could be she couldn’t imagine; and she
thought with an inward smile of the very different
way in which her friends at Hastings would have discussed
the spiritual character of a wicked secularist.
Just at that moment a latch-key turned
lightly in the street door, and two sets of footsteps
came down the passage to Lady Le Breton’s little
back breakfast-room. One set turned up the staircase,
the other halted for a second at the breakfast-room
doorway. Then the door opened gently, and Herbert
Le Breton and Selah Briggs stood face to face again
in blank astonishment.
There was a moment’s pause,
as Selah rose with burning cheeks from the chair where
she was sitting; and neither spoke a word as they
looked with eyes of mutual suspicion and dislike into
each other’s faces. At last Herbert Le
Breton turned with some acerbity to his brother Ronald,
and asked in a voice of affected contempt, ’Who
is this woman?’
‘This lady’s name
is Miss Briggs,’ Ronald answered, pointedly,
but, of course, quite innocently.
‘I needn’t ask you who
this man is,’ Selah said, with bitter emphasis.
‘It’s Herbert Walters.’
A horrible light burst in upon Ronald
instantaneously as she uttered the name; but he could
not believe it; he would not believe it: it was
too terrible, too incredible. ‘No, no,’
he said falteringly, turning to Selah; ’you
must be mistaken. This is not Mr. Walters.
This is my brother, Herbert Le Breton.’
Selah gazed into Herbert’s slinking
eyes with a concentrated expression of scorn and disgust.
‘Then he gave me a false name,’ she said,
slowly, fronting him like a tigress. ’He
gave me a false name, it seems, from the very beginning.
All through, the false wretch, all through, he actually
meant to deceive me. He laid his vile scheme
for it beforehand. I never wish to see you again,
you miserable cur, Herbert Le Breton, if that’s
your real name at last. I never wish to see you
again: but I’m glad I’ve done it now
by accident, if it were only to inflict upon you the
humiliation of knowing that I have measured the utmost
depth of your infamy! You mean, common, false
scoundrel, I have measured to the bottom the depth
of your infamy!’
‘Oh, don’t,’ Ronald
said imploringly, laying his hand upon her arm.
‘He deserves it, no doubt; but don’t glory
over his humiliation.’ He had no need to
ask whether she spoke the truth; his brother’s
livid and scarlet face was evidence enough against
him.
Herbert, however, answered nothing.
He merely turned angrily to Ronald. ‘I
won’t bandy words,’ he said constrainedly
in his coldest tone, ’with this infamous woman
whom you have brought here on purpose to insult me;
but I must request you to ask her to leave the house
immediately. Your mother’s home is no place
to which to bring people of such a character.’
As he spoke, the door opened again,
and Lady Le Breton, attracted by the sound of angry
voices, entered unexpectedly. ’What does
all this riot mean, Herbert?’ she asked, imperiously.
’Who on earth is this young woman that Ronald
has brought into my own house, actually without my
permission?’
Herbert whispered a few words quietly
into her ear, and then left the room hurriedly with
a stiff and formal bow to his brother Ronald.
Lady Le Breton turned round to the culprit severely.
‘Disgraceful, Ronald!’
she cried in her sternest and most angry voice; ’perfectly
disgraceful! You aid and abet this wretched creature—whose
object is only to extort money by false pretences
out of your brother Herbert—you aid and
abet her in her abominable stratagems, and you even
venture to introduce her clandestinely into my own
breakfast-room. I wonder you’re not ashamed
of yourself. What on earth can you mean by such
extraordinary, such unChristian conduct? Go
to your own room this moment, sir, and ask this young
woman to leave the house immediately.’
‘I shall go without being asked,’
Selah said, proudly, her big eyes flashing defiance
haughtily into Lady Le Breton’s. ’I
don’t know who you all may be, or what this
gentleman who brought me here may have to do with
you: but if you are in any way connected with
that wretch Herbert Le Breton, who called himself
Herbert Walters for the sake of deceiving me, I don’t
want to have anything further to say to any of the
whole pack of you. Please stand out of my way,’
she went on to Ronald, ’and I shall have done
with you all together this very instant. I wish
to God I had never seen a single one of you.’
‘No, no, not just yet, please,’
Ronald put in hastily. ’You mustn’t
go just yet, I implore you, I beg of you, till I have
explained to my mother, before you, how this all
happened; and then, when you go, I shall go with you.
Though I have the misfortune to be the brother of
the man who gave you a false name in order to deceive
you, I trust you will still allow me to help you as
far as I am able, and to take you to my German friends
of whom I spoke to you.’
‘Ronald,’ Lady Le Breton
cried, in her most commanding tone, ’you must
have taken leave of your senses. How dare you
keep this person a moment longer in my house against
my wish, when even she herself is anxious to quit
it? Let her go at once, let her go at once,
sir.’
‘No, mother,’ Ronald answered
firmly. ’We are commanded in the Word
to obey our parents in all things, “in the Lord.”
I think you’ve forgotten that proviso, mother,
“in the Lord.” Now, mother, I will
tell you all about it.’ And then, in a rapid
sketch, Ronald, with his back planted solidly against
the door, told his mother briefly all he knew about
Selah Briggs, how he had found her, how he had brought
her home not knowing who she was, and how she had recognised
Herbert as her unfaithful lover. Lady Le Breton,
when she saw that escape was practically impossible,
flung herself back in an easy-chair, where she swayed
herself backward and forward gently all the while,
without once lifting her eyes towards Ronald, and
sighed impatiently from time to time audibly, as if
the story merely bored her. As for poor Selah,
she stood upright in front of Ronald without a word,
looking neither to the right nor to the left, and
waiting eagerly for the story to be finished.
When Ronald had said his say, Lady
Le Breton looked up at last and said simply, with
a pretended yawn, ’Now, Ronald, will you go to
your own room?’
‘I will not,’ Ronald answered,
in a soft whisper. ’I will go with this
lady to the rooms of which I have spoken to her.’
‘Then,’ Lady Le Breton
said coldly, ’you shall not return here.
It seems I’m to lose all my children, one after
another, by their extraordinary rebelliousness!’
‘By your own act—yes,’
Ronald answered, very calmly. ’You forgot
that last Thursday was my birthday, I daresay, mother;
but I didn’t forget it; it was; and I came of
age then. I’m my own master now. I’ve
stopped here as long as I could, mother, because of
the commandment: but I can’t stop here any
longer. I shall go to Ernest’s for to-night
as soon as I’ve got rooms for this lady.’
‘Good evening,’ Lady Le
Breton said, bowing frigidly, without another word.
‘Good evening, mother,’
Ronald replied, in his natural voice. ’Miss
Briggs, will you come with me? I’m very
sorry that this unhappy scene should have been inflicted
upon you against my will; but I hope and pray that
you won’t have lost all confidence in my wish
to help you, in spite of these unfortunate accidents.’
Selah followed him blindly, in a dazzled
fashion, out on to the flagstones of Epsilon Terrace.
‘Dear me, dear me,’ moaned
Lady Le Breton, sinking back vacantly once more, with
an air of resignation after her efforts, into the
easy-chair: ’was there ever a mother so
plagued and burdened with unnatural and undutiful
sons as I am? If it weren’t for dear Herbert,
I’m sure I don’t know what I should ever
do between them. Ronald, too, who always pretended
to be so very, very religious! To think that
he should go and uphold the word of a miserable, abandoned,
improper adventuress against his own brother Herbert!
Atrocious, perfectly atrocious! Where on earth
he can have picked up such a woman I’m positively
at a loss to imagine. But it’s exactly like
his poor dear father: I remember once when we
were stationed at Moozuffernugger, in the North-West
Provinces, with the 14th Bengal, poor Owen absolutely
insisted on taking up the case of some Eurasian waman,
who pretended she’d been badly treated by young
Walker of our regiment! I call it quite improper—almost
unseemly—to meddle in the affairs of such
people. I daresay Herbert has had something or
other to say to this horrid girl; young men will be
young men, and in the army we know how to make allowances
for that sort of thing: but that Ronald should
positively think of bringing such a person into my
breakfast-room is not to be heard of. Ronald’s
a pure Le Breton—that’s undeniable,
thank goodness; not a single one of the good Whitaker
points to be found in all his nature. However,
poor dear Sir Owen, in spite of all his nonsense, was
at least an officer and a gentleman; whereas the nonsense
these boys have picked up at Oxford and among their
German refugee people is both irreligious, and, I
may even say, indecent, or, to put it in the mildest
way, indecorous. I wish with all my heart I’d
never sent them to Oxford. I’ve always
thought that if only Ernest had gone in for a direct
commission, he’d soon have got all that absurd
revolutionary rubbish knocked out of him in a mess-room!
But it’s a great comfort to me to think I have
one real blessing in dear Herbert, who’s just
such a son as any mother might well be thoroughly
proud of in every way!’
While Lady Le Breton was thus communing
with herself in the breakfast-room, and while Herbert
was trying to patch up a hollow truce with his own
much-bruised self-respect in his own bedroom, Ronald
was taking poor dazed and wearied Selah round to the
refuge of the Baumanns’ hospitable roof.
As soon as that matter was temporarily arranged to
the mutual satisfaction of all the parties concerned,
Ronald walked over alone to Ernest’s little lodgings
at Holloway. He would sleep there that night,
and send round a letter to Amelia, the housemaid,
in the morning, asking her to pack up his things and
forward them at once to Mrs. Halliss’s.
For himself, he did not propose, unless circumstances
compelled it, again to enter his mother’s rooms,
except by her own express invitation. After all,
he thought, even his little income, if clubbed with
Edie and Ernest’s, would probably help them
all to live now in tolerable comfort.
So he told Edie all his story, and
Edie listened to it with an approving smile.
‘I think, dear Ronald,’ she said, taking
his hand in hers, ’you did quite right—quite
as Ernest himself would have done under the circumstances.’
‘Where’s Ernest?’
asked Ronald, half smiling at that naive wifely standard
of right conduct.
‘Gone with Mr. Berkeley to the trial,’
Edie answered.
‘The trial! What trial?’
’Oh, don’t you know?
Herr Max’s. They’re trying him to-day
for littering a seditious libel and inciting to murder
the chief of the Third Section at St. Petersburg.’
‘But he said nothing at all,’
Ronald cried in astonishment. ’I read
the article myself. He said nothing that any Englishman
mightn’t have said under the same circumstances.
Why, I could have written the libel, as they call
it, myself, even, and I’m not much of a politician
either! They can’t ever be trying him in
a country like England for anything so ridiculously
little as that!’
‘But they are,’ Edie answered
quietly; ’and dear Ernest’s dreadfully
afraid the verdict will go against him.’
‘Nonsense,’ Ronald answered
with natural confidence. ’No English jury
would ever convict a man for speaking up like that
against an odious and abominable tyranny.’
Very late in the afternoon, Ernest
and Berkeley returned to the lodgings. Ernest’s
face was white with excitement, and his lips were
trembling violently with suppressed emotion. His
eyes were red and swollen. Edie hardly needed
to ask in a breathless whisper of Arthur Berkeley,
‘What verdict?’
‘Guilty,’ Arthur Berkeley
answered with a look of unfeigned horror and indignation.
He had learnt by this time quite to take the communistic
view of such questions.
‘Guilty,’ Ronald cried,
jumping up from his chair in astonishment. ‘Impossible!
And what sentence?’
‘Twelve months’ hard labour,’
Berkeley answered, slowly and remorsefully.
‘An atrocious sentence!’
Ronald exclaimed, turning red with excitement.
’An abominable sentence! A most malignant
and vindictive sentence! Who was the judge, Arthur?’
‘Bassenthwaite,’ Berkeley
replied half under his breath.
‘And may the Lord have mercy
upon his soul!’ said Ronald solemnly,
But Ernest never said a single word.
He only sat down and ate his supper in silence, like
one stunned and dazzled. He didn’t even
notice Ronald’s coming. And Edie knew by
his quick breath and his face alternately flushed
and pallid that there would be another crisis in his
gathering complaint before the next morning.