No-one dared to remove the apple lodged
in Gregor’s flesh, so it remained there as a
visible reminder of his injury. He had suffered
it there for more than a month, and his condition seemed
serious enough to remind even his father that Gregor,
despite his current sad and revolting form, was a
family member who could not be treated as an enemy.
On the contrary, as a family there was a duty to
swallow any revulsion for him and to be patient, just
to be patient.
Because of his injuries, Gregor had
lost much of his mobility — probably permanently.
He had been reduced to the condition of an ancient
invalid and it took him long, long minutes to crawl
across his room — crawling over the ceiling
was out of the question — but this deterioration
in his condition was fully (in his opinion) made up
for by the door to the living room being left open
every evening. He got into the habit of closely
watching it for one or two hours before it was opened
and then, lying in the darkness of his room where
he could not be seen from the living room, he could
watch the family in the light of the dinner table
and listen to their conversation — with everyone’s
permission, in a way, and thus quite differently from
before.
They no longer held the lively conversations
of earlier times, of course, the ones that Gregor
always thought about with longing when he was tired
and getting into the damp bed in some small hotel room.
All of them were usually very quiet nowadays.
Soon after dinner, his father would go to sleep in
his chair; his mother and sister would urge each other
to be quiet; his mother, bent deeply under the lamp,
would sew fancy underwear for a fashion shop; his sister,
who had taken a sales job, learned shorthand and French
in the evenings so that she might be able to get a
better position later on. Sometimes his father
would wake up and say to Gregor’s mother “you’re
doing so much sewing again today!”, as if he
did not know that he had been dozing — and then
he would go back to sleep again while mother and sister
would exchange a tired grin.
With a kind of stubbornness, Gregor’s
father refused to take his uniform off even at home;
while his nightgown hung unused on its peg Gregor’s
father would slumber where he was, fully dressed, as
if always ready to serve and expecting to hear the
voice of his superior even here. The uniform
had not been new to start with, but as a result of
this it slowly became even shabbier despite the efforts
of Gregor’s mother and sister to look after it.
Gregor would often spend the whole evening looking
at all the stains on this coat, with its gold buttons
always kept polished and shiny, while the old man
in it would sleep, highly uncomfortable but peaceful.
As soon as it struck ten, Gregor’s
mother would speak gently to his father to wake him
and try to persuade him to go to bed, as he couldn’t
sleep properly where he was and he really had to get
his sleep if he was to be up at six to get to work.
But since he had been in work he had become more
obstinate and would always insist on staying longer
at the table, even though he regularly fell asleep
and it was then harder than ever to persuade him to
exchange the chair for his bed. Then, however
much mother and sister would importune him with little
reproaches and warnings he would keep slowly shaking
his head for a quarter of an hour with his eyes closed
and refusing to get up. Gregor’s mother
would tug at his sleeve, whisper endearments into
his ear, Gregor’s sister would leave her work
to help her mother, but nothing would have any effect
on him. He would just sink deeper into his chair.
Only when the two women took him under the arms he
would abruptly open his eyes, look at them one after
the other and say: “What a life! This
is what peace I get in my old age!” And supported
by the two women he would lift himself up carefully
as if he were carrying the greatest load himself,
let the women take him to the door, send them off and
carry on by himself while Gregor’s mother would
throw down her needle and his sister her pen so that
they could run after his father and continue being
of help to him.
Who, in this tired and overworked
family, would have had time to give more attention
to Gregor than was absolutely necessary? The
household budget became even smaller; so now the maid
was dismissed; an enormous, thick-boned charwoman
with white hair that flapped around her head came
every morning and evening to do the heaviest work;
everything else was looked after by Gregor’s
mother on top of the large amount of sewing work she
did. Gregor even learned, listening to the evening
conversation about what price they had hoped for,
that several items of jewellery belonging to the family
had been sold, even though both mother and sister had
been very fond of wearing them at functions and celebrations.
But the loudest complaint was that although the flat
was much too big for their present circumstances,
they could not move out of it, there was no imaginable
way of transferring Gregor to the new address.
He could see quite well, though, that there were
more reasons than consideration for him that made
it difficult for them to move, it would have been
quite easy to transport him in any suitable crate
with a few air holes in it; the main thing holding
the family back from their decision to move was much
more to do with their total despair, and the thought
that they had been struck with a misfortune unlike
anything experienced by anyone else they knew or were
related to. They carried out absolutely everything
that the world expects from poor people, Gregor’s
father brought bank employees their breakfast, his
mother sacrificed herself by washing clothes for strangers,
his sister ran back and forth behind her desk at the
behest of the customers, but they just did not have
the strength to do any more. And the injury
in Gregor’s back began to hurt as much as when
it was new. After they had come back from taking
his father to bed Gregor’s mother and sister
would now leave their work where it was and sit close
together, cheek to cheek; his mother would point to
Gregor’s room and say “Close that door,
Grete”, and then, when he was in the dark again,
they would sit in the next room and their tears would
mingle, or they would simply sit there staring dry-eyed
at the table.
Gregor hardly slept at all, either
night or day. Sometimes he would think of taking
over the family’s affairs, just like before,
the next time the door was opened; he had long forgotten
about his boss and the chief clerk, but they would
appear again in his thoughts, the salesmen and the
apprentices, that stupid teaboy, two or three friends
from other businesses, one of the chambermaids from
a provincial hotel, a tender memory that appeared
and disappeared again, a cashier from a hat shop for
whom his attention had been serious but too slow,
— all of them appeared to him, mixed together
with strangers and others he had forgotten, but instead
of helping him and his family they were all of them
inaccessible, and he was glad when they disappeared.
Other times he was not at all in the mood to look
after his family, he was filled with simple rage about
the lack of attention he was shown, and although he
could think of nothing he would have wanted, he made
plans of how he could get into the pantry where he
could take all the things he was entitled to, even
if he was not hungry. Gregor’s sister no
longer thought about how she could please him but
would hurriedly push some food or other into his room
with her foot before she rushed out to work in the
morning and at midday, and in the evening she would
sweep it away again with the broom, indifferent as
to whether it had been eaten or – more often than
not — had been left totally untouched.
She still cleared up the room in the evening, but
now she could not have been any quicker about it.
Smears of dirt were left on the walls, here and there
were little balls of dust and filth. At first,
Gregor went into one of the worst of these places
when his sister arrived as a reproach to her, but
he could have stayed there for weeks without his sister
doing anything about it; she could see the dirt as
well as he could but she had simply decided to leave
him to it. At the same time she became touchy
in a way that was quite new for her and which everyone
in the family understood — cleaning up Gregor’s
room was for her and her alone. Gregor’s
mother did once thoroughly clean his room, and needed
to use several bucketfuls of water to do it —
although that much dampness also made Gregor ill and
he lay flat on the couch, bitter and immobile.
But his mother was to be punished still more for
what she had done, as hardly had his sister arrived
home in the evening than she noticed the change in
Gregor’s room and, highly aggrieved, ran back
into the living room where, despite her mothers raised
and imploring hands, she broke into convulsive tears.
Her father, of course, was startled out of his chair
and the two parents looked on astonished and helpless;
then they, too, became agitated; Gregor’s father,
standing to the right of his mother, accused her of
not leaving the cleaning of Gregor’s room to
his sister; from her left, Gregor’s sister screamed
at her that she was never to clean Gregor’s room
again; while his mother tried to draw his father,
who was beside himself with anger, into the bedroom;
his sister, quaking with tears, thumped on the table
with her small fists; and Gregor hissed in anger that
no-one had even thought of closing the door to save
him the sight of this and all its noise.
Gregor’s sister was exhausted
from going out to work, and looking after Gregor as
she had done before was even more work for her, but
even so his mother ought certainly not to have taken
her place. Gregor, on the other hand, ought not
to be neglected. Now, though, the charwoman
was here. This elderly widow, with a robust bone
structure that made her able to withstand the hardest
of things in her long life, wasn’t really repelled
by Gregor. Just by chance one day, rather than
any real curiosity, she opened the door to Gregor’s
room and found herself face to face with him.
He was taken totally by surprise, no-one was chasing
him but he began to rush to and fro while she just
stood there in amazement with her hands crossed in
front of her. From then on she never failed to
open the door slightly every evening and morning and
look briefly in on him. At first she would call
to him as she did so with words that she probably
considered friendly, such as “come on then, you
old dung-beetle!”, or “look at the old
dung-beetle there!” Gregor never responded
to being spoken to in that way, but just remained where
he was without moving as if the door had never even
been opened. If only they had told this charwoman
to clean up his room every day instead of letting
her disturb him for no reason whenever she felt like
it! One day, early in the morning while a heavy
rain struck the windowpanes, perhaps indicating that
spring was coming, she began to speak to him in that
way once again. Gregor was so resentful of it
that he started to move toward her, he was slow and
infirm, but it was like a kind of attack. Instead
of being afraid, the charwoman just lifted up one
of the chairs from near the door and stood there with
her mouth open, clearly intending not to close her
mouth until the chair in her hand had been slammed
down into Gregor’s back. “Aren’t
you coming any closer, then?”, she asked when
Gregor turned round again, and she calmly put the
chair back in the corner.
Gregor had almost entirely stopped
eating. Only if he happened to find himself
next to the food that had been prepared for him he
might take some of it into his mouth to play with it,
leave it there a few hours and then, more often than
not, spit it out again. At first he thought
it was distress at the state of his room that stopped
him eating, but he had soon got used to the changes
made there. They had got into the habit of putting
things into this room that they had no room for anywhere
else, and there were now many such things as one of
the rooms in the flat had been rented out to three
gentlemen. These earnest gentlemen — all
three of them had full beards, as Gregor learned peering
through the crack in the door one day — were
painfully insistent on things’ being tidy.
This meant not only in their own room but, since
they had taken a room in this establishment, in the
entire flat and especially in the kitchen. Unnecessary
clutter was something they could not tolerate, especially
if it was dirty. They had moreover brought most
of their own furnishings and equipment with them.
For this reason, many things had become superfluous
which, although they could not be sold, the family
did not wish to discard. All these things found
their way into Gregor’s room. The dustbins
from the kitchen found their way in there too.
The charwoman was always in a hurry, and anything
she couldn’t use for the time being she would
just chuck in there. He, fortunately, would
usually see no more than the object and the hand that
held it. The woman most likely meant to fetch
the things back out again when she had time and the
opportunity, or to throw everything out in one go,
but what actually happened was that they were left
where they landed when they had first been thrown
unless Gregor made his way through the junk and moved
it somewhere else. At first he moved it because,
with no other room free where he could crawl about,
he was forced to, but later on he came to enjoy it
although moving about in the way left him sad and tired
to death and he would remain immobile for hours afterwards.
The gentlemen who rented the room
would sometimes take their evening meal at home in
the living room that was used by everyone, and so
the door to this room was often kept closed in the
evening. But Gregor found it easy to give up
having the door open, he had, after all, often failed
to make use of it when it was open and, without the
family having noticed it, lain in his room in its darkest
corner. One time, though, the charwoman left
the door to the living room slightly open, and it
remained open when the gentlemen who rented the room
came in in the evening and the light was put on.
They sat up at the table where, formerly, Gregor had
taken his meals with his father and mother, they unfolded
the serviettes and picked up their knives and forks.
Gregor’s mother immediately appeared in the
doorway with a dish of meat and soon behind her came
his sister with a dish piled high with potatoes.
The food was steaming, and filled the room with its
smell. The gentlemen bent over the dishes set
in front of them as if they wanted to test the food
before eating it, and the gentleman in the middle,
who seemed to count as an authority for the other
two, did indeed cut off a piece of meat while it was
still in its dish, clearly wishing to establish whether
it was sufficiently cooked or whether it should be
sent back to the kitchen. It was to his satisfaction,
and Gregor’s mother and sister, who had been
looking on anxiously, began to breathe again and smiled.
The family themselves ate in the kitchen.
Nonetheless, Gregor’s father came into the
living room before he went into the kitchen, bowed
once with his cap in his hand and did his round of
the table. The gentlemen stood as one, and mumbled
something into their beards. Then, once they
were alone, they ate in near perfect silence.
It seemed remarkable to Gregor that above all the
various noises of eating their chewing teeth could
still be heard, as if they had wanted to Show Gregor
that you need teeth in order to eat and it was not
possible to perform anything with jaws that are toothless
however nice they might be. “I’d
like to eat something”, said Gregor anxiously,
“but not anything like they’re eating.
They do feed themselves. And here I am, dying!”
Throughout all this time, Gregor could
not remember having heard the violin being played,
but this evening it began to be heard from the kitchen.
The three gentlemen had already finished their meal,
the one in the middle had produced a newspaper, given
a page to each of the others, and now they leant back
in their chairs reading them and smoking. When
the violin began playing they became attentive, stood
up and went on tip-toe over to the door of the hallway
where they stood pressed against each other.
Someone must have heard them in the kitchen, as Gregor’s
father called out: “Is the playing perhaps
unpleasant for the gentlemen? We can stop it straight
away.” “On the contrary”,
said the middle gentleman, “would the young lady
not like to come in and play for us here in the room,
where it is, after all, much more cosy and comfortable?”
“Oh yes, we’d love to”, called
back Gregor’s father as if he had been the violin
player himself. The gentlemen stepped back into
the room and waited. Gregor’s father soon
appeared with the music stand, his mother with the
music and his sister with the violin. She calmly
prepared everything for her to begin playing; his
parents, who had never rented a room out before and
therefore showed an exaggerated courtesy towards the
three gentlemen, did not even dare to sit on their
own chairs; his father leant against the door with
his right hand pushed in between two buttons on his
uniform coat; his mother, though, was offered a seat
by one of the gentlemen and sat — leaving the
chair where the gentleman happened to have placed it
— out of the way in a corner.
His sister began to play; father and
mother paid close attention, one on each side, to
the movements of her hands. Drawn in by the
playing, Gregor had dared to come forward a little
and already had his head in the living room.
Before, he had taken great pride in how considerate
he was but now it hardly occurred to him that he had
become so thoughtless about the others. What’s
more, there was now all the more reason to keep himself
hidden as he was covered in the dust that lay everywhere
in his room and flew up at the slightest movement;
he carried threads, hairs, and remains of food about
on his back and sides; he was much too indifferent
to everything now to lay on his back and wipe himself
on the carpet like he had used to do several times
a day. And despite this condition, he was not
too shy to move forward a little onto the immaculate
floor of the living room.
No-one noticed him, though.
The family was totally preoccupied with the violin
playing; at first, the three gentlemen had put their
hands in their pockets and come up far too close behind
the music stand to look at all the notes being played,
and they must have disturbed Gregor’s sister,
but soon, in contrast with the family, they withdrew
back to the window with their heads sunk and talking
to each other at half volume, and they stayed by the
window while Gregor’s father observed them anxiously.
It really now seemed very obvious that they had expected
to hear some beautiful or entertaining violin playing
but had been disappointed, that they had had enough
of the whole performance and it was only now out of
politeness that they allowed their peace to be disturbed.
It was especially unnerving, the way they all blew
the smoke from their cigarettes upwards from their
mouth and noses. Yet Gregor’s sister was
playing so beautifully. Her face was leant to
one side, following the lines of music with a careful
and melancholy expression. Gregor crawled a
little further forward, keeping his head close to
the ground so that he could meet her eyes if the chance
came. Was he an animal if music could captivate
him so? It seemed to him that he was being shown
the way to the unknown nourishment he had been yearning
for. He was determined to make his way forward
to his sister and tug at her skirt to show her she
might come into his room with her violin, as no-one
appreciated her playing here as much as he would.
He never wanted to let her out of his room, not while
he lived, anyway; his shocking appearance should,
for once, be of some use to him; he wanted to be at
every door of his room at once to hiss and spit at
the attackers; his sister should not be forced to
stay with him, though, but stay of her own free will;
she would sit beside him on the couch with her ear
bent down to him while he told her how he had always
intended to send her to the conservatory, how he would
have told everyone about it last Christmas —
had Christmas really come and gone already? —
if this misfortune hadn’t got in the way, and
refuse to let anyone dissuade him from it. On
hearing all this, his sister would break out in tears
of emotion, and Gregor would climb up to her shoulder
and kiss her neck, which, since she had been going
out to work, she had kept free without any necklace
or collar.
“Mr. Samsa!”, shouted
the middle gentleman to Gregor’s father, pointing,
without wasting any more words, with his forefinger
at Gregor as he slowly moved forward. The violin
went silent, the middle of the three gentlemen first
smiled at his two friends, shaking his head, and then
looked back at Gregor. His father seemed to
think it more important to calm the three gentlemen
before driving Gregor out, even though they were not
at all upset and seemed to think Gregor was more entertaining
that the violin playing had been. He rushed
up to them with his arms spread out and attempted
to drive them back into their room at the same time
as trying to block their view of Gregor with his body.
Now they did become a little annoyed, and it was
not clear whether it was his father’s behaviour
that annoyed them or the dawning realisation that
they had had a neighbour like Gregor in the next room
without knowing it. They asked Gregor’s
father for explanations, raised their arms like he
had, tugged excitedly at their beards and moved back
towards their room only very slowly. Meanwhile
Gregor’s sister had overcome the despair she
had fallen into when her playing was suddenly interrupted.
She had let her hands drop and let violin and bow
hang limply for a while but continued to look at the
music as if still playing, but then she suddenly pulled
herself together, lay the instrument on her mother’s
lap who still sat laboriously struggling for breath
where she was, and ran into the next room which, under
pressure from her father, the three gentlemen were
more quickly moving toward. Under his sister’s
experienced hand, the pillows and covers on the beds
flew up and were put into order and she had already
finished making the beds and slipped out again before
the three gentlemen had reached the room. Gregor’s
father seemed so obsessed with what he was doing that
he forgot all the respect he owed to his tenants.
He urged them and pressed them until, when he was
already at the door of the room, the middle of the
three gentlemen shouted like thunder and stamped his
foot and thereby brought Gregor’s father to
a halt. “I declare here and now”,
he said, raising his hand and glancing at Gregor’s
mother and sister to gain their attention too, “that
with regard to the repugnant conditions that prevail
in this flat and with this family” – here he
looked briefly but decisively at the floor —
“I give immediate notice on my room. For
the days that I have been living here I will, of course,
pay nothing at all, on the contrary I will consider
whether to proceed with some kind of action for damages
from you, and believe me it would be very easy to set
out the grounds for such an action.” He
was silent and looked straight ahead as if waiting
for something. And indeed, his two friends joined
in with the words: “And we also give immediate
notice.” With that, he took hold of the
door handle and slammed the door.
Gregor’s father staggered back
to his seat, feeling his way with his hands, and fell
into it; it looked as if he was stretching himself
out for his usual evening nap but from the uncontrolled
way his head kept nodding it could be seen that he
was not sleeping at all. Throughout all this,
Gregor had lain still where the three gentlemen had
first seen him. His disappointment at the failure
of his plan, and perhaps also because he was weak
from hunger, made it impossible for him to move.
He was sure that everyone would turn on him any moment,
and he waited. He was not even startled out of
this state when the violin on his mother’s lap
fell from her trembling fingers and landed loudly
on the floor.
“Father, Mother”, said
his sister, hitting the table with her hand as introduction,
“we can’t carry on like this. Maybe
you can’t see it, but I can. I don’t
want to call this monster my brother, all I can say
is: we have to try and get rid of it. We’ve
done all that’s humanly possible to look after
it and be patient, I don’t think anyone could
accuse us of doing anything wrong.”
“She’s absolutely right”,
said Gregor’s father to himself. His mother,
who still had not had time to catch her breath, began
to cough dully, her hand held out in front of her
and a deranged expression in her eyes.
Gregor’s sister rushed to his
mother and put her hand on her forehead. Her
words seemed to give Gregor’s father some more
definite ideas. He sat upright, played with his
uniform cap between the plates left by the three gentlemen
after their meal, and occasionally looked down at
Gregor as he lay there immobile.
“We have to try and get rid
of it”, said Gregor’s sister, now speaking
only to her father, as her mother was too occupied
with coughing to listen, “it’ll be the
death of both of you, I can see it coming. We
can’t all work as hard as we have to and then
come home to be tortured like this, we can’t
endure it. I can’t endure it any more.”
And she broke out so heavily in tears that they flowed
down the face of her mother, and she wiped them away
with mechanical hand movements.
“My child”, said her father
with sympathy and obvious understanding, “what
are we to do?”
His sister just shrugged her shoulders
as a sign of the helplessness and tears that had taken
hold of her, displacing her earlier certainty.
“If he could just understand
us”, said his father almost as a question; his
sister shook her hand vigorously through her tears
as a sign that of that there was no question.
“If he could just understand
us”, repeated Gregor’s father, closing
his eyes in acceptance of his sister’s certainty
that that was quite impossible, “then perhaps
we could come to some kind of arrangement with him.
But as it is …”
“It’s got to go”,
shouted his sister, “that’s the only way,
Father. You’ve got to get rid of the idea
that that’s Gregor. We’ve only harmed
ourselves by believing it for so long. How can
that be Gregor? If it were Gregor he would have
seen long ago that it’s not possible for human
beings to live with an animal like that and he would
have gone of his own free will. We wouldn’t
have a brother any more, then, but we could carry
on with our lives and remember him with respect.
As it is this animal is persecuting us, it’s
driven out our tenants, it obviously wants to take
over the whole flat and force us to sleep on the streets.
Father, look, just look”, she suddenly screamed,
“he’s starting again!” In her alarm,
which was totally beyond Gregor’s comprehension,
his sister even abandoned his mother as she pushed
herself vigorously out of her chair as if more willing
to sacrifice her own mother than stay anywhere near
Gregor. She rushed over to behind her father,
who had become excited merely because she was and
stood up half raising his hands in front of Gregor’s
sister as if to protect her.
But Gregor had had no intention of
frightening anyone, least of all his sister.
All he had done was begin to turn round so that he
could go back into his room, although that was in itself
quite startling as his pain-wracked condition meant
that turning round required a great deal of effort
and he was using his head to help himself do it, repeatedly
raising it and striking it against the floor.
He stopped and looked round. They seemed to
have realised his good intention and had only been
alarmed briefly. Now they all looked at him
in unhappy silence. His mother lay in her chair
with her legs stretched out and pressed against each
other, her eyes nearly closed with exhaustion; his
sister sat next to his father with her arms around
his neck.
“Maybe now they’ll let
me turn round”, thought Gregor and went back
to work. He could not help panting loudly with
the effort and had sometimes to stop and take a rest.
No-one was making him rush any more, everything was
left up to him. As soon as he had finally finished
turning round he began to move straight ahead.
He was amazed at the great distance that separated
him from his room, and could not understand how he
had covered that distance in his weak state a little
while before and almost without noticing it.
He concentrated on crawling as fast as he could and
hardly noticed that there was not a word, not any
cry, from his family to distract him. He did
not turn his head until he had reached the doorway.
He did not turn it all the way round as he felt his
neck becoming stiff, but it was nonetheless enough
to see that nothing behind him had changed, only his
sister had stood up. With his last glance he
saw that his mother had now fallen completely asleep.
He was hardly inside his room before
the door was hurriedly shut, bolted and locked.
The sudden noise behind Gregor so startled him that
his little legs collapsed under him. It was his
sister who had been in so much of a rush. She
had been standing there waiting and sprung forward
lightly, Gregor had not heard her coming at all, and
as she turned the key in the lock she said loudly to
her parents “At last!”.
“What now, then?”, Gregor
asked himself as he looked round in the darkness.
He soon made the discovery that he could no longer
move at all. This was no surprise to him, it
seemed rather that being able to actually move around
on those spindly little legs until then was unnatural.
He also felt relatively comfortable. It is true
that his entire body was aching, but the pain seemed
to be slowly getting weaker and weaker and would finally
disappear altogether. He could already hardly
feel the decayed apple in his back or the inflamed
area around it, which was entirely covered in white
dust. He thought back of his family with emotion
and love. If it was possible, he felt that he
must go away even more strongly than his sister.
He remained in this state of empty and peaceful rumination
until he heard the clock tower strike three in the
morning. He watched as it slowly began to get
light everywhere outside the window too. Then,
without his willing it, his head sank down completely,
and his last breath flowed weakly from his nostrils.
When the cleaner came in early in
the morning — they’d often asked her not
to keep slamming the doors but with her strength and
in her hurry she still did, so that everyone in the
flat knew when she’d arrived and from then on
it was impossible to sleep in peace — she made
her usual brief look in on Gregor and at first found
nothing special. She thought he was laying there
so still on purpose, playing the martyr; she attributed
all possible understanding to him. She happened
to be holding the long broom in her hand, so she tried
to tickle Gregor with it from the doorway. When
she had no success with that she tried to make a nuisance
of herself and poked at him a little, and only when
she found she could shove him across the floor with
no resistance at all did she start to pay attention.
She soon realised what had really happened, opened
her eyes wide, whistled to herself, but did not waste
time to yank open the bedroom doors and shout loudly
into the darkness of the bedrooms: “Come
and ’ave a look at this, it’s dead, just
lying there, stone dead!”
Mr. and Mrs. Samsa sat upright there
in their marriage bed and had to make an effort to
get over the shock caused by the cleaner before they
could grasp what she was saying. But then, each
from his own side, they hurried out of bed.
Mr. Samsa threw the blanket over his shoulders, Mrs.
Samsa just came out in her nightdress; and that is
how they went into Gregor’s room. On the
way they opened the door to the living room where
Grete had been sleeping since the three gentlemen
had moved in; she was fully dressed as if she had never
been asleep, and the paleness of her face seemed to
confirm this. “Dead?”, asked Mrs.
Samsa, looking at the charwoman enquiringly, even
though she could have checked for herself and could
have known it even without checking. “That’s
what I said”, replied the cleaner, and to prove
it she gave Gregor’s body another shove with
the broom, sending it sideways across the floor.
Mrs. Samsa made a movement as if she wanted to hold
back the broom, but did not complete it. “Now
then”, said Mr. Samsa, “let’s give
thanks to God for that”. He crossed himself,
and the three women followed his example. Grete,
who had not taken her eyes from the corpse, said:
“Just look how thin he was. He didn’t
eat anything for so long. The food came out again
just the same as when it went in”. Gregor’s
body was indeed completely dried up and flat, they
had not seen it until then, but now he was not lifted
up on his little legs, nor did he do anything to make
them look away.
“Grete, come with us in here
for a little while”, said Mrs. Samsa with a
pained smile, and Grete followed her parents into the
bedroom but not without looking back at the body.
The cleaner shut the door and opened the window wide.
Although it was still early in the morning the fresh
air had something of warmth mixed in with it.
It was already the end of March, after all.
The three gentlemen stepped out of
their room and looked round in amazement for their
breakfasts; they had been forgotten about. “Where
is our breakfast?”, the middle gentleman asked
the cleaner irritably. She just put her finger
on her lips and made a quick and silent sign to the
men that they might like to come into Gregor’s
room. They did so, and stood around Gregor’s
corpse with their hands in the pockets of their well-worn
coats. It was now quite light in the room.
Then the door of the bedroom opened
and Mr. Samsa appeared in his uniform with his wife
on one arm and his daughter on the other. All
of them had been crying a little; Grete now and then
pressed her face against her father’s arm.
“Leave my home. Now!”,
said Mr. Samsa, indicating the door and without letting
the women from him. “What do you mean?”,
asked the middle of the three gentlemen somewhat disconcerted,
and he smiled sweetly. The other two held their
hands behind their backs and continually rubbed them
together in gleeful anticipation of a loud quarrel
which could only end in their favour. “I
mean just what I said”, answered Mr. Samsa,
and, with his two companions, went in a straight line
towards the man. At first, he stood there still,
looking at the ground as if the contents of his head
were rearranging themselves into new positions.
“Alright, we’ll go then”, he said,
and looked up at Mr. Samsa as if he had been suddenly
overcome with humility and wanted permission again
from Mr. Samsa for his decision. Mr. Samsa merely
opened his eyes wide and briefly nodded to him several
times. At that, and without delay, the man actually
did take long strides into the front hallway; his
two friends had stopped rubbing their hands some time
before and had been listening to what was being said.
Now they jumped off after their friend as if taken
with a sudden fear that Mr. Samsa might go into the
hallway in front of them and break the connection
with their leader. Once there, all three took
their hats from the stand, took their sticks from
the holder, bowed without a word and left the premises.
Mr. Samsa and the two women followed them out onto
the landing; but they had had no reason to mistrust
the men’ intentions and as they leaned over the
landing they saw how the three gentlemen made slow
but steady progress down the many steps. As
they turned the corner on each floor they disappeared
and would reappear a few moments later; the further
down they went, the more that the Samsa family lost
interest in them; when a butcher’s boy, proud
of posture with his tray on his head, passed them on
his way up and came nearer than they were, Mr. Samsa
and the women came away from the landing and went,
as if relieved, back into the flat.
They decided the best way to make
use of that day was for relaxation and to go for a
walk; not only had they earned a break from work but
they were in serious need of it. So they sat
at the table and wrote three letters of excusal,
Mr. Samsa to his employers, Mrs. Samsa to her contractor
and Grete to her principal. The cleaner came
in while they were writing to tell them she was going,
she’d finished her work for that morning.
The three of them at first just nodded without looking
up from what they were writing, and it was only when
the cleaner still did not seem to want to leave that
they looked up in irritation. “Well?”,
asked Mr. Samsa. The charwoman stood in the
doorway with a smile on her face as if she had some
tremendous good news to report, but would only do
it if she was clearly asked to. The almost vertical
little ostrich feather on her hat, which had been
source of irritation to Mr. Samsa all the time she
had been working for them, swayed gently in all directions.
“What is it you want then?”, asked Mrs.
Samsa, whom the cleaner had the most respect for.
“Yes”, she answered, and broke into a
friendly laugh that made her unable to speak straight
away, “well then, that thing in there, you needn’t
worry about how you’re going to get rid of it.
That’s all been sorted out.” Mrs.
Samsa and Grete bent down over their letters as if
intent on continuing with what they were writing;
Mr. Samsa saw that the cleaner wanted to start describing
everything in detail but, with outstretched hand, he
made it quite clear that she was not to. So,
as she was prevented from telling them all about it,
she suddenly remembered what a hurry she was in and,
clearly peeved, called out “Cheerio then, everyone”,
turned round sharply and left, slamming the door terribly
as she went.
“Tonight she gets sacked”,
said Mr. Samsa, but he received no reply from either
his wife or his daughter as the charwoman seemed to
have destroyed the peace they had only just gained.
They got up and went over to the window where they
remained with their arms around each other.
Mr. Samsa twisted round in his chair to look at them
and sat there watching for a while. Then he
called out: “Come here, then. Let’s
forget about all that old stuff, shall we. Come
and give me a bit of attention”. The two
women immediately did as he said, hurrying over to
him where they kissed him and hugged him and then
they quickly finished their letters.
After that, the three of them left
the flat together, which was something they had not
done for months, and took the tram out to the open
country outside the town. They had the tram,
filled with warm sunshine, all to themselves.
Leant back comfortably on their seats, they discussed
their prospects and found that on closer examination
they were not at all bad — until then they had
never asked each other about their work but all three
had jobs which were very good and held particularly
good promise for the future. The greatest improvement
for the time being, of course, would be achieved quite
easily by moving house; what they needed now was a
flat that was smaller and cheaper than the current
one which had been chosen by Gregor, one that was
in a better location and, most of all, more practical.
All the time, Grete was becoming livelier. With
all the worry they had been having of late her cheeks
had become pale, but, while they were talking, Mr.
and Mrs. Samsa were struck, almost simultaneously,
with the thought of how their daughter was blossoming
into a well built and beautiful young lady. They
became quieter. Just from each other’s
glance and almost without knowing it they agreed that
it would soon be time to find a good man for her.
And, as if in confirmation of their new dreams and
good intentions, as soon as they reached their destination
Grete was the first to get up and stretch out her
young body.
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