One evening three weeks after the
great murder trial McGregor took a long walk in the
streets of Chicago and tried to plan out his life.
He was troubled and disconcerted by the event that
had crowded in upon the heels of his dramatic success
in the court room and more than troubled by the fact
that his mind constantly played with the dream of
having Margaret Ormsby as his wife. In the city
he had become a power and instead of the names and
the pictures of criminals and keepers of disorderly
houses his name and his picture now appeared on the
front pages of newspapers. Andrew Leffingwell,
the political representative in Chicago of a rich
and successful publisher of sensational newspapers,
had visited him in his office and had proposed to make
him a political figure in the city. Finley a
noted criminal lawyer had offered him a partnership.
The lawyer, a small smiling man with white teeth,
had not asked McGregor for an immediate decision.
In a way he had taken the decision for granted.
Smiling genially and rolling a cigar across McGregor’s
desk he had spent an hour telling stories of famous
court room triumphs.
“One such triumph is enough
to make a man,” he declared. “You
have no idea how far such a success will carry you.
The word of it keeps running through men’s minds.
A tradition is built up. The remembrance of it
acts upon the minds of jurors. Cases are won for
you by the mere connection of your name with the case.”
McGregor walked slowly and heavily
through the streets without seeing the people.
In Wabash Avenue near Twenty-third Street he stopped
in a saloon and drank beer. The saloon was in
a room below the level of the sidewalk and the floor
was covered with sawdust. Two half drunken labourers
stood by the bar quarrelling. One of the labourers
who was a socialist continually cursed the army and
his words started McGregor to thinking of the dream
he had so long held and that now seemed fading.
“I was in the army and I know what I am talking
about,” declared the socialist. “There
is nothing national about the army. It is a privately
owned thing. Here it is secretly owned by the
capitalists and in Europe by the aristocracy.
Don’t tell me—I know. The army
is made up of bums. If I’m a bum I became
one then. You will see fast enough what fellows
are in the army if the country is ever caught and
drawn into a great war.”
Becoming excited the socialist raised
his voice and pounded on the bar. “Hell,
we don’t know ourselves at all,” he cried.
“We never have been tested. We call ourselves
a great nation because we are rich. We are like
a fat boy who has had too much pie. Yes sir—that’s
what we are here in America and as far as our army
goes it is a fat boy’s plaything. Keep
away from it.”
McGregor sat in the corner of the
saloon and looked about. Men came in and went
out at the door. A child carried a pail down the
short flight of steps from the street and ran across
the sawdust floor. Her voice, thin and sharp,
pierced through the babble of men’s voices.
“Ten cents’ worth—give me plenty,”
she pleaded, raising the pail above her head and putting
it on the bar.
The confident smiling face of Finley
the lawyer came back into McGregor’s mind.
Like David Ormsby the successful maker of ploughs the
lawyer looked upon men as pawns in a great game and
like the ploughmaker his intentions were honourable
and his purpose clear. He was intent upon making
much of his life, being successful. If he played
the game on the side of the criminal that was but a
chance. Things had fallen out so. In his
mind was something else—the expression
of his own purpose.
McGregor rose and went out of the
saloon. In the street men stood about in groups.
At Thirty-ninth Street a crowd of youths scuffling
on the sidewalk pushed against the tall muttering
man who passed with his hat in his hand. He began
to feel that he was in the midst of something too
vast to be moved by the efforts of any one man.
The pitiful insignificance of the individual was apparent.
As in a long procession the figures of the individuals
who had tried to rise out of the ruck of American
life passed before him. With a shudder he realised
that for the most part the men whose names filled the
pages of American history meant nothing. The
children who read of their deeds were unmoved.
Perhaps they had only increased the disorder.
Like the men passing in the street they went across
the face of things and disappeared into the darkness.
“Perhaps Finley and Ormsby are
right,” he whispered. “They get what
they can, they have the good sense to know that life
runs quickly like a flying bird passing an open window.
They know that if a man thinks of anything else he
is likely to become another sentimentalist and spend
his life being hypnotised by the wagging of his own
jaw.”
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In his wanderings McGregor came to
an out-of-door restaurant and garden far out on the
south side. The garden had been built for the
amusement of the rich and successful. Upon a little
platform a band played. Although the garden was
walled about it was open to the sky and above the
laughing people seated at the tables shone the stars.
McGregor sat alone at a little table
on a balcony beneath a shaded light. Below him
along a terrace were other tables occupied by men and
women. On a platform in the centre of the garden
dancers appeared.
McGregor who had ordered a dinner
left it untouched. A tall graceful girl, strongly
suggestive of Margaret Ormsby, danced upon the platform.
With infinite grace her body gave expression to the
movements of the dance and like a thing blown by the
wind she moved here and there in the arms of her partner,
a slender youth with long black hair. In the
figure of the dancing woman there was expressed much
of the idealism man has sought to materialise in women
and McGregor was thrilled by it. A sensualism
so delicate that it did not appear to be sensualism
began to invade him. With a new hunger he looked
forward to the time when he would again see Margaret.
Upon the platform in the garden appeared
other dancers. The lights at the tables were
turned low. From the darkness laughter arose.
McGregor stared about. The people seated at the
tables on the terrace caught and held his attention
and he began looking sharply at the faces of the men.
How cunning they were, these men who had been successful
in life. Were they not after all the wise men?
Behind the flesh that had grown so thick upon their
bones what cunning eyes. There was a game of
life and they had played it. The garden was a
part of the game. It was beautiful and did not
all that was beautiful in the world end by serving
them? The arts of men, the thoughts of men, the
impulses toward loveliness that came into the minds
of men and women, did not all these things work solely
to lighten the hours of the successful? The eyes
of the men at the tables as they looked at the women
who danced were not too greedy. They were filled
with assurance. Was it not for them that the
dancers turned here and there revealing their grace?
If life was a struggle had they not been successful
in the struggle?
McGregor arose from the table and
left his food untouched. Near the entrance to
the gardens he stopped and leaning against a pillar
looked again at the scene before him. Upon the
platform appeared a whole troupe of women-dancers.
They were dressed in many-coloured garments and danced
a folk dance. As McGregor watched a light began
to creep back into his eyes. The women who now
danced were unlike her who had reminded him of Margaret
Ormsby. They were short of stature and there
was something rugged in their faces. Back and
forth across the platform they moved in masses.
By their dancing they were striving to convey a message.
A thought came to McGregor. “It is the dance
of labour,” he muttered. “Here in
this garden it is corrupted but the note of labour
is not lost. There is a hint of it left in these
figures who toil even as they dance.”
McGregor moved away from the shadows
of the pillar and stood, hat in hand, beneath the
garden lights waiting as though for a call out of
the ranks of the dancers. How furiously they worked.
How the bodies twisted and squirmed. Out of sympathy
with their efforts sweat appeared on the face of the
man who stood watching. “What a storm must
be going on just below the surface of labour,”
he muttered. “Everywhere dumb brutalised
men and women must be waiting for something, not knowing
what they want. I will stick to my purpose but
I will not give up Margaret,” he said aloud,
turning and half running out of the garden and into
the street.
In his sleep that night McGregor dreamed
of a new world, a world of soft phrases and gentle
hands that stilled the rising brute in man. It
was a world-old dream, the dream out of which such
women as Margaret Ormsby have been created. The
long slender hands he had seen lying on the desk in
the settlement house now touched his hands. Uneasily
he rolled about in bed and desire came to him so that
he awakened. On the Boulevard people still passed
up and down. McGregor arose and stood in the
darkness by the window of his room watching. A
theatre had just spat forth its portion of richly
dressed men and women and when he had opened the window
the voices of the women came clear and sharp to his
ears.
The distracted man stared into the
darkness and his blue eyes were troubled. The
vision of the disordered and disorganised band of miners
marching silently in the wake of his mother’s
funeral into whose lives he by some supreme effort
was to bring order was disturbed and shattered by
the more definite and lovely vision that had come to
him.