Margaret Ormsby was a natural product
of her age and of American social life in our times.
As an individual she was lovely. Although her
father David Ormsby the plough king had come up to
his position and his wealth out of obscurity and poverty
and had known during his early life what it was to
stand face to face with defeat, he had made it his
business to see that his daughter had no such experience.
The girl had been sent to Vassar, she had been taught
to catch the fine distinction between clothes that
are quietly and beautifully expensive and clothes
that merely look expensive, she knew how to enter a
room and how to leave a room and had also a strong
well trained body and an active mind. Added to
these things she had, without the least knowledge
of life, a vigorous and rather high handed confidence
in her ability to meet life.
During the years spent in the eastern
college Margaret had made up her mind that whatever
happened she was not going to let her life be dull
or uninteresting. Once when a girl friend from
Chicago came to the college to visit her the two went
for a day out of doors and sat down upon a hillside
to talk things over. “We women have been
fools,” Margaret had declared. “If
Father and Mother think that I am going to come home
and marry some stick of a man they are mistaken.
I have learned to smoke cigarettes and have had my
share of a bottle of wine. That may not mean
anything to you. I do not think it amounts to
much either but it expresses something. It fairly
makes me ill when I think of how men have always patronised
women. They want to keep evil things away from
us—Bah! I am sick of that idea and
a lot of the other girls here feel the same way.
What right have they? I suppose some day some
little whiffit of a business man will set himself up
to take care of me. He had better not. I
tell you there is a new kind of women growing up and
I am going to be one of them. I am going to adventure,
to taste life strongly and deeply. Father and
Mother might as well make up their minds to that.”
The excited girl had walked up and
down before her companion, a mild looking young woman
with blue eyes, and had raised her hands above her
head as though to strike a blow. Her body was
like the body of a fine young animal standing alert
to meet an enemy and her eyes reflected the intoxication
of her mood. “I want all of life,”
she cried; “I want the lust and the strength
and the evil of it. I want to be one of the new
women, the saviours of our sex.”
Between David Ormsby and his daughter
there was an unusual bond. Six foot three, blue
eyed, broad shouldered, his presence had a strength
and dignity which marked him out among men and the
daughter sensed his strength. She was right in
that. In his way the man was inspired. Under
his eye the trivialities of plough-making had become
the details of a fine art. In the factory he
never lost the air of command which inspires confidence.
Foremen running into the office filled with excitement
because of a break in the machinery or an accident
to a workman returned to do his bidding quietly and
efficiently. Salesmen going from village to village
to sell ploughs became under his influence filled
with the zeal of missionaries carrying the gospel to
the unenlightened. Stockholders of the plough
company rushing to him with rumours of coming business
disaster stayed to write checks for new assessments
on their stock. He was a man who gave men back
their faith in business and their faith in men.
To David plough-making was an end
in life. Like other men of his type he had other
interests but they were secondary. In secret he
thought of himself as capable of a broader culture
than most of his daily associates and without letting
it interfere with his efficiency tried to keep in
touch with the thoughts and movements of the world
by reading. After the longest and hardest day
in the office he sometimes spent half the night over
a book in his room.
As Margaret Ormsby grew into womanhood
she was a constant source of anxiety to her father.
To him it seemed that she had passed from an awkward
and rather jolly girlhood into a peculiarly determined
new kind of womanhood over night. Her adventurous
spirit worried him. One day he had sat in his
office reading a letter announcing her homecoming.
The letter seemed no more than a characteristic outburst
from an impulsive girl who had but yesterday fallen
asleep at evening in his arms. It confused him
to think that an honest ploughmaker should have a
letter from his little girl talking of the kind of
living that he believed could only lead a woman to
destruction.
And then the next day there sat beside
him at his table a new and commanding figure demanding
his attention. David got up from the table and
hurried away to his room. He wanted to readjust
his thoughts. On his desk was a photograph brought
home by the daughter from school. He had the
common experience of being told by the photograph what
he had been trying to grasp. Instead of a wife
and child there were two women in the house with him.
Margaret had come out of college a
thing of beauty in face and figure. Her tall
straight well-trained body, her coal-black hair, her
soft brown eyes, the air she had of being prepared
for life’s challenge caught and held the attention
of men. There was in the girl something of her
father’s bigness and not a little of the secret
blind desires of her mother. To an attentive
household on the night of her arrival she announced
her intention of living her life fully and vividly.
“I am going to know things I can not get from
books,” she said. “I am going to
touch life at many corners, getting the taste of things
in my mouth. You thought me a child when I wrote
home saying that I wouldn’t be cooped up in
the house and married to a tenor in the church choir
or to an empty-headed young business man but now you
are going to see. I am going to pay the price
if necessary, but I am going to live.”
In Chicago Margaret set about the
business of living as though nothing were needed but
strength and energy. In a characteristic American
way she tried to hustle life. When the men in
her own set looked confused and shocked by the opinions
she expressed she got out of her set and made the
common mistake of supposing that those who do not work
and who talk rather glibly of art and of freedom are
by that token free men and artists.
Still she loved and respected her
father. The strength in him made an appeal to
the native strong-thing in her. To a young socialist
writer who lived in the settlement house where she
presently went to live and who sought her out to sit
by her desk berating men of wealth and position she
showed the quality of her ideals by pointing to David
Ormsby. “My father, the leader of an industrial
trust, is a better man than all of the noisy reformers
that ever lived,” she declared. “He
makes ploughs anyway—makes them well—millions
of them. He does not spend his time talking and
running his ringers through his hair. He works
and his work has lightened the labours of millions
while the talkers sit thinking noisy thoughts and
getting round-shouldered.”
In truth Margaret Ormsby was puzzled.
Had she been allowed by a common fellowship in living
to be a real sister to all other women and to know
their common heritage of defeat, had she like her father
when he was a boy but known what it was to walk utterly
broken and beaten in the face of men and then to rise
again and again to battle with life she would have
been splendid.
She did not know. To her mind
any kind of defeat had in it a touch of something
like immorality. When she saw all about her only
a vast mob of defeated and confused human beings trying
to make headway in the midst of a confused social
organisation she was beside herself with impatience.
The distraught girl turned to her
father and tried to get hold of the keynote of his
life; “I want you to tell me things,” she
said, but the father not understanding only shook
his head. It did not occur to him to talk to
her as to a fine man friend and a kind of bantering
half serious companionship sprang up between them.
The ploughmaker was happy in the thought that the
jolly girl he had known before his daughter went to
college had come back to live with him.
After Margaret went to the settlement
house she lunched with her father almost every day.
The hour together in the midst of the din that filled
their lives became for them both a treasured privilege.
Day after day they sat for an hour in a fashionable
down-town eating place renewing and strengthening
their comradeship, laughing and talking amid the crowds,
delightful in their intimacy. With each other
they playfully took on the air of the two men of affairs,
each in turn treating the work of the other as something
to be passed over lightly. Secretly neither believed
as he talked.
In her effort to get hold of and move
the sordid human wrecks floating in and out of the
door of the settlement house Margaret thought of her
father at his desk directing the making of ploughs.
“It is clean and important work,” she
thought. “He is a big and effective man.”
At his desk in the office of the plough
trust David thought of his daughter in the settlement
house at the edge of the First Ward. “She
is a white shining thing amid dirt and ugliness,”
he thought “Her whole life is like the life
of her mother during the hours when she once lay bravely
facing death for the sake of a new life.”
On the day of her meeting with McGregor,
father and daughter sat as usual in the restaurant.
Men and women passed up and down the long carpeted
aisles and looked at them admiringly. A waiter
stood at Ormsby’s shoulder anxious for the generous
tip. Into the air that hung over them, the little
secret atmosphere of comradeship they cherished so
carefully, was thrust the sense of a new personality.
Floating in Margaret’s mind beside the quiet
noble face of her father, with its stamp of ability
and kindliness, was another face—the face
of the man who had talked to her in the settlement
house, not as Margaret Ormsby daughter of David Ormsby
of the plough trust but as a woman who could serve
his ends and whom he meant should serve. The vision
in her mind haunted her and she listened indifferently
to the talk of her father. She felt that the
stern face of the young lawyer with its strong mouth
and its air of command was as something impending and
tried to get back the feeling of dislike she had felt
when first he thrust himself in at the settlement
house door. She succeeded only in recalling certain
firm lines of purpose that offset and tempered the
brutality of his face.
Sitting there in the restaurant opposite
her father, where day after day they had tried so
hard to build a real partnership in existence, Margaret
suddenly burst into tears.
“I have met a man who has compelled
me to do what I did not want to do,” she explained
to the astonished man and then smiled at him through
the tears that glistened in her eyes.