McGregor began to attend some classes
at Chicago University and walked about among the massive
buildings, erected for the most part through the bounty
of one of his country’s leading business men,
wondering why the great centre of learning seemed
so little a part of the city. To him the University
seemed something entirely apart, not in tune with
its surrounding. It was like an expensive ornament
worn on the soiled hand of a street urchin. He
did not stay there long.
One day he got into disfavour with
the professor in one of the classes. He sat in
a room among other students, his mind busy with thoughts
of the future and of how he might get his movement
of the marching men under way. In a chair beside
him sat a large girl with blue eyes and hair like
yellow wheat. She like McGregor was unconscious
of what was going on about her and sat with half-closed
eyes watching him. In the corners of her eyes
lurked a gleam of amusement. She drew sketches
of his huge mouth and nose on a pad of Paper.
At McGregor’s left with his
legs sprawled into the aisle sat a youth who was thinking
of the yellow-haired girl and planning a campaign
against her. His father was a manufacturer of
berry boxes in a brick building on the West Side and
he wished he were in school in another city so that
it would not be necessary to live at home. All
day he thought of the evening meal and of the coming
of his father, nervous and tired, to quarrel with
his mother about the management of the servants.
Now he was trying to evolve a plan for getting money
from his mother with which to enjoy a dinner at a
downtown restaurant. With delight he contemplated
such an evening with a box of cigarettes on the table
and the yellow-haired girl sitting opposite him under
red lights. He was a typical American youth of
the upper middle class and was in the University only
because he was in no hurry to begin his life in the
commercial world.
In front of McGregor sat another typical
student, a pale nervous young man who drummed with
his fingers on the back of a book. He was very
serious about acquiring learning and when the professor
paused in his talk he threw up his hands and asked
a question. When the professor smiled he laughed
loudly. He was like an instrument on which the
professor struck chords.
The professor, a short man with a
bushy black beard, heavy shoulders and large powerful
eye-glasses, spoke in a shrill voice surcharged with
excitement.
“The world is full of unrest,”
he said; “men are struggling like chicks in
the shell. In the hinterland of every man’s
mind uneasy thoughts stir. I call your attention
to what is going on in the Universities of Germany.”
The professor paused and glared about.
McGregor was so irritated by what he took to be the
wordiness of the man that he could not restrain himself.
He felt as he had felt when the socialist orator talked
on the streets of Coal Creek. With an oath he
arose and kicked out his foot to push his chair away.
The pad of paper fell out of the large girl’s
lap and scattered its leaves about the floor.
A light burned in McGregor’s blue eyes.
As he stood in the classroom before the startled class
his head, big and red, had something of nobility about
it like the head of a fine beast. His voice rumbled
out of his throat and the girl looked at him, her
mouth standing open.
“We go from room to room hearing
talk,” began McGregor. “On the street
corners downtown in the evenings and in towns and villages
men talk and talk. Books are written, jaws wag.
The jaws of men are loose. They wabble about—saying
nothing.”
McGregor’s excitement grew.
“If there is all this unrest why does it not
come to something?” he demanded. “Why
do not you who have trained brains strive to find
the secret of order in the midst of this disorder?
Why is something not done?”
The professor ran up and down on the
platform. “I do not know what you mean,”
he cried nervously. McGregor turned slowly and
stared at the class. He tried to explain.
“Why do not men lead their lives like men?”
he asked. “They must be taught to march,
hundreds of thousands of men. Do you not think
so?”
McGregor’s voice rose and his
great fist was raised. “The world should
become a great camp,” he cried. “The
brains of the world should be at the organisation
of mankind. Everywhere there is disorder and men
chatter like monkeys in a cage. Why should some
man not begin the organisation of a new army?
If there are men who do not understand what is meant
let them be knocked down.”
The professor leaned forward and peered
through his spectacles at McGregor. “I
understand your kind,” he said, and his voice
trembled. “The class is dismissed.
We deprecate violence here.”
The professor hurried through a door
and down a long hallway with the class chattering
at his heels. McGregor sat in his chair in the
empty class room and stared at the wall. As the
professor hurried away he muttered to himself:
“What’s getting in here? What’s
getting into our schools?”
* * * *
*
Late on the following afternoon McGregor
sat in his room thinking of what had happened in the
class. He had decided that he would not spend
any more time at the University but would devote himself
entirely to the study of law. Several young men
came in.
Among the students at the University
McGregor had seemed very old. Secretly he was
much admired and had often been the subject of talk.
Those who had now come to see him wanted him to join
a Greek Letter Fraternity. They sat about his
room, on the window sill and on a trunk by the wall.
They smoked pipes and were boyishly eager and enthusiastic.
A glow shone in the cheeks of the spokesman—a
clean-looking youth with black curly hair and round
pink—and—white cheeks, the son
of a Presbyterian minister from Iowa.
“You have been picked by our
fellows to be one of us,” said the spokesman.
“We want you to become an Alpha Beta Pi.
It is a grand fraternity with chapters in the best
schools in the country. Let me tell you.”
He began reeling off a list of names
of statesmen, college professors, business men and
well known athletes who belonged to the order.
McGregor sat by the wall looking at
his guests and wondering what he would say. He
was a little amused and half hurt and felt like a man
who has had a Sunday School scholar stop him on the
street to ask him about the welfare of his soul.
He thought of Edith Carson waiting for him in her
store on Monroe Street, of the angry miners standing
in the saloon in Coal Creek plotting to break into
the restaurant while he sat with the hammer in his
hands waiting for battle, of old Mother Misery walking
at the heels of the soldiers’ horses through
the streets of the mining village, and last of all
of the terrible certainty that these bright-eyed boys
would be destroyed, swallowed up by the huge commercial
city in which they were to live.
“It means a lot to be one of
us when a chap gets out into the world,” the
curly-haired youth said. “It helps you get
on, get in with the right people. You can’t
go on without men you know. You ought to get
in with the best fellows.” He hesitated
and looked at the floor. “I don’t
mind telling you,” he said with an outburst of
frankness, “that one of our stronger men—Whiteside,
the mathematician—wanted us to have you.
He said you were worth while. He thought you ought
to see us and get to know us and that we ought to
see and get to know you.”
McGregor got up and took his hat from
a nail on the wall. He felt the utter futility
of trying to express what was in his mind and walked
down the stairs to the street with the file of boys
following in embarrassed silence and stumbling in
the darkness of the hallway at his heels. At
the street door he stopped and faced them, struggling
to put his thoughts into words.
“I can’t do what you ask,”
he said. “I like you and like your asking
me to come in with you, but I’m going to quit
the University.” His voice softened.
“I would like to have you for friends,”
he added. “You say a man needs to know
people after awhile. Well, I would like to know
you while you are what you are now. I don’t
want to know you after you become what you will become.”
McGregor turned and ran down the remaining
steps to the stone sidewalk and went rapidly up the
street. A stern hard look was in his face and
he knew he would spend a silent night thinking of what
had happened. “I hate hitting boys,”
he thought as he hurried away to his evening’s
work at the restaurant.