Henry Crawford had quite made up his
mind by the next morning to give another fortnight
to Mansfield, and having sent for his hunters, and
written a few lines of explanation to the Admiral,
he looked round at his sister as he sealed and threw
the letter from him, and seeing the coast clear of
the rest of the family, said, with a smile, “And
how do you think I mean to amuse myself, Mary, on
the days that I do not hunt? I am grown too old
to go out more than three times a week; but I have
a plan for the intermediate days, and what do you think
it is?”
“To walk and ride with me, to be sure.”
“Not exactly, though I shall
be happy to do both, but that would be exercise
only to my body, and I must take care of my mind.
Besides, that would be all recreation and
indulgence, without the wholesome alloy of labour,
and I do not like to eat the bread of idleness.
No, my plan is to make Fanny Price in love with me.”
“Fanny Price! Nonsense!
No, no. You ought to be satisfied with her
two cousins.”
“But I cannot be satisfied without
Fanny Price, without making a small hole in Fanny
Price’s heart. You do not seem properly
aware of her claims to notice. When we talked
of her last night, you none of you seemed sensible
of the wonderful improvement that has taken place
in her looks within the last six weeks. You see
her every day, and therefore do not notice it; but
I assure you she is quite a different creature from
what she was in the autumn. She was then merely
a quiet, modest, not plain-looking girl, but she is
now absolutely pretty. I used to think she had
neither complexion nor countenance; but in that soft
skin of hers, so frequently tinged with a blush as
it was yesterday, there is decided beauty; and from
what I observed of her eyes and mouth, I do not despair
of their being capable of expression enough when she
has anything to express. And then, her air, her
manner, her tout ensemble, is so indescribably
improved! She must be grown two inches, at least,
since October.”
“Phoo! phoo! This is only
because there were no tall women to compare her with,
and because she has got a new gown, and you never
saw her so well dressed before. She is just
what she was in October, believe me. The truth
is, that she was the only girl in company for you
to notice, and you must have a somebody. I have
always thought her pretty—not strikingly
pretty—but ‘pretty enough,’
as people say; a sort of beauty that grows on one.
Her eyes should be darker, but she has a sweet smile;
but as for this wonderful degree of improvement, I
am sure it may all be resolved into a better style
of dress, and your having nobody else to look at;
and therefore, if you do set about a flirtation with
her, you never will persuade me that it is in compliment
to her beauty, or that it proceeds from anything but
your own idleness and folly.”
Her brother gave only a smile to this
accusation, and soon afterwards said, “I do
not quite know what to make of Miss Fanny. I
do not understand her. I could not tell what
she would be at yesterday. What is her character?
Is she solemn? Is she queer? Is she prudish?
Why did she draw back and look so grave at me?
I could hardly get her to speak. I never was
so long in company with a girl in my life, trying
to entertain her, and succeed so ill! Never met
with a girl who looked so grave on me! I must
try to get the better of this. Her looks say,
‘I will not like you, I am determined not to
like you’; and I say she shall.”
“Foolish fellow! And so
this is her attraction after all! This it is,
her not caring about you, which gives her such a soft
skin, and makes her so much taller, and produces all
these charms and graces! I do desire that you
will not be making her really unhappy; a little
love, perhaps, may animate and do her good, but I
will not have you plunge her deep, for she is as good
a little creature as ever lived, and has a great deal
of feeling.”
“It can be but for a fortnight,”
said Henry; “and if a fortnight can kill her,
she must have a constitution which nothing could save.
No, I will not do her any harm, dear little soul!
only want her to look kindly on me, to give me smiles
as well as blushes, to keep a chair for me by herself
wherever we are, and be all animation when I take
it and talk to her; to think as I think, be interested
in all my possessions and pleasures, try to keep me
longer at Mansfield, and feel when I go away that
she shall be never happy again. I want nothing
more.”
“Moderation itself!” said
Mary. “I can have no scruples now.
Well, you will have opportunities enough of endeavouring
to recommend yourself, for we are a great deal together.”
And without attempting any farther
remonstrance, she left Fanny to her fate, a fate which,
had not Fanny’s heart been guarded in a way
unsuspected by Miss Crawford, might have been a little
harder than she deserved; for although there doubtless
are such unconquerable young ladies of eighteen (or
one should not read about them) as are never to be
persuaded into love against their judgment by all
that talent, manner, attention, and flattery can do,
I have no inclination to believe Fanny one of them,
or to think that with so much tenderness of disposition,
and so much taste as belonged to her, she could have
escaped heart-whole from the courtship (though the
courtship only of a fortnight) of such a man as Crawford,
in spite of there being some previous ill opinion of
him to be overcome, had not her affection been engaged
elsewhere. With all the security which love of
another and disesteem of him could give to the peace
of mind he was attacking, his continued attentions—continued,
but not obtrusive, and adapting themselves more and
more to the gentleness and delicacy of her character—obliged
her very soon to dislike him less than formerly.
She had by no means forgotten the past, and she thought
as ill of him as ever; but she felt his powers:
he was entertaining; and his manners were so improved,
so polite, so seriously and blamelessly polite, that
it was impossible not to be civil to him in return.
A very few days were enough to effect
this; and at the end of those few days, circumstances
arose which had a tendency rather to forward his views
of pleasing her, inasmuch as they gave her a degree
of happiness which must dispose her to be pleased
with everybody. William, her brother, the so
long absent and dearly loved brother, was in England
again. She had a letter from him herself, a few
hurried happy lines, written as the ship came up Channel,
and sent into Portsmouth with the first boat that left
the Antwerp at anchor in Spithead; and when Crawford
walked up with the newspaper in his hand, which he
had hoped would bring the first tidings, he found
her trembling with joy over this letter, and listening
with a glowing, grateful countenance to the kind invitation
which her uncle was most collectedly dictating in
reply.
It was but the day before that Crawford
had made himself thoroughly master of the subject,
or had in fact become at all aware of her having such
a brother, or his being in such a ship, but the interest
then excited had been very properly lively, determining
him on his return to town to apply for information
as to the probable period of the Antwerp’s return
from the Mediterranean, etc.; and the good luck
which attended his early examination of ship news
the next morning seemed the reward of his ingenuity
in finding out such a method of pleasing her, as well
as of his dutiful attention to the Admiral, in having
for many years taken in the paper esteemed to have
the earliest naval intelligence. He proved,
however, to be too late. All those fine first
feelings, of which he had hoped to be the exciter,
were already given. But his intention, the kindness
of his intention, was thankfully acknowledged:
quite thankfully and warmly, for she was elevated
beyond the common timidity of her mind by the flow
of her love for William.
This dear William would soon be amongst
them. There could be no doubt of his obtaining
leave of absence immediately, for he was still only
a midshipman; and as his parents, from living on the
spot, must already have seen him, and be seeing him
perhaps daily, his direct holidays might with justice
be instantly given to the sister, who had been his
best correspondent through a period of seven years,
and the uncle who had done most for his support and
advancement; and accordingly the reply to her reply,
fixing a very early day for his arrival, came as soon
as possible; and scarcely ten days had passed since
Fanny had been in the agitation of her first dinner-visit,
when she found herself in an agitation of a higher
nature, watching in the hall, in the lobby, on the
stairs, for the first sound of the carriage which
was to bring her a brother.
It came happily while she was thus
waiting; and there being neither ceremony nor fearfulness
to delay the moment of meeting, she was with him as
he entered the house, and the first minutes of exquisite
feeling had no interruption and no witnesses, unless
the servants chiefly intent upon opening the proper
doors could be called such. This was exactly
what Sir Thomas and Edmund had been separately conniving
at, as each proved to the other by the sympathetic
alacrity with which they both advised Mrs. Norris’s
continuing where she was, instead of rushing out into
the hall as soon as the noises of the arrival reached
them.
William and Fanny soon shewed themselves;
and Sir Thomas had the pleasure of receiving, in his
protege, certainly a very different person from the
one he had equipped seven years ago, but a young man
of an open, pleasant countenance, and frank, unstudied,
but feeling and respectful manners, and such as confirmed
him his friend.
It was long before Fanny could recover
from the agitating happiness of such an hour as was
formed by the last thirty minutes of expectation,
and the first of fruition; it was some time even before
her happiness could be said to make her happy, before
the disappointment inseparable from the alteration
of person had vanished, and she could see in him the
same William as before, and talk to him, as her heart
had been yearning to do through many a past year.
That time, however, did gradually come, forwarded
by an affection on his side as warm as her own, and
much less encumbered by refinement or self-distrust.
She was the first object of his love, but it was a
love which his stronger spirits, and bolder temper,
made it as natural for him to express as to feel.
On the morrow they were walking about together with
true enjoyment, and every succeeding morrow renewed
a tete-a-tete which Sir Thomas could not but
observe with complacency, even before Edmund had pointed
it out to him.
Excepting the moments of peculiar
delight, which any marked or unlooked-for instance
of Edmund’s consideration of her in the last
few months had excited, Fanny had never known so much
felicity in her life, as in this unchecked, equal,
fearless intercourse with the brother and friend who
was opening all his heart to her, telling her all
his hopes and fears, plans, and solicitudes respecting
that long thought of, dearly earned, and justly valued
blessing of promotion; who could give her direct and
minute information of the father and mother, brothers
and sisters, of whom she very seldom heard; who was
interested in all the comforts and all the little
hardships of her home at Mansfield; ready to think
of every member of that home as she directed, or differing
only by a less scrupulous opinion, and more noisy
abuse of their aunt Norris, and with whom (perhaps
the dearest indulgence of the whole) all the evil and
good of their earliest years could be gone over again,
and every former united pain and pleasure retraced
with the fondest recollection. An advantage this,
a strengthener of love, in which even the conjugal
tie is beneath the fraternal. Children of the
same family, the same blood, with the same first associations
and habits, have some means of enjoyment in their
power, which no subsequent connexions can supply;
and it must be by a long and unnatural estrangement,
by a divorce which no subsequent connexion can justify,
if such precious remains of the earliest attachments
are ever entirely outlived. Too often, alas!
it is so. Fraternal love, sometimes almost everything,
is at others worse than nothing. But with William
and Fanny Price it was still a sentiment in all its
prime and freshness, wounded by no opposition of interest,
cooled by no separate attachment, and feeling the
influence of time and absence only in its increase.
An affection so amiable was advancing
each in the opinion of all who had hearts to value
anything good. Henry Crawford was as much struck
with it as any. He honoured the warm-hearted,
blunt fondness of the young sailor, which led him
to say, with his hands stretched towards Fanny’s
head, “Do you know, I begin to like that queer
fashion already, though when I first heard of such
things being done in England, I could not believe
it; and when Mrs. Brown, and the other women at the
Commissioner’s at Gibraltar, appeared in the
same trim, I thought they were mad; but Fanny can
reconcile me to anything”; and saw, with lively
admiration, the glow of Fanny’s cheek, the brightness
of her eye, the deep interest, the absorbed attention,
while her brother was describing any of the imminent
hazards, or terrific scenes, which such a period at
sea must supply.
It was a picture which Henry Crawford
had moral taste enough to value. Fanny’s
attractions increased—increased twofold;
for the sensibility which beautified her complexion
and illumined her countenance was an attraction in
itself. He was no longer in doubt of the capabilities
of her heart. She had feeling, genuine feeling.
It would be something to be loved by such a girl,
to excite the first ardours of her young unsophisticated
mind! She interested him more than he had foreseen.
A fortnight was not enough. His stay became
indefinite.
William was often called on by his
uncle to be the talker. His recitals were amusing
in themselves to Sir Thomas, but the chief object
in seeking them was to understand the reciter, to
know the young man by his histories; and he listened
to his clear, simple, spirited details with full satisfaction,
seeing in them the proof of good principles, professional
knowledge, energy, courage, and cheerfulness, everything
that could deserve or promise well. Young as
he was, William had already seen a great deal.
He had been in the Mediterranean; in the West Indies;
in the Mediterranean again; had been often taken on
shore by the favour of his captain, and in the course
of seven years had known every variety of danger which
sea and war together could offer. With such
means in his power he had a right to be listened to;
and though Mrs. Norris could fidget about the room,
and disturb everybody in quest of two needlefuls of
thread or a second-hand shirt button, in the midst
of her nephew’s account of a shipwreck or an
engagement, everybody else was attentive; and even
Lady Bertram could not hear of such horrors unmoved,
or without sometimes lifting her eyes from her work
to say, “Dear me! how disagreeable! I
wonder anybody can ever go to sea.”
To Henry Crawford they gave a different
feeling. He longed to have been at sea, and
seen and done and suffered as much. His heart
was warmed, his fancy fired, and he felt the highest
respect for a lad who, before he was twenty, had gone
through such bodily hardships and given such proofs
of mind. The glory of heroism, of usefulness,
of exertion, of endurance, made his own habits of selfish
indulgence appear in shameful contrast; and he wished
he had been a William Price, distinguishing himself
and working his way to fortune and consequence with
so much self-respect and happy ardour, instead of
what he was!
The wish was rather eager than lasting.
He was roused from the reverie of retrospection and
regret produced by it, by some inquiry from Edmund
as to his plans for the next day’s hunting;
and he found it was as well to be a man of fortune
at once with horses and grooms at his command.
In one respect it was better, as it gave him the means
of conferring a kindness where he wished to oblige.
With spirits, courage, and curiosity up to anything,
William expressed an inclination to hunt; and Crawford
could mount him without the slightest inconvenience
to himself, and with only some scruples to obviate
in Sir Thomas, who knew better than his nephew the
value of such a loan, and some alarms to reason away
in Fanny. She feared for William; by no means
convinced by all that he could relate of his own horsemanship
in various countries, of the scrambling parties in
which he had been engaged, the rough horses and mules
he had ridden, or his many narrow escapes from dreadful
falls, that he was at all equal to the management
of a high-fed hunter in an English fox-chase; nor
till he returned safe and well, without accident or
discredit, could she be reconciled to the risk, or
feel any of that obligation to Mr. Crawford for lending
the horse which he had fully intended it should produce.
When it was proved, however, to have done William no
harm, she could allow it to be a kindness, and even
reward the owner with a smile when the animal was
one minute tendered to his use again; and the next,
with the greatest cordiality, and in a manner not
to be resisted, made over to his use entirely so long
as he remained in Northamptonshire.
[End volume one
of this edition. Printed
by T. and A. Constable, Printers
to Her Majesty at the Edinburgh
University Press]