It was, indeed, a triumphant day to
Mr. Bertram and Maria. Such a victory over Edmund’s
discretion had been beyond their hopes, and was most
delightful. There was no longer anything to
disturb them in their darling project, and they congratulated
each other in private on the jealous weakness to which
they attributed the change, with all the glee of feelings
gratified in every way. Edmund might still look
grave, and say he did not like the scheme in general,
and must disapprove the play in particular; their
point was gained: he was to act, and he was
driven to it by the force of selfish inclinations only.
Edmund had descended from that moral elevation which
he had maintained before, and they were both as much
the better as the happier for the descent.
They behaved very well, however, to
him on the occasion, betraying no exultation
beyond the lines about the corners of the mouth, and
seemed to think it as great an escape to be quit of
the intrusion of Charles Maddox, as if they had been
forced into admitting him against their inclination.
“To have it quite in their own family circle
was what they had particularly wished. A stranger
among them would have been the destruction of all
their comfort”; and when Edmund, pursuing that
idea, gave a hint of his hope as to the limitation
of the audience, they were ready, in the complaisance
of the moment, to promise anything. It was all
good-humour and encouragement. Mrs. Norris offered
to contrive his dress, Mr. Yates assured him that
Anhalt’s last scene with the Baron admitted a
good deal of action and emphasis, and Mr. Rushworth
undertook to count his speeches.
“Perhaps,” said Tom, “Fanny
may be more disposed to oblige us now. Perhaps
you may persuade her.”
“No, she is quite determined.
She certainly will not act.”
“Oh! very well.”
And not another word was said; but Fanny felt herself
again in danger, and her indifference to the danger
was beginning to fail her already.
There were not fewer smiles at the
Parsonage than at the Park on this change in Edmund;
Miss Crawford looked very lovely in hers, and entered
with such an instantaneous renewal of cheerfulness
into the whole affair as could have but one effect
on him. “He was certainly right in respecting
such feelings; he was glad he had determined on it.”
And the morning wore away in satisfactions very sweet,
if not very sound. One advantage resulted from
it to Fanny: at the earnest request of Miss
Crawford, Mrs. Grant had, with her usual good-humour,
agreed to undertake the part for which Fanny had been
wanted; and this was all that occurred to gladden
her heart during the day; and even this, when
imparted by Edmund, brought a pang with it, for it
was Miss Crawford to whom she was obliged—it
was Miss Crawford whose kind exertions were to excite
her gratitude, and whose merit in making them was
spoken of with a glow of admiration. She was
safe; but peace and safety were unconnected here.
Her mind had been never farther from peace. She
could not feel that she had done wrong herself, but
she was disquieted in every other way. Her heart
and her judgment were equally against Edmund’s
decision: she could not acquit his unsteadiness,
and his happiness under it made her wretched.
She was full of jealousy and agitation. Miss
Crawford came with looks of gaiety which seemed an
insult, with friendly expressions towards herself
which she could hardly answer calmly. Everybody
around her was gay and busy, prosperous and important;
each had their object of interest, their part, their
dress, their favourite scene, their friends and confederates:
all were finding employment in consultations and comparisons,
or diversion in the playful conceits they suggested.
She alone was sad and insignificant: she had
no share in anything; she might go or stay; she might
be in the midst of their noise, or retreat from it
to the solitude of the East room, without being seen
or missed. She could almost think anything would
have been preferable to this. Mrs. Grant was
of consequence: her good-nature had honourable
mention; her taste and her time were considered; her
presence was wanted; she was sought for, and attended,
and praised; and Fanny was at first in some danger
of envying her the character she had accepted.
But reflection brought better feelings, and shewed
her that Mrs. Grant was entitled to respect, which
could never have belonged to her; and that,
had she received even the greatest, she could never
have been easy in joining a scheme which, considering
only her uncle, she must condemn altogether.
Fanny’s heart was not absolutely
the only saddened one amongst them, as she soon began
to acknowledge to herself. Julia was a sufferer
too, though not quite so blamelessly.
Henry Crawford had trifled with her
feelings; but she had very long allowed and even sought
his attentions, with a jealousy of her sister so reasonable
as ought to have been their cure; and now that the
conviction of his preference for Maria had been forced
on her, she submitted to it without any alarm for
Maria’s situation, or any endeavour at rational
tranquillity for herself. She either sat in gloomy
silence, wrapt in such gravity as nothing could subdue,
no curiosity touch, no wit amuse; or allowing the
attentions of Mr. Yates, was talking with forced gaiety
to him alone, and ridiculing the acting of the others.
For a day or two after the affront
was given, Henry Crawford had endeavoured to do it
away by the usual attack of gallantry and compliment,
but he had not cared enough about it to persevere
against a few repulses; and becoming soon too busy
with his play to have time for more than one flirtation,
he grew indifferent to the quarrel, or rather thought
it a lucky occurrence, as quietly putting an end to
what might ere long have raised expectations in more
than Mrs. Grant. She was not pleased to see Julia
excluded from the play, and sitting by disregarded;
but as it was not a matter which really involved her
happiness, as Henry must be the best judge of his
own, and as he did assure her, with a most persuasive
smile, that neither he nor Julia had ever had a serious
thought of each other, she could only renew her former
caution as to the elder sister, entreat him not to
risk his tranquillity by too much admiration there,
and then gladly take her share in anything that brought
cheerfulness to the young people in general, and that
did so particularly promote the pleasure of the two
so dear to her.
“I rather wonder Julia is not
in love with Henry,” was her observation to
Mary.
“I dare say she is,” replied
Mary coldly. “I imagine both sisters are.”
“Both! no, no, that must not
be. Do not give him a hint of it. Think
of Mr. Rushworth!”
“You had better tell Miss Bertram
to think of Mr. Rushworth. It may do her
some good. I often think of Mr. Rushworth’s
property and independence, and wish them in other hands;
but I never think of him. A man might represent
the county with such an estate; a man might escape
a profession and represent the county.”
“I dare say he will be
in parliament soon. When Sir Thomas comes, I
dare say he will be in for some borough, but there
has been nobody to put him in the way of doing anything
yet.”
“Sir Thomas is to achieve many
mighty things when he comes home,” said Mary,
after a pause. “Do you remember Hawkins
Browne’s ‘Address to Tobacco,’ in
imitation of Pope?—
Blest leaf! whose aromatic
gales dispense
To Templars modesty,
to Parsons sense.
I will parody them—
Blest Knight! whose
dictatorial looks dispense
To Children affluence,
to Rushworth sense.
Will not that do, Mrs. Grant?
Everything seems to depend upon Sir Thomas’s
return.”
“You will find his consequence
very just and reasonable when you see him in his family,
I assure you. I do not think we do so well without
him. He has a fine dignified manner, which suits
the head of such a house, and keeps everybody in their
place. Lady Bertram seems more of a cipher now
than when he is at home; and nobody else can keep
Mrs. Norris in order. But, Mary, do not fancy
that Maria Bertram cares for Henry. I am sure
Julia does not, or she would not have flirted
as she did last night with Mr. Yates; and though he
and Maria are very good friends, I think she likes
Sotherton too well to be inconstant.”
“I would not give much for Mr.
Rushworth’s chance if Henry stept in before
the articles were signed.”
“If you have such a suspicion,
something must be done; and as soon as the play is
all over, we will talk to him seriously and make him
know his own mind; and if he means nothing, we will
send him off, though he is Henry, for a time.”
Julia did suffer, however,
though Mrs. Grant discerned it not, and though it
escaped the notice of many of her own family likewise.
She had loved, she did love still, and she had all
the suffering which a warm temper and a high spirit
were likely to endure under the disappointment of
a dear, though irrational hope, with a strong sense
of ill-usage. Her heart was sore and angry, and
she was capable only of angry consolations.
The sister with whom she was used to be on easy terms
was now become her greatest enemy: they were
alienated from each other; and Julia was not superior
to the hope of some distressing end to the attentions
which were still carrying on there, some punishment
to Maria for conduct so shameful towards herself as
well as towards Mr. Rushworth. With no material
fault of temper, or difference of opinion, to prevent
their being very good friends while their interests
were the same, the sisters, under such a trial as this,
had not affection or principle enough to make them
merciful or just, to give them honour or compassion.
Maria felt her triumph, and pursued her purpose,
careless of Julia; and Julia could never see Maria
distinguished by Henry Crawford without trusting that
it would create jealousy, and bring a public disturbance
at last.
Fanny saw and pitied much of this
in Julia; but there was no outward fellowship between
them. Julia made no communication, and Fanny
took no liberties. They were two solitary sufferers,
or connected only by Fanny’s consciousness.
The inattention of the two brothers
and the aunt to Julia’s discomposure, and their
blindness to its true cause, must be imputed to the
fullness of their own minds. They were totally
preoccupied. Tom was engrossed by the concerns
of his theatre, and saw nothing that did not immediately
relate to it. Edmund, between his theatrical
and his real part, between Miss Crawford’s claims
and his own conduct, between love and consistency,
was equally unobservant; and Mrs. Norris was too busy
in contriving and directing the general little matters
of the company, superintending their various dresses
with economical expedient, for which nobody thanked
her, and saving, with delighted integrity, half a
crown here and there to the absent Sir Thomas, to
have leisure for watching the behaviour, or guarding
the happiness of his daughters.