LETTER the FOURTH
From a YOUNG LADY rather impertinent to her freind
We dined yesterday with Mr Evelyn
where we were introduced to a very agreable looking
Girl his Cousin. I was extremely pleased with
her appearance, for added to the charms of an engaging
face, her manner and voice had something peculiarly
interesting in them. So much so, that they inspired
me with a great curiosity to know the history of her
Life, who were her Parents, where she came from, and
what had befallen her, for it was then only known
that she was a relation of Mr Evelyn, and that her
name was Grenville. In the evening a favourable
opportunity offered to me of attempting at least to
know what I wished to know, for every one played at
Cards but Mrs Evelyn, My Mother, Dr Drayton, Miss
Grenville and myself, and as the two former were engaged
in a whispering Conversation, and the Doctor fell
asleep, we were of necessity obliged to entertain
each other. This was what I wished and being
determined not to remain in ignorance for want of
asking, I began the Conversation in the following Manner.
“Have you been long in Essex Ma’am?”
“I arrived on Tuesday.”
“You came from Derbyshire?”
“No, Ma’am! appearing
surprised at my question, from Suffolk.”
You will think this a good dash of mine my dear Mary,
but you know that I am not wanting for Impudence when
I have any end in veiw. “Are you pleased
with the Country Miss Grenville? Do you find
it equal to the one you have left?”
“Much superior Ma’am in
point of Beauty.” She sighed. I longed
to know for why.
“But the face of any Country
however beautiful said I, can be but a poor consolation
for the loss of one’s dearest Freinds.”
She shook her head, as if she felt the truth of what
I said. My Curiosity was so much raised, that
I was resolved at any rate to satisfy it.
“You regret having left Suffolk
then Miss Grenville?” “Indeed I do.”
“You were born there I suppose?” “Yes
Ma’am I was and passed many happy years there—”
“That is a great comfort—said
I—I hope Ma’am that you never spent
any unhappy one’s there.”
“Perfect Felicity is not the
property of Mortals, and no one has a right to expect
uninterrupted Happiness.—Some Misfortunes
I have certainly met with.”
“What Misfortunes dear
Ma’am? replied I, burning with impatience to
know every thing. “None Ma’am
I hope that have been the effect of any wilfull fault
in me.” ” I dare say not Ma’am, and have
no doubt but that any sufferings you may have experienced
could arise only from the cruelties of Relations or
the Errors of Freinds.” She sighed—“You
seem unhappy my dear Miss Grenville —Is
it in my power to soften your Misfortunes?”
“Your power Ma’am replied she extremely
surprised; it is in no ones power to make
me happy.” She pronounced these words in
so mournfull and solemn an accent, that for some time
I had not courage to reply. I was actually silenced.
I recovered myself however in a few moments and looking
at her with all the affection I could, “My
dear Miss Grenville said I, you appear extremely young—and
may probably stand in need of some one’s advice
whose regard for you, joined to superior Age, perhaps
superior Judgement might authorise her to give it.
I am that person, and I now challenge you to accept
the offer I make you of my Confidence and Freindship,
in return to which I shall only ask for yours—”
“You are extremely obliging
Ma’am—said she—and I am
highly flattered by your attention to me—But
I am in no difficulty, no doubt, no uncertainty of
situation in which any advice can be wanted.
Whenever I am however continued she brightening into
a complaisant smile, I shall know where to apply.”
I bowed, but felt a good deal mortified
by such a repulse; still however I had not given up
my point. I found that by the appearance of
sentiment and Freindship nothing was to be gained
and determined therefore to renew my attacks by Questions
and suppositions. “Do you intend staying
long in this part of England Miss Grenville?”
“Yes Ma’am, some time I beleive.”
“But how will Mr and Mrs Grenville bear your
absence?”
“They are neither of them alive
Ma’am.” This was an answer I did
not expect—I was quite silenced, and never
felt so awkward in my Life—–.