LETTER the 12th
LAURA in continuation
You may imagine how greatly we were
surprised by the sudden departure of Lord St Clair.
“Ignoble Grand-sire!” exclaimed Sophia.
“Unworthy Grandfather!” said I, and instantly
fainted in each other’s arms. How long
we remained in this situation I know not; but when
we recovered we found ourselves alone, without either
Gustavus, Philander, or the Banknotes. As we
were deploring our unhappy fate, the Door of the Apartment
opened and “Macdonald” was announced.
He was Sophia’s cousin. The haste with
which he came to our releif so soon after the receipt
of our Note, spoke so greatly in his favour that I
hesitated not to pronounce him at first sight, a tender
and simpathetic Freind. Alas! he little deserved
the name—for though he told us that he
was much concerned at our Misfortunes, yet by his own
account it appeared that the perusal of them, had
neither drawn from him a single sigh, nor induced
him to bestow one curse on our vindictive stars—.
He told Sophia that his Daughter depended on her
returning with him to Macdonald-Hall, and that as his
Cousin’s freind he should be happy to see me
there also. To Macdonald-Hall, therefore we
went, and were received with great kindness by Janetta
the Daughter of Macdonald, and the Mistress of the
Mansion. Janetta was then only fifteen; naturally
well disposed, endowed with a susceptible Heart, and
a simpathetic Disposition, she might, had these amiable
qualities been properly encouraged, have been an ornament
to human Nature; but unfortunately her Father possessed
not a soul sufficiently exalted to admire so promising
a Disposition, and had endeavoured by every means
on his power to prevent it encreasing with her Years.
He had actually so far extinguished the natural noble
Sensibility of her Heart, as to prevail on her to accept
an offer from a young Man of his Recommendation.
They were to be married in a few months, and Graham,
was in the House when we arrived. We soon
saw through his character. He was just such a
Man as one might have expected to be the choice of
Macdonald. They said he was Sensible, well-informed,
and Agreable; we did not pretend to Judge of such
trifles, but as we were convinced he had no soul,
that he had never read the sorrows of Werter, and that
his Hair bore not the least resemblance to auburn,
we were certain that Janetta could feel no affection
for him, or at least that she ought to feel none.
The very circumstance of his being her father’s
choice too, was so much in his disfavour, that had
he been deserving her, in every other respect yet
that of itself ought to have been a sufficient
reason in the Eyes of Janetta for rejecting him.
These considerations we were determined to represent
to her in their proper light and doubted not of meeting
with the desired success from one naturally so well
disposed; whose errors in the affair had only arisen
from a want of proper confidence in her own opinion,
and a suitable contempt of her father’s.
We found her indeed all that our warmest wishes could
have hoped for; we had no difficulty to convince her
that it was impossible she could love Graham, or that
it was her Duty to disobey her Father; the only thing
at which she rather seemed to hesitate was our assertion
that she must be attached to some other Person.
For some time, she persevered in declaring that she
knew no other young man for whom she had the the smallest
Affection; but upon explaining the impossibility of
such a thing she said that she beleived she did
like Captain M’Kenrie better than any one
she knew besides. This confession satisfied us
and after having enumerated the good Qualities of
M’Kenrie and assured her that she was violently
in love with him, we desired to know whether he had
ever in any wise declared his affection to her.
“So far from having ever declared
it, I have no reason to imagine that he has ever felt
any for me.” said Janetta. “That
he certainly adores you (replied Sophia) there can
be no doubt—. The Attachment must be reciprocal.
Did he never gaze on you with admiration—tenderly
press your hand—drop an involantary tear—
and leave the room abruptly?” “Never (replied
she) that I remember—he has always left
the room indeed when his visit has been ended, but
has never gone away particularly abruptly or without
making a bow.” Indeed my Love (said I) you
must be mistaken—for it is absolutely impossible
that he should ever have left you but with Confusion,
Despair, and Precipitation. Consider but for
a moment Janetta, and you must be convinced how absurd
it is to suppose that he could ever make a Bow, or
behave like any other Person.” Having settled
this Point to our satisfaction, the next we took into
consideration was, to determine in what manner we
should inform M’Kenrie of the favourable Opinion
Janetta entertained of him. . . . We at length
agreed to acquaint him with it by an anonymous Letter
which Sophia drew up in the following manner.
“Oh! happy Lover of the beautifull
Janetta, oh! amiable Possessor of her Heart
whose hand is destined to another, why do you thus
delay a confession of your attachment to the amiable
Object of it? Oh! consider that a few weeks
will at once put an end to every flattering Hope that
you may now entertain, by uniting the unfortunate
Victim of her father’s Cruelty to the execrable
and detested Graham.”
“Alas! why do you thus so cruelly
connive at the projected Misery of her and of yourself
by delaying to communicate that scheme which had doubtless
long possessed your imagination? A secret Union
will at once secure the felicity of both.”
The amiable M’Kenrie, whose
modesty as he afterwards assured us had been the only
reason of his having so long concealed the violence
of his affection for Janetta, on receiving this Billet
flew on the wings of Love to Macdonald-Hall, and so
powerfully pleaded his Attachment to her who inspired
it, that after a few more private interveiws, Sophia
and I experienced the satisfaction of seeing them
depart for Gretna-Green, which they chose for the
celebration of their Nuptials, in preference to any
other place although it was at a considerable distance
from Macdonald-Hall. Adeiu Laura.