She had not been brought up in America
at all. She had been born in France, in a beautiful
château, and she had been born heiress to a
great fortune, but, nevertheless, just now she felt
as if she was very poor, indeed. And yet her
home was in one of the most splendid houses in New
York. She had a lovely suite of apartments of
her own, though she was only eleven years old.
She had had her own carriage and a saddle horse, a
train of masters, and governesses, and servants, and
was regarded by all the children of the neighborhood
as a sort of grand and mysterious little princess,
whose incomings and outgoings were to be watched with
the greatest interest.
“There she is,” they would
cry, flying to their windows to look at her.
“She is going out in her carriage.”
“She is dressed all in black velvet and splendid
fur.” “That is her own, own, carriage.”
“She has millions of money; and she can have
anything she wants—Jane says so!”
“She is very pretty, too; but she is so pale
and has such big, sorrowful, black eyes. I should
not be sorrowful if I were in her place; but Jane says
the servants say she is always quiet and looks sad.”
“Her maid says she lived with her aunt, and
her aunt made her too religious.”
She rarely lifted her large dark eyes
to look at them with any curiosity. She was not
accustomed to the society of children. She had
never had a child companion in her life, and these
little Americans, who were so very rosy and gay, and
who went out to walk or drive with groups of brothers
and sisters, and even ran in the street, laughing and
playing and squabbling healthily—these
children amazed her.
Poor little Saint Elizabeth!
She had not lived a very natural or healthy life herself,
and she knew absolutely nothing of real childish pleasures.
You see, it had occurred in this way: When she
was a baby of two years her young father and mother
died, within a week of each other, of a terrible fever,
and the only near relatives the little one had were
her Aunt Clotilde and Uncle Bertrand. Her Aunt
Clotilde lived in Normandy—her Uncle Bertrand
in New York. As these two were her only guardians,
and as Bertrand de Rochemont was a gay bachelor, fond
of pleasure and knowing nothing of babies, it was
natural that he should be very willing that his elder
sister should undertake the rearing and education
of the child.
“Only,” he wrote to Mademoiselle
de Rochemont, “don’t end by training her
for an abbess, my dear Clotilde.”
[Illustration: “There she is,”
They would cry.]
There was a very great difference
between these two people—the distance between
the gray stone château in Normandy and the brown
stone mansion in New York was not nearly so great
as the distance and difference between the two lives.
And yet it was said that in her first youth Mademoiselle
de Rochemont had been as gay and fond of pleasure as
either of her brothers. And then, when her life
was at its brightest and gayest—when she
was a beautiful and brilliant young woman—she
had had a great and bitter sorrow, which had changed
her for ever. From that time she had never left
the house in which she had been born, and had lived
the life of a nun in everything but being enclosed
in convent walls. At first she had had her parents
to take care of, but when they died she had been left
entirely alone in the great château, and devoted
herself to prayer and works of charity among the villagers
and country people.
“Ah! she is good—she
is a saint Mademoiselle,” the poor people always
said when speaking of her; but they also always looked
a little awe-stricken when she appeared, and never
were sorry when she left them.
She was a tall woman, with a pale,
rigid, handsome face, which never smiled. She
did nothing but good deeds, but however grateful her
pensioners might be, nobody would ever have dared to
dream of loving her. She was just and cold and
severe. She wore always a straight black serge
gown, broad bands of white linen, and a rosary and
crucifix at her waist. She read nothing but religious
works and legends of the saints and martyrs, and adjoining
her private apartments was a little stone chapel,
where the servants said she used to kneel on the cold
floor before the altar and pray for hours in the middle
of the night.
The little curé of the village,
who was plump and comfortable, and who had the kindest
heart and the most cheerful soul in the world, used
to remonstrate with her, always in a roundabout way,
however, never quite as if he were referring directly
to herself.
“One must not let one’s
self become the stone image of goodness,” he
said once. “Since one is really of flesh
and blood, and lives among flesh and blood, that is
not best. No, no; it is not best.”
But Mademoiselle de Rochemont never
seemed exactly of flesh and blood—she was
more like a marble female saint who had descended from
her pedestal to walk upon the earth.
And she did not change, even when
the baby Elizabeth was brought to her. She attended
strictly to the child’s comfort and prayed many
prayers for her innocent soul, but it can be scarcely
said that her manner was any softer or that she smiled
more. At first Elizabeth used to scream at the
sight of the black, nun-like dress and the rigid, handsome
face, but in course of time she became accustomed
to them, and, through living in an atmosphere so silent
and without brightness, a few months changed her from
a laughing, romping baby into a pale, quiet child,
who rarely made any childish noise at all.
In this quiet way she became fond
of her aunt. She saw little of anyone but the
servants, who were all trained to quietness also.
As soon as she was old enough her aunt began her religious
training. Before she could speak plainly she
heard legends of saints and stories of martyrs.
She was taken into the little chapel and taught to
pray there. She believed in miracles, and would
not have been surprised at any moment if she had met
the Child Jesus or the Virgin in the beautiful rambling
gardens which surrounded the château.
She was a sensitive, imaginative child, and the sacred
romances she heard filled all her mind and made up
her little life. She wished to be a saint herself,
and spent hours in wandering in the terraced rose
gardens wondering if such a thing was possible in
modern days, and what she must do to obtain such holy
victory. Her chief sorrow was that she knew herself
to be delicate and very timid—so timid
that she often suffered when people did not suspect
it—and she was afraid that she was not
brave enough to be a martyr. Once, poor little
one! when she was alone in her room, she held her hand
over a burning wax candle, but the pain was so terrible
that she could not keep it there. Indeed, she
fell back white and faint, and sank upon her chair,
breathless and in tears, because she felt sure that
she could not chant holy songs if she were being burned
at the stake. She had been vowed to the Virgin
in her babyhood, and was always dressed in white and
blue, but her little dress was a small conventual
robe, straight and narrow cut, of white woollen stuff,
and banded plainly with blue at the waist. She
did not look like other children, but she was very
sweet and gentle, and her pure little pale face and
large, dark eyes had a lovely dreamy look. When
she was old enough to visit the poor with her Aunt
Clotilde—and she was hardly seven years
old when it was considered proper that she should
begin—the villagers did not stand in awe
of her. They began to adore her, almost to worship
her, as if she had, indeed, been a sacred child.
The little ones delighted to look at her, to draw near
her sometimes and touch her soft white and blue robe.
And, when they did so, she always returned their looks
with such a tender, sympathetic smile, and spoke to
them in so gentle a voice, that they were in ecstasies.
They used to talk her over, tell stories about her
when they were playing together afterwards.
“The little Mademoiselle,”
they said, “she is a child saint. I have
heard them say so. Sometimes there is a little
light round her head. One day her little white
robe will begin to shine too, and her long sleeves
will be wings, and she will spread them and ascend
through the blue sky to Paradise. You will see
if it is not so.”
So, in this secluded world in the
gray old château, with no companion but her
aunt, with no occupation but her studies and her charities,
with no thoughts but those of saints and religious
exercises, Elizabeth lived until she was eleven years
old. Then a great grief befell her. One
morning, Mademoiselle de Rochemont did not leave her
room at the regular hour. As she never broke
a rule she had made for herself and her household,
this occasioned great wonder. Her old maid servant
waited half an hour—went to her door, and
took the liberty of listening to hear if she was up
and moving about her room. There was no sound.
Old Alice returned, looking quite agitated. “Would
Mademoiselle Elizabeth mind entering to see if all
was well? Mademoiselle her aunt might be in the
chapel.”
Elizabeth went. Her aunt was
not in her room. Then she must be in the chapel.
The child entered the sacred little place. The
morning sun was streaming in through the stained-glass
windows above the altar—a broad ray of
mingled brilliant colors slanted to the stone floor
and warmly touched a dark figure lying there.
It was Aunt Clotilde, who had sunk forward while kneeling
at prayer and had died in the night.
That was what the doctors said when
they were sent for. She had been dead some hours—she
had died of disease of the heart, and apparently without
any pain or knowledge of the change coming to her.
Her face was serene and beautiful, and the rigid look
had melted away. Someone said she looked like
little Mademoiselle Elizabeth; and her old servant
Alice wept very much, and said, “Yes—yes—it
was so when she was young, before her unhappiness
came. She had the same beautiful little face,
but she was more gay, more of the world. Yes,
they were much alike then.”
Less than two months from that time
Elizabeth was living in the home of her Uncle Bertrand,
in New York. He had come to Normandy for her himself,
and taken her back with him across the Atlantic.
She was richer than ever now, as a great deal of her
Aunt Clotilde’s money had been left to her,
and Uncle Bertrand was her guardian. He was a
handsome, elegant, clever man, who, having lived long
in America and being fond of American life, did not
appear very much like a Frenchman—at least
he did not appear so to Elizabeth, who had only seen
the curé and the doctor of the village.
Secretly he was very much embarrassed at the prospect
of taking care of a little girl, but family pride,
and the fact that such a very little girl, who was
also such a very great heiress, must be taken
care of sustained him. But when he first saw
Elizabeth he could not restrain an exclamation of
consternation.
[Illustration: It was Aunt Clotilde,
who had sunk forward while kneeling at prayer.]
She entered the room, when she was
sent for, clad in a strange little nun-like robe of
black serge, made as like her-dead aunt’s as
possible. At her small waist were the rosary
and crucifix, and in her hand she held a missal she
had forgotten in her agitation to lay down—
“But, my dear child,”
exclaimed Uncle Bertrand, staring at her aghast.
He managed to recover himself very
quickly, and was, in his way, very kind to her; but
the first thing he did was to send to Paris for a
fashionable maid and fashionable mourning.
“Because, as you will see,”
he remarked to Alice, “we cannot travel as we
are. It is a costume for a convent or the stage.”
Before she took off her little conventual
robe, Elizabeth went to the village to visit all her
poor. The curé went with her and shed tears
himself when the people wept and kissed her little
hand. When the child returned, she went into
the chapel and remained there for a long time.
She felt as if she was living in a
dream when all the old life was left behind and she
found herself in the big luxurious house in the gay
New York street. Nothing that could be done for
her comfort had been left undone. She had several
beautiful rooms, a wonderful governess, different
masters to teach her, her own retinue of servants as,
indeed, has been already said.
But, secretly, she felt bewildered
and almost terrified, everything was so new, so strange,
so noisy, and so brilliant. The dress she wore
made her feel unlike herself; the books they gave
her were full of pictures and stories of worldly things
of which she knew nothing. Her carriage was brought
to the door and she went out with her governess, driving
round and round the park with scores of other people
who looked at her curiously, she did not know why.
The truth was that her refined little face was very
beautiful indeed, and her soft dark eyes still wore
the dreamy spiritual look which made her unlike the
rest of the world.
“She looks like a little princess,”
she heard her uncle say one day. “She will
be some day a beautiful, an enchanting woman—her
mother was so when she died at twenty, but she had
been brought up differently. This one is a little
devotee. I am afraid of her. Her governess
tells me she rises in the night to pray.”
He said it with light laughter to some of his gay
friends by whom he had wished the child to be seen.
He did not know that his gayety filled her with fear
and pain. She had been taught to believe gayety
worldly and sinful, and his whole life was filled with
it. He had brilliant parties—he did
not go to church—he had no pensioners—he
seemed to think of nothing but pleasure. Poor
little Saint Elizabeth prayed for his soul many an
hour when he was asleep after a grand dinner or supper
party.
He could not possibly have dreamed
that there was no one of whom she stood in such dread;
her timidity increased tenfold in his presence.
When he sent for her and she went into the library
to find him luxurious in his arm chair, a novel on
his knee, a cigar in his white hand, a tolerant, half
cynical smile on his handsome mouth, she could scarcely
answer his questions, and could never find courage
to tell what she so earnestly desired. She had
found out early that Aunt Clotilde and the curé
and the life they had led, had only aroused in his
mind a half-pitying amusement. It seemed to her
that he did not understand and had strange sacrilegious
thoughts about them—he did not believe
in miracles—he smiled when she spoke of
saints. How could she tell him that she wished
to spend all her money in building churches and giving
alms to the poor? That was what she wished to
tell him—that she wanted money to send
back to the village, that she wanted to give it to
the poor people she saw in the streets, to those who
lived in the miserable places.
But when she found herself face to
face with him and he said some witty thing to her
and seemed to find her only amusing, all her courage
failed her. Sometimes she thought she would throw
herself upon her knees before him and beg him to send
her back to Normandy—to let her live alone
in the château as her Aunt Clotilde had done.
One morning she arose very early,
and knelt a long time before the little altar she
had made for herself in her dressing room. It
was only a table with some black velvet thrown over
it, a crucifix, a saintly image, and some flowers
standing upon it. She had put on, when she got
up, the quaint black serge robe, because she felt
more at home in it, and her heart was full of determination.
The night before she had received a letter from the
curé and it had contained sad news. A fever
had broken out in her beloved village, the vines had
done badly, there was sickness among the cattle, there
was already beginning to be suffering, and if something
were not done for the people they would not know how
to face the winter. In the time of Mademoiselle
de Rochemont they had always been made comfortable
and happy at Christmas. What was to be done?
The curé ventured to write to Mademoiselle
Elizabeth.
[Illustration: The villagers
did not stand in awe of her.]
The poor child had scarcely slept
at all. Her dear village! Her dear people!
The children would be hungry; the cows would die; there
would be no fires to warm those who were old.
“I must go to uncle,”
she said, pale and trembling. “I must ask
him to give me money. I am afraid, but it is
right to mortify the spirit. The martyrs went
to the stake. The holy Saint Elizabeth was ready
to endure anything that she might do her duty and
help the poor.”
Because she had been called Elizabeth
she had thought and read a great deal of the saint
whose namesake she was—the saintly Elizabeth
whose husband was so wicked and cruel, and who wished
to prevent her from doing good deeds. And oftenest
of all she had read the legend which told that one
day as Elizabeth went out with a basket of food to
give to the poor and hungry, she had met her savage
husband, who had demanded that she should tell him
what she was carrying, and when she replied “Roses,”
and he tore the cover from the basket to see if she
spoke the truth, a miracle had been performed, and
the basket was filled with roses, so that she had
been saved from her husband’s cruelty, and also
from telling an untruth. To little Elizabeth
this legend had been beautiful and quite real—it
proved that if one were doing good, the saints would
take care of one. Since she had been in her new
home, she had, half consciously, compared her Uncle
Bertrand with the wicked Landgrave, though she was
too gentle and just to think he was really cruel,
as Saint Elizabeth’s husband had been, only
he did not care for the poor, and loved only the world—and
surely that was wicked. She had been taught that
to care for the world at all was a fatal sin.
She did not eat any breakfast.
She thought she would fast until she had done what
she intended to do. It had been her Aunt Clotilde’s
habit to fast very often.
She waited anxiously to hear that
her Uncle Bertrand had left his room. He always
rose late, and this morning he was later than usual
as he had had a long gay dinner party the night before.
It was nearly twelve before she heard
his door open. Then she went quickly to the staircase.
Her heart was beating so fast that she put her little
hand to her side and waited a moment to regain her
breath. She felt quite cold.
“Perhaps I must wait until he
has eaten his breakfast,” she said. “Perhaps
I must not disturb him yet. It would, make him
displeased. I will wait—yes, for a
little while.”
She did not return to her room, but
waited upon the stairs. It seemed to be a long
time. It appeared that a friend breakfasted with
him. She heard a gentleman come in and recognized
his voice, which she had heard before. She did
not know what the gentleman’s name was, but she
had met him going in and out with her uncle once or
twice, and had thought he had a kind face and kind
eyes. He had looked at her in an interested way
when he spoke to her—even as if he were
a little curious, and she had wondered why he did
so.
When the door of the breakfast room
opened and shut as the servants went in, she could
hear the two laughing and talking. They seemed
to be enjoying themselves very much. Once she
heard an order given for the mail phaeton. They
were evidently going out as soon as the meal was over.
At last the door opened and they were
coming out. Elizabeth ran down the stairs and
stood in a small reception room. Her heart began
to beat faster than ever.
“The blessed martyrs were not
afraid,” she whispered to herself.
“Uncle Bertrand!” she
said, as he approached, and she scarcely knew her
own faint voice. “Uncle Bertrand—”
He turned, and seeing her, started,
and exclaimed, rather impatiently—evidently
he was at once amazed and displeased to see her.
He was in a hurry to get out, and the sight of her
odd little figure, standing in its straight black
robe between the portières, the slender hands
clasped on the breast, the small pale face and great
dark eyes uplifted, was certainly a surprise to him.
“Elizabeth!” he said,
“what do you wish? Why do you come downstairs?
And that impossible dress! Why do you wear it
again? It is not suitable.”
“Uncle Bertrand,” said
the child, clasping her hands still more tightly,
her eyes growing larger in her excitement and terror
under his displeasure, “it is that I want money—a
great deal. I beg your pardon if I derange you.
It is for the poor. Moreover, the curé
has written the people of the village are ill—the
vineyards did not yield well. They must have
money. I must send them some.”
Uncle Bertrand shrugged his shoulders.
“That is the message of monsieur
le curé, is it?” he said. “He
wants money! My dear Elizabeth, I must inquire
further. You have a fortune, but I cannot permit
you to throw it away. You are a child, and do
not understand—”
[Illustration: “UNCLE BERTRAND,”
SAID THE CHILD, CLASPING HER HANDS.]
“But,” cried Elizabeth,
trembling with agitation, “they are so poor when
one does not help them: their vineyards are so
little, and if the year is bad they must starve.
Aunt Clotilde gave to them every year—even
in the good years. She said they must be cared
for like children.”
“That was your Aunt Clotilde’s
charity,” replied her uncle. “Sometimes
she was not so wise as she was devout. I must
know more of this. I have no time at present,
I am going out of town. In a few days I will reflect
upon it. Tell your maid to give that hideous garment
away. Go out to drive—amuse yourself—you
are too pale.”
Elizabeth looked at his handsome,
careless face in utter helplessness. This was
a matter of life and death to her; to him it meant
nothing.
“But it is winter,” she
panted, breathlessly; “there is snow. Soon
it will be Christmas, and they will have nothing—no
candles for the church, no little manger for the holy
child, nothing for the poorest ones. And the
children—”
“It shall be thought of later,”
said Uncle Bertrand. “I am too busy now.
Be reasonable, my child, and run away. You detain
me.”
He left her with a slight impatient
shrug of his shoulders and the slight amused smile
on his lips. She heard him speak to his friend.
“She was brought up by one who
had renounced the world,” he said, “and
she has already renounced it herself—pauvre
petite enfant! At eleven years she wishes
to devote her fortune to the poor and herself to the
Church.”
Elizabeth sank back into the shadow
of the portières. Great burning tears
filled her eyes and slipped down her cheeks, falling
upon her breast.
“He does not care,” she
said; “he does not know. And I do no one
good—no one.” And she covered
her face with her hands and stood sobbing all alone.
When she returned to her room she
was so pale that her maid looked at her anxiously,
and spoke of it afterwards to the other servants.
They were all fond of Mademoiselle Elizabeth.
She was always kind and gentle to everybody.
Nearly all the day she sat, poor little
saint! by her window looking out at the passers-by
in the snowy street. But she scarcely saw the
people at all, her thoughts were far away, in the
little village where she had always spent her Christmas
before. Her Aunt Clotilde had allowed her at
such times to do so much. There had not been a
house she had not carried some gift to; not a child
who had been forgotten. And the church on Christmas
morning had been so beautiful with flowers from the
hot-houses of the château. It was for
the church, indeed, that the conservatories were chiefly
kept up. Mademoiselle de Rochemont would scarcely
have permitted herself such luxuries.
But there would not be flowers this
year, the château was closed; there were no
longer gardeners at work, the church would be bare
and cold, the people would have no gifts, there would
be no pleasure in the little peasants’ faces.
Little Saint Elizabeth wrung her slight hands together
in her lap.
“Oh,” she cried, “what
can I do? And then there is the poor here—so
many. And I do nothing. The Saints will be
angry; they will not intercede for me. I shall
be lost!”
It was not alone the poor she had
left in her village who were a grief to her.
As she drove through the streets she saw now and then
haggard faces; and when she had questioned a servant
who had one day come to her to ask for charity for
a poor child at the door, she had found that in parts
of this great, bright city which she had not seen,
there was said to be cruel want and suffering, as
in all great cities.
“And it is so cold now,”
she thought, “with the snow on the ground.”
The lamps in the street were just
beginning to be lighted when her Uncle Bertrand returned.
It appeared that he had brought back with him the
gentleman with the kind face. They were to dine
together, and Uncle Bertrand desired that Mademoiselle
Elizabeth should join them. Evidently the journey
out of town had been delayed for a day at least.
There came also another message: Monsieur de
Rochemont wished Mademoiselle to send to him by her
maid a certain box of antique ornaments which had been
given to her by her Aunt Clotilde. Elizabeth had
known less of the value of these jewels than of their
beauty. She knew they were beautiful, and that
they had belonged to her Aunt Clotilde in the gay days
of her triumphs as a beauty and a brilliant and adored
young woman, but it seemed that they were also very
curious, and Monsieur de Rochemont wished his friend
to see them. When Elizabeth went downstairs she
found them examining them together.
“They must be put somewhere
for safe keeping,” Uncle Bertrand was saying.
“It should have been done before. I will
attend to it.”
The gentleman with the kind eyes looked
at Elizabeth with an interested expression as she
came into the room. Her slender little figure
in its black velvet dress, her delicate little face
with its large soft sad eyes, the gentle gravity of
her manner made her seem quite unlike other children.
He did not seem simply to find her
amusing, as her Uncle Bertrand did. She was always
conscious that behind Uncle Bertrand’s most serious
expression there was lurking a faint smile as he watched
her, but this visitor looked at her in a different
way. He was a doctor, she discovered. Dr.
Norris, her uncle called him, and Elizabeth wondered
if perhaps his profession had not made him quick of
sight and kind.
She felt that it must be so when she
heard him talk at dinner. She found that he did
a great deal of work among the very poor—–that
he had a hospital, where he received little children
who were ill—who had perhaps met with accidents,
and could not be taken care of in their wretched homes.
He spoke most frequently of terrible quarters, which
he called Five Points; the greatest poverty and suffering
was there. And he spoke of it with such eloquent
sympathy, that even Uncle Bertrand began to listen
with interest.
“Come,” he said, “you
are a rich, idle fellow; De Rochemont, and we want
rich, idle fellows to come and look into all this and
do something for us. You must let me take you
with me some day.”
“It would disturb me too much,
my good Norris,” said Uncle Bertrand, with a
slight shudder. “I should not enjoy my dinner
after it.”
“Then go without your dinner,”
said Dr. Norris. “These people do.
You have too many dinners. Give up one.”
Uncle Bertrand shrugged his shoulders and smiled.
“It is Elizabeth who fasts,”
he said. “Myself, I prefer to dine.
And yet, some day, I may have the fancy to visit this
place with you.”
Elizabeth could scarcely have been
said to dine this evening. She could not eat.
She sat with her large, sad eyes fixed upon Dr. Norris’
face as he talked. Every word he uttered sank
deep into her heart The want and suffering of which
he spoke were more terrible than anything she had ever
heard of—it had been nothing like this in
the village. Oh! no, no. As she thought
of it there was such a look in her dark eyes as almost
startled Dr. Norris several times when he glanced at
her, but as he did not know the particulars of her
life with her aunt and the strange training she had
had, he could not possibly have guessed what was going
on in her mind, and how much effect his stories were
having. The beautiful little face touched him
very much, and the pretty French accent with which
the child spoke seemed very musical to him, and added
a great charm to the gentle, serious answers she made
to the remarks he addressed to her. He could
not help seeing that something had made little Mademoiselle
Elizabeth a pathetic and singular little creature,
and he continually wondered what it was.
“Do you think she is a happy
child?” he asked Monsieur de Rochemont when
they were alone together over their cigars and wine.
“Happy?” said Uncle Bertrand,
with his light smile. “She has been taught,
my friend, that to be happy upon earth is a crime.
That was my good sister’s creed. One must
devote one’s self, not to happiness, but entirely
to good works. I think I have told you that she,
this little one, desires to give all her fortune to
the poor. Having heard you this evening, she
will wish to bestow it upon your Five Points.”
When, having retired from the room
with a grave and stately little obeisance to her uncle
and his guest, Elizabeth had gone upstairs, it had
not been with the intention of going to bed. She
sent her maid away and knelt before her altar for
a long time.
“The Saints will tell me what
to do,” she said. “The good Saints,
who are always gracious, they will vouchsafe to me
some thought which will instruct me if I remain long
enough at prayer.”
She remained in prayer a long time.
When at last she arose from her knees it was long
past midnight, and she was tired and weak, but the
thought had not been given to her.
But just as she laid her head upon
her pillow it came. The ornaments given to her
by her Aunt Clotilde somebody would buy them.
They were her own—it would be right to
sell them—to what better use could they
be put? Was it not what Aunt Clotilde would have
desired? Had she not told her stories of the
good and charitable who had sold the clothes from
their bodies that the miserable might be helped?
Yes, it was right. These things must be done.
All else was vain and useless and of the world.
But it would require courage—great courage.
To go out alone to find a place where the people would
buy the jewels—perhaps there might be some
who would not want them. And then when they were
sold to find this poor and unhappy quarter of which
her uncle’s guest had spoken, and to give to
those who needed—all by herself. Ah!
what courage it would require. And then Uncle
Bertrand, some day he would ask about the ornaments,
and discover all, and his anger might be terrible.
No one had ever been angry with her; how could she
bear it. But had not the Saints and Martyrs borne
everything? had they not gone to the stake and the
rack with smiles? She thought of Saint Elizabeth
and the cruel Landgrave. It could not be even
so bad as that—but whatever the result was
it must be borne.
So at last she slept, and there was
upon her gentle little face so sweetly sad a look
that when her maid came to waken her in the morning
she stood by the bedside for some moments looking down
upon her pityingly.
The day seemed very long and sorrowful
to the poor child. It was full of anxious thoughts
and plannings. She was so innocent and inexperienced,
so ignorant of all practical things. She had
decided that it would be best to wait until evening
before going out, and then to take the jewels and
try to sell them to some jeweller. She did not
understand the difficulties that would lie in her
way, but she felt very timid.
Her maid had asked permission to go
out for the evening and Monsieur de Rochemont was
to dine out, so that she found it possible to leave
the house without attracting attention.
As soon as the streets were lighted
she took the case of ornaments, and going downstairs
very quietly, let herself out. The servants were
dining, and she was seen by none of them.
When she found herself in the snowy
street she felt strangely bewildered. She had
never been out unattended before, and she knew nothing
of the great busy city. When she turned into the
more crowded thoroughfares, she saw several times
that the passers-by glanced at her curiously.
Her timid look, her foreign air and richly furred dress,
and the fact that she was a child and alone at such
an hour, could not fail to attract attention; but
though she felt confused and troubled she went bravely
on. It was some time before she found a jeweller’s
shop, and when she entered it the men behind the counter
looked at her in amazement. But she went to the
one nearest to her and laid the case of jewels on
the counter before him.
“I wish,” she said, in
her soft low voice, and with the pretty accent, “I
wish that you should buy these.”
The man stared at her, and at the
ornaments, and then at her again.
“I beg pardon, miss,” he said.
Elizabeth repeated her request.
“I will speak to Mr. Moetyler,” he said,
after a moment of hesitation.
He went to the other end of the shop
to an elderly man who sat behind a desk. After
he had spoken a few words, the elderly man looked up
as if surprised; then he glanced at Elizabeth; then,
after speaking a few more words, he came forward.
“You wish to sell these?”
he said, looking at the case of jewels with a puzzled
expression.
“Yes,” Elizabeth answered.
He bent over the case and took up
one ornament after the other and examined them closely.
After he had done this he looked at the little girl’s
innocent, trustful face, seeming more puzzled than
before.
“Are they your own?” he inquired.
“Yes, they are mine,” she replied, timidly.
“Do you know how much they are worth?”
“I know that they are worth
much money,” said Elizabeth. “I have
heard it said so.”
“Do your friends know that you are going to
sell them?”
“No,” Elizabeth said,
a faint color rising in her delicate face. “But
it is right that I should do it.”
The man spent a few moments in examining
them again and, having done so, spoke hesitatingly.
“I am afraid we cannot buy them,”
he said. “It would be impossible, unless
your friends first gave their permission.”
“Impossible!” said Elizabeth,
and tears rose in her eyes, making them look softer
and more wistful than ever.
“We could not do it,”
said the jeweller. “It is out of the question
under the circumstances.”
“Do you think,” faltered
the poor little saint, “do you think that nobody
will buy them?”
“I am afraid not,” was
the reply. “No respectable firm who would
pay their real value. If you take my advice,
young lady, you will take them home and consult your
friends.”
He spoke kindly, but Elizabeth was
overwhelmed with disappointment. She did not
know enough of the world to understand that a richly
dressed little girl who offered valuable jewels for
sale at night must be a strange and unusual sight.
When she found herself on the street
again, her long lashes were heavy with tears.
“If no one will buy them,” she said, “what
shall I do?”
She walked a long way—so
long that she was very tired—and offered
them at several places, but as she chanced to enter
only respectable shops, the same thing happened each
time. She was looked at curiously and questioned,
but no one would buy.
“They are mine,” she would
say. “It is right that I should sell them.”
But everyone stared and seemed puzzled, and in the
end refused.
At last, after much wandering, she
found herself in a poorer quarter of the city; the
streets were narrower and dirtier, and the people began
to look squalid and wretchedly dressed; there were
smaller shops and dingy houses. She saw unkempt
men and women and uncared for little children.
The poverty of the poor she had seen in her own village
seemed comfort and luxury by contrast. She had
never dreamed of anything like this. Now and
then she felt faint with pain and horror. But
she went on.
“They have no vineyards,”
she said to herself. “No trees and flowers—it
is all dreadful—there is nothing. They
need help more than the others. To let them suffer
so, and not to give them charity, would be a great
crime.”
She was so full of grief and excitement
that she had ceased to notice how everyone looked
at her—she saw only the wretchedness, and
dirt and misery. She did not know, poor child!
that she was surrounded by danger—that
she was not only in the midst of misery, but of dishonesty
and crime. She had even forgotten her timidity—that
it was growing late, and that she was far from home,
and would not know how to return—she did
not realize that she had walked so far that she was
almost exhausted with fatigue.
She had brought with her all the money
she possessed. If she could not sell the jewels
she could, at least, give something to someone in want.
But she did not know to whom she must give first.
When she had lived with her Aunt Clotilde it had been
their habit to visit the peasants in their houses.
Must she enter one of these houses—these
dreadful places with the dark passages, from which
she heard many times riotous voices, and even cries,
issuing?
“But those who do good must
feel no fear,” she thought. “It is
only to have courage.” At length something
happened which caused her to pause before one of those
places. She heard sounds of pitiful moans and
sobbing from something crouched upon the broken steps.
It seemed like a heap of rags, but as she drew near
she saw by the light of the street lamp opposite that
it was a woman with her head in her knees, and a wretched
child on each side of her. The children were shivering
with cold and making low cries as if they were frightened.
Elizabeth stopped and then ascended the steps.
“Why is it that you cry?” she asked gently.
“Tell me.”
The woman did not answer at first,
but when Elizabeth spoke again she lifted her head,
and as soon as she saw the slender figure in its velvet
and furs, and the pale, refined little face, she gave
a great start.
“Lord have mercy on yez!”
she said in a hoarse voice which sounded almost terrified.
“Who are yez, an’ what bees ye dow’
in a place the loike o’ this?”
“I came,” said Elizabeth,
“to see those who are poor. I wish to help
them. I have great sorrow for them. It is
right that the rich should help those who want.
Tell me why you cry, and why your little children sit
in the cold.” Everybody had shown surprise
to whom Elizabeth had spoken to-night, but no one
had stared as this woman did.
“It’s no place for the
loike o’ yez,” she said. “An’
it black noight, an’ men and women wild in the
drink; an’ Pat Harrigan insoide bloind an’
mad in liquor, an’ it’s turned me an’
the children out he has to shlape in the snow—an’
not the furst toime either. An’ it’s
starvin’ we are—starvin’ an’
no other,” and she dropped her wretched head
on her knees and began to moan again, and the children
joined her.
[ILLUSTRATION: “WHY IS
IT THAT YOU CRY?” SHE ASKED GENTLY.]
“Don’t let yez daddy hear
yez,” she said to them. “Whisht now—it’s
come out an’ kill yez he will.”
Elizabeth began to feel tremulous and faint.
“Is it that they have hunger?” she asked.
“Not a bite or sup have they
had this day, nor yesterday,” was the answer,
“The good Saints have pity on us.”
“Yes,” said Elizabeth,
“the good Saints have always pity. I will
go and get some food—poor little ones.”
She had seen a shop only a few yards
away—she remembered passing it. Before
the woman could speak again she was gone.
“Yes,” she said, “I
was sent to them—it is the answer to my
prayer—it was not in vain that I asked
so long.”
When she entered the shop the few
people who were in it stopped what they were doing
to stare at her as others had done—but she
scarcely saw that it was so.
“Give to me a basket,”
she said to the owner of the place. “Put
in it some bread and wine—some of the things
which are ready to eat. It is for a poor woman
and her little ones who starve.”
There was in the shop among others
a red-faced woman with a cunning look in her eyes.
She sidled out of the place and was waiting for Elizabeth
when she came out.
“I’m starvin’ too,
little lady,” she said. “There’s
many of us that way, an’ it’s not often
them with money care about it. Give me something
too,” in a wheedling voice.
Elizabeth looked up at her, her pure
ignorant eyes full of pity.
“I have great sorrows for you,”
she said. “Perhaps the poor woman will
share her food with you.”
“It’s the money I need,” said the
woman.
“I have none left,” answered Elizabeth.
“I will come again.”
“It’s now I want it,”
the woman persisted. Then she looked covetously
at Elizabeth’s velvet fur-lined and trimmed
cloak. “That’s a pretty cloak you’ve
on,” she said. “You’ve got another,
I daresay.”
Suddenly she gave the cloak a pull,
but the fastening did not give way as she had thought
it would.
“Is it because you are cold
that you want it?” said Elizabeth, in her gentle,
innocent way, “I will give it to you. Take
it.”
Had not the holy ones in the legends
given their garments to the poor? Why should
she not give her cloak?
In an instant it was unclasped and
snatched away, and the woman was gone. She did
not even stay long enough to give thanks for the gift,
and something in her haste and roughness made Elizabeth
wonder and gave her a moment of tremor.
She made her way back to the place
where the other woman and her children had been sitting;
the cold wind made her shiver, and the basket was very
heavy for her slender arm. Her strength seemed
to be giving way.
As she turned the corner, a great,
fierce gust of wind swept round it, and caught her
breath and made her stagger. She thought she was
going to fall; indeed, she would have fallen but that
one of the tall men who were passing put out his arm
and caught her. He was a well dressed man, in
a heavy overcoat; he had gloves on. Elizabeth
spoke in a faint tone. “I thank you,”
she began, when the second man uttered a wild exclamation
and sprang forward.
“Elizabeth!” he said, “Elizabeth!”
Elizabeth looked up and uttered a
cry herself. It was her Uncle Bertrand who stood
before her, and his companion, who had saved her from
falling, was Dr. Norris.
For a moment it seemed as if they
were almost struck dumb with horror; and then her
Uncle Bertrand seized her by the arm in such agitation
that he scarcely seemed himself—not the
light, satirical, jesting Uncle Bertrand she had known
at all.
“What does it mean?” he
cried. “What are you doing here, in this
horrible place alone? Do you know where it is
you have come? What have you in your basket?
Explain! explain!”
The moment of trial had come, and
it seemed even more terrible than the poor child had
imagined. The long strain and exertion had been
too much for her delicate body. She felt that
she could bear no more; the cold seemed to have struck
to her very heart. She looked up at Monsieur de
Rochemont’s pale, excited face, and trembled
from head to foot. A strange thought flashed
into her mind. Saint Elizabeth, of Thuringia—the
cruel Landgrave. Perhaps the Saints would help
her, too, since she was trying to do their bidding.
Surely, surely it must be so!
“Speak!” repeated Monsieur
de Rochemont. “Why is this? The basket—what
have you in it?”
“Roses,” said Elizabeth,
“Roses.” And then her strength deserted
her—she fell upon her knees in the snow—the
basket slipped from her arm, and the first thing which
fell from it was—no, not roses,—there
had been no miracle wrought—not roses,
but the case of jewels which she had laid on the top
of the other things that it might be the more easily
carried.
[ILLUSTRATION: HER STRENGTH DESERTED
HER—SHE FELL UPON HER KNEES IN THE SNOW.]
“Roses!” cried Uncle Bertrand.
“Is it that the child is mad? They are the
jewels of my sister Clotilde.”
Elizabeth clasped her hands and leaned
towards Dr. Norris, the tears streaming from her uplifted
eyes.
“Ah! monsieur,” she sobbed,
“you will understand. It was for the poor—they
suffer so much. If we do not help them our souls
will be lost. I did not mean to speak falsely.
I thought the Saints—the Saints—–”
But her sobs filled her throat, and she could not
finish. Dr. Norris stopped, and took her in his
strong arms as if she had been a baby.
“Quick!” he said, imperatively;
“we must return to the carriage, De Rochemont.
This is a serious matter.”
Elizabeth clung to him with trembling hands.
“But the poor woman who starves?”
she cried. “The little children—they
sit up on the step quite near—the food was
for them! I pray you give it to them.”
“Yes, they shall have it,”
said the Doctor. “Take the basket, De Rochemont—only
a few doors below.” And it appeared that
there was something in his voice which seemed to render
obedience necessary, for Monsieur de Rochemont actually
did as he was told.
For a moment Dr. Norris put Elizabeth
on her feet again, but it was only while he removed
his overcoat and wrapped it about her slight shivering
body.
“You are chilled through, poor
child,” he said; “and you are not strong
enough to walk just now. You must let me carry
you.”
It was true that a sudden faintness
had come upon her, and she could not restrain the
shudder which shook her. It still shook her when
she was placed in the carriage which the two gentlemen
had thought it wiser to leave in one of the more respectable
streets when they went to explore the worse ones together.
“What might not have occurred
if we had not arrived at that instant!” said
Uncle Bertrand when he got into the carriage.
“As it is who knows what illness—”
“It will be better to say as
little as possible now,” said Dr. Norris.
“It was for the poor,”
said Elizabeth, trembling. “I had prayed
to the Saints to tell me what was best I thought I
must go. I did not mean to do wrong. It
was for the poor.”
And while her Uncle Bertrand regarded
her with a strangely agitated look, and Dr. Norris
held her hand between his strong and warm ones, the
tears rolled down her pure, pale little face.
She did not know until some time after
what danger she had been in, that the part of the
city into which she had wandered was the lowest and
worst, and was in some quarters the home of thieves
and criminals of every class. As her Uncle Bertrand
had said, it was impossible to say what terrible thing
might have happened if they had not met her so soon.
It was Dr. Norris who explained it all to her as gently
and kindly as was possible. She had always been
fragile, and she had caught a severe cold which caused
her an illness of some weeks. It was Dr. Norris
who took care of her, and it was not long before her
timidity was forgotten in her tender and trusting
affection for him. She learned to watch for his
coming, and to feel that she was no longer lonely.
It was through him that her uncle permitted her to
send to the curé a sum of money large enough
to do all that was necessary. It was through him
that the poor woman and her children were clothed
and fed and protected. When she was well enough,
he had promised that she should help him among his
own poor. And through him—though she
lost none of her sweet sympathy for those who suffered—she
learned to live a more natural and child-like life,
and to find that there were innocent, natural pleasures
to be enjoyed in the world. In time she even
ceased to be afraid of her Uncle Bertrand, and to
be quite happy in the great beautiful house. And
as for Uncle Bertrand himself, he became very fond
of her, and sometimes even helped her to dispense
her charities. He had a light, gay nature, but
he was kind at heart, and always disliked to see or
think of suffering. Now and then he would give
more lavishly than wisely, and then he would say, with
his habitual graceful shrug of the shoulders—“Yes,
it appears I am not discreet. Finally, I think
I must leave my charities to you, my good Norris—to
you and Little Saint Elizabeth.”