“I shall love your mother very
much, Charles, but do you think she will love me?”
said a graceful young creature, leaning with an air
of tender confidence upon the arm of her companion,
and looking earnestly in his face. She was a
little above the ordinary stature, with a form so
delicate as to appear almost fragile, a pure semi-transparent
skin, and a cheek—
“Like the apple-tree blossom,
By the dew-fountain fed,
Was the bloom of her cheek,
With its white and its red.”
Eyes of heaven’s own blue beamed
with love and delight, as they wandered over the frank,
honest face of the young man, who stood looking down
into them, as they reflected back his own image.
He could not love himself without harm to himself,
but he could gaze on, and love to gaze for ever upon
the image of himself pictured in those dear eyes,
and yet be innocent.
“Love you, Ellen? How can she help loving
you?”
“I do not know why any one should love me,”
was the artless reply.
“I do not know how any one can help loving you.”
“Ah, you may think so, but every
one does not see with your eyes; and maybe, you are
only blinded. I am not perfect, Charles; don’t
forget that.”
“You are perfect to me, and
that is all I ask. But say, Ellen, dear, sha’n’t
we be married in a month?”
“I am so young, Charles; and
then I ought to be certain that your mother is willing.
Does she know all about it? You have written to
her, have you not?”
The young man did not reply for some
moments. Then he said—“Never
fear, Ellen; my mother will love you as her own child,
when she sees and knows you. I have not written
about you to her, because, as I must tell you, my
mother, though one of the best of women, is a little
proud of her standing in society. The moment I
write to her on the subject, she will have a dozen
grave questions to ask about your family, and whether
they are connected with this great personage or that—questions
that I despair of answering, in a letter, to her satisfaction.
But your dear face will explain all, and stop all
inquiries, when I present you to her as my wife.”
“Don’t be so certain of
that, Charles. If your mother is proud of her
family, she will be mortified and displeased should
her son marry an unknown girl.”
“The proudest mother on earth
would receive you into her bosom, and call you daughter,
without an emotion of wounded pride,” was the
lover’s confident reply. “I know it.
I know my mother too well, not to be confident on
this subject.”
“You ought to know, Charles;
but I would much rather be certain. I love you
better than my life; but if I thought that your marrying
me would separate you from your mother’s love,
I would never consent to a union. Ah, there can
be no love so pure, so deep, so unselfish as a mother’s
love. A mother! Oh, how sweet the name! how
holy the office! I can remember, though but faintly,
my own mother. I was but a little girl when I
lost her, but I still see her face as it often bent
over me while I lay in my bed, and still, at times,
can hear her voice. Oh, what would I not have
given had she lived! Ah, Charles, be sure that
in no act of your life you wrong your mother, or give
her pain.”
Charles Linden belonged to a family
that claimed descent from some distinguished ancestor
on the mother’s side—some one who
had come from England a long time ago, and who, when
there, was ranked one of gentle blood. Of the
worth of his principles, little was known. He
may have been a high-minded and honourable man, or
he may have possessed qualities worthy of the detestation
of all. Be that as it may, Mrs. Linden valued
herself highly on having come down in a right line,
through three generations, from this distinguished
individual; and there were plenty to estimate her by
her own standard. As a woman, taking her for
what she was worth, she would have done very well,
and received from all sensible people due consideration;
but her true character as a woman was glossed over
and somewhat defaced by her pride. She did not
regard her own qualities of mind as any thing—her
standing as one of the true aristocrats of society
was every thing. As for her husband, little was
ever said about his ancestors; he had no scruples,
while living, of an investigation, for he feared none.
His father was a wealthy merchant, and his grandfather
an honest farmer, who fought for his country during
the whole revolutionary campaign. The old soldier
left to his son the inheritance of sound moral principles,
a good education, and an enthusiastic love of his
country. With these as his only patrimony, he
started in the world. At the age of fifty, he
died, leaving to his children an untarnished name and
forty thousand dollars a piece.
The father of Charles Linden had been
in business several years when this event took place,
and had already acquired by his own exertions, as
well as by marriage, a handsome property. He died
when Charles, his eldest son, was but sixteen, leaving
three children, two sons and one daughter; and a widow
estimated to be worth a hundred thousand dollars.
To each of the children he left fifty thousand dollars.
This did not please the aristocratic notions of the
mother. It would have been more in consonance
with her views, if but one-third of the whole property
had been left to her, and the balance to their eldest
son, with the reservation of small annuities for the
other children. In her own mind she determined
to will all she had to Charles, with the distinct
proviso that he took possession of it only on the
condition of dropping his father’s name, and
assuming that of her family, which was Beauchamp.
Long before he was twenty-one years
of age, she commenced her insidious attacks upon his
native manliness of character, which showed itself
in a disposition to value every thing with which he
came in contact, according to intrinsic worth.
He never bought of the family of any one with whom
he was brown into association, but of qualities of
head and heart. At school he had learned how to
estimate individual worth; books, truly American books,
conceived by American minds, strengthened the right
impression so made. When, therefore, Mrs. Linden
attempted to show him that family was the primary
thing to be considered in his associations with people,
her efforts were altogether fruitless.
All persons of Mrs. Linden’s
way of thinking make it a point to take the marriage
of their children pretty much into their own hands,
believing that their external views on the subject
are far better than the internal attraction toward
an object that can be truly loved, which their children
imagine they feel—or, as they say, “imagine.”
The mother of Charles understood well her duty in this
matter. Long before her son had passed his fourteenth
year, she had made a selection for him in a little
Miss, younger than he was by two years, named Antoinette
Billings. Antoinette’s mother was a woman
after Mrs. Linden’s own heart. She understood
the first distant hint made on the subject, and readily
came to a fair and open understanding with Mrs. Linden.
Then it was managed so that the children were much
together, and they were taught to look upon each other
as engaged for marriage at some future day.
Charles was a fine, noble-hearted
boy; but Antoinette was a spoiled, pert, selfish creature,
and had but little control over her tempers, that
were by no means amiable. It was not long before
the future husband, so called, wisely determined that
Miss Antoinette should never be his wife, and he told
his mother so in very plain language. Mrs. Linden
tried every art in her power to influence Charles,
but it was no use. He inherited too much truly
noble blood from this independent, right-thinking
father.
At the age of twenty-one, he left
his native place and entered into business in a neighbouring
city. His mother parted with him reluctantly;
but there were strong reasons why he should go, and
she did not feel that it would be right to oppose
him.
About a year after his removal from
P—to his new place of residence, Charles
Linden met Ellen Fleetwood. She had come recently
from one of the Eastern States, and resided in the
family of a distant relative. His first impressions
were favourable—each subsequent meeting
confirmed them—and, length, he found himself
really attached to her. So little of his mother’s
peculiar spirit had he imbibed, that it did not once
occur to him to ask about her family until he had
made up his mind to offer himself in marriage.
Inquiry on this subject resulted in the discovery that
Ellen’s parents were distinguished from the
mass in no particular way. They had married early,
and her mother died early. Her father, whose very
existence seemed to have been wrapped up in that of
his wife, went away soon after her death, and never
returned. It was believed by his friends that
he did not survive her long. Ellen was then five
years old. An aunt adopted her and raised her
as her own child. A year before Linden met her,
this aunt had died, leaving her a small income.
She removed shortly after this event, at the request
of a relative—the only surviving one, as
far as she knew—and now lived with her.
Of the precise character of the father and mother,
he could learn nothing. Ellen, therefore, neither
lost nor gained any thing in his eyes by birth.
For what she was to him, and for that alone, he loved
her—and loved purely and tenderly.
An engagement took place in a few
months after their acquaintance commenced. It
was shortly afterwards that the conversation detailed
in the opening of our story commenced, from which it
will appear that Charles had not yet ventured to inform
his mother of the choice he had made. Knowing
the strength of her peculiar prejudices, he had every
thing to fear, as far as opposition was concerned.
The fact that Ellen appeared so anxious to obtain
her favour made him less willing to risk the consequences
of informing his mother that he had made his choice
of a wife. He knew she would oppose a marriage
most strenuously. What the effect of such opposition
upon Ellen would be, it would be impossible to tell;—it
might, he feared, lead her to decline his offer.
For this reason, he urged an immediate union; and
wished it to take place without his parent’s
knowledge. Ellen opposed this earnestly, but
was finally induced to yield. They were married,
and started the next morning to visit Mrs. Linden.
Two days before, Charles had written to inform his
mother of what had taken place, and of his intended
return home, on a short visit, with his bride.
“My dear mother,” a portion
of his letter read, “I know you will be grieved,
and, I fear, offended at what I have done; but wait
only for a day or two, until you see my Ellen—your
Ellen, let me say—and you will be grieved
and angry no longer. She will love you as only
an unselfish child can love a mother; and you will
love her the moment you see her. I have talked
to her from the first about you, and she has already
so pure an affection for you, that she is longing
to see you and throw herself upon your bosom.
Oh! let me beg of you to receive her in the spirit
with which she is coming to you. Be to her a
mother, as she wishes to be to you a child.”
It was not without many misgivings
at heart that Charles Linden set out to visit his
mother. These could not be felt without their
effects being perceived by Ellen, who was tremblingly
anxious about her reception. Her spirits became
in consequence depressed, and more than once Charles
found tears stealing from beneath her half-closed
eyelids. He understood well the cause, and strove,
but vainly, to assure her that all would be as her
heart could wish.
It was nearly nightfall when the carriage
that conveyed them from the steamboat landing drew
up before the elegant residence of Mrs. Linden.
Charles hurried in with his bride in a tumult of anxiety.
A servant was sent up to announce his arrival.
Five minutes passed, and they still sat alone in the
parlour—Charles deeply agitated, and Ellen
looking pale and frightened.
“What can keep her so long?”
the young man had just said, in a husky whisper, when
the door opened and his mother entered with a slow,
dignified step, her face calm, but severe, and her
tall person drawn up to its full height. Charles
started forward, but the instantly raised hand and
forbidding aspect of his mother restrained him.
“Don’t come near me,”
said she, coldly—“you have done that
for which I never shall forgive you. Go at once
from my presence, with the mean-spirited creature
who has dared to suppose that I would acknowledge
as my daughter one who has corrupted and robbed me
of my son. Go! We are mother and son no
longer. I dissolve the tie. Go!”
And the mother, whose assumed calmness
had given way to a highly excited manner, waved her
hand imperatively towards the door.
Ellen, who had started up at the moment
Mrs. Linden appeared, now came forward, and, throwing
herself at her feet, clasped her hands together, and
lifted her sweet pale face and tearful eyes. For
an instant the mother’s face grew dark with
passion; then she made a movement as if she were about
to spurn the supplicant indignantly, when Charles
sprang before her, and lifting Ellen in his arms, bore
her from the house, and placed her half fainting in
the carriage that still stood at the door. A
hurried direction was given to the driver, who mounted
his box and drove off to a hotel, where they passed
the night, and, on the next morning, returned home
to the city they had left on the previous day.
It was long before a smile lighted
the countenance of the young bride. In silence
she upbraided herself for having been the cause of
estranging from each other mother and son.
“It was wrong,” she said,
in a sad tone, when, after the passage of a month,
the subject was conversed about between them with more
than usual calmness. “You should, first
of all, have written to your mother, and asked her
consent.”
“But I knew she would not give
it. I knew her peculiar prejudices too well.
My only hope was the impression your dear face would
make upon her. I was sure that for her to see
you would be to love you. But I was mistaken.”
“Alas! too sadly mistaken.
We have made her unhappy through life. Oh! how
that thought distresses me.”
“She deserves all the unhappiness
she may feel. For me, I do not pity her.”
Charles Linden said this with a good deal of bitterness.
“Oh! Charles—do
not speak so—do not feel so. She is
your mother, and you acted against what you knew to
be one of her strongest prejudices,” Ellen said
earnestly. “I do not feel angry with her.
When I think of her, it is with grief, that she is
unhappy. The time may yet come—pray
heaven it come quickly!—when she will feel
differently toward one whose heart she does not know—when
she will love me as a mother.”
“She does not deserve the love
of one like you,” was the bitterly spoken reply.
“Ah, Charles! why will you speak so? It
is not right.”
“I can no more help it than
I can help feeling and thinking, Ellen. I am
indignant, and I must express my feelings. What
a poor substitute is birth, or family connexion, or
standing in society for a mother to offer to her son,
in the place of a pure heart that can love fervently.
If I had yielded to dictation on this subject, I would
long ago have been the unhappy husband of a vain, selfish,
proud creature, whom I never could have loved.
No—no—Ellen. I cannot help
being angry, if I may so speak, at the thought of such
unjust, such unwise assumption of the prerogative in
a parent. It is God who joins together in orderly
marriage—not man; and when man attempts
to assume the place of God in this matter, his work
is evil. I would give my child, were I a parent,
all the light, all the intelligence in my power to
give him, and then let him choose for himself.
To do more, would be, in my opinion, a sin against
God, and, as such, I would shun it with horror.”
In time, the deep affliction of mind
which Ellen had experienced subsided. She felt
the injustice of Mrs. Linden’s conduct, and,
though she had no indignant nor unkind feeling toward
her, she thought of her without an emotion of filial
regard. Year after year went by, and, as no notice
whatever was taken of Charles and his wife by Mrs.
Linden, they did not again venture near her, nor take
any pains to conciliate her favour. Her treatment
of Ellen had so outraged her son, that he tried to
forget that he had a mother; for he could not think
of her without a bitterness which he did not wish
to feel. The only means of knowing what took place
at home was through his sister, between whom and himself
had always existed a warm affection. She wrote
to him frequently, and he as well as his wife wrote
to her often. Their letters to her were, at her
request, sent under cover to a friend, to prevent
the unpleasant consequences that would ensue, should
the proud, overbearing mother become aware of the
correspondence.
From his sister, who had something
of his own independence of feeling, Charles learned,
that his brother William, at his mother’s instance,
was about to marry Antoinette Billings. And, also,
that an application had been made to the legislature
to have his name changed to Beauchamp, his mother’s
family name. As an inducement for him to gratify
her pride in this thing, Mrs. Linden had promised
William, that, on the very day that the legislature
granted the petition, she should transfer to him the
whole amount of her property, with the exception of
about twenty thousand dollars. Subsequently,
Charles learned that the name of his brother had been
changed; that the marriage had taken place; and that
his mother had relinquished all her property, with
a small reservation, into the hands of her son.
All this took place within three years after his marriage.
The next intelligence was of an attempt
being made to force Florence, his sister, into a marriage
most repugnant to her feelings. This aroused
his indignation afresh. He wrote to her strongly,
and conjured her by every high and holy consideration
not to permit the sacrifice to take place. Florence
possessed too much of the same spirit that he did
to yield tamely in a matter like this. His frequent
letters strengthened her to resist all the attempts
of her mother and brother to induce her to yield to
their mercenary wishes. Finding that she was
firm, a system of persecution, in the hope of forcing
her to an assent, was commenced against her.
As soon as Charles learned this, he went immediately
to P—, and saw Florence at the home of
a mutual friend. He had little difficulty in
persuading her to return home with him. Neither
her mother nor William showed her any real affection,
and they were both plotting against her happiness
for life. On the other hand, there had always
been between her and Charles a deep attachment.
She not only loved him, but confided in him.
She had never seen his wife; but Charles had written
so much about her, and Ellen’s letters had pictured
a mind so gentle, so good, that Florence loved her
only less than she loved her brother. And there
was another there to love, of whom she had heard much—a
fair-haired girl named Florence. Is it a subject
of wonder that she fled from her mother, to find a
paradise in comparison to what she had left, in the
home of Charles and his pure-hearted companion?
We think not.
The meeting between her and Ellen
was one in which both their hearts overflowed—in
which affections mingled—in which two loving
spirits became united in bonds that nothing could
break.
We turn, now, to the disappointed
Mrs. Linden. Knowing that to inform her mother
of the step she had resolved to take would do no good,
but only cause her to endure a storm of passion, Florence
left home without the slightest intimation of her
purpose.
Mrs. Linden, in settling upon her
son William her whole estate, with the small reservation
before mentioned, gave up to him the splendid mansion
in which she lived, with its costly furniture—and
the entire control of it, as a matter that followed
of course, to his young wife. Many months had
not passed, before doubts of the propriety of what
she had done began to creep into the mind of Mrs.
Linden. Her pride of family had been gratified—but
already had her pride of independence been assailed.
It was plain that she was not now of as much importance
in the eyes of her son as before. As to Antoinette,
the more she came intimately in contact with her, the
less she liked her. She found little in her that
she could love. The scheme of marrying Florence
to a young man of “one of the first families”
(the only recommendation he had) was heartily entered
into by this worthy trio, and while there was a prospect
of its accomplishment, they drew together with much
appearance of harmony.
The end united them. But after
Florence had broken away from the toils they had been
throwing around her, and they became satisfied from
the strong independent letters which she sent home,
that all hope of bending her to their wishes was at
an end, the true character of each began to show itself
more fully.
Mrs. Linden had an imperious will.
She had always exercised over her children a rigid
control, at the same time that in their earlier years
she had won their affections. The freedom of mature
years, and the sense of individual responsibility
which it brings, caused all of them to rebel against
the continued exercise of parental domination.
In the case of Charles and Florence, the effect was
a broad separation. William had sinister ends
to gain in yielding a passive obedience to his mother’s
will. When the bulk of her property was transferred
to him, those ends were gained, and he felt no longer
disposed to suffer any encroachment upon his freedom.
In one act of obedience he had fulfilled all obligations
of filial duty, and was not disposed to trouble himself
further. He had consented to give up his father’s
name, and to marry a woman for whom he had no affection,
to please his mother and get an estate. The estate
set off against these balanced the account; and now,
there being nothing more to gain, he had nothing more
to yield. When, therefore, after the design of
marrying Florence to a man of “good family”
had failed, the first effort on the part of his mother
to exercise control over him was met in a very decided
way. His wife, likewise, showed a disposition
to make her keep in her own place. She was mistress
in the house now, and she let it be clearly seen.
It was not long before the mother’s eyes were
fully open to the folly she had committed. But
true sight had come too late. Reflection on the
ungratefulness of her children aroused her indignation,
instead of subduing her feelings. An open rupture
ensued, and then came a separation. Mrs. Linden
left the house of her son—but a short time
before it was her own house—and took lodgings
in the family of an old friend, with a heart full of
bitterness toward her children. In Antoinette
she had been miserably disappointed. A weak,
vain, passionate, selfish creature, she had shown
not the slightest regard for Mrs. Linden, but had exhibited
toward her a most unamiable temper.
When it was communicated to Antoinette
by her husband that his mother had left them, she
tossed her head and said—“I’m
glad to hear it.”
“No, you must not say that,”
was William’s reply, with an effort to look
serious and offended.
“And why not? It’s
the truth. She has made herself as disagreeable
as she could, ever since we were married, and I would
be a hypocrite to say that I was not glad to be rid
of her.”
“She is my mother, and you must
not speak so about her,” returned William, now
feeling really offended.
“How will you help it, pray?”
was the stinging reply. And the ill-tempered
creature looked at her husband with a curl of the lip.
Muttering a curse, he turned from
her and left the house. The rage of a husband
who is only restrained by the fear of disgrace from
striking his wife, is impotent. His only resource
is to fly from the object of indignation. So
felt and acted William Beauchamp. A mere wordy
contention with his wife, experience had already proved
to him, would be an inglorious one.
Fearing, from his knowledge of his
brother’s character and disposition, a result,
sooner or later, like that which had taken place,
Charles Linden, although he had no correspondence with
any of his family, had the most accurate information
from a friend of all that transpired at P—.
One evening, on coming home from business
and joining his wife and sister, between whom love
had grown into a strong uniting bond, he said—“I
have rather painful news from P—.”
“What is it?” was asked
by both Ellen and Florence, with anxious concern on
both their faces.
“Mother has separated herself
from William and his wife.”
“What I have been expecting
to hear almost every day,” Florence replied.
“Antoinette has never treated mother as if she
had the slightest regard for her. As to love,
she has but one object upon which to lavish it—that
is herself. She cares no more for William than
she does for mother, and is only bound to him by external
consideration. But where has mother gone?”
“To the house of Mrs. R—–.”
“An old friend?”
“Yes. But she must be very unhappy.”
“Miserable.” And tears came to the
eyes of Ellen.
“In the end, it will no doubt
be best for her, Florence,” said the brother.
“She will suffer acutely, but her false views
of life, let us hope, will be corrected, and then
we shall have it in our power to make her last days
the best and happiest of her life.”
“Oh, how gladly will I join
in that work!” Mrs. Linden said, with a glow
of pure enthusiasm on her face. “Write to
her, dear husband, at once, and tell her that our
home shall be her home, and that we will love her
with an unwavering love.”
“Not yet, dear,” returned
Charles Linden, in a voice scarcely audible from emotion,
turning to Ellen and regarding her a moment with a
look of loving approval. “Not yet; the time
for that will come, but it is not now. My mother’s
heart is full of haughty pride, and she would spurn,
indignantly, any overtures we might make.”
Much conversation passed as to what
should be their future conduct in regard to the mother.
Ellen was anxious to make advances at once, but the
husband and his sister, who knew Mrs. Linden much better
than she did, objected.
“Time will indicate what is
right for us to do,” her husband said.
“Let us keep our hearts willing, and we shall
have the opportunity to act before many years pass
by.”
“Years?” said Ellen, in an earnest, doubting
voice.
“It may be only months, dear,
and yet it may be years. It takes time to break
a haughty will, to humble a proud heart; but you shall
yet see the day when my mother will love you for yourself
alone.”
“Heaven grant that it may come
soon!” was the fervent response.
Many months passed away, and yet the
mother and son remained as before—unreconciled.
He had kept himself accurately informed in regard
to her—that is, accurately informed as it
was possible for him to be. During that time,
she had never been seen abroad. Those who had
met her, represented her as being greatly changed;
all the softness of character that had been assumed
in her intercourse with the world had been laid aside;
she was silent, cold, and stern to all who met her.
Deeply did this intelligence afflict
Charles, and he yearned to draw near to his mother;
but he feared to do so, lest, in her haughty pride,
she should throw him off again, and thus render a
reconciliation still more difficult, if not impossible.
While in this state of doubt, affairs
assumed a new feature. Charles received a letter
from a friend, stating that the banking institution,
in the stocks of which his mother’s entire property
was invested, had failed, and that she was penniless.
“O Charles, go to her at once!”
was the exclamation of Ellen, the moment her husband
read to her the intelligence. “It is time
now; all else has failed her.”
“I do not know,” he said,
doubtingly. “This circumstance will make
William sensible of his duty; he will, no doubt, restore
her a part of the property received from her hands.
This is the least he can do.”
Florence differed with her brother.
She did not believe that either William or his wife
would regard their mother in any way; both were too
selfish and too unforgiving. Much was said all
around, but no clear course of action was perceived.
“I’ll tell you what you
can do,” spoke up Mrs. Linden, her eyes sparkling.
A thought had flashed over her mind.
“What is it, Ellen?” asked her husband.
“You can send her, under a blank
envelope, a thousand dollars or more, and thus keep
her above the bitter feeling of dependence. More
can be sent when more is required.”
“True! true!” was the
husband’s quick reply. “And I will
do it.”
When the news of the failure of the
bank in which the little remnant of her property was
contained reached the ears of Mrs. Linden, her spirits
sank. Pride had kept her up before; but now her
haughty self-dependence, her indignation, her bitterness
of feeling toward her children, gave way, and, in
conscious weakness, she bowed her head and prayed
for oblivion. She felt deserted by all; but indignation
at this desertion was not the feeling that ruled in
her heart; she felt weak, lonely, and powerless.
From a high position, which she had held with imperious
pride, she had fallen almost suddenly into obscurity,
desertion, and dependence. A week passed, and
she began to think of her children; none of them had
yet come near her, or inquired for her. The thoughts
of William and his heartless wife caused old feelings
of indignation to awaken and burn; but when the image
of Charles and Florence came up before her mind, her
eyes were ready to overflow. It was now that she
remembered, with changed emotions, the cruel manner
in which she had spurned Charles and the wife of his
bosom. A sigh struggled up from her heart, and
she leaned down her face upon the table before which
she was sitting. Just at this time, a small sealed
package was handed to her. She broke it open
carelessly; but its contents made her heart bound,
coming as they did just at that crisis. Under
cover was a bank-bill amounting to one thousand dollars,
and this memorandum—“It is yours.”
Quickly turning to the direction,
she read it over two or three times before satisfying
herself that there was no mistake. Then she examined
the writing within and without closely, in order to
ascertain, if possible, from whom the timely aid had
come, but without arriving at any certain conclusion.
This incident caused a new train of
thoughts to pass through the mind of Mrs. Linden.
It brought before her, she could not tell why, the
image of her son Charles with greater distinctness
than ever; and with that came thoughts of his wife,
and regret that she had thrown her off with such cruel
anger. Acute pain of mind succeeded to this.
She saw more clearly her own position in that act,
and felt deeply the wrong she had committed.
“I will write to my son at once
and ask his forgiveness, and that of his wife, whom
I have wronged,” she said, with a suddenly formed
resolution. But pride rushed up instantly.
“No, no,” it objected;
“not now. You should have done this before:
it is too late; they will not believe you sincere.”
A painful conflict ensued, which continued
with increasing violence until, in consequence of
prolonged mental excitement, a slow nervous fever
took hold of Mrs. Linden’s physical system, and
in a short time reduced her to a very critical state.
Intelligence of this was conveyed to her son William,
but, for some cause or other, neither himself nor
wife visited her. At the end of a week she was
so low as to be considered in great danger; she, no
longer recognised the person of her attendant, or
appeared to be conscious of what was passing around
her.
A letter from a friend, through whom
he was kept informed of all that occurred to her,
apprized Charles Linden of his mother’s critical
situation.
“Florence,” said he to
his sister, in reading the letter to her and his wife,
“I think you and I should go to P—immediately.
You can be mother’s nurse until she recovers,
and then it may not be hard to reconcile all that
is past.”
Ellen looked earnestly in the face
of her husband; something was on her tongue, but she
appeared to hesitate about giving it utterance.
“Does not that meet your approval?” asked
Charles.
“Why may not I be the nurse?” was asked
in hesitating tones.
“You!” said Charles, in
a voice of surprise. “That should be the
duty of Florence.”
“And my privilege,” returned Ellen, speaking
more firmly.
“What good would be the result?”
“Great good, I trust. Let
me go and be the angel to her sick-chamber. She
is too ill to notice any one; she will not, therefore,
perceive that a stranger is ministering to her.
As she begins to recover, and I have an inward assurance
that she will, I will bestow upon her the most assiduous
attentions. I will inspire her heart with grateful
affection for one whom she knows not; and when she
asks for my name, I will conceal it until the right
moment, and then throw myself at her feet and call
her mother. Oh! let it be my task to watch in
her sick-chamber.”
Neither Charles nor his sister said
one word in opposition. On the next day, they
all started for P—. Charles Linden went
with his excellent wife to the house where his mother
was residing with an old friend, and opened to this
friend their wishes. She readily entered into
their plans, and Ellen was at once constituted nurse.
For the first two days, there were
but few encouraging symptoms. Mrs. Linden was
in a very critical situation. At the end of a
week, the fever abated, leaving the patient as helpless
as an infant, and with scarcely more consciousness
of external things. During this time, Ellen attended
her with some of the feeling with which a mother watches
over her babe. Gradually the life-current in the
veins of the sick woman became fuller and stronger.
Gradually her mind acquired the power of acting through
the external senses. Ellen perceived this.
Now had come the ardently hoped-for time. With
a noiseless step, with a voice low and tender, with
hands that did their office almost caressingly, she
anticipated and met every want of the invalid.
As light began again to dawn upon
the mind of Mrs. Linden, she could not but notice
the sweet-faced, gentle, assiduous stranger who had
become her nurse. Her first feeling was one of
gratitude, blended with affection. Never before
had any one been so devoted to her; never before had
any one appeared to regard her with such a real wish
to do her good.
“What is your name, my dear?”
she asked one day, in a feeble voice, looking up into
her face.
A warm flush came over the cheeks
of Ellen; her eyes dropped to the floor. She
hesitated for several moments; then she replied in
a low voice—“Ellen.”
Mrs. Linden looked at her earnestly,
but said nothing in reply.
“Who is this nurse you have
been so kind to procure for me?” Mrs. Linden
said to her friend, a few days subsequently. She
had gained much in a short time.
“She is a stranger to me.
I never saw her before she came and said that she
had heard that there was a sick lady here who wished
a nurse.”
“She did?”
“Yes.”
“She must be an angel in disguise, then.”
“So I should think,” returned
her friend. “I have never met a lovelier
person. Her face is sweetness itself; her manners
are full of ease and grace, and her heart seems a
deep well of love to all.”
“Who can she be? Where
did she come from? I feel toward her as if she
were my own child.”
“But she is only a nurse,”
said her friend. “Do not forget that, nor
your station in society.”
Mrs. Linden shook her head and murmured—“I
have never found one like her in the highest places;
no, not even in my own children. Station in society!
Ah! my friend, that delusion has passed.”
As Mrs. Linden recovered more and
more, Ellen remained with her, waiting only for a
good opportunity to make herself known. She did
not wish to do this until she was sure that she had
awakened a feeling of affection in her mother’s
bosom.
Mrs. Linden had been sitting up for
two or three days, so far had she recovered, and yet
Ellen did not feel that it was safe to venture a full
declaration of the truth.
Up to this time, neither William nor
his wife had visited her, nor sent to inquire about
her. This fact Mrs. Linden knew, for she had
asked about it particularly. The name of Charles
was never mentioned.
In order to try its effect, Ellen
said to her—“You are better now,
Mrs. Linden, and will be well in a little while.
You do not need me any longer. I will leave you
to-morrow.”
“Leave me!” ejaculated
Mrs. Linden. “Oh, no, Ellen, you must not
leave me; I cannot do without you. You must stay
with me always.”
“You would soon tire of such a one as I am.”
“Never, my good girl, never!
You shall always remain with me. You shall be—not
my nurse, but my child.”
Mrs. Linden’s voice trembled.
Ellen could hardly help throwing herself
at her feet, and declaring that she was really her
child; but she controlled herself, and replied—“That
cannot be, madam; I have other duties to perform.”
“You have? What? To whom?”
“To my husband and children.”
“Gracious heaven! what do you mean? Who
are you?”
“One who loved you before she ever saw you.
One who loves you now.”
“Speak, child! oh, speak!”
exclaimed Mrs. Linden, turning suddenly pale, and
grasping hold of Ellen with both her hands. “Who
are you? What interest have you in me? Speak!”
“Do you love me?” asked Ellen, in a husky
whisper.
“Love you! You have forced
me to love you; but speak out. Who are you?”
“Your daughter,” was faintly replied.
“Who?”
“The wife of one who has never
ceased to love you; the wife of Charles Linden.”
Mrs. Linden seemed paralyzed for some
moments at this declaration. Her face became
pale—her eye fell to the floor—she
sat like one in a dream.
“Dear mother!” plead the
anxious wife, sinking on her knees, “will you
not forgive your son? Will you not forgive me
that I loved him so well? If you knew how much
we love you—how anxious we are to make
you happy, you would instantly relent.”
“My child! Oh, can it be
true?” This was said in a choking voice by Mrs.
Linden, as she threw her arms around Ellen and held
her to her bosom. In a few moments she withdrew
herself, and fixed her eyes long and earnestly upon
Ellen’s face.
“Ah! what a loving heart have
I wronged!” she murmured, putting her hand upon
the brow of her new-found child, tenderly. Then
she drew her again almost convulsively to her bosom.
All that was passing within was heard
without, for Charles and his sister were at the door:
they entered at this moment.
“My mother!” exclaimed Charles, springing
towards her.
“My son—my dear son!
God bless you, and this dear child, who has watched
for days and nights like an angel about my pillow.”
The mother and son were in each other’s
arms in a moment. All was forgiven.
From that hour, the proud woman of
the world saw with a purified vision. From that
hour, she knew the worth of a pure heart.