MISS VERNON TO MR DE COURCY
Sir,—I hope you will excuse
this liberty; I am forced upon it by the greatest
distress, or I should be ashamed to trouble you.
I am very miserable about Sir James Martin, and have
no other way in the world of helping myself but by
writing to you, for I am forbidden even speaking to
my uncle and aunt on the subject; and this being the
case, I am afraid my applying to you will appear no
better than equivocation, and as if I attended to
the letter and not the spirit of mamma’s commands.
But if you do not take my part and persuade her to
break it off, I shall be half distracted, for I cannot
bear him. No human being but you could have
any chance of prevailing with her. If you will,
therefore, have the unspeakably great kindness of
taking my part with her, and persuading her to send
Sir James away, I shall be more obliged to you than
it is possible for me to express. I always disliked
him from the first: it is not a sudden fancy,
I assure you, sir; I always thought him silly and
impertinent and disagreeable, and now he is grown
worse than ever. I would rather work for my bread
than marry him. I do not know how to apologize
enough for this letter; I know it is taking so great
a liberty. I am aware how dreadfully angry it
will make mamma, but I remember the risk.
I am, Sir, your most humble servant,
F. S. V.
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