LADY SUSAN VERNON TO MRS. JOHNSON
Churchhill.
My dear Alicia,—You are
very good in taking notice of Frederica, and I am
grateful for it as a mark of your friendship; but as
I cannot have any doubt of the warmth of your affection,
I am far from exacting so heavy a sacrifice.
She is a stupid girl, and has nothing to recommend
her. I would not, therefore, on my account, have
you encumber one moment of your precious time by sending
for her to Edward Street, especially as every visit
is so much deducted from the grand affair of education,
which I really wish to have attended to while she
remains at Miss Summers’s. I want her to
play and sing with some portion of taste and a good
deal of assurance, as she has my hand and arm and
a tolerable voice. I was so much indulged in
my infant years that I was never obliged to attend
to anything, and consequently am without the accomplishments
which are now necessary to finish a pretty woman.
Not that I am an advocate for the prevailing fashion
of acquiring a perfect knowledge of all languages,
arts, and sciences. It is throwing time away
to be mistress of French, Italian, and German:
music, singing, and drawing, &c., will gain a woman
some applause, but will not add one lover to her list—grace
and manner, after all, are of the greatest importance.
I do not mean, therefore, that Frederica’s acquirements
should be more than superficial, and I flatter myself
that she will not remain long enough at school to
understand anything thoroughly. I hope to see
her the wife of Sir James within a twelvemonth.
You know on what I ground my hope, and it is certainly
a good foundation, for school must be very humiliating
to a girl of Frederica’s age. And, by-the-by,
you had better not invite her any more on that account,
as I wish her to find her situation as unpleasant
as possible. I am sure of Sir James at any time,
and could make him renew his application by a line.
I shall trouble you meanwhile to prevent his forming
any other attachment when he comes to town. Ask
him to your house occasionally, and talk to him of
Frederica, that he may not forget her. Upon the
whole, I commend my own conduct in this affair extremely,
and regard it as a very happy instance of circumspection
and tenderness. Some mothers would have insisted
on their daughter’s accepting so good an offer
on the first overture; but I could not reconcile it
to myself to force Frederica into a marriage from which
her heart revolted, and instead of adopting so harsh
a measure merely propose to make it her own choice,
by rendering her thoroughly uncomfortable till she
does accept him—but enough of this tiresome
girl. You may well wonder how I contrive to pass
my time here, and for the first week it was insufferably
dull. Now, however, we begin to mend, our party
is enlarged by Mrs. Vernon’s brother, a handsome
young man, who promises me some amusement. There
is something about him which rather interests me, a
sort of sauciness and familiarity which I shall teach
him to correct. He is lively, and seems clever,
and when I have inspired him with greater respect
for me than his sister’s kind offices have implanted,
he may be an agreeable flirt. There is exquisite
pleasure in subduing an insolent spirit, in making
a person predetermined to dislike acknowledge one’s
superiority. I have disconcerted him already by
my calm reserve, and it shall be my endeavour to humble
the pride of these self important De Courcys still
lower, to convince Mrs. Vernon that her sisterly cautions
have been bestowed in vain, and to persuade Reginald
that she has scandalously belied me. This project
will serve at least to amuse me, and prevent my feeling
so acutely this dreadful separation from you and all
whom I love.
Yours ever,
S. Vernon.