Here come I to my own again
Fed, forgiven, and known again
Claimed by bone of my bone again,
And sib to flesh of my flesh!
The fatted calf is dressed for me,
But the husks have greater zest for me …
I think my pigs will be best for me,
So I’m off to the styes afresh.
The Prodigal Son.
Once more the lazy, string-tied, shuffling
procession got under way, and she slept till they
reached the next halting-stage. It was a very
short march, and time lacked an hour to sundown, so
Kim cast about for means of amusement.
‘But why not sit and rest?’
said one of the escort. ’Only the devils
and the English walk to and fro without reason.’
’Never make friends with the
Devil, a Monkey, or a Boy. No man knows what
they will do next,’ said his fellow.
Kim turned a scornful back —
he did not want to hear the old story how the Devil
played with the boys and repented of it and walked
idly across country.
The lama strode after him. All
that day, whenever they passed a stream, he had turned
aside to look at it, but in no case had he received
any warning that he had found his River. Insensibly,
too, the comfort of speaking to someone in a reasonable
tongue, and of being properly considered and respected
as her spiritual adviser by a well-born woman, had
weaned his thoughts a little from the Search.
And further, he was prepared to spend serene years
in his quest; having nothing of the white man’s
impatience, but a great faith.
‘Where goest thou?’ he called after Kim.
‘Nowhither — it was a
small march, and all this’ — Kim waved
his hands abroad — ‘is new to me.’
’She is beyond question a wise
and a discerning woman. But it is hard to meditate
when -’
‘All women are thus.’
Kim spoke as might have Solomon.
‘Before the lamassery was a
broad platform,’ the lama muttered, looping
up the well-worn rosary, ’of stone. On
that I have left the marks of my feet — pacing
to and fro with these.’
He clicked the beads, and began the
’Om mane pudme hum’s of his devotion;
grateful for the cool, the quiet, and the absence of
dust.
One thing after another drew Kim’s
idle eye across the plain. There was no purpose
in his wanderings, except that the build of the huts
near by seemed new, and he wished to investigate.
They came out on a broad tract of
grazing-ground, brown and purple in the afternoon
light, with a heavy clump of mangoes in the centre.
It struck Kim as curious that no shrine stood in so
eligible a spot: the boy was observing as any
priest for these things. Far across the plain
walked side by side four men, made small by the distance.
He looked intently under his curved palms and caught
the sheen of brass.
‘Soldiers. White soldiers!’ said
he. ‘Let us see.’
’It is always soldiers when
thou and I go out alone together. But I have
never seen the white soldiers.’
’They do no harm except when
they are drunk. Keep behind this tree.’
They stepped behind the thick trunks
in the cool dark of the mango-tope. Two little
figures halted; the other two came forward uncertainly.
They were the advance-party of a regiment on the
march, sent out, as usual, to mark the camp.
They bore five-foot sticks with fluttering flags,
and called to each other as they spread over the flat
earth.
At last they entered the mango-grove, walking heavily.
‘It’s here or hereabouts
— officers’ tents under the trees, I take
it, an’ the rest of us can stay outside.
Have they marked out for the baggage-wagons behind?’
They cried again to their comrades
in the distance, and the rough answer came back faint
and mellowed.
‘Shove the flag in here, then,’ said one.
‘What do they prepare?’
said the lama, wonderstruck. ’This is
a great and terrible world. What is the device
on the flag?’
A soldier thrust a stave within a
few feet of them, grunted discontentedly, pulled it
up again, conferred with his companion, who looked
up and down the shaded cave of greenery, and returned
it.
Kim stared with all his eyes, his
breath coming short and sharp between his teeth.
The soldiers stamped off into the sunshine.
‘O Holy One!’ he gasped.
’My horoscope! The drawing in the dust
by the priest at Umballa! Remember what he said.
First come two — ferashes — to make all
things ready — in a dark place, as it is always
at the beginning of a vision.’
‘But this is not vision,’
said the lama. ’It is the world’s
Illusion, and no more.’
’And after them comes the Bull
— the Red Bull on the green field. Look!
It is he!’
He pointed to the flag that was snap
snapping in the evening breeze not ten feet away.
It was no more than an ordinary camp marking-flag;
but the regiment, always punctilious in matters of
millinery, had charged it with the regimental device,
the Red Bull, which is the crest of the Mavericks
— the great Red Bull on a background of Irish
green.
‘I see, and now I remember.’
said the lama. ’Certainly it is thy Bull.
Certainly, also, the two men came to make all ready.’
’They are soldiers — white
soldiers. What said the priest? “The
sign over against the Bull is the sign of War and armed
men.” Holy One, this thing touches my
Search.’
‘True. It is true.’
The lama stared fixedly at the device that flamed
like a ruby in the dusk. ’The priest at
Umballa said that thine was the sign of War.’
‘What is to do now?’
‘Wait. Let us wait.’
‘Even now the darkness clears,’
said Kim. It was only natural that the descending
sun should at last strike through the tree-trunks,
across the grove, filling it with mealy gold light
for a few minutes; but to Kim it was the crown of
the Umballa Brahmin’s prophecy.
‘Hark!’ said the lama. ‘One
beats a drum — far off!’
At first the sound, carrying diluted
through the still air, resembled the beating of an
artery in the head. Soon a sharpness was added.
‘Ah! The music,’
Kim explained. He knew the sound of a regimental
band, but it amazed the lama.
At the far end of the plain a heavy,
dusty column crawled in sight. Then the wind
brought the tune:
We crave your condescension
To tell you what we know
Of marching in the Mulligan Guards
To Sligo Port below!
Here broke in the shrill-tongued fifes:
We shouldered arms,
We marched — we marched away.
From Phoenix Park
We marched to Dublin Bay.
The drums and the fifes,
Oh, sweetly they did play,
As we marched — marched — marched —
with the
Mulligan Guards!
It was the band of the Mavericks playing
the regiment to camp; for the men were route-marching
with their baggage. The rippling column swung
into the level — carts behind it divided left
and right, ran about like an ant-hill, and …
‘But this is sorcery!’ said the lama.
The plain dotted itself with tents
that seemed to rise, all spread, from the carts.
Another rush of men invaded the grove, pitched a
huge tent in silence, ran up yet eight or nine more
by the side of it, unearthed cooking-pots, pans, and
bundles, which were taken possession of by a crowd
of native servants; and behold the mango-tope turned
into an orderly town as they watched!
‘Let us go,’ said the
lama, sinking back afraid, as the fires twinkled and
white officers with jingling swords stalked into the
Mess-tent.
’Stand back in the shadow.
No one can see beyond the light of a fire,’
said Kim, his eyes still on the flag. He had
never before watched the routine of a seasoned regiment
pitching camp in thirty minutes.
‘Look! look! look!’
clucked the lama. ‘Yonder comes a priest.’
It was Bennett, the Church of England Chaplain of
the regiment, limping in dusty black. One of
his flock had made some rude remarks about the Chaplain’s
mettle; and to abash him Bennett had marched step
by step with the men that day. The black dress,
gold cross on the watch-chain, the hairless face,
and the soft, black wideawake hat would have marked
him as a holy man anywhere in all India. He
dropped into a camp-chair by the door of the Mess-tent
and slid off his boots. Three or four officers
gathered round him, laughing and joking over his exploit.
‘The talk of white men is wholly
lacking in dignity,’ said the lama, who judged
only by tone. ’But I considered the countenance
of that priest and I think he is learned. Is
it likely that he will understand our talk?
I would talk to him of my Search.’
‘Never speak to a white man
till he is fed,’ said Kim, quoting a well-known
proverb. ’They will eat now, and —
and I do not think they are good to beg from.
Let us go back to the resting-place. After we
have eaten we will come again. It certainly was
a Red Bull – my Red Bull.’
They were both noticeably absent-minded
when the old lady’s retinue set their meal before
them; so none broke their reserve, for it is not lucky
to annoy guests.
‘Now,’ said Kim, picking
his teeth, ’we will return to that place; but
thou, O Holy One, must wait a little way off, because
thy feet are heavier than mine and I am anxious to
see more of that Red Bull.’
’But how canst thou understand
the talk? Walk slowly. The road is dark,’
the lama replied uneasily.
Kim put the question aside.
‘I marked a place near to the trees,’
said he, ‘where thou canst sit till I call.
Nay,’ as the lama made some sort of protest,
’remember this is my Search — the Search
for my Red Bull. The sign in the Stars was not
for thee. I know a little of the customs of
white soldiers, and I always desire to see some new
things.’
‘What dost thou not know of
this world?’ The lama squatted obediently in
a little hollow of the ground not a hundred yards
from the hump of the mango-trees dark against the star-powdered
sky.
‘Stay till I call.’
Kim flitted into the dusk. He knew that in all
probability there would be sentries round the camp,
and smiled to himself as he heard the thick boots
of one. A boy who can dodge over the roofs of
Lahore city on a moonlight night, using every little
patch and corner of darkness to discomfit his pursuer,
is not likely to be checked by a line of well-trained
soldiers. He paid them the compliment of crawling
between a couple, and, running and halting, crouching
and dropping flat, worked his way toward the lighted
Mess-tent where, close pressed behind the mango-tree,
he waited till some chance word should give him a
returnable lead.
The one thing now in his mind was
further information as to the Red Bull. For
aught he knew, and Kim’s limitations were as
curious and sudden as his expansions, the men, the
nine hundred thorough devils of his father’s
prophecy, might pray to the beast after dark, as Hindus
pray to the Holy Cow. That at least would be
entirely right and logical, and the padre with the
gold cross would be therefore the man to consult in
the matter. On the other hand, remembering sober-faced
padres whom he had avoided in Lahore city, the priest
might be an inquisitive nuisance who would bid him
learn. But had it not been proven at Umballa
that his sign in the high heavens portended War and
armed men? Was he not the Friend of the Stars
as well as of all the World, crammed to the teeth
with dreadful secrets? Lastly — and firstly
as the undercurrent of all his quick thoughts -this
adventure, though he did not know the English word,
was a stupendous lark — a delightful continuation
of his old flights across the housetops, as well as
the fulfilment of sublime prophecy. He lay belly-flat
and wriggled towards the Mess-tent door, a hand on
the amulet round his neck.
It was as he suspected. The
Sahibs prayed to their God; for in the centre of the
Mess-table — its sole ornament when they were
on the line of march — stood a golden bull fashioned
from old-time loot of the Summer Palace at Pekin —
a red-gold bull with lowered head, ramping upon a
field of Irish green. To him the Sahibs held
out their glasses and cried aloud confusedly.
Now the Reverend Arthur Bennett always
left Mess after that toast, and being rather tired
by his march his movements were more abrupt than usual.
Kim, with slightly raised head, was still staring
at his totem on the table, when the Chaplain stepped
on his right shoulder-blade. Kim flinched under
the leather, and, rolling sideways, brought down the
Chaplain, who, ever a man of action, caught him by
the throat and nearly choked the life out of him.
Kim then kicked him desperately in the stomach.
Mr Bennett gasped and doubled up, but without relaxing
his grip, rolled over again, and silently hauled Kim
to his own tent. The Mavericks were incurable
practical jokers; and it occurred to the Englishman
that silence was best till he had made complete inquiry.
‘Why, it’s a boy!’
he said, as he drew his prize under the light of
the tent-pole lantern, then shaking him severely cried:
’What were you doing? You’re a
thief. Choor? Mallum?’ His Hindustani
was very limited, and the ruffled and disgusted Kim
intended to keep to the character laid down for him.
As he recovered his breath he was inventing a beautifully
plausible tale of his relations to some scullion,
and at the same time keeping a keen eye on and a little
under the Chaplain’s left arm-pit. The
chance came; he ducked for the doorway, but a long
arm shot out and clutched at his neck, snapping the
amulet-string and closing on the amulet.
‘Give it me. O, give it
me. Is it lost? Give me the papers.’
The words were in English —
the tinny, saw-cut English of the native-bred, and
the Chaplain jumped.
‘A scapular,’ said he,
opening his hand. ’No, some sort of heathen
charm. Why — why, do you speak English?
Little boys who steal are beaten. You know
that?’
‘I do not — I did not
steal.’ Kim danced in agony like a terrier
at a lifted stick. ’Oh, give it me.
It is my charm. Do not thieve it from me.’
The Chaplain took no heed, but, going
to the tent door, called aloud. A fattish, clean-shaven
man appeared.
‘I want your advice, Father
Victor,’ said Bennett. ’I found this
boy in the dark outside the Mess-tent. Ordinarily,
I should have chastised him and let him go, because
I believe him to be a thief. But it seems he
talks English, and he attaches some sort of value
to a charm round his neck. I thought perhaps
you might help me.’
Between himself and the Roman Catholic
Chaplain of the Irish contingent lay, as Bennett believed,
an unbridgeable gulf, but it was noticeable that whenever
the Church of England dealt with a human problem she
was very likely to call in the Church of Rome.
Bennett’s official abhorrence of the Scarlet
Woman and all her ways was only equalled by his private
respect for Father Victor.
’A thief talking English, is
it? Let’s look at his charm. No,
it’s not a scapular, Bennett.’ He
held out his hand.
‘But have we any right to open
it? A sound whipping -’
‘I did not thieve,’ protested
Kim. ’You have hit me kicks all over my
body. Now give me my charm and I will go away.’
‘Not quite so fast. We’ll
look first,’ said Father Victor, leisurely rolling
out poor Kimball O’Hara’s ‘ne varietur’
parchment, his clearance-certificate, and Kim’s
baptismal certificate. On this last O’Hara
— with some confused idea that he was doing
wonders for his son — had scrawled scores of
times: ’Look after the boy. Please
look after the boy’ — signing his name
and regimental number in full.
’Powers of Darkness below!”
said Father Victor, passing all over to Mr Bennett.
‘Do you know what these things are?’
‘Yes.’ said Kim.
‘They are mine, and I want to go away.’
‘I do not quite understand,’
said Mr Bennett. ’He probably brought
them on purpose. It may be a begging trick of
some kind.’
’I never saw a beggar less anxious
to stay with his company, then. There’s
the makings of a gay mystery here. Ye believe
in Providence, Bennett?’
‘I hope so.’
’Well, I believe in miracles,
so it comes to the same thing. Powers of Darkness!
Kimball O’Hara! And his son! But
then he’s a native, and I saw Kimball married
myself to Annie Shott. How long have you had
these things, boy?’
‘Ever since I was a little baby.’
Father Victor stepped forward quickly
and opened the front of Kim’s upper garment.
’You see, Bennett, he’s not very black.
What’s your name?’
‘Kim.’
‘Or Kimball?’
‘Perhaps. Will you let me go away?’
‘What else?’
‘They call me Kim Rishti ke. That is Kim
of the Rishti.’
‘What is that — “Rishti”?’
‘Eye-rishti — that was the Regiment —
my father’s.’
‘Irish — oh, I see.’
‘Yess. That was how my father told me.
My father, he has lived.’
‘Has lived where?’
‘Has lived. Of course he is dead —
gone-out.’
‘Oh! That’s your abrupt way of putting
it, is it?’
Bennett interrupted. ’It
is possible I have done the boy an injustice.
He is certainly white, though evidently neglected.
I am sure I must have bruised him. I do not
think spirits -’
’Get him a glass of sherry,
then, and let him squat on the cot. Now, Kim,’
continued Father Victor, ’no one is going to
hurt you. Drink that down and tell us about yourself.
The truth, if you’ve no objection.’
Kim coughed a little as he put down
the empty glass, and considered. This seemed
a time for caution and fancy. Small boys who
prowl about camps are generally turned out after a
whipping. But he had received no stripes; the
amulet was evidently working in his favour, and it
looked as though the Umballa horoscope and the few
words that he could remember of his father’s
maunderings fitted in most miraculously. Else
why did the fat padre seem so impressed, and why the
glass of hot yellow drink from the lean one?
’My father, he is dead in Lahore
city since I was very little. The woman, she
kept kabarri shop near where the hire-carriages are.’
Kim began with a plunge, not quite sure how far the
truth would serve him.
‘Your mother?’
‘No!’ — with a
gesture of disgust. ’She went out when
I was born. My father, he got these papers from
the Jadoo-Gher what do you call that?’ (Bennett
nodded) ’because he was in good-standing.
What do you call that?’ (again Bennett nodded).
’My father told me that. He said, too,
and also the Brahmin who made the drawing in the dust
at Umballa two days ago, he said, that I shall find
a Red Bull on a green field and that the Bull shall
help me.’
‘A phenomenal little liar,’ muttered Bennett.
‘Powers of Darkness below, what
a country!’ murmured Father Victor. ‘Go
on, Kim.’
’I did not thieve. Besides,
I am just now disciple of a very holy man. He
is sitting outside. We saw two men come with
flags, making the place ready. That is always
so in a dream, or on account of a — a —
prophecy. So I knew it was come true. I
saw the Red Bull on the green field, and my father
he said: “Nine hundred pukka devils and
the Colonel riding on a horse will look after you when
you find the Red Bull!” I did not know what
to do when I saw the Bull, but I went away and I came
again when it was dark. I wanted to see the
Bull again, and I saw the Bull again with the —
the Sahibs praying to it. I think the Bull shall
help me. The holy man said so too. He
is sitting outside. Will you hurt him, if I call
him a shout now? He is very holy. He can
witness to all the things I say, and he knows I am
not a thief.’
’”Sahibs praying to a bull!”
What in the world do you make of that?’ said
Bennett. “‘Disciple of a holy man!”
Is the boy mad?’
’It’s O’Hara’s
boy, sure enough. O’Hara’s boy leagued
with all the Powers of Darkness. It’s
very much what his father would have done if he was
drunk. We’d better invite the holy man.
He may know something.’
‘He does not know anything,’
said Kim. ’I will show you him if you
come. He is my master. Then afterwards
we can go.’
‘Powers of Darkness!’
was all that Father Victor could say, as Bennett
marched off, with a firm hand on Kim’s shoulder.
They found the lama where he had dropped.
‘The Search is at an end for
me,’ shouted Kim in the vernacular. ’I
have found the Bull, but God knows what comes next.
They will not hurt you. Come to the fat priest’s
tent with this thin man and see the end. It
is all new, and they cannot talk Hindi. They
are only uncurried donkeys.’
‘Then it is not well to make
a jest of their ignorance,’ the lama returned.
‘I am glad if thou art rejoiced, chela.’
Dignified and unsuspicious, he strode
into the little tent, saluted the Churches as a Churchman,
and sat down by the open charcoal brazier. The
yellow lining of the tent reflected in the lamplight
made his face red-gold.
Bennett looked at him with the triple-ringed
uninterest of the creed that lumps nine-tenths of
the world under the title of ‘heathen’.
’And what was the end of the
Search? What gift has the Red Bull brought?’
The lama addressed himself to Kim.
‘He says, “What are you
going to do?”’ Bennett was staring uneasily
at Father Victor, and Kim, for his own ends, took upon
himself the office of interpreter.
’I do not see what concern this
fakir has with the boy, who is probably his dupe or
his confederate,’ Bennett began. ’We
cannot allow an English boy — Assuming that
he is the son of a Mason, the sooner he goes to the
Masonic Orphanage the better.’
‘Ah! That’s your
opinion as Secretary to the Regimental Lodge,’
said Father Victor; ’but we might as well tell
the old man what we are going to do. He doesn’t
look like a villain.’
’My experience is that one can
never fathom the Oriental mind. Now, Kimball,
I wish you to tell this man what I say word for word.’
Kim gathered the import of the next
few sentences and began thus:
’Holy One, the thin fool who
looks like a camel says that I am the son of a Sahib.’
‘But how?’
’Oh, it is true. I knew
it since my birth, but he could only find it out by
rending the amulet from my neck and reading all the
papers. He thinks that once a Sahib is always
a Sahib, and between the two of them they purpose
to keep me in this Regiment or to send me to a madrissah
It has happened before. I have
always avoided it. The fat fool is of one mind
and the camel-like one of another. But that
is no odds. I may spend one night here and perhaps
the next. It has happened before. Then
I will run away and return to thee.’
’But tell them that thou art
my chela. Tell them how thou didst come to me
when I was faint and bewildered. Tell them of
our Search, and they will surely let thee go now.’
’I have already told them.
They laugh, and they talk of the police.’
‘What are you saying?’ asked Mr Bennett.
’Oah. He only says that
if you do not let me go it will stop him in his business
— his ur-gent private af-fairs.’
This last was a reminiscence of some talk with a Eurasian
clerk in the Canal Department, but it only drew a
smile, which nettled him. ’And if you
did know what his business was you would not be in
such a beastly hurry to interfere.’
‘What is it then?’ said
Father Victor, not without feeling, as he watched
the lama’s face.
’There is a River in this country
which he wishes to find so verree much. It was
put out by an Arrow which -’ Kim tapped his foot
impatiently as he translated in his own mind from the
vernacular to his clumsy English. ’Oah,
it was made by our Lord God Buddha, you know, and
if you wash there you are washed away from all your
sins and made as white as cotton-wool.’ (Kim
had heard mission-talk in his time.) ’I am his
disciple, and we must find that River. It is
so verree valuable to us.’
‘Say that again,’ said
Bennett. Kim obeyed, with amplifications.
‘But this is gross blasphemy!’
cried the Church of England.
‘Tck! Tck!’ said
Father Victor sympathetically. ’I’d
give a good deal to be able to talk the vernacular.
A river that washes away sin! And how long
have you two been looking for it?’
’Oh, many days. Now we
wish to go away and look for it again. It is
not here, you see.’
‘I see,’ said Father Victor
gravely. ’But he can’t go on in that
old man’s company. It would be different,
Kim, if you were not a soldier’s son.
Tell him that the Regiment will take care of you and
make you as good a man as your — as good a man
as can be. Tell him that if he believes in miracles
he must believe that -’
‘There is no need to play on
his credulity,’ Bennett interrupted.
’I’m doing no such thing.
He must believe that the boy’s coming here
-to his own Regiment — in search of his Red Bull
is in the nature of a miracle. Consider the
chances against it, Bennett. This one boy in
all India, and our Regiment of all others on the line
o’ march for him to meet with! It’s
predestined on the face of it. Yes, tell him
it’s Kismet. Kismet, mallum? [Do you understand?]’
He turned towards the lama, to whom
he might as well have talked of Mesopotamia.
‘They say,’ — the
old man’s eye lighted at Kim’s speech ’they
say that the meaning of my horoscope is now accomplished,
and that being led back — though as thou knowest
I went out of curiosity — to these people and
their Red Bull I must needs go to a madrissah and
be turned into a Sahib. Now I make pretence of
agreement, for at the worst it will be but a few meals
eaten away from thee. Then I will slip away
and follow down the road to Saharunpore. Therefore,
Holy One, keep with that Kulu woman — on no account
stray far from her cart till I come again. Past
question, my sign is of War and of armed men.
See how they have given me wine to drink and set
me upon a bed of honour! My father must have
been some great person. So if they raise me
to honour among them, good. If not, good again.
However it goes, I will run back to thee when I am
tired. But stay with the Rajputni, or I shall
miss thy feet … Oah yess,’ said the boy,
’I have told him everything you tell me to say.’
‘And I cannot see any need why
he should wait,’ said Bennett, feeling in his
trouser-pocket. ’We can investigate the
details later — and I will give him a ru -’
‘Give him time. Maybe
he’s fond of the lad,’ said Father Victor,
half arresting the clergyman’s motion.
The lama dragged forth his rosary
and pulled his huge hat-brim over his eyes.
‘What can he want now?’
‘He says’ — Kim
put up one hand. ’He says: “Be
quiet.” He wants to speak to me by himself.
You see, you do not know one little word of what
he says, and I think if you talk he will perhaps give
you very bad curses. When he takes those beads
like that, you see, he always wants to be quiet.’
The two Englishmen sat overwhelmed,
but there was a look in Bennett’s eye that promised
ill for Kim when he should be relaxed to the religious
arm.
‘A Sahib and the son of a Sahib
-’ The lama’s voice was harsh with pain.
’But no white man knows the land and the customs
of the land as thou knowest. How comes it this
is true?’
’What matter, Holy One? —
but remember it is only for a night or two.
Remember, I can change swiftly. It will all be
as it was when I first spoke to thee under Zam-Zammah
the great gun -’
’As a boy in the dress of white
men — when I first went to the Wonder House.
And a second time thou wast a Hindu. What shall
the third incarnation be?’ He chuckled drearily.
’Ah, chela, thou has done a wrong to an old
man because my heart went out to thee.’
’And mine to thee. But
how could I know that the Red Bull would bring me
to this business?’
The lama covered his face afresh,
and nervously rattled the rosary. Kim squatted
beside him and laid hold upon a fold of his clothing.
‘Now it is understood that the
boy is a Sahib?’ he went on in a muffled tone.
’Such a Sahib as was he who kept the images
in the Wonder House.’ The lama’s
experience of white men was limited. He seemed
to be repeating a lesson. ’So then it is
not seemly that he should do other than as the Sahibs
do. He must go back to his own people.’
‘For a day and a night and a day,’ Kim
pleaded.
‘No, ye don’t!’
Father Victor saw Kim edging towards the door, and
interposed a strong leg.
’I do not understand the customs
of white men. The Priest of the Images in the
Wonder House in Lahore was more courteous than the
thin one here. This boy will be taken from me.
They will make a Sahib of my disciple? Woe
to me! How shall I find my River? Have
they no disciples? Ask.’
’He says he is very sorree that
he cannot find the River now any more. He says,
Why have you no disciples, and stop bothering him?
He wants to be washed of his sins.’
Neither Bennett nor Father Victor
found any answer ready.
Said Kim in English, distressed for
the lama’s agony: ’I think if you
will let me go now we will walk away quietly and not
steal. We will look for that River like before
I was caught. I wish I did not come here to
find the Red Bull and all that sort of thing.
I do not want it.’
’It’s the very best day’s
work you ever did for yourself, young man,’
said Bennett.
‘Good heavens, I don’t
know how to console him,’ said Father Victor,
watching the lama intently. ’He can’t
take the boy away with him, and yet he’s a good
man — I’m sure he’s a good man.
Bennett, if you give him that rupee he’ll curse
you root and branch!’
They listened to each other’s
breathing — three — five full minutes.
Then the lama raised his head, and looked forth across
them into space and emptiness.
‘And I am a Follower of the
Way,’ he said bitterly. ’The sin
is mine and the punishment is mine. I made believe
to myself for now I see it was but make-belief —
that thou wast sent to me to aid in the Search.
So my heart went out to thee for thy charity and thy
courtesy and the wisdom of thy little years.
But those who follow the Way must permit not the fire
of any desire or attachment, for that is all Illusion.
As says …’ He quoted an old, old Chinese
text, backed it with another, and reinforced these
with a third. ’I stepped aside from the
Way, my chela. It was no fault of thine.
I delighted in the sight of life, the new people
upon the roads, and in thy joy at seeing these things.
I was pleased with thee who should have considered
my Search and my Search alone. Now I am sorrowful
because thou art taken away and my River is far from
me. It is the Law which I have broken!’
‘Powers of Darkness below!’
said Father Victor, who, wise in the confessional,
heard the pain in every sentence.
’I see now that the sign of
the Red Bull was a sign for me as well as for thee.
All Desire is red — and evil. I will do
penance and find my River alone.’
‘At least go back to the Kulu
woman,’ said Kim, ’otherwise thou wilt
be lost upon the roads. She will feed thee till
I run back to thee.’
The lama waved a hand to show that
the matter was finally settled in his mind.
‘Now,’ — his tone
altered as he turned to Kim, — ’what will
they do with thee? At least I may, acquiring
merit, wipe out past ill.’
’Make me a Sahib — so
they think. The day after tomorrow I return.
Do not grieve.’
‘Of what sort? Such an
one as this or that man?’ He pointed to Father
Victor. ’Such an one as those I saw this
evening, men wearing swords and stamping heavily?’
‘Maybe.’
’That is not well. These
men follow desire and come to emptiness. Thou
must not be of their sort.’
‘The Umballa priest said that
my Star was War,’ Kim interjected. ’I
will ask these fools — but there is truly no
need. I will run away this night, for all I
wanted to see the new things.’
Kim put two or three questions in
English to Father Victor, translating the replies
to the lama.
Then: ’He says, “You
take him from me and you cannot say what you will
make him.” He says, “Tell me before
I go, for it is not a small thing to make a child.”’
’You will be sent to a school.
Later on, we shall see. Kimball, I suppose
you’d like to be a soldier?’
‘Gorah-log [white-folk].
No-ah! No-ah!’ Kim shook his head violently.
There was nothing in his composition to which drill
and routine appealed. ‘I will not be a
soldier.’
‘You will be what you’re
told to be,’ said Bennett; ’and you should
be grateful that we’re going to help you.’
Kim smiled compassionately.
If these men lay under the delusion that he would
do anything that he did not fancy, so much the better.
Another long silence followed.
Bennett fidgeted with impatience, and suggested calling
a sentry to evict the fakir.
‘Do they give or sell learning
among the Sahibs? Ask them,’ said the
lama, and Kim interpreted.
’They say that money is paid
to the teacher — but that money the Regiment
will give … What need? It is only for
a night.’
‘And — the more money
is paid the better learning is given?’ The
lama disregarded Kim’s plans for an early flight.
’It is no wrong to pay for learning.
To help the ignorant to wisdom is always a merit.’
The rosary clicked furiously as an abacus. Then
he faced his oppressors.
’Ask them for how much money
do they give a wise and suitable teaching? And
in what city is that teaching given?’
‘Well,’ said Father Victor
in English, when Kim had translated, ’that depends.
The Regiment would pay for you all the time you are
at the Military Orphanage; or you might go on the Punjab
Masonic Orphanage’s list (not that he or you
’ud understand what that means); but the best
schooling a boy can get in India is, of course, at
St Xavier’s in Partibus at Lucknow.’
This took some time to interpret, for Bennett wished
to cut it short.
‘He wants to know how much?’ said Kim
placidly.
‘Two or three hundred rupees
a year.’ Father Victor was long past any
sense of amazement. Bennett, impatient, did not
understand.
’He says: “Write
that name and the money upon a paper and give it him.”
And he says you must write your name below, because
he is going to write a letter in some days to you.
He says you are a good man. He says the other
man is a fool. He is going away.’
The lama rose suddenly. ‘I
follow my Search,’ he cried, and was gone.
‘He’ll run slap into the
sentries,’ cried Father Victor, jumping up as
the lama stalked out; ‘but I can’t leave
the boy.’ Kim made swift motion to follow,
but checked himself. There was no sound of challenge
outside. The lama had disappeared.
Kim settled himself composedly on
the Chaplain’s cot. At least the lama
had promised that he would stay with the Raiput woman
from Kulu, and the rest was of the smallest importance.
It pleased him that the two padres were so evidently
excited. They talked long in undertones, Father
Victor urging some scheme on Mr Bennett, who seemed
incredulous. All this was very new and fascinating,
but Kim felt sleepy. They called men into the
tent — one of them certainly was the Colonel,
as his father had prophesied — and they asked
him an infinity of questions, chiefly about the woman
who looked after him, all of which Kim answered truthfully.
They did not seem to think the woman a good guardian.
After all, this was the newest of
his experiences. Sooner or later, if he chose,
he could escape into great, grey, formless India,
beyond tents and padres and colonels. Meantime,
if the Sahibs were to be impressed, he would do his
best to impress them. He too was a white man.
After much talk that he could not
comprehend, they handed him over to a sergeant, who
had strict instructions not to let him escape.
The Regiment would go on to Umballa, and Kim would
be sent up, partly at the expense of the Lodge and
in part by subscription, to a place called Sanawar.
‘It’s miraculous past
all whooping, Colonel,’ said Father Victor,
when he had talked without a break for ten minutes.
’His Buddhist friend has levanted after taking
my name and address. I can’t quite make
out whether he’ll pay for the boy’s education
or whether he is preparing some sort of witchcraft
on his own account.’ Then to Kim:
’You’ll live to be grateful to your friend
the Red Bull yet. We’ll make a man of
you at Sanawar — even at the price o’ making
you a Protestant.’
‘Certainly — most certainly,’ said
Bennett.
‘But you will not go to Sanawar,’ said
Kim.
’But we will go to Sanawar,
little man. That’s the order of the Commander-in-Chief,
who’s a trifle more important than O’Hara’s
son.’
‘You will not go to Sanawar. You will
go to thee War.’
There was a shout of laughter from the full tent.
’When you know your own Regiment
a trifle better you won’t confuse the line of
march with line of battle, Kim. We hope to go
to “thee War” sometime.’
‘Oah, I know all thatt.’
Kim drew his bow again at a venture. If they
were not going to the war, at least they did not know
what he knew of the talk in the veranda at Umballa.
’I know you are not at thee
war now; but I tell you that as soon as you get to
Umballa you will be sent to the war — the new
war. It is a war of eight thousand men, besides
the guns.’
’That’s explicit.
D’you add prophecy to your other gifts?
Take him along, sergeant. Take up a suit for
him from the Drums, an’ take care he doesn’t
slip through your fingers. Who says the age of
miracles is gone by? I think I’ll go to
bed. My poor mind’s weakening.’
At the far end of the camp, silent
as a wild animal, an hour later sat Kim, newly washed
all over, in a horrible stiff suit that rasped his
arms and legs.
‘A most amazin’ young
bird,’ said the sergeant. ’He turns
up in charge of a yellow-headed buck-Brahmin priest,
with his father’s Lodge certificates round his
neck, talkin’ God knows what all of a red bull.
The buck-Brahmin evaporates without explanations,
an’ the bhoy sets cross-legged on the Chaplain’s
bed prophesyin’ bloody war to the men at large.
Injia’s a wild land for a God-fearin’
man. I’ll just tie his leg to the tent-pole
in case he’ll go through the roof. What
did ye say about the war?’
‘Eight thousand men, besides
guns,’ said Kim. ’Very soon you will
see.’
‘You’re a consolin’
little imp. Lie down between the Drums an’
go to bye-bye. Those two boys will watch your
slumbers.’