A new chapter in a novel is something
like a new scene in a play; and when I draw up the
curtain this time, reader, you must fancy you see
a room in the George Inn at Millcote, with such large
figured papering on the walls as inn rooms have; such
a carpet, such furniture, such ornaments on the mantelpiece,
such prints, including a portrait of George the Third,
and another of the Prince of Wales, and a representation
of the death of Wolfe. All this is visible to
you by the light of an oil lamp hanging from the ceiling,
and by that of an excellent fire, near which I sit
in my cloak and bonnet; my muff and umbrella lie on
the table, and I am warming away the numbness and
chill contracted by sixteen hours’ exposure
to the rawness of an October day: I left Lowton
at four o’clock a.m., and the Millcote town
clock is now just striking eight.
Reader, though I look comfortably
accommodated, I am not very tranquil in my mind.
I thought when the coach stopped here there would
be some one to meet me; I looked anxiously round as
I descended the wooden steps the “boots”
placed for my convenience, expecting to hear my name
pronounced, and to see some description of carriage
waiting to convey me to Thornfield. Nothing of
the sort was visible; and when I asked a waiter if
any one had been to inquire after a Miss Eyre, I was
answered in the negative: so I had no resource
but to request to be shown into a private room:
and here I am waiting, while all sorts of doubts
and fears are troubling my thoughts.
It is a very strange sensation to
inexperienced youth to feel itself quite alone in
the world, cut adrift from every connection, uncertain
whether the port to which it is bound can be reached,
and prevented by many impediments from returning to
that it has quitted. The charm of adventure
sweetens that sensation, the glow of pride warms it;
but then the throb of fear disturbs it; and fear with
me became predominant when half-an-hour elapsed and
still I was alone. I bethought myself to ring
the bell.
“Is there a place in this neighbourhood
called Thornfield?” I asked of the waiter who
answered the summons.
“Thornfield? I don’t
know, ma’am; I’ll inquire at the bar.”
He vanished, but reappeared instantly —
“Is your name Eyre, Miss?”
“Yes.”
“Person here waiting for you.”
I jumped up, took my muff and umbrella,
and hastened into the inn-passage: a man was
standing by the open door, and in the lamp-lit street
I dimly saw a one-horse conveyance.
“This will be your luggage,
I suppose?” said the man rather abruptly when
he saw me, pointing to my trunk in the passage.
“Yes.” He hoisted
it on to the vehicle, which was a sort of car, and
then I got in; before he shut me up, I asked him how
far it was to Thornfield.
“A matter of six miles.”
“How long shall we be before we get there?”
“Happen an hour and a half.”
He fastened the car door, climbed
to his own seat outside, and we set off. Our
progress was leisurely, and gave me ample time to
reflect; I was content to be at length so near the
end of my journey; and as I leaned back in the comfortable
though not elegant conveyance, I meditated much at
my ease.
“I suppose,” thought I,
“judging from the plainness of the servant and
carriage, Mrs. Fairfax is not a very dashing person:
so much the better; I never lived amongst fine people
but once, and I was very miserable with them.
I wonder if she lives alone except this little girl;
if so, and if she is in any degree amiable, I shall
surely be able to get on with her; I will do my best;
it is a pity that doing one’s best does not
always answer. At Lowood, indeed, I took that
resolution, kept it, and succeeded in pleasing; but
with Mrs. Reed, I remember my best was always spurned
with scorn. I pray God Mrs. Fairfax may not turn
out a second Mrs. Reed; but if she does, I am not
bound to stay with her! let the worst come to the
worst, I can advertise again. How far are we
on our road now, I wonder?”
I let down the window and looked out;
Millcote was behind us; judging by the number of its
lights, it seemed a place of considerable magnitude,
much larger than Lowton. We were now, as far
as I could see, on a sort of common; but there were
houses scattered all over the district; I felt we
were in a different region to Lowood, more populous,
less picturesque; more stirring, less romantic.
The roads were heavy, the night misty;
my conductor let his horse walk all the way, and the
hour and a half extended, I verily believe, to two
hours; at last he turned in his seat and said —
“You’re noan so far fro’ Thornfield
now.”
Again I looked out: we were
passing a church; I saw its low broad tower against
the sky, and its bell was tolling a quarter; I saw
a narrow galaxy of lights too, on a hillside, marking
a village or hamlet. About ten minutes after,
the driver got down and opened a pair of gates:
we passed through, and they clashed to behind us.
We now slowly ascended a drive, and came upon the long
front of a house: candlelight gleamed from one
curtained bow-window; all the rest were dark.
The car stopped at the front door; it was opened
by a maid-servant; I alighted and went in.
“Will you walk this way, ma’am?”
said the girl; and I followed her across a square
hall with high doors all round: she ushered me
into a room whose double illumination of fire and candle
at first dazzled me, contrasting as it did with the
darkness to which my eyes had been for two hours inured;
when I could see, however, a cosy and agreeable picture
presented itself to my view.
A snug small room; a round table by
a cheerful fire; an arm-chair high-backed and old-fashioned,
wherein sat the neatest imaginable little elderly
lady, in widow’s cap, black silk gown, and snowy
muslin apron; exactly like what I had fancied Mrs.
Fairfax, only less stately and milder looking.
She was occupied in knitting; a large cat sat demurely
at her feet; nothing in short was wanting to complete
the beau-ideal of domestic comfort. A more reassuring
introduction for a new governess could scarcely be
conceived; there was no grandeur to overwhelm, no
stateliness to embarrass; and then, as I entered,
the old lady got up and promptly and kindly came forward
to meet me.
“How do you do, my dear?
I am afraid you have had a tedious ride; John drives
so slowly; you must be cold, come to the fire.”
“Mrs. Fairfax, I suppose?” said I.
“Yes, you are right: do sit down.”
She conducted me to her own chair,
and then began to remove my shawl and untie my bonnet-strings;
I begged she would not give herself so much trouble.
“Oh, it is no trouble; I dare
say your own hands are almost numbed with cold.
Leah, make a little hot negus and cut a sandwich or
two: here are the keys of the storeroom.”
And she produced from her pocket a
most housewifely bunch of keys, and delivered them
to the servant.
“Now, then, draw nearer to the
fire,” she continued. “You’ve
brought your luggage with you, haven’t you, my
dear?”
“Yes, ma’am.”
“I’ll see it carried into your room,”
she said, and bustled out.
“She treats me like a visitor,”
thought I. “I little expected such a reception;
I anticipated only coldness and stiffness: this
is not like what I have heard of the treatment of
governesses; but I must not exult too soon.”
She returned; with her own hands cleared
her knitting apparatus and a book or two from the
table, to make room for the tray which Leah now brought,
and then herself handed me the refreshments.
I felt rather confused at being the object of more
attention than I had ever before received, and, that
too, shown by my employer and superior; but as she
did not herself seem to consider she was doing anything
out of her place, I thought it better to take her
civilities quietly.
“Shall I have the pleasure of
seeing Miss Fairfax to-night?” I asked, when
I had partaken of what she offered me.
“What did you say, my dear?
I am a little deaf,” returned the good lady,
approaching her ear to my mouth.
I repeated the question more distinctly.
“Miss Fairfax? Oh, you
mean Miss Varens! Varens is the name of your
future pupil.”
“Indeed! Then she is not your daughter?”
“No, — I have no family.”
I should have followed up my first
inquiry, by asking in what way Miss Varens was connected
with her; but I recollected it was not polite to ask
too many questions: besides, I was sure to hear
in time.
“I am so glad,” she continued,
as she sat down opposite to me, and took the cat on
her knee; “I am so glad you are come; it will
be quite pleasant living here now with a companion.
To be sure it is pleasant at any time; for Thornfield
is a fine old hall, rather neglected of late years
perhaps, but still it is a respectable place; yet
you know in winter-time one feels dreary quite alone
in the best quarters. I say alone —
Leah is a nice girl to be sure, and John and his wife
are very decent people; but then you see they are
only servants, and one can’t converse with them
on terms of equality: one must keep them at
due distance, for fear of losing one’s authority.
I’m sure last winter (it was a very severe one,
if you recollect, and when it did not snow, it rained
and blew), not a creature but the butcher and postman
came to the house, from November till February; and
I really got quite melancholy with sitting night after
night alone; I had Leah in to read to me sometimes;
but I don’t think the poor girl liked the task
much: she felt it confining. In spring
and summer one got on better: sunshine and long
days make such a difference; and then, just at the
commencement of this autumn, little Adela Varens came
and her nurse: a child makes a house alive all
at once; and now you are here I shall be quite gay.”
My heart really warmed to the worthy
lady as I heard her talk; and I drew my chair a little
nearer to her, and expressed my sincere wish that
she might find my company as agreeable as she anticipated.
“But I’ll not keep you
sitting up late to-night,” said she; “it
is on the stroke of twelve now, and you have been
travelling all day: you must feel tired.
If you have got your feet well warmed, I’ll
show you your bedroom. I’ve had the room
next to mine prepared for you; it is only a small
apartment, but I thought you would like it better
than one of the large front chambers: to be sure
they have finer furniture, but they are so dreary
and solitary, I never sleep in them myself.”
I thanked her for her considerate
choice, and as I really felt fatigued with my long
journey, expressed my readiness to retire. She
took her candle, and I followed her from the room.
First she went to see if the hall-door was fastened;
having taken the key from the lock, she led the way
upstairs. The steps and banisters were of oak;
the staircase window was high and latticed; both it
and the long gallery into which the bedroom doors opened
looked as if they belonged to a church rather than
a house. A very chill and vault-like air pervaded
the stairs and gallery, suggesting cheerless ideas
of space and solitude; and I was glad, when finally
ushered into my chamber, to find it of small dimensions,
and furnished in ordinary, modern style.
When Mrs. Fairfax had bidden me a
kind good-night, and I had fastened my door, gazed
leisurely round, and in some measure effaced the eerie
impression made by that wide hall, that dark and spacious
staircase, and that long, cold gallery, by the livelier
aspect of my little room, I remembered that, after
a day of bodily fatigue and mental anxiety, I was
now at last in safe haven. The impulse of gratitude
swelled my heart, and I knelt down at the bedside,
and offered up thanks where thanks were due; not forgetting,
ere I rose, to implore aid on my further path, and
the power of meriting the kindness which seemed so
frankly offered me before it was earned. My
couch had no thorns in it that night; my solitary room
no fears. At once weary and content, I slept
soon and soundly: when I awoke it was broad day.
The chamber looked such a bright little
place to me as the sun shone in between the gay blue
chintz window curtains, showing papered walls and
a carpeted floor, so unlike the bare planks and stained
plaster of Lowood, that my spirits rose at the view.
Externals have a great effect on the young:
I thought that a fairer era of life was beginning
for me, one that was to have its flowers and pleasures,
as well as its thorns and toils. My faculties,
roused by the change of scene, the new field offered
to hope, seemed all astir. I cannot precisely
define what they expected, but it was something pleasant:
not perhaps that day or that month, but at an indefinite
future period.
I rose; I dressed myself with care:
obliged to be plain — for I had no article
of attire that was not made with extreme simplicity
— I was still by nature solicitous to be
neat. It was not my habit to be disregardful
of appearance or careless of the impression I made:
on the contrary, I ever wished to look as well as
I could, and to please as much as my want of beauty
would permit. I sometimes regretted that I was
not handsomer; I sometimes wished to have rosy cheeks,
a straight nose, and small cherry mouth; I desired
to be tall, stately, and finely developed in figure;
I felt it a misfortune that I was so little, so pale,
and had features so irregular and so marked.
And why had I these aspirations and these regrets?
It would be difficult to say: I could not then
distinctly say it to myself; yet I had a reason, and
a logical, natural reason too. However, when
I had brushed my hair very smooth, and put on my black
frock — which, Quakerlike as it was, at
least had the merit of fitting to a nicety —
and adjusted my clean white tucker, I thought I should
do respectably enough to appear before Mrs. Fairfax,
and that my new pupil would not at least recoil from
me with antipathy. Having opened my chamber window,
and seen that I left all things straight and neat
on the toilet table, I ventured forth.
Traversing the long and matted gallery,
I descended the slippery steps of oak; then I gained
the hall: I halted there a minute; I looked
at some pictures on the walls (one, I remember, represented
a grim man in a cuirass, and one a lady with powdered
hair and a pearl necklace), at a bronze lamp pendent
from the ceiling, at a great clock whose case was
of oak curiously carved, and ebon black with time
and rubbing. Everything appeared very stately
and imposing to me; but then I was so little accustomed
to grandeur. The hall-door, which was half of
glass, stood open; I stepped over the threshold.
It was a fine autumn morning; the early sun shone serenely
on embrowned groves and still green fields; advancing
on to the lawn, I looked up and surveyed the front
of the mansion. It was three storeys high, of
proportions not vast, though considerable: a
gentleman’s manor-house, not a nobleman’s
seat: battlements round the top gave it a picturesque
look. Its grey front stood out well from the
background of a rookery, whose cawing tenants were
now on the wing: they flew over the lawn and
grounds to alight in a great meadow, from which these
were separated by a sunk fence, and where an array
of mighty old thorn trees, strong, knotty, and broad
as oaks, at once explained the etymology of the mansion’s
designation. Farther off were hills: not
so lofty as those round Lowood, nor so craggy, nor
so like barriers of separation from the living world;
but yet quiet and lonely hills enough, and seeming
to embrace Thornfield with a seclusion I had not expected
to find existent so near the stirring locality of
Millcote. A little hamlet, whose roofs were
blent with trees, straggled up the side of one of these
hills; the church of the district stood nearer Thornfield:
its old tower-top looked over a knoll between the
house and gates.
I was yet enjoying the calm prospect
and pleasant fresh air, yet listening with delight
to the cawing of the rooks, yet surveying the wide,
hoary front of the hall, and thinking what a great
place it was for one lonely little dame like Mrs.
Fairfax to inhabit, when that lady appeared at the
door.
“What! out already?”
said she. “I see you are an early riser.”
I went up to her, and was received with an affable
kiss and shake of the hand.
“How do you like Thornfield?”
she asked. I told her I liked it very much.
“Yes,” she said, “it
is a pretty place; but I fear it will be getting out
of order, unless Mr. Rochester should take it into
his head to come and reside here permanently; or,
at least, visit it rather oftener: great houses
and fine grounds require the presence of the proprietor.”
“Mr. Rochester!” I exclaimed. “Who
is he?”
“The owner of Thornfield,”
she responded quietly. “Did you not know
he was called Rochester?”
Of course I did not — I
had never heard of him before; but the old lady seemed
to regard his existence as a universally understood
fact, with which everybody must be acquainted by instinct.
“I thought,” I continued, “Thornfield
belonged to you.”
“To me? Bless you, child;
what an idea! To me! I am only the housekeeper
— the manager. To be sure I am distantly
related to the Rochesters by the mother’s side,
or at least my husband was; he was a clergyman, incumbent
of Hay — that little village yonder on
the hill — and that church near the gates
was his. The present Mr. Rochester’s mother
was a Fairfax, and second cousin to my husband:
but I never presume on the connection —
in fact, it is nothing to me; I consider myself quite
in the light of an ordinary housekeeper: my
employer is always civil, and I expect nothing more.”
“And the little girl — my pupil!”
“She is Mr. Rochester’s
ward; he commissioned me to find a governess for her.
He intended to have her brought up in -shire, I believe.
Here she comes, with her ‘bonne,’ as she
calls her nurse.” The enigma then was
explained: this affable and kind little widow
was no great dame; but a dependant like myself.
I did not like her the worse for that; on the contrary,
I felt better pleased than ever. The equality
between her and me was real; not the mere result of
condescension on her part: so much the better
— my position was all the freer.
As I was meditating on this discovery,
a little girl, followed by her attendant, came running
up the lawn. I looked at my pupil, who did not
at first appear to notice me: she was quite a
child, perhaps seven or eight years old, slightly
built, with a pale, small-featured face, and a redundancy
of hair falling in curls to her waist.
“Good morning, Miss Adela,”
said Mrs. Fairfax. “Come and speak to
the lady who is to teach you, and to make you a clever
woman some day.” She approached.
“C’est le ma gouverante!”
said she, pointing to me, and addressing her nurse;
who answered —
“Mais oui, certainement.”
“Are they foreigners?”
I inquired, amazed at hearing the French language.
“The nurse is a foreigner, and
Adela was born on the Continent; and, I believe, never
left it till within six months ago. When she
first came here she could speak no English; now she
can make shift to talk it a little: I don’t
understand her, she mixes it so with French; but you
will make out her meaning very well, I dare say.”
Fortunately I had had the advantage
of being taught French by a French lady; and as I
had always made a point of conversing with Madame
Pierrot as often as I could, and had besides, during
the last seven years, learnt a portion of French by
heart daily — applying myself to take pains
with my accent, and imitating as closely as possible
the pronunciation of my teacher, I had acquired a certain
degree of readiness and correctness in the language,
and was not likely to be much at a loss with Mademoiselle
Adela. She came and shook hand with me when
she heard that I was her governess; and as I led her
in to breakfast, I addressed some phrases to her in
her own tongue: she replied briefly at first,
but after we were seated at the table, and she had
examined me some ten minutes with her large hazel
eyes, she suddenly commenced chattering fluently.
“Ah!” cried she, in French,
“you speak my language as well as Mr. Rochester
does: I can talk to you as I can to him, and
so can Sophie. She will be glad: nobody
here understands her: Madame Fairfax is all
English. Sophie is my nurse; she came with me
over the sea in a great ship with a chimney that smoked
— how it did smoke! — and I
was sick, and so was Sophie, and so was Mr. Rochester.
Mr. Rochester lay down on a sofa in a pretty room called
the salon, and Sophie and I had little beds in another
place. I nearly fell out of mine; it was like
a shelf. And Mademoiselle — what is
your name?”
“Eyre — Jane Eyre.”
“Aire? Bah! I cannot
say it. Well, our ship stopped in the morning,
before it was quite daylight, at a great city —
a huge city, with very dark houses and all smoky;
not at all like the pretty clean town I came from;
and Mr. Rochester carried me in his arms over a plank
to the land, and Sophie came after, and we all got
into a coach, which took us to a beautiful large house,
larger than this and finer, called an hotel.
We stayed there nearly a week: I and Sophie
used to walk every day in a great green place full
of trees, called the Park; and there were many children
there besides me, and a pond with beautiful birds
in it, that I fed with crumbs.”
“Can you understand her when
she runs on so fast?” asked Mrs. Fairfax.
I understood her very well, for I
had been accustomed to the fluent tongue of Madame
Pierrot.
“I wish,” continued the
good lady, “you would ask her a question or
two about her parents: I wonder if she remembers
them?”
“Adele,” I inquired, “with
whom did you live when you were in that pretty clean
town you spoke of?”
“I lived long ago with mama;
but she is gone to the Holy Virgin. Mama used
to teach me to dance and sing, and to say verses.
A great many gentlemen and ladies came to see mama,
and I used to dance before them, or to sit on their
knees and sing to them: I liked it. Shall
I let you hear me sing now?”
She had finished her breakfast, so
I permitted her to give a specimen of her accomplishments.
Descending from her chair, she came and placed herself
on my knee; then, folding her little hands demurely
before her, shaking back her curls and lifting her
eyes to the ceiling, she commenced singing a song
from some opera. It was the strain of a forsaken
lady, who, after bewailing the perfidy of her lover,
calls pride to her aid; desires her attendant to deck
her in her brightest jewels and richest robes, and
resolves to meet the false one that night at a ball,
and prove to him, by the gaiety of her demeanour,
how little his desertion has affected her.
The subject seemed strangely chosen
for an infant singer; but I suppose the point of the
exhibition lay in hearing the notes of love and jealousy
warbled with the lisp of childhood; and in very bad
taste that point was: at least I thought so.
Adele sang the canzonette tunefully
enough, and with the naivete of her age. This
achieved, she jumped from my knee and said, “Now,
Mademoiselle, I will repeat you some poetry.”
Assuming an attitude, she began, “La
Ligue des Rats: fable de La Fontaine.”
She then declaimed the little piece with an attention
to punctuation and emphasis, a flexibility of voice
and an appropriateness of gesture, very unusual indeed
at her age, and which proved she had been carefully
trained.
“Was it your mama who taught you that piece?”
I asked.
“Yes, and she just used to say
it in this way: ‘Qu’ avez vous donc?
lui dit un de ces rats; parlez!’ She made me
lift my hand — so — to remind
me to raise my voice at the question. Now shall
I dance for you?”
“No, that will do: but
after your mama went to the Holy Virgin, as you say,
with whom did you live then?”
“With Madame Frederic and her
husband: she took care of me, but she is nothing
related to me. I think she is poor, for she had
not so fine a house as mama. I was not long there.
Mr. Rochester asked me if I would like to go and
live with him in England, and I said yes; for I knew
Mr. Rochester before I knew Madame Frederic, and he
was always kind to me and gave me pretty dresses and
toys: but you see he has not kept his word, for
he has brought me to England, and now he is gone back
again himself, and I never see him.”
After breakfast, Adele and I withdrew
to the library, which room, it appears, Mr. Rochester
had directed should be used as the schoolroom.
Most of the books were locked up behind glass doors;
but there was one bookcase left open containing everything
that could be needed in the way of elementary works,
and several volumes of light literature, poetry, biography,
travels, a few romances, &c. I suppose he had
considered that these were all the governess would
require for her private perusal; and, indeed, they
contented me amply for the present; compared with
the scanty pickings I had now and then been able to
glean at Lowood, they seemed to offer an abundant
harvest of entertainment and information. In
this room, too, there was a cabinet piano, quite new
and of superior tone; also an easel for painting and
a pair of globes.
I found my pupil sufficiently docile,
though disinclined to apply: she had not been
used to regular occupation of any kind. I felt
it would be injudicious to confine her too much at
first; so, when I had talked to her a great deal,
and got her to learn a little, and when the morning
had advanced to noon, I allowed her to return to her
nurse. I then proposed to occupy myself till
dinner-time in drawing some little sketches for her
use.
As I was going upstairs to fetch my
portfolio and pencils, Mrs. Fairfax called to me:
“Your morning school-hours are over now, I
suppose,” said she. She was in a room the
folding-doors of which stood open: I went in
when she addressed me. It was a large, stately
apartment, with purple chairs and curtains, a Turkey
carpet, walnut-panelled walls, one vast window rich
in slanted glass, and a lofty ceiling, nobly moulded.
Mrs. Fairfax was dusting some vases of fine purple
spar, which stood on a sideboard.
“What a beautiful room!”
I exclaimed, as I looked round; for I had never before
seen any half so imposing.
“Yes; this is the dining-room.
I have just opened the window, to let in a little
air and sunshine; for everything gets so damp in apartments
that are seldom inhabited; the drawing-room yonder
feels like a vault.”
She pointed to a wide arch corresponding
to the window, and hung like it with a Tyrian-dyed
curtain, now looped up. Mounting to it by two
broad steps, and looking through, I thought I caught
a glimpse of a fairy place, so bright to my novice-eyes
appeared the view beyond. Yet it was merely
a very pretty drawing-room, and within it a boudoir,
both spread with white carpets, on which seemed laid
brilliant garlands of flowers; both ceiled with snowy
mouldings of white grapes and vine-leaves, beneath
which glowed in rich contrast crimson couches and
ottomans; while the ornaments on the pale Parisian
mantelpiece were of sparkling Bohemian glass, ruby
red; and between the windows large mirrors repeated
the general blending of snow and fire.
“In what order you keep these
rooms, Mrs. Fairfax!” said I. “No
dust, no canvas coverings: except that the air
feels chilly, one would think they were inhabited
daily.”
“Why, Miss Eyre, though Mr.
Rochester’s visits here are rare, they are always
sudden and unexpected; and as I observed that it put
him out to find everything swathed up, and to have
a bustle of arrangement on his arrival, I thought
it best to keep the rooms in readiness.”
“Is Mr. Rochester an exacting, fastidious sort
of man?”
“Not particularly so; but he
has a gentleman’s tastes and habits, and he
expects to have things managed in conformity to them.”
“Do you like him? Is he generally liked?”
“Oh, yes; the family have always
been respected here. Almost all the land in
this neighbourhood, as far as you can see, has belonged
to the Rochesters time out of mind.”
“Well, but, leaving his land
out of the question, do you like him? Is he liked
for himself?”
“I have no cause to do otherwise
than like him; and I believe he is considered a just
and liberal landlord by his tenants: but he
has never lived much amongst them.”
“But has he no peculiarities?
What, in short, is his character?”
“Oh! his character is unimpeachable,
I suppose. He is rather peculiar, perhaps:
he has travelled a great deal, and seen a great deal
of the world, I should think. I dare say he is
clever, but I never had much conversation with him.”
“In what way is he peculiar?”
“I don’t know —
it is not easy to describe — nothing striking,
but you feel it when he speaks to you; you cannot be
always sure whether he is in jest or earnest, whether
he is pleased or the contrary; you don’t thoroughly
understand him, in short — at least, I
don’t: but it is of no consequence, he
is a very good master.”
This was all the account I got from
Mrs. Fairfax of her employer and mine. There
are people who seem to have no notion of sketching
a character, or observing and describing salient points,
either in persons or things: the good lady evidently
belonged to this class; my queries puzzled, but did
not draw her out. Mr. Rochester was Mr. Rochester
in her eyes; a gentleman, a landed proprietor —
nothing more: she inquired and searched no further,
and evidently wondered at my wish to gain a more definite
notion of his identity.
When we left the dining-room, she
proposed to show me over the rest of the house; and
I followed her upstairs and downstairs, admiring as
I went; for all was well arranged and handsome.
The large front chambers I thought especially grand:
and some of the third-storey rooms, though dark and
low, were interesting from their air of antiquity.
The furniture once appropriated to the lower apartments
had from time to time been removed here, as fashions
changed: and the imperfect light entering by
their narrow casement showed bedsteads of a hundred
years old; chests in oak or walnut, looking, with
their strange carvings of palm branches and cherubs’
heads, like types of the Hebrew ark; rows of venerable
chairs, high-backed and narrow; stools still more
antiquated, on whose cushioned tops were yet apparent
traces of half-effaced embroideries, wrought by fingers
that for two generations had been coffin-dust.
All these relics gave to the third storey of Thornfield
Hall the aspect of a home of the past: a shrine
of memory. I liked the hush, the gloom, the
quaintness of these retreats in the day; but I by no
means coveted a night’s repose on one of those
wide and heavy beds: shut in, some of them,
with doors of oak; shaded, others, with wrought old
English hangings crusted with thick work, portraying
effigies of strange flowers, and stranger birds, and
strangest human beings, — all which would
have looked strange, indeed, by the pallid gleam of
moonlight.
“Do the servants sleep in these rooms?”
I asked.
“No; they occupy a range of
smaller apartments to the back; no one ever sleeps
here: one would almost say that, if there were
a ghost at Thornfield Hall, this would be its haunt.”
“So I think: you have no ghost, then?”
“None that I ever heard of,” returned
Mrs. Fairfax, smiling.
“Nor any traditions of one? no legends or ghost
stories?”
“I believe not. And yet
it is said the Rochesters have been rather a violent
than a quiet race in their time: perhaps, though,
that is the reason they rest tranquilly in their graves
now.”
“Yes — ‘after
life’s fitful fever they sleep well,’”
I muttered. “Where are you going now, Mrs.
Fairfax?” for she was moving away.
“On to the leads; will you come
and see the view from thence?” I followed still,
up a very narrow staircase to the attics, and thence
by a ladder and through a trap-door to the roof of
the hall. I was now on a level with the crow
colony, and could see into their nests. Leaning
over the battlements and looking far down, I surveyed
the grounds laid out like a map: the bright and
velvet lawn closely girdling the grey base of the
mansion; the field, wide as a park, dotted with its
ancient timber; the wood, dun and sere, divided by
a path visibly overgrown, greener with moss than the
trees were with foliage; the church at the gates, the
road, the tranquil hills, all reposing in the autumn
day’s sun; the horizon bounded by a propitious
sky, azure, marbled with pearly white. No feature
in the scene was extraordinary, but all was pleasing.
When I turned from it and repassed the trap-door,
I could scarcely see my way down the ladder; the attic
seemed black as a vault compared with that arch of
blue air to which I had been looking up, and to that
sunlit scene of grove, pasture, and green hill, of
which the hall was the centre, and over which I had
been gazing with delight.
Mrs. Fairfax stayed behind a moment
to fasten the trap-door; I, by drift of groping, found
the outlet from the attic, and proceeded to descend
the narrow garret staircase. I lingered in the
long passage to which this led, separating the front
and back rooms of the third storey: narrow,
low, and dim, with only one little window at the far
end, and looking, with its two rows of small black
doors all shut, like a corridor in some Bluebeard’s
castle.
While I paced softly on, the last
sound I expected to hear in so still a region, a laugh,
struck my ear. It was a curious laugh; distinct,
formal, mirthless. I stopped: the sound
ceased, only for an instant; it began again, louder:
for at first, though distinct, it was very low.
It passed off in a clamorous peal that seemed to
wake an echo in every lonely chamber; though it originated
but in one, and I could have pointed out the door whence
the accents issued.
“Mrs. Fairfax!” I called
out: for I now heard her descending the great
stairs. “Did you hear that loud laugh?
Who is it?”
“Some of the servants, very
likely,” she answered: “perhaps Grace
Poole.”
“Did you hear it?” I again inquired.
“Yes, plainly: I often
hear her: she sews in one of these rooms.
Sometimes Leah is with her; they are frequently noisy
together.”
The laugh was repeated in its low,
syllabic tone, and terminated in an odd murmur.
“Grace!” exclaimed Mrs. Fairfax.
I really did not expect any Grace
to answer; for the laugh was as tragic, as preternatural
a laugh as any I ever heard; and, but that it was
high noon, and that no circumstance of ghostliness
accompanied the curious cachinnation; but that neither
scene nor season favoured fear, I should have been
superstitiously afraid. However, the event showed
me I was a fool for entertaining a sense even of surprise.
The door nearest me opened, and a
servant came out, — a woman of between
thirty and forty; a set, square-made figure, red-haired,
and with a hard, plain face: any apparition less
romantic or less ghostly could scarcely be conceived.
“Too much noise, Grace,”
said Mrs. Fairfax. “Remember directions!”
Grace curtseyed silently and went in.
“She is a person we have to
sew and assist Leah in her housemaid’s work,”
continued the widow; “not altogether unobjectionable
in some points, but she does well enough. By-the-bye,
how have you got on with your new pupil this morning?”
The conversation, thus turned on Adele,
continued till we reached the light and cheerful region
below. Adele came running to meet us in the
hall, exclaiming —
“Mesdames, vous etes servies!”
adding, “J’ai bien faim, moi!”
We found dinner ready, and waiting
for us in Mrs. Fairfax’s room.