One irrelevant memory comes back to
me, irrelevant, and yet by some subtle trick of quality
it summarizes the Change for me. It is the memory
of a woman’s very beautiful face, a woman with
a flushed face and tear-bright eyes who went by me
without speaking, rapt in some secret purpose.
I passed her when in the afternoon of the first day,
struck by a sudden remorse, I went down to Menton to
send a telegram to my mother telling her all was well
with me. Whither this woman went I do not know,
nor whence she came; I never saw her again, and only
her face, glowing with that new and luminous resolve,
stands out for me. . . .
But that expression was the world’s.
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