I halted, and stood planning what I had to do.
Should I go to bungalow after bungalow
until one of the two I sought answered to my rap?
But suppose some servant intervened!
Should I wait where I was—­perhaps until morning—­watching?  And
meanwhile------
All the nearer bungalows were very
still now. If I walked softly to them, from open
windows, from something seen or overheard, I might
get a clue to guide me. Should I advance circuitously,
creeping upon them, or should I walk straight to the
door? It was bright enough for her to recognize
me clearly at a distance of many paces.
The difficulty to my mind lay in this,
that if I involved other people by questions, I might
at last confront my betrayers with these others close
about me, ready to snatch my weapon and seize my hands.
Besides, what names might they bear here?
“Boom!” the sound crept
upon my senses, and then again it came.
I turned impatiently as one turns
upon an impertinence, and beheld a great ironclad
not four miles out, steaming fast across the dappled
silver, and from its funnels sparks, intensely red,
poured out into the night. As I turned, came
the hot flash of its guns, firing seaward, and answering
this, red flashes and a streaming smoke in the line
between sea and sky. So I remembered it, and I
remember myself staring at it—in a state
of stupid arrest. It was an irrelevance.
What had these things to do with me?
With a shuddering hiss, a rocket from
a headland beyond the village leapt up and burst hot
gold against the glare, and the sound of the third
and fourth guns reached me.
The windows of the dark bungalows,
one after another, leapt out, squares of ruddy brightness
that flared and flickered and became steadily bright.
Dark heads appeared looking seaward, a door opened,
and sent out a brief lane of yellow to mingle and be
lost in the comet’s brightness. That brought
me back to the business in hand.
“Boom! boom!” and when
I looked again at the great ironclad, a little torchlike
spurt of flame wavered behind her funnels. I
could hear the throb and clangor of her straining engines.
. . .
I became aware of the voices of people
calling to one another in the village. A white-robed,
hooded figure, some man in a bathing wrap, absurdly
suggestive of an Arab in his burnous, came out from
one of the nearer bungalows, and stood clear and still
and shadowless in the glare.
He put his hands to shade his seaward
eyes, and shouted to people within.
The people within—my
people! My fingers tightened on my revolver.
What was this war nonsense to me? I would go round
among the hummocks with the idea of approaching the
three bungalows inconspicuously from the flank.
This fight at sea might serve my purpose—except
for that, it had no interest for me at all. Boom!
boom! The huge voluminous concussions rushed
past me, beat at my heart and passed. In a moment
Nettie would come out to see.
First one and then two other wrappered
figures came out of the bungalows to join the first.
His arm pointed seaward, and his voice, a full tenor,
rose in explanation. I could hear some of the
words. “It’s a German!” he
said. “She’s caught.”
Some one disputed that, and there
followed a little indistinct babble of argument.
I went on slowly in the circuit I had marked out,
watching these people as I went.
They shouted together with such a
common intensity of direction that I halted and looked
seaward. I saw the tall fountain flung by a shot
that had just missed the great warship. A second
rose still nearer us, a third, and a fourth, and then
a great uprush of dust, a whirling cloud, leapt out
of the headland whence the rocket had come, and spread
with a slow deliberation right and left. Hard
on that an enormous crash, and the man with the full
voice leapt and cried, “Hit!”
Let me see! Of course, I had
to go round beyond the bungalows, and then come up
towards the group from behind.
A high-pitched woman’s voice
called, “Honeymooners! honeymooners! Come
out and see!”
Something gleamed in the shadow of
the nearer bungalow, and a man’s voice answered
from within. What he said I did not catch, but
suddenly I heard Nettie calling very distinctly, “We’ve
been bathing.”
The man who had first come out shouted,
“Don’t you hear the guns? They’re
fighting—not five miles from shore.”
“Eh?” answered the bungalow, and a window
opened.
“Out there!”
I did not hear the reply, because
of the faint rustle of my own movements. Clearly
these people were all too much occupied by the battle
to look in my direction, and so I walked now straight
toward the darkness that held Nettie and the black
desire of my heart.
“Look!” cried some one, and pointed skyward.
I glanced up, and behold! The
sky was streaked with bright green trails. They
radiated from a point halfway between the western
horizon and the zenith, and within the shining clouds
of the meteor a streaming movement had begun, so that
it seemed to be pouring both westwardly and back toward
the east, with a crackling sound, as though the whole
heaven was stippled over with phantom pistol-shots.
It seemed to me then as if the meteor was coming to
help me, descending with those thousand pistols like
a curtain to fend off this unmeaning foolishness of
the sea.
“Boom!” went a gun on
the big ironclad, and “boom!” and the guns
of the pursuing cruisers flashed in reply.
To glance up at that streaky, stirring
light scum of the sky made one’s head swim.
I stood for a moment dazed, and more than a little
giddy. I had a curious instant of purely speculative
thought. Suppose, after all, the fanatics were
right, and the world was coming to an end!
What a score that would be for Parload!
Then it came into my head that all
these things were happening to consecrate my revenge!
The war below, the heavens above, were the thunderous
garment of my deed. I heard Nettie’s voice
cry out not fifty yards away, and my passion surged
again. I was to return to her amid these terrors
bearing unanticipated death. I was to possess
her, with a bullet, amidst thunderings and fear.
At the thought I lifted up my voice to a shout that
went unheard, and advanced now recklessly, revolver
displayed in my hand.
It was fifty yards, forty yards, thirty
yards—the little group of people, still
heedless of me, was larger and more important now,
the green-shot sky and the fighting ships remoter.
Some one darted out from the bungalow, with an interrupted
question, and stopped, suddenly aware of me.
It was Nettie, with some coquettish dark wrap about
her, and the green glare shining on her sweet face
and white throat. I could see her expression,
stricken with dismay and terror, at my advance, as
though something had seized her by the heart and held
her still—a target for my shots.
“Boom!” came the ironclad’s
gunshot like a command. “Bang!” the
bullet leapt from my hand. Do you know, I did
not want to shoot her then. Indeed I did not
want to shoot her then! Bang! and I had fired
again, still striding on, and—each time
it seemed I had missed.
She moved a step or so toward me,
still staring, and then someone intervened, and near
beside her I saw young Verrall.
A heavy stranger, the man in the hooded
bath-gown, a fat, foreign-looking man, came out of
nowhere like a shield before them. He seemed a
preposterous interruption. His face was full of
astonishment and terror. He rushed across my
path with arms extended and open hands, as one might
try to stop a runaway horse. He shouted some nonsense.
He seemed to want to dissuade me, as though dissuasion
had anything to do with it now.
“Not you, you fool!” I
said hoarsely. “Not you!” But he hid
Nettie nevertheless.
By an enormous effort I resisted a
mechanical impulse to shoot through his fat body.
Anyhow, I knew I mustn’t shoot him. For
a moment I was in doubt, then I became very active,
turned aside abruptly and dodged his pawing arm to
the left, and so found two others irresolutely in
my way. I fired a third shot in the air, just
over their heads, and ran at them. They hastened
left and right; I pulled up and faced about within
a yard of a foxy-faced young man coming sideways,
who seemed about to grapple me. At my resolute
halt he fell back a pace, ducked, and threw up a defensive
arm, and then I perceived the course was clear, and
ahead of me, young Verrall and Nettie—he
was holding her arm to help her—running
away. “Of course!” said I.
I fired a fourth ineffectual shot,
and then in an access of fury at my misses, started
out to run them down and shoot them barrel to backbone.
“These people!” I said, dismissing all
these interferences. . . . “A yard,”
I panted, speaking aloud to myself, “a yard!
Till then, take care, you mustn’t—mustn’t
shoot again.”
Some one pursued me, perhaps several
people—I do not know, we left them all
behind. . . .
We ran. For a space I was altogether
intent upon the swift monotony of flight and pursuit.
The sands were changed to a whirl of green moonshine,
the air was thunder. A luminous green haze rolled
about us. What did such things matter? We
ran. Did I gain or lose? that was the question.
They ran through a gap in a broken fence that sprang
up abruptly out of nothingness and turned to the right.
I noted we were in a road. But this green mist!
One seemed to plough through it. They were fading
into it, and at that thought I made a spurt that won
a dozen feet or more.
She staggered. He gripped her
arm, and dragged her forward. They doubled to
the left. We were off the road again and on turf.
It felt like turf. I tripped and fell at a ditch
that was somehow full of smoke, and was up again,
but now they were phantoms half gone into the livid
swirls about me. . . .
Still I ran.
On, on! I groaned with the violence
of my effort. I staggered again and swore.
I felt the concussions of great guns tear past me
through the murk.
They were gone! Everything was
going, but I kept on running. Once more I stumbled.
There was something about my feet that impeded me,
tall grass or heather, but I could not see what it
was, only this smoke that eddied about my knees.
There was a noise and spinning in my brain, a vain
resistance to a dark green curtain that was falling,
falling, falling, fold upon fold. Everything grew
darker and darker.
I made one last frantic effort, and
raised my revolver, fired my penultimate shot at a
venture, and fell headlong to the ground. And
behold! the green curtain was a black one, and the
earth and I and all things ceased to be.