As the train carried me on from Birmingham
to Monkshampton, it carried me not only into a country
where I had never been before, but out of the commonplace
daylight and the touch and quality of ordinary things,
into the strange unprecedented night that was ruled
by the giant meteor of the last days.
There was at that time a curious accentuation
of the common alternation of night and day. They
became separated with a widening difference of value
in regard to all mundane affairs. During the day,
the comet was an item in the newspapers, it was jostled
by a thousand more living interests, it was as nothing
in the skirts of the war storm that was now upon us.
It was an astronomical phenomenon, somewhere away
over China, millions of miles away in the deeps.
We forgot it. But directly the sun sank one turned
ever and again toward the east, and the meteor resumed
its sway over us.
One waited for its rising, and yet
each night it came as a surprise. Always it rose
brighter than one had dared to think, always larger
and with some wonderful change in its outline, and
now with a strange, less luminous, greener disk upon
it that grew with its growth, the umbra of the earth.
It shone also with its own light, so that this shadow
was not hard or black, but it shone phosphorescently
and with a diminishing intensity where the stimulus
of the sun’s rays was withdrawn. As it
ascended toward the zenith, as the last trailing daylight
went after the abdicating sun, its greenish white illumination
banished the realities of day, diffused a bright ghostliness
over all things. It changed the starless sky
about it to an extraordinary deep blue, the profoundest
color in the world, such as I have never seen before
or since. I remember, too, that as I peered from
the train that was rattling me along to Monkshampton,
I perceived and was puzzled by a coppery red light
that mingled with all the shadows that were cast by
it.
It turned our ugly English industrial
towns to phantom cities. Everywhere the local
authorities discontinued street lighting—one
could read small print in the glare,—and
so at Monkshampton I went about through pale, white,
unfamiliar streets, whose electric globes had shadows
on the path. Lit windows here and there burnt
ruddy orange, like holes cut in some dream curtain
that hung before a furnace. A policeman with
noiseless feet showed me an inn woven of moonshine,
a green-faced man opened to us, and there I abode
the night. And the next morning it opened with
a mighty clatter, and was a dirty little beerhouse
that stank of beer, and there was a fat and grimy
landlord with red spots upon his neck, and much noisy
traffic going by on the cobbles outside.
I came out, after I had paid my bill,
into a street that echoed to the bawlings of two newsvendors
and to the noisy yappings of a dog they had raised
to emulation. They were shouting: “Great
British disaster in the North Sea. A battleship
lost with all hands!”
I bought a paper, went on to the railway
station reading such details as were given of this
triumph of the old civilization, of the blowing up
of this great iron ship, full of guns and explosives
and the most costly and beautiful machinery of which
that time was capable, together with nine hundred
able-bodied men, all of them above the average, by
a contact mine towed by a German submarine. I
read myself into a fever of warlike emotions.
Not only did I forget the meteor, but for a time I
forgot even the purpose that took me on to the railway
station, bought my ticket, and was now carrying me
onward to Shaphambury.
So the hot day came to its own again,
and people forgot the night.
Each night, there shone upon us more
and more insistently, beauty, wonder, the promise
of the deeps, and we were hushed, and marveled for
a space. And at the first gray sounds of dawn
again, at the shooting of bolts and the noise of milk-carts,
we forgot, and the dusty habitual day came yawning
and stretching back again. The stains of coal
smoke crept across the heavens, and we rose to the
soiled disorderly routine of life.
“Thus life has always been,”
we said; “thus it will always be.”
The glory of those nights was almost
universally regarded as spectacular merely. It
signified nothing to us. So far as western Europe
went, it was only a small and ignorant section of the
lower classes who regarded the comet as a portent
of the end of the world. Abroad, where there
were peasantries, it was different, but in England
the peasantry had already disappeared. Every one
read. The newspaper, in the quiet days before
our swift quarrel with Germany rushed to its climax,
had absolutely dispelled all possibilities of a panic
in this matter. The very tramps upon the high-roads,
the children in the nursery, had learnt that at the
utmost the whole of that shining cloud could weigh
but a few score tons. This fact had been shown
quite conclusively by the enormous deflections that
had at last swung it round squarely at our world.
It had passed near three of the smallest asteroids
without producing the minutest perceptible deflection
in their course; while, on its own part, it had described
a course through nearly three degrees. When it
struck our earth there was to be a magnificent spectacle,
no doubt, for those who were on the right side of
our planet to see, but beyond that nothing. It
was doubtful whether we were on the right side.
The meteor would loom larger and larger in the sky,
but with the umbra of our earth eating its heart of
brightness out, and at last it would be the whole
sky, a sky of luminous green clouds, with a white
brightness about the horizon, west and east. Then
a pause—a pause of not very exactly definite
duration—and then, no doubt, a great blaze
of shooting stars. They might be of some unwonted
color because of the unknown element that line in the
green revealed. For a little while the zenith
would spout shooting stars. Some, it was hoped,
would reach the earth and be available for analysis.
That, science said, would be all.
The green clouds would whirl and vanish, and there
might be thunderstorms. But through the attenuated
wisps of comet shine, the old sky, the old stars, would
reappear, and all would be as it had been before.
And since this was to happen between one and eleven
in the morning of the approaching Tuesday—I
slept at Monkshampton on Saturday night,—it
would be only partially visible, if visible at all,
on our side of the earth. Perhaps, if it came
late, one would see no more than a shooting star low
down in the sky. All this we had with the utmost
assurances of science. Still it did not prevent
the last nights being the most beautiful and memorable
of human experiences.
The nights had become very warm, and
when next day I had ranged Shaphambury in vain, I
was greatly tormented, as that unparalleled glory
of the night returned, to think that under its splendid
benediction young Verrall and Nettie made love to one
another.
I walked backward and forward, backward
and forward, along the sea front, peering into the
faces of the young couples who promenaded, with my
hand in my pocket ready, and a curious ache in my heart
that had no kindred with rage. Until at last all
the promenaders had gone home to bed, and I was alone
with the star.
My train from Wyvern to Shaphambury
that morning was a whole hour late; they said it was
on account of the movement of troops to meet a possible
raid from the Elbe.