CHAPTER XV: THE TEMPLE IS DEDICATED TO MY FATHER, AND CERTAIN EXTRACTS
ARE READ FROM HIS SUPPOSED SAYINGS
“It is enough to break one’s
heart,” said Mr. Balmy when he had outstripped
the procession, and my father was again beside him.
“’As well as,’ indeed! We
know what that means. Wherever there is a factory
there is a hot-bed of unbelief. ‘As well
as’! Why it is a defiance.”
“What, I wonder,” said
my father innocently, “must the Sunchild’s
feelings be, as he looks down on this procession.
For there can be little doubt that he is doing so.”
“There can be no doubt at all,”
replied Mr. Balmy, “that he is taking note of
it, and of all else that is happening this day in Erewhon.
Heaven grant that he be not so angered as to chastise
the innocent as well as the guilty.”
“I doubt,” said my father,
“his being so angry even with this procession,
as you think he is.”
Here, fearing an outburst of indignation,
he found an excuse for rapidly changing the conversation.
Moreover he was angry with himself for playing upon
this poor good creature. He had not done so of
malice prepense; he had begun to deceive him, because
he believed himself to be in danger if he spoke the
truth; and though he knew the part to be an unworthy
one, he could not escape from continuing to play it,
if he was to discover things that he was not likely
to discover otherwise.
Often, however, he had checked himself.
It had been on the tip of his tongue to be illuminated
with the words,
Sukoh and Sukop were two pretty
men,
They lay in bed till the clock struck
ten,
and to follow it up with,
Now with the drops of this most
Yknarc time
My love looks fresh,
in order to see how Mr. Balmy would
interpret the assertion here made about the Professors,
and what statement he would connect with his own Erewhonian
name; but he had restrained himself.
The more he saw, and the more he heard,
the more shocked he was at the mischief he had done.
See how he had unsettled the little mind this poor,
dear, good gentleman had ever had, till he was now
a mere slave to preconception. And how many
more had he not in like manner brought to the verge
of idiocy? How many again had he not made more
corrupt than they were before, even though he had
not deceived them—as for example, Hanky
and Panky. And the young? how could such a lie
as that a chariot and four horses came down out of
the clouds enter seriously into the life of any one,
without distorting his mental vision, if not ruining
it?
And yet, the more he reflected, the
more he also saw that he could do no good by saying
who he was. Matters had gone so far that though
he spoke with the tongues of men and angels he would
not be listened to; and even if he were, it might
easily prove that he had added harm to that which he
had done already. No. As soon as he had
heard Hanky’s sermon, he would begin to work
his way back, and if the Professors had not yet removed
their purchase, he would recover it; but he would pin
a bag containing about five pounds worth of nuggets
on to the tree in which they had hidden it, and, if
possible, he would find some way of sending the rest
to George.
He let Mr. Balmy continue talking,
glad that this gentleman required little more than
monosyllabic answers, and still more glad, in spite
of some agitation, to see that they were now nearing
Sunch’ston, towards which a great concourse
of people was hurrying from Clearwater, and more distant
towns on the main road. Many whole families were
coming,—the fathers and mothers carrying
the smaller children, and also their own shoes and
stockings, which they would put on when nearing the
town. Most of the pilgrims brought provisions
with them. All wore European costumes, but only
a few of them wore it reversed, and these were almost
invariably of higher social status than the great body
of the people, who were mainly peasants.
When they reached the town, my father
was relieved at finding that Mr. Balmy had friends
on whom he wished to call before going to the temple.
He asked my father to come with him, but my father
said that he too had friends, and would leave him
for the present, while hoping to meet him again later
in the day. The two, therefore, shook hands with
great effusion, and went their several ways.
My father’s way took him first into a confectioner’s
shop, where he bought a couple of Sunchild buns, which
he put into his pocket, and refreshed himself with
a bottle of Sunchild cordial and water. All
shops except those dealing in refreshments were closed,
and the town was gaily decorated with flags and flowers,
often festooned into words or emblems proper for the
occasion.
My father, it being now a quarter
to eleven, made his way towards the temple, and his
heart was clouded with care as he walked along.
Not only was his heart clouded, but his brain also
was oppressed, and he reeled so much on leaving the
confectioner’s shop, that he had to catch hold
of some railings till the faintness and giddiness
left him. He knew the feeling to be the same
as what he had felt on the Friday evening, but he
had no idea of the cause, and as soon as the giddiness
left him he thought there was nothing the matter with
him.
Turning down a side street that led
into the main square of the town, he found himself
opposite the south end of the temple, with its two
lofty towers that flanked the richly decorated main
entrance. I will not attempt to describe the
architecture, for my father could give me little information
on this point. He only saw the south front for
two or three minutes, and was not impressed by it,
save in so far as it was richly ornamented—evidently
at great expense—and very large. Even
if he had had a longer look, I doubt whether I should
have got more out of him, for he knew nothing of architecture,
and I fear his test whether a building was good or
bad, was whether it looked old and weather-beaten or
no. No matter what a building was, if it was
three or four hundred years old he liked it, whereas,
if it was new, he would look to nothing but whether
it kept the rain out. Indeed I have heard him
say that the mediaeval sculpture on some of our great
cathedrals often only pleases us because time and
weather have set their seals upon it, and that if we
could see it as it was when it left the mason’s
hands, we should find it no better than much that
is now turned out in the Euston Road.
The ground plan here given will help
the reader to understand the few following pages more
easily.
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a. Table with cashier’s
seat on either side, and alms-box in front. The
picture is exhibited on a scaffolding behind it.
b. The reliquary.
c. The President’s chair.
d. Pulpit and lectern.
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i. Yram’s seat.
k. Seats of George and the Sunchild.
o’ Pillars.
A, B, C, D, E, F, G, H, blocks of seats.
I. Steps leading from the apse to the nave.
K and L. Towers.
M. Steps and main entrance.
N. Robing-room.
The building was led up to by a flight
of steps (M), and on entering it my father found it
to consist of a spacious nave, with two aisles and
an apse which was raised some three feet above the
nave and aisles. There were no transepts.
In the apse there was the table (a), with the two
bowls of Musical Bank money mentioned on an earlier
page, as also the alms-box in front of it.
At some little distance in front of
the table stood the President’s chair©, or
I might almost call it throne. It was so placed
that his back would be turned towards the table, which
fact again shews that the table was not regarded as
having any greater sanctity than the rest of the temple.
Behind the table, the picture already
spoken of was raised aloft. There was no balloon;
some clouds that hung about the lower part of the chariot
served to conceal the fact that the painter was uncertain
whether it ought to have wheels or no. The horses
were without driver, and my father thought that some
one ought to have had them in hand, for they were
in far too excited a state to be left safely to themselves.
They had hardly any harness, but what little there
was was enriched with gold bosses. My mother
was in Erewhonian costume, my father in European, but
he wore his clothes reversed. Both he and my
mother seemed to be bowing graciously to an unseen
crowd beneath them, and in the distance, near the
bottom of the picture, was a fairly accurate representation
of the Sunch’ston new temple. High up,
on the right hand, was a disc, raised and gilt, to
represent the sun; on it, in low relief, there was
an indication of a gorgeous palace, in which, no doubt,
the sun was supposed to live; though how they made
it all out my father could not conceive.
On the right of the table there was
a reliquary (b) of glass, much adorned with gold,
or more probably gilding, for gold was so scarce in
Erewhon that gilding would be as expensive as a thin
plate of gold would be in Europe: but there is
no knowing. The reliquary was attached to a
portable stand some five feet high, and inside it was
the relic already referred to. The crowd was
so great that my father could not get near enough
to see what it contained, but I may say here, that
when, two days later, circumstances compelled him
to have a close look at it, he saw that it consisted
of about a dozen fine coprolites, deposited by some
antediluvian creature or creatures, which, whatever
else they may have been, were certainly not horses.
In the apse there were a few cross
benches (G and H) on either side, with an open space
between them, which was partly occupied by the President’s
seat already mentioned. Those on the right, as
one looked towards the apse, were for the Managers
and Cashiers of the Bank, while those on the left
were for their wives and daughters.
In the centre of the nave, only a
few feet in front of the steps leading to the apse,
was a handsome pulpit and lectern (d). The pulpit
was raised some feet above the ground, and was so
roomy that the preacher could walk about in it.
On either side of it there were cross benches with
backs (E and F); those on the right were reserved for
the Mayor, civic functionaries, and distinguished
visitors, while those on the left were for their wives
and daughters.
Benches with backs (A, B, C, D) were
placed about half-way down both nave and aisles—those
in the nave being divided so as to allow a free passage
between them. The rest of the temple was open
space, about which people might walk at their will.
There were side doors (e, j, and f,
h) at the upper and lower end of each aisle.
Over the main entrance was a gallery in which singers
were placed.
As my father was worming his way among
the crowd, which was now very dense, he was startled
at finding himself tapped lightly on the shoulder,
and turning round in alarm was confronted by the beaming
face of George.
“How do you do, Professor Panky?”
said the youth—who had decided thus to
address him. “What are you doing here among
the common people? Why have you not taken your
place in one of the seats reserved for our distinguished
visitors? I am afraid they must be all full by
this time, but I will see what I can do for you.
Come with me.”
“Thank you,” said my father.
His heart beat so fast that this was all he could
say, and he followed meek as a lamb.
With some difficulty the two made
their way to the right-hand corner seats of block
C, for every seat in the reserved block was taken.
The places which George wanted for my father and
for himself were already occupied by two young men
of about eighteen and nineteen, both of them well-grown,
and of prepossessing appearance. My father saw
by the truncheons they carried that they were special
constables, but he took no notice of this, for there
were many others scattered about the crowd. George
whispered a few words to one of them, and to my father’s
surprise they both gave up their seats, which appear
on the plan as (k).
It afterwards transpired that these
two young men were George’s brothers, who by
his desire had taken the seats some hours ago, for
it was here that George had determined to place himself
and my father if he could find him. He chose
these places because they would be near enough to let
his mother (who was at i, in the middle of the front
row of block E, to the left of the pulpit) see my
father without being so near as to embarrass him;
he could also see and be seen by Hanky, and hear every
word of his sermon; but perhaps his chief reason had
been the fact that they were not far from the side-door
at the upper end of the right-hand aisle, while there
was no barrier to interrupt rapid egress should this
prove necessary.
It was now high time that they should
sit down, which they accordingly did. George
sat at the end of the bench, and thus had my father
on his left. My father was rather uncomfortable
at seeing the young men whom they had turned out,
standing against a column close by, but George said
that this was how it was to be, and there was nothing
to be done but to submit. The young men seemed
quite happy, which puzzled my father, who of course
had no idea that their action was preconcerted.
Panky was in the first row of block
F, so that my father could not see his face except
sometimes when he turned round. He was sitting
on the Mayor’s right hand, while Dr. Downie
was on his left; he looked at my father once or twice
in a puzzled way, as though he ought to have known
him, but my father did not think he recognised him.
Hanky was still with President Gurgoyle and others
in the robing-room, N; Yram had already taken her
seat: my father knew her in a moment, though he
pretended not to do so when George pointed her out
to him. Their eyes met for a second; Yram turned
hers quickly away, and my father could not see a trace
of recognition in her face. At no time during
the whole ceremony did he catch her looking at him
again.
“Why, you stupid man,”
she said to him later on in the day with a quick,
kindly smile, “I was looking at you all the time.
As soon as the President or Hanky began to talk about
you I knew you would stare at him, and then I could
look. As soon as they left off talking about
you I knew you would be looking at me, unless you
went to sleep—and as I did not know which
you might be doing, I waited till they began to talk
about you again.”
My father had hardly taken note of
his surroundings when the choir began singing, accompanied
by a few feeble flutes and lutes, or whatever the
name of the instrument should be, but with no violins,
for he knew nothing of the violin, and had not been
able to teach the Erewhonians anything about it.
The voices were all in unison, and the tune they sang
was one which my father had taught Yram to sing; but
he could not catch the words.
As soon as the singing began, a procession,
headed by the venerable Dr. Gurgoyle, President of
the Musical Banks of the province, began to issue
from the robing-room, and move towards the middle of
the apse. The President was sumptuously dressed,
but he wore no mitre, nor anything to suggest an English
or European Bishop. The Vice-President, Head
Manager, Vice-Manager, and some Cashiers of the Bank,
now ranged themselves on either side of him, and formed
an impressive group as they stood, gorgeously arrayed,
at the top of the steps leading from the apse to the
nave. Here they waited till the singers left
off singing.
When the litany, or hymn, or whatever
it should be called, was over, the Head Manager left
the President’s side and came down to the lectern
in the nave, where he announced himself as about to
read some passages from the Sunchild’s Sayings.
Perhaps because it was the first day of the year
according to their new calendar, the reading began
with the first chapter, the whole of which was read.
My father told me that he quite well remembered having
said the last verse, which he still held as true;
hardly a word of the rest was ever spoken by him, though
he recognised his own influence in almost all of it.
The reader paused, with good effect, for about five
seconds between each paragraph, and read slowly and
very clearly. The chapter was as follows:-
These are the words of the Sunchild
about God and man. He said—
1. God is the baseless basis
of all thoughts, things, and deeds.
2. So that those who say that
there is a God, lie, unless they also
mean that there is no God; and those
who say that there is no God,
lie, unless they also mean that
there is a God.
3. It is very true to say
that man is made after the likeness of God;
and yet it is very untrue to say
this.
4. God lives and moves in
every atom throughout the universe.
Therefore it is wrong to think of
Him as ‘Him’ and ‘He,’ save
as by
the clutching of a drowning man
at a straw.
5. God is God to us only so
long as we cannot see Him. When we are
near to seeing Him He vanishes,
and we behold Nature in His stead.
6. We approach Him most nearly
when we think of Him as our expression
for Man’s highest conception,
of goodness, wisdom, and power. But we
cannot rise to Him above the level
of our own highest selves.
7. We remove ourselves most
far from Him when we invest Him with
human form and attributes.
8. My father the sun, the
earth, the moon, and all planets that roll
round my father, are to God but
as a single cell in our bodies to
ourselves.
9. He is as much above my
father, as my father is above men and
women.
10. The universe is instinct
with the mind of God. The mind of God
is in all that has mind throughout
all worlds. There is no God but
the Universe, and man, in this world
is His prophet.
11. God’s conscious life,
nascent, so far as this world is concerned, in
the infusoria, adolescent in the higher mammals, approaches
maturity on this earth in man. All these living
beings are members one of another, and of God.
12. Therefore, as man cannot
live without God in the world, so
neither can God live in this world
without mankind.
13. If we speak ill of God
in our ignorance it may be forgiven us;
but if we speak ill of His Holy
Spirit indwelling in good men and
women it may not be forgiven us.
The Head Manager now resumed his place
by President Gurgoyle’s side, and the President
in the name of his Majesty the King declared the temple
to be hereby dedicated to the contemplation of the
Sunchild and the better exposition of his teaching.
This was all that was said. The reliquary was
then brought forward and placed at the top of the steps
leading from the apse to the nave; but the original
intention of carrying it round the temple was abandoned
for fear of accidents through the pressure round it
of the enormous multitudes who were assembled.
More singing followed of a simple but impressive
kind; during this I am afraid I must own that my father,
tired with his walk, dropped off into a refreshing
slumber, from which he did not wake till George nudged
him and told him not to snore, just as the Vice-Manager
was going towards the lectern to read another chapter
of the Sunchild’s Sayings—which was
as follows:-
The Sunchild also spoke to us a
parable about the unwisdom of the
children yet unborn, who though
they know so much, yet do not know as
much as they think they do.
He said:-
“The unborn have knowledge of one
another so long as they are unborn, and this without
impediment from walls or material obstacles.
The unborn children in any city form a population
apart, who talk with one another and tell each
other about their developmental progress.
“They have no knowledge, and cannot
even conceive the existence of anything that is
not such as they are themselves. Those who have
been born are to them what the dead are to us.
They can see no life in them, and know no more
about them than they do of any stage in their own
past development other than the one through which they
are passing at the moment. They do not even
know that their mothers are alive—much
less that their mothers were once as they now are.
To an embryo, its mother is simply the environment,
and is looked upon much as our inorganic surroundings
are by ourselves.
“The great terror of their
lives is the fear of birth,—that they
shall have to leave the only thing
that they can think of as life, and
enter upon a dark unknown which
is to them tantamount to annihilation.
“Some, indeed, among them have
maintained that birth is not the death which they
commonly deem it, but that there is a life beyond the
womb of which they as yet know nothing, and which
is a million fold more truly life than anything
they have yet been able even to imagine. But
the greater number shake their yet unfashioned heads
and say they have no evidence for this that will
stand a moment’s examination.
“‘Nay,’ answer
the others, ’so much work, so elaborate, so wondrous
as
that whereon we are now so busily
engaged must have a purpose, though
the purpose is beyond our grasp.’
“‘Never,’ reply the
first speakers; ’our pleasure in the work is
sufficient justification for it. Who has ever
partaken of this life you speak of, and re-entered
into the womb to tell us of it? Granted that
some few have pretended to have done this, but how
completely have their stories broken down when
subjected to the tests of sober criticism.
No. When we are born we are born, and there
is an end of us.’
“But in the hour of birth,
when they can no longer re-enter the womb
and tell the others, Behold! they
find that it is not so.”
Here the reader again closed his book
and resumed his place in the apse.