At one time she had almost decided
to end her life in retirement as a patient at St.
Thomas’s Hospital. But partly owing to the
persuasions of Mr. Jowett, she changed her mind; for
forty-five years she remained in South Street; and
in South Street she died. As old age approached,
though her influence with the official world gradually
diminished, her activities seemed to remain as intense
and widespread as before. When hospitals were
to be built, when schemes of sanitary reform were
in agitation, when wars broke out, she was still the
adviser of all Europe. Still, with a characteristic
self-assurance, she watched from her Mayfair bedroom
over the welfare of India. Still, with an indefatigable
enthusiasm, she pushed forward the work, which, perhaps,
was nearer to her heart, more completely her own, than
all the rest— the training of nurses.
In her moments of deepest depression, when her greatest
achievements seemed to lose their lustre, she thought
of her nurses, and was comforted. The ways of
God, she found, were strange indeed. ’How
inefficient I was in the Crimea,’ she noted.
’Yet He has raised up from it trained nursing.’
At other times, she was better satisfied.
Looking back, she was amazed by the enormous change
which, since her early days, had come over the whole
treatment of illness, the whole conception of public
and domestic health—a change in which, she
knew, she had played her part. One of her Indian
admirers, the Aga Khan, came to visit her. She
expatiated on the marvellous advances she had lived
to see in the management of hospitals— in
drainage, in ventilation, in sanitary work of every
kind. There was a pause; and then, ‘Do
you think you are improving?’ asked the Aga Khan.
She was a little taken aback, and said, ’What
do you mean by “improving”?’ He replied,
‘Believing more in God.’ She saw that
he had a view of God which was different from hers.
’A most interesting man,’ she noted after
the interview; ’but you could never teach him
sanitation.’
When old age actually came, something
curious happened. Destiny, having waited very
patiently, played a queer trick on Miss Nightingale.
The benevolence and public spirit of that long life
had only been equalled by its acerbity. Her virtue
had dwelt in hardness, and she had poured forth her
unstinted usefulness with a bitter smile upon her
lips. And now the sarcastic years brought the
proud woman her punishment. She was not to die
as she had lived. The sting was to be taken out
of her; she was to be made soft; she was to be reduced
to compliance and complacency. The change came
gradually, but at last it was unmistakable. The
terrible commander who had driven Sidney Herbert to
his death, to whom Mr. Jowett had applied the words
of Homer, amoton memaniia— raging insatiably—
now accepted small compliments with gratitude, and
indulged in sentimental friendships with young girls.
The author of “Notes on Nursing”—that
classical compendium of the besetting sins of the
sisterhood, drawn up with the detailed acrimony, the
vindictive relish, of a Swift—now spent
long hours in composing sympathetic Addresses to Probationers,
whom she petted and wept over in turn. And, at
the same time, there appeared a corresponding alteration
in her physical mood. The thin, angular woman,
with her haughty eye and her acrid mouth, had vanished;
and in her place was the rounded, bulky form of a
fat old lady, smiling all day long. Then something
else became visible. The brain which had been
steeled at Scutari was indeed, literally, growing
soft. Senility—an ever more and more
amiable senility—descended. Towards
the end, consciousness itself grew lost in a roseate
haze, and melted into nothingness.
It was just then, three years before
her death, when she was eighty-seven years old (1907),
that those in authority bethought them that the opportune
moment had come for bestowing a public honour on Florence
Nightingale. She was offered the Order of Merit.
That Order, whose roll contains, among other distinguished
names, those of Sir Lawrence Alma Tadema and Sir Edward
Elgar, is remarkable chiefly for the fact that, as
its title indicates, it is bestowed because its recipient
deserves it, and for no other reason. Miss Nightingale’s
representatives accepted the honour, and her name,
after a lapse of many years, once more appeared in
the Press. Congratulations from all sides came
pouring in. There was a universal burst of enthusiasm—a
final revivification of the ancient myth. Among
her other admirers, the German Emperor took this opportunity
of expressing his feelings towards her. ‘His
Majesty,’ wrote the German Ambassador, ’having
just brought to a close a most enjoyable stay in the
beautiful neighbourhood of your old home near Romsey,
has commanded me to present you with some flowers
as a token of his esteem.’ Then, by Royal
command, the Order of Merit was brought to South Street,
and there was a little ceremony of presentation.
Sir Douglas Dawson, after a short speech, stepped
forward, and handed the insignia of the Order to Miss
Nightingale. Propped up by pillows, she dimly
recognised that some compliment was being paid her.
’Too kind— too kind,’ she murmured;
and she was not ironical.