Chapter XIII
Not until afternoon did Mrs.
Lee reappear. How much she had slept she did
not say, and she hardly looked like one whose slumbers
had been long or sweet; but if she had slept little,
she had made up for the loss by thinking much, and,
while she thought, the storm which had raged so fiercely
in her breast, more and more subsided into calm.
If there was not sunshine yet, there was at least
stillness. As she lay, hour after hour, waiting
for the sleep that did not come, she had at first
the keen mortification of reflecting how easily she
had been led by mere vanity into imagining that she
could be of use in the world. She even smiled
in her solitude at the picture she drew of herself,
reforming Ratcliffe, and Krebs, and Schuyler Clinton.
The ease with which Ratcliffe alone had twisted her
about his finger, now that she saw it, made her writhe,
and the thought of what he might have done, had she
married him, and of the endless succession of moral
somersaults she would have had to turn, chilled her
with mortal terror. She had barely escaped being
dragged under the wheels of the machine, and so coming
to an untimely end. When she thought of this,
she felt a mad passion to revenge herself on the whole
race of politicians, with Ratcliffe at their head;
she passed hours in framing bitter speeches to be made
to his face.
Then as she grew calmer, Ratcliffe’s
sins took on a milder hue; life, after all, had not
been entirely blackened by his arts; there was even
some good in her experience, sharp though it were.
Had she not come to Washington in search of men who
cast a shadow, and was not Ratcliffe’s shadow
strong enough to satisfy her? Had she not penetrated
the deepest recesses of politics, and learned how
easily the mere possession of power could convert the
shadow of a hobby-horse existing only in the brain
of a foolish country farmer, into a lurid nightmare
that convulsed the sleep of nations? The antics
of Presidents and Senators had been amusing—so
amusing that she had nearly been persuaded to take
part in them. She had saved herself in time.
She had got to the bottom of this
business of democratic government, and found out that
it was nothing more than government of any other kind.
She might have known it by her own common sense, but
now that experience had proved it, she was glad to
quit the masquerade; to return to the true democracy
of life, her paupers and her prisons, her schools
and her hospitals. As for Mr. Ratcliffe, she
felt no difficulty in dealing with him.
Let Mr. Ratcliffe, and his brother
giants, wander on their own political prairie, and
hunt for offices, or other profitable game, as they
would.
Their objects were not her objects,
and to join their company was not her ambition.
She was no longer very angry with Mr. Ratcliffe.
She had no wish to insult him, or to quarrel with him.
What he had done as a politician, he had done according
to his own moral code, and it was not her business
to judge him; to protect herself was the only right
she claimed. She thought she could easily hold
him at arm’s length, and although, if Carrington
had written the truth, they could never again be friends,
there need be no difficulty in their remaining acquaintances.
If this view of her duty was narrow, it was at least
proof that she had learned something from Mr.
Ratcliffe; perhaps it was also proof
that she had yet to learn Mr. Ratcliffe himself.
Two o’clock had struck before
Mrs. Lee came down from her chamber, and Sybil had
not yet made her appearance. Madeleine rang her
bell and gave orders that, if Mr. Ratcliffe called
she would see him, but she was at home to no one else.
Then she sat down to write letters and to prepare
for her journey to New York, for she must now hasten
her departure in order to escape the gossip and criticism
which she saw hanging like an avalanche over her head.
When Sybil at length came down, looking
much fresher than her sister, they passed an hour
together arranging this and other small matters, so
that both of them were again in the best of spirits,
and Sybil’s face was wreathed in smiles.
A number of visitors came to the door
that day, some of them prompted by friendliness and
some by sheer curiosity, for Mrs. Lee’s abrupt
disappearance from the ball had excited remark.
Against all these her door was firmly closed.
On the other hand, as the afternoon went on, she sent
Sybil away, so that she might have the field entirely
to herself, and Sybil, relieved of all her alarms,
sallied out to interrupt Dunbeg’s latest interview
with his Countess, and to amuse herself with Victoria’s
last “phase.”
Towards four o’clock the tall
form of Mr. Ratcliffe was seen to issue from the Treasury
Department and to descend the broad steps of its western
front.
Turning deliberately towards the Square,
the Secretary of the Treasury crossed the Avenue and
stopping at Mrs. Lee’s door, rang the bell.
He was immediately admitted. Mrs. Lee was alone
in her parlour and rose rather gravely as he entered,
but welcomed him as cordially as she could. She
wanted to put an end to his hopes at once and to do
it decisively, but without hurting his feelings.
“Mr. Ratcliffe,” said
she, when he was seated- “I am sure you will
be better pleased by my speaking instantly and frankly.
I could not reply to you last night. I will do
so now without delay. What you wish is impossible.
I would rather not even discuss it. Let us leave
it here and return to our old relations.”
She could not force herself to express
any sense of gratitude for his affection, or of regret
at being obliged to meet it with so little return.
To treat him with tolerable civility
was all she thought required of her.
Ratcliffe felt the change of manner.
He had been prepared for a struggle, but not to be
met with so blunt a rebuff at the start. His
look became serious and he hesitated a moment before
speaking, but when he spoke at last, it was with a
manner as firm and decided as that of Mrs. Lee herself.
“I cannot accept such an answer.
I will not say that I have a right to explanation,—I
have no rights which you are bound to respect,—but
from you I conceive that I may at least ask the favour
of one, and that you will not refuse it. Are
you willing to tell me your reasons for this abrupt
and harsh decision?”
“I do not dispute your right
of explanation, Mr. Ratcliffe. You have the right,
if you choose to use it, and I am ready to give you
every explanation in my power; but I hope you will
not insist on my doing so. If I seemed to speak
abruptly and harshly, it was merely to spare you the
greater annoyance of doubt. Since I am forced
to give you pain, was it not fairer and more respectful
to you to speak at once? We have been friends.
I am very soon going away. I sincerely want to
avoid saying or doing anything that would change our
relations.”
Ratcliffe, however, paid no attention
to these words, and gave them no answer. He was
much too old a debater to be misled by such trifles,
when he needed all his faculties to pin his opponent
to the wall. He asked:—
“Is your decision a new one?”
“It is a very old one, Mr. Ratcliffe,
which I had let myself lose sight of, for a time.
A night’s reflection has brought me back to it.”
“May I ask why you have returned
to it? surely you would not have hesitated without
strong reasons.”
“I will tell you frankly.
If, by appearing to hesitate, I have misled you, I
am honestly sorry for it. I did not mean to do
it. My hesitation was owing to the doubt whether
my life might not really be best used in aiding you.
My decision was owing to the certainty that we are
not fitted for each other.
Our lives run in separate grooves.
We are both too old to change them.”
Ratcliffe shook his head with an air
of relief. “Your reasons, Mrs. Lee, are
not sound. There is no such divergence in our
lives. On the contrary I can give to yours the
field it needs, and that it can get in no other way;
while you can give to mine everything it now wants.
If these are your only reasons I am sure of being able
to remove them.”
Madeleine looked as though she were
not altogether pleased at this idea, and became a
little dogmatic. “It is no use our arguing
on this subject, Mr.
Ratcliffe. You and I take very
different views of life. I cannot accept yours,
and you could not practise on mine.”
“Show me,” said Ratcliffe,
“a single example of such a divergence, and
I will accept your decision without another word.”
Mrs. Lee hesitated and looked at him
for an instant as though to be quite sure that he
was in earnest. There was an effrontery about
this challenge which surprised her, and if she did
not check it on the spot, there was no saying how
much trouble it might give her. Then unlocking
the drawer of the writing-desk at her elbow, she took
out Carrington’s letter and handed it to Mr.
Ratcliffe.
“Here is such an example which
has come to my knowledge very lately. I meant
to show it to you in any case, but I would rather
have waited.”
Ratcliffe took the letter which she
handed to him, opened it deliberately, looked at the
signature, and read. He showed no sign of surprise
or disturbance. No one would have imagined that
he had, from the moment he saw Carrington’s
name, as precise a knowledge of what was in this letter
as though he had written it himself. His first
sensation was only one of anger that his projects
had miscarried. How this had happened he could
not at once understand, for the idea that Sybil could
have a hand in it did not occur to him. He had
made up his mind that Sybil was a silly, frivolous
girl, who counted for nothing in her sister’s
actions. He had fallen into the usual masculine
blunder of mixing up smartness of intelligence with
strength of character. Sybil, without being a
metaphysician, willed anything which she willed at
all with more energy than her sister did, who was
worn out with the effort of life. Mr. Ratcliffe
missed this point, and was left to wonder who it was
that had crossed his path, and how Carrington had managed
to be present and absent, to get a good office in
Mexico and to baulk his schemes in Washington, at
the same time. He had not given Carrington credit
for so much cleverness.
He was violently irritated at the
check. Another day, he thought, would have made
him safe on this side; and possibly he was right.
Had he once succeeded in getting ever so slight a hold
on Mrs. Lee he would have told her this story with
his own colouring, and from his own point of view,
and he fully believed he could do this in such a way
as to rouse her sympathy. Now that her mind was
prejudiced, the task would be much more difficult;
yet he did not despair, for it was his theory that
Mrs. Lee, in the depths of her soul, wanted to be
at the head of the White House as much as he wanted
to be there himself, and that her apparent coyness
was mere feminine indecision in the face of temptation.
His thoughts now turned upon the best means of giving
again the upper hand to her ambition. He wanted
to drive Carrington a second time from the field.
Thus it was that, having read the
letter once in order to learn what was in it, he turned
back, and slowly read it again in order to gain time.
Then he replaced it in its envelope, and returned it
to Mrs. Lee, who, with equal calmness, as though her
interest in it were at an end, tossed it negligently
into the fire, where it was reduced to ashes under
Ratcliffe’s eyes.
He watched it burn for a moment, and
then turning to her, said, with his usual composure,
“I meant to have told you of that affair myself.
I am sorry that Mr. Carrington has thought proper to
forestall me. No doubt he has his own motives
for taking my character in charge.”
“Then it is true!” said
Mrs. Lee, a little more quickly than she had meant
to speak.
“True in its leading facts;
untrue in some of its details, and in the impression
it creates. During the Presidential election which
took place eight years ago last autumn, there was,
as you may remember, a violent contest and a very
close vote. We believed (though I was not so
prominent in the party then as now), that the result
of that election would be almost as important to the
nation as the result of the war itself. Our defeat
meant that the government must pass into the blood-stained
hands of rebels, men whose designs were more than
doubtful, and who could not, even if their designs
had been good, restrain the violence of their followers.
In consequence we strained every nerve. Money
was freely spent, even to an amount much in excess
of our resources. How it was employed, I will
not say.
I do not even know, for I held myself
aloof from these details, which fell to the National
Central Committee of which I was not a member.
The great point was that a very large sum had been
borrowed on pledged securities, and must be repaid.
The members of the National Committee and certain
senators held discussions on the subject, in which
I shared. The end was that towards the close
of the session the head of the committee, accompanied
by two senators, came to me and told me that I must
abandon my opposition to the Steamship Subsidy.
They made no open avowal of their reasons, and I did
not press for one. Their declaration, as the
responsible heads of the organization, that certain
action on my part was essential to the interests of
the party, satisfied me. I did not consider myself
at liberty to persist in a mere private opinion in
regard to a measure about which I recognized the extreme
likelihood of my being in error. I accordingly
reported the bill, and voted for it, as did a large
majority of the party. Mrs. Baker is mistaken
in saying that the money was paid to me. If it
was paid at all, of which I have no knowledge except
from this letter, it was paid to the representative
of the National Committee. I received no money.
I had nothing to do with the money further than as
I might draw my own conclusions in regard to the subsequent
payment of the campaign debt.”
Mrs. Lee listened to all this with
intense interest. Not until this moment had she
really felt as though she had got to the heart of
politics, so that she could, like a physician with
his stethoscope, measure the organic disease.
Now at last she knew why the pulse beat with such
unhealthy irregularity, and why men felt an anxiety
which they could not or would not explain. Her
interest in the disease overcame her disgust at the
foulness of the revelation. To say that the discovery
gave her actual pleasure would be doing her injustice;
but the excitement of the moment swept away every
other sensation. She did not even think of herself.
Not until afterwards did she fairly grasp the absurdity
of Ratcliffe’s wish that in the face of such
a story as this, she should still have vanity enough
to undertake the reform of politics. And with
his aid too! The audacity of the man would have
seemed sublime if she had felt sure that he knew the
difference between good and evil, between a lie and
the truth; but the more she saw of him, the surer
she was that his courage was mere moral paralysis,
and that he talked about virtue and vice as a man
who is colour-blind talks about red and green; he
did not see them as she saw them; if left to choose
for himself he would have nothing to guide him.
Was it politics that had caused this atrophy of the
moral senses by disuse? Meanwhile, here she sat
face to face with a moral lunatic, who had not even
enough sense of humour to see the absurdity of his
own request, that she should go out to the shore of
this ocean of corruption, and repeat the ancient rôle
of King Canute, or Dame Partington with her mop and
her pail. What was to be done with such an animal?
The bystander who looked on at this
scene with a wider knowledge of facts, might have
found entertainment in another view of the subject,
that is to say, in the guilelessness ot Madeleine Lee.
With all her warnings she was yet a mere baby-in-arms
in the face of the great politician. She accepted
his story as true, and she thought it as bad as possible;
but had Mr.
Ratcliffe’s associates now been
present to hear his version of it, they would have
looked at each other with a smile of professional
pride, and would have roundly sworn that he was, beyond
a doubt, the ablest man this country had ever produced,
and next to certain of being President. They
would not, however, have told their own side of the
story if they could have helped it, but in talking
it over among themselves they might have assumed the
facts to have been nearly as follows: that Ratcliffe
had dragged them into an enormous expenditure to carry
his own State, and with it his own re-election to
the Senate; that they had tried to hold him responsible,
and he had tried to shirk the responsibility; that
there had been warm discussions on the subject; that
he himself had privately suggested recourse to Baker,
had shaped his conduct accordingly, and had compelled
them, in order to save their own credit, to receive
the money.
Even if Mrs. Lee had heard this part
of the story, though it might have sharpened her indignation
against Mr. Ratcliffe, it would not have altered her
opinions. As it was, she had heard enough, and
with a great effort to control her expression of disgust,
she sank back in her chair as Ratcliffe concluded.
Finding that she did not speak, he went on:
“I do not undertake to defend
this affair. It is the act of my public life
which I most regret—not the doing, but the
necessity of doing. I do not differ from you
in opinion on that point. I cannot acknowledge
that there is here any real divergence between us.”
“I am afraid,” said Mrs.
Lee, “that I cannot agree with you.”
This brief remark, the very brevity
of which carried a barb of sarcasm, escaped from Madeleine’s
lips before she had fairly intended it. Ratcliffe
felt the sting, and it started him from his studied
calmness of manner.
Rising from his chair he stood on
the hearthrug before Mrs. Lee, and broke out upon
her with an oration in that old senatorial voice and
style which was least calculated to enlist her sympathies:
“Mrs. Lee,” said he, with
harsh emphasis and dogmatic tone, “there are
conflicting duties in all the transactions of life,
except the simplest.
However we may act, do what we may,
we must violate some moral obligation.
All that can be asked of us is that
we should guide ourselves by what we think the highest.
At the time this affair occurred, I was a Senator
of the United States. I was also a trusted member
of a great political party which I looked upon as
identical with the nation. In both capacities
I owed duties to my constituents, to the government,
to the people. I might interpret these duties
narrowly or broadly. I might say: Perish
the government, perish the Union, perish this people,
rather than that I should soil my hands! Or I
might say, as I did, and as I would say again:
Be my fate what it may, this glorious Union, the last
hope of suffering humanity, shall be preserved.”
Here he paused, and seeing that Mrs.
Lee, after looking for a time at him, was now regarding
the fire, lost in meditation over the strange vagaries
of the senatorial mind, he resumed, in another line
of argument. He rightly judged that there must
be some moral defect in his last remarks, although
he could not see it, which made persistence in that
direction useless.
“You ought not to blame me—you
cannot blame me justly. It is to your sense of
justice I appeal. Have I ever concealed from you
my opinions on this subject? Have I not on the
contrary always avowed them? Did I not here,
on this very spot, when challenged once before by
this same Carrington, take credit for an act less
defensible than this? Did I not tell you then
that I had even violated the sanctity of a great popular
election and reversed its result? That was my
sole act! In comparison with it, this is a trifle!
Who is injured by a steamship company subscribing one
or ten hundred thousand dollars to a campaign fund?
Whose rights are affected by it? Perhaps its
stock holders receive one dollar a share in dividends
less than they otherwise would. If they do not
complain, who else can do so? But in that election
I deprived a million people of rights which belonged
to them as absolutely as their houses! You could
not say that I had done wrong. Not a word of
blame or criticism have you ever uttered to me on that
account. If there was an offence, you condoned
it! You certainly led me to suppose that you
saw none. Why are you now so severe upon the
smaller crime?”
This shot struck hard. Mrs. Lee
visibly shrank under it, and lost her composure.
This was the same reproach she had made against herself,
and to which she had been able to find no reply.
With some agitation she exclaimed:
“Mr. Ratcliffe, pray do me justice!
I have tried not to be severe. I have said nothing
in the way of attack or blame. I acknowledge
that it is not my place to stand in judgment over your
acts. I have more reason to blame myself than
you, and God knows I have blamed myself bitterly.”
The tears stood in her eyes as she said these last
words, and her voice trembled.
Ratcliffe saw that he had gained an
advantage, and, sitting down nearer to her, he dropped
his voice and urged his suit still more energetically:
“You did me justice then; why
not do it now? You were convinced then that I
did the best I could. I have always done so.
On the other hand I have never pretended that all
my acts could be justified by abstract morality.
Where, then, is the divergence between us?”
Mrs. Lee did not undertake to answer
this last argument: she only returned to her
old ground. “Mr. Ratcliffe,” she said,
“I do not want to argue this question.
I have no doubt that you can overcome me in argument.
Perhaps on my side this is a matter of feeling rather
than of reason, but the truth is only too evident to
me that I am not fitted for politics. I should
be a drag upon you. Let me be the judge of my
own weakness! Do not insist upon pressing me,
further!”
She was ashamed of herself for this
appeal to a man whom she could not respect, as though
she were a suppliant at his mercy, but she feared
the reproach of having deceived him, and she tried
pitiably to escape it.
Ratcliffe was only encouraged by her weakness.
“I must insist upon pressing
it, Mrs. Lee,” replied he, and he became yet
more earnest as he went on; “my future is too
deeply involved in your decision to allow of my accepting
your answer as final. I need your aid.
There is nothing I will not do to
obtain it. Do you require affection? mine for
you is boundless. I am ready to prove it by a
life of devotion. Do you doubt my sincerity? test
it in whatever way you please. Do you fear being
dragged down to the level of ordinary politicians?
so far as concerns myself, my great wish is to have
your help in purifying politics. What higher ambition
can there be than to serve one’s country for
such an end?
Your sense of duty is too keen not
to feel that the noblest objects which can inspire
any woman, combine to point out your course.”
Mrs. Lee was excessively uncomfortable,
although not in the least shaken.
She began to see that she must take
a stronger tone if she meant to bring this importunity
to an end, and she answered:—
“I do not doubt your affection
or your sincerity, Mr. Ratcliffe. It is myself
I doubt. You have been kind enough to give me
much of your confidence this winter, and if I do not
yet know about politics all that is to be known, I
have learned enough to prove that I could do nothing
sillier than to suppose myself competent to reform
anything. If I pretended to think so, I should
be a mere worldly, ambitious woman, such as people
think me. The idea of my purifying politics is
absurd. I am sorry to speak so strongly, but I
mean it. I do not cling very closely to life,
and do not value my own very highly, but I will not
tangle it in such a way; I will not share the profits
of vice; I am not willing to be made a receiver of
stolen goods, or to be put in a position where I am
perpetually obliged to maintain that immorality is
a virtue!”
As she went on she became more and
more animated and her words took a sharper edge than
she had intended. Ratcliffe felt it, and showed
his annoyance. His face grew dark and his eyes
looked out at her with their ugliest expression.
He even opened his mouth for an angry retort, but
controlled himself with an effort, and presently resumed
his argument.
“I had hoped,” he began
more solemnly than ever, “that I should find
in you a lofty courage which would disregard such risks.
If all tme men and women were to take the tone you
have taken, our government would soon perish.
If you consent to share my career, I do not deny that
you may find less satisfaction than I hope, but you
will lead a mere death in life if you place yourself
like a saint on a solitary column. I plead what
I believe to be your own cause in pleading mine.
Do not sacrifice your life!”
Mrs. Lee was in despair. She
could not reply what was on her lips, that to marry
a murderer or a thief was not a sure way of diminishing
crime. She had already said something so much
like this that she shrank from speaking more plainly.
So she fell back on her old theme.
“We must at all events, Mr.
Ratcliffe, use our judgments according to our own
consciences. I can only repeat now what I said
at first. I am sorry to seem insensible to your
expressions towards me, but I cannot do what you wish.
Let us maintain our old relations if you will, but
do not press me further on this subject.”
Ratcliffe grew more and more sombre
as he became aware that defeat was staring him in
the face. He was tenacious of purpose, and he
had never in his life abandoned an object which he
had so much at heart as this. He would not abandon
it. For the moment, so completely had the fascination
of Mrs.
Lee got the control of him, he would
rather have abandoned the Presidency itself than her.
He really loved her as earnestly as it was in his
nature to love anything. To her obstinacy he would
oppose an obstinacy greater still; but in the meanwhile
his attack was disconcerted, and he was at a loss
what next to do. Was it not possible to change
his ground; to offer inducements that would appeal
even more strongly to feminine ambition and love of
display than the Presidency itself? He began again:—
“Is there no form of pledge
I can give you? no sacrifice I can make? You
dislike politics. Shall I leave political life?
I will do anything rather than lose you. I can
probably control the appointment of Minister to England.
The President would rather have me there than here.
Suppose I were to abandon politics and take the English
mission. Would that sacrifice not affect you?
You might pass four years in London where there would
be no politics, and where your social position would
be the best in the world; and this would lead to the
Presidency almost as surely as the other.”
Then suddenly, seeing that he was making no headway,
he threw off his studied calmness and broke out in
an appeal of almost equally studied violence.
“Mrs. Lee! Madeleine!
I cannot live without you. The sound of your
voice—the touch of your hand—even
the rustle of your dress—are like wine
to me. For God’s sake, do not throw me over!”
He meant to crush opposition by force.
More and more vehement as he spoke he actually bent
over and tried to seize her hand. She drew it
back as though he were a reptile. She was exasperated
by this obstinate disregard of her forbearance, this
gross attempt to bribe her with office, this flagrant
abandonment of even a pretence of public virtue; the
mere thought of his touch on her person was more repulsive
than a loathsome disease. Bent upon teaching him
a lesson he would never forget, she spoke out abruptly,
and with evident signs of contempt in her voice and
manner:
“Mr. Ratcliffe, I am not to
be bought. No rank, no dignity, no consideration,
no conceivable expedient would induce me to change
my mind.
Let us have no more of this!”
Ratcliffe had already been more than
once, during this conversation, on the verge of losing
his temper. Naturally dictatorial and violent,
only long training and severe experience had taught
him self-control, and when he gave way to passion his
bursts of fury were still tremendous. Mrs. Lee’s
evident personal disgust, even more than her last
sharp rebuke, passed the bounds of his patience.
As he stood before her, even she, high-spirited as
she was, and not in a calm frame of mind, felt a momentary
shock at seeing how his face flushed, his eyes gleamed,
and his hands trembled with rage.
“Ah!” exclaimed he, turning
upon her with a harshness, almost a savageness, of
manner that startled her still more; “I might
have known what to expect!
Mrs. Clinton warned me early.
She said then that I should find you a heartless coquette!”
“Mr. Ratcliffe!” exclaimed
Madeleine, rising from her chair, and speaking in
a warning voice almost as passionate as his own.
“A heartless coquette!”
he repeated, still more harshly than before; “she
said you would do just this! that you meant to deceive
me! that you lived on flattery! that you could never
be anything but a coquette, and that if you married
me, I should repent it all my life. I believe
her now!”
Mrs. Lee’s temper, too, was
naturally a high one. At this moment she, too,
was flaming with anger, and wild with a passionate
impulse to annihilate this man. Conscious that
the mastery was in her own hands, she could the more
easily control her voice, and with an expression of
unutterable contempt she spoke her last words to him,
words which had been ringing all day in her ears:
“Mr. Ratcliffe! I have
listened to you with a great deal more patience and
respect than you deserve. For one long hour I
have degraded myself by discussing with you the question
whether I should marry a man who by his own confession
has betrayed the highest trusts that could be placed
in him, who has taken money for his votes as a Senator,
and who is now in public office by means of a successful
fraud of his own, when in justice he should be in
a State’s prison. I will have no more of
this. Understand, once for all, that there is
an impassable gulf between your life and mine.
I do not doubt that you will make yourself President,
but whatever or wherever you are, never speak to me
or recognize me again!”
He glared a moment into her face with
a sort of blind rage, and seemed about to say more,
when she swept past him, and before he realized it,
he was alone.
Overmastered by passion, but conscious
that he was powerless, Ratcliffe, after a moment’s
hesitation, left the room and the house. He let
himself out, shutting the front door behind him, and
as he stood on the pavement old Baron Jacobi, who
had special reasons for wishing to know how Mrs. Lee
had recovered from the fatigue and excitements of
the ball, came up to the spot.
A single glance at Ratcliffe showed
him that something had gone wrong in the career of
that great man, whose fortunes he always followed
with so bitter a sneer of contempt. Impelled by
the spirit of evil always at his elbow, the Baron
seized this moment to sound the depth of his friend’s
wound. They met at the door so closely that recognition
was inevitable, and Jacobi, with his worst smile,
held out his hand, saying at the same moment with diabolic
malignity:
“I hope I may offer my felicitations
to your Excellency!”
Ratcliffe was glad to find some victim
on whom he could vent his rage. He had a long
score of humiliations to repay this man, whose last
insult was beyond all endurance. With an oath
he dashed Jacobi’s hand aside, and, grasping
his shoulder, thrust him out of the path. The
Baron, among whose weaknesses the want of high temper
and personal courage was not recorded, had no mind
to tolerate such an insult from such a man. Even
while Ratcliffe’s hand was still on his shoulder
he had raised his cane, and before the Secretary saw
what was coming, the old man had struck him with all
his force full in the face. For a moment Ratcliffe
staggered back and grew pale, but the shock sobered
him. He hesitated a single instant whether to
crush his assailant with a blow, but he felt that
for one of his youth and strength, to attack an infirm
diplomatist in a public street would be a fatal blunder,
and while Jacobi stood, violently excited, with his
cane raised ready to strike another blow, Mr. Ratcliffe
suddenly turned his back and without a word, hastened
away.
When Sybil returned, not long afterwards,
she found no one in the parlour.
On going to her sister’s room
she discovered Madeleine lying on the couch, looking
worn and pale, but with a slight smile and a peaceful
expression on her face, as though she had done some
act which her conscience approved. She called
Sybil to her side, and, taking her hand, said:
“Sybil, dearest, will you go abroad with me
again?”
“Of course I will,” said
Sybil; “I will go to the end of the world with
you.”
“I want to go to Egypt,”
said Madeleine, still smiling faintly; “democracy
has shaken my nerves to pieces. Oh, what rest
it would be to live in the Great Pyramid and look
out for ever at the polar star!”