I do not find it easy to get sufficiently
far away from this Book, in the first sensations of
having finished it, to refer to it with the composure
which this formal heading would seem to require.
My interest in it, is so recent and strong; and my
mind is so divided between pleasure and regret —
pleasure in the achievement of a long design, regret
in the separation from many companions — that
I am in danger of wearying the reader whom I love,
with personal confidences, and private emotions.
Besides which, all that I could say
of the Story, to any purpose, I have endeavoured to
say in it.
It would concern the reader little,
perhaps, to know, how sorrowfully the pen is laid
down at the close of a two-years’ imaginative
task; or how an Author feels as if he were dismissing
some portion of himself into the shadowy world, when
a crowd of the creatures of his brain are going from
him for ever. Yet, I have nothing else to tell;
unless, indeed, I were to confess (which might be
of less moment still) that no one can ever believe
this Narrative, in the reading, more than I have believed
it in the writing.
Instead of looking back, therefore,
I will look forward. I cannot close this Volume
more agreeably to myself, than with a hopeful glance
towards the time when I shall again put forth my two
green leaves once a month, and with a faithful remembrance
of the genial sun and showers that have fallen on
these leaves of David Copperfield, and made me happy.
London, October, 1850.