For by death is wrought greater change
than hath been shown. Whereas in general the
spirit that removed cometh back upon occasion, and
is sometimes seen of those in flesh (appearing in
the form of the body it bore) yet it hath happened
that the veritable body without the spirit hath walked.
And it is attested of those encountering who have
lived to speak thereon that a lich so raised up hath
no natural affection, nor remembrance thereof, but
only hate. Also, it is known that some spirits
which in life were benign become by death evil altogether.—Hali.
One dark night in midsummer a man
waking from a dreamless sleep in a forest lifted his
head from the earth, and staring a few moments into
the blackness, said: “Catherine Larue.”
He said nothing more; no reason was known to him
why he should have said so much.
The man was Halpin Frayser.
He lived in St. Helena, but where he lives now is
uncertain, for he is dead. One who practices
sleeping in the woods with nothing under him but the
dry leaves and the damp earth, and nothing over him
but the branches from which the leaves have fallen
and the sky from which the earth has fallen, cannot
hope for great longevity, and Frayser had already
attained the age of thirty-two. There are persons
in this world, millions of persons, and far and away
the best persons, who regard that as a very advanced
age. They are the children. To those who
view the voyage of life from the port of departure
the bark that has accomplished any considerable distance
appears already in close approach to the farther shore.
However, it is not certain that Halpin Frayser came
to his death by exposure.
He had been all day in the hills west
of the Napa Valley, looking for doves and such small
game as was in season. Late in the afternoon
it had come on to be cloudy, and he had lost his bearings;
and although he had only to go always downhill—everywhere
the way to safety when one is lost—the
absence of trails had so impeded him that he was overtaken
by night while still in the forest. Unable in
the darkness to penetrate the thickets of manzanita
and other undergrowth, utterly bewildered and overcome
with fatigue, he had lain down near the root of a
large madrono and fallen into a dreamless sleep.
It was hours later, in the very middle of the night,
that one of God’s mysterious messengers, gliding
ahead of the incalculable host of his companions sweeping
westward with the dawn line, pronounced the awakening
word in the ear of the sleeper, who sat upright and
spoke, he knew not why, a name, he knew not whose.
Halpin Frayser was not much of a philosopher,
nor a scientist. The circumstance that, waking
from a deep sleep at night in the midst of a forest,
he had spoken aloud a name that he had not in memory
and hardly had in mind did not arouse an enlightened
curiosity to investigate the phenomenon. He
thought it odd, and with a little perfunctory shiver,
as if in deference to a seasonal presumption that
the night was chill, he lay down again and went to
sleep. But his sleep was no longer dreamless.
He thought he was walking along a
dusty road that showed white in the gathering darkness
of a summer night. Whence and whither it led,
and why he traveled it, he did not know, though all
seemed simple and natural, as is the way in dreams;
for in the Land Beyond the Bed surprises cease from
troubling and the judgment is at rest. Soon he
came to a parting of the ways; leading from the highway
was a road less traveled, having the appearance, indeed,
of having been long abandoned, because, he thought,
it led to something evil; yet he turned into it without
hesitation, impelled by some imperious necessity.
As he pressed forward he became conscious
that his way was haunted by invisible existences whom
he could not definitely figure to his mind. From
among the trees on either side he caught broken and
incoherent whispers in a strange tongue which yet
he partly understood. They seemed to him fragmentary
utterances of a monstrous conspiracy against his body
and soul.
It was now long after nightfall, yet
the interminable forest through which he journeyed
was lit with a wan glimmer having no point of diffusion,
for in its mysterious lumination nothing cast a shadow.
A shallow pool in the guttered depression of an old
wheel rut, as from a recent rain, met his eye with
a crimson gleam. He stooped and plunged his
hand into it. It stained his fingers; it was
blood! Blood, he then observed, was about him
everywhere. The weeds growing rankly by the
roadside showed it in blots and splashes on their big,
broad leaves. Patches of dry dust between the
wheelways were pitted and spattered as with a red
rain. Defiling the trunks of the trees were
broad maculations of crimson, and blood dripped like
dew from their foliage.
All this he observed with a terror
which seemed not incompatible with the fulfillment
of a natural expectation. It seemed to him that
it was all in expiation of some crime which, though
conscious of his guilt, he could not rightly remember.
To the menaces and mysteries of his surroundings
the consciousness was an added horror. Vainly
he sought by tracing life backward in memory, to reproduce
the moment of his sin; scenes and incidents came crowding
tumultuously into his mind, one picture effacing another,
or commingling with it in confusion and obscurity,
but nowhere could he catch a glimpse of what he sought.
The failure augmented his terror; he felt as one who
has murdered in the dark, not knowing whom nor why.
So frightful was the situation—the mysterious
light burned with so silent and awful a menace; the
noxious plants, the trees that by common consent are
invested with a melancholy or baleful character, so
openly in his sight conspired against his peace; from
overhead and all about came so audible and startling
whispers and the sighs of creatures so obviously not
of earth—that he could endure it no longer,
and with a great effort to break some malign spell
that bound his faculties to silence and inaction,
he shouted with the full strength of his lungs!
His voice broken, it seemed, into an infinite multitude
of unfamiliar sounds, went babbling and stammering
away into the distant reaches of the forest, died
into silence, and all was as before. But he had
made a beginning at resistance and was encouraged.
He said:
“I will not submit unheard.
There may be powers that are not malignant traveling
this accursed road. I shall leave them a record
and an appeal. I shall relate my wrongs, the
persecutions that I endure—I, a helpless
mortal, a penitent, an unoffending poet!” Halpin
Frayser was a poet only as he was a penitent:
in his dream.
Taking from his clothing a small red-leather
pocketbook, one-half of which was leaved for memoranda,
he discovered that he was without a pencil.
He broke a twig from a bush, dipped it into a pool
of blood and wrote rapidly. He had hardly touched
the paper with the point of his twig when a low, wild
peal of laughter broke out at a measureless distance
away, and growing ever louder, seemed approaching ever
nearer; a soulless, heartless, and unjoyous laugh,
like that of the loon, solitary by the lakeside at
midnight; a laugh which culminated in an unearthly
shout close at hand, then died away by slow gradations,
as if the accursed being that uttered it had withdrawn
over the verge of the world whence it had come.
But the man felt that this was not so—that
it was near by and had not moved.
A strange sensation began slowly to
take possession of his body and his mind. He
could not have said which, if any, of his senses was
affected; he felt it rather as a consciousness—a
mysterious mental assurance of some overpowering presence—some
supernatural malevolence different in kind from the
invisible existences that swarmed about him, and superior
to them in power. He knew that it had uttered
that hideous laugh. And now it seemed to be approaching
him; from what direction he did not know—dared
not conjecture. All his former fears were forgotten
or merged in the gigantic terror that now held him
in thrall. Apart from that, he had but one thought:
to complete his written appeal to the benign powers
who, traversing the haunted wood, might some time
rescue him if he should be denied the blessing of
annihilation. He wrote with terrible rapidity,
the twig in his fingers rilling blood without renewal;
but in the middle of a sentence his hands denied their
service to his will, his arms fell to his sides, the
book to the earth; and powerless to move or cry out,
he found himself staring into the sharply drawn face
and blank, dead eyes of his own mother, standing white
and silent in the garments of the grave!