As the author was discharging his
Pistols in a Garden, Two Ladies passing near the spot
were alarmed by the sound of a Bullet hissing near
them, to one of whom the following stanzas were addressed
the next morning.
1.
Doubtless, sweet girl! the hissing lead,
Wafting destruction o’er
thy charms [i]
And hurtling o’er [3] thy lovely
head,
Has fill’d that breast
with fond alarms.
2.
Surely some envious Demon’s force,
Vex’d to behold such
beauty here,
Impell’d the bullet’s viewless
course,
Diverted from its first career.
3.
Yes! in that nearly fatal hour,
The ball obey’d some
hell-born guide;
But Heaven, with interposing power,
In pity turn’d the death
aside.
4.
Yet, as perchance one trembling tear
Upon that thrilling bosom
fell;
Which I, th’ unconscious
cause of fear,
Extracted from its glistening
cell;—
5.
Say, what dire penance can atone
For such an outrage, done
to thee?
Arraign’d before thy beauty’s
throne,
What punishment wilt thou
decree?
6.
Might I perform the Judge’s part,
The sentence I should scarce
deplore;
It only would restore a heart,
Which but belong’d to
thee before.
7.
The least atonement I can make
Is to become no longer free;
Henceforth, I breathe but for thy sake,
Thou shalt be all in all
to me.
8.
But thou, perhaps, may’st now reject
Such expiation of my guilt;
Come then—some other mode elect?
Let it be death—or
what thou wilt.
9.
Choose, then, relentless! and I swear
Nought shall thy dread decree
prevent;
Yet hold—one little word forbear!
Let it be aught but banishment.
[Footnote 1: This title first
appeared in “Contents” to ’P. on
V. Occasions’.]
[Footnote 2: The occurrence took
place at Southwell, and the beautiful lady to whom
the lines were addressed was Miss Houson, who is also
commemorated in the verses “To a Vain Lady”
and “To Anne.” She was the daughter
of the Rev. Henry Houson of Southwell, and married
the Rev. Luke Jackson. She died on Christmas
Day, 1821, and her monument may be seen in Hucknall
Torkard Church.]
[Footnote 3: This word is used
by Gray in his poem to the Fatal Sisters:—
“Iron-sleet of arrowy shower
Hurtles in the darken’d air.”]
[Footnote i: ‘near thy
charms’. [4to. ’P. on V. Occasions’.]]