During the ensuing weeks Mr. Ramy,
though his visits were as frequent as ever, did not
seem to regain his usual spirits. He complained
frequently of headache, but rejected Ann Eliza’s
tentatively proffered remedies, and seemed to shrink
from any prolonged investigation of his symptoms.
July had come, with a sudden ardour of heat, and
one evening, as the three sat together by the open
window in the back room, Evelina said: “I
dunno what I wouldn’t give, a night like this,
for a breath of real country air.”
“So would I,” said Mr.
Ramy, knocking the ashes from his pipe. “I’d
like to be setting in an arbour dis very minute.”
“Oh, wouldn’t it be lovely?”
“I always think it’s real
cool here—we’d be heaps hotter up
where Miss Mellins is,” said Ann Eliza.
“Oh, I daresay—but
we’d be heaps cooler somewhere else,” her
sister snapped: she was not infrequently exasperated
by Ann Eliza’s furtive attempts to mollify Providence.
A few days later Mr. Ramy appeared
with a suggestion which enchanted Evelina. He
had gone the day before to see his friend, Mrs. Hochmuller,
who lived in the outskirts of Hoboken, and Mrs. Hochmuller
had proposed that on the following Sunday he should
bring the Bunner sisters to spend the day with her.
“She’s got a real garden,
you know,” Mr. Ramy explained, “wid trees
and a real summer-house to set in; and hens and chickens
too. And it’s an elegant sail over on
de ferry-boat.”
The proposal drew no response from
Ann Eliza. She was still oppressed by the recollection
of her interminable Sunday in the Park; but, obedient
to Evelina’s imperious glance, she finally faltered
out an acceptance.
The Sunday was a very hot one, and
once on the ferry-boat Ann Eliza revived at the touch
of the salt breeze, and the spectacle of the crowded
waters; but when they reached the other shore, and
stepped out on the dirty wharf, she began to ache with
anticipated weariness. They got into a street-car,
and were jolted from one mean street to another, till
at length Mr. Ramy pulled the conductor’s sleeve
and they got out again; then they stood in the blazing
sun, near the door of a crowded beer-saloon, waiting
for another car to come; and that carried them out
to a thinly settled district, past vacant lots and
narrow brick houses standing in unsupported solitude,
till they finally reached an almost rural region of
scattered cottages and low wooden buildings that looked
like village “stores.” Here the car
finally stopped of its own accord, and they walked
along a rutty road, past a stone-cutter’s yard
with a high fence tapestried with theatrical advertisements,
to a little red house with green blinds and a garden
paling. Really, Mr. Ramy had not deceived them.
Clumps of dielytra and day-lilies bloomed behind
the paling, and a crooked elm hung romantically over
the gable of the house.
At the gate Mrs. Hochmuller, a broad
woman in brick-brown merino, met them with nods and
smiles, while her daughter Linda, a flaxen-haired
girl with mottled red cheeks and a sidelong stare,
hovered inquisitively behind her. Mrs. Hochmuller,
leading the way into the house, conducted the Bunner
sisters the way to her bedroom. Here they were
invited to spread out on a mountainous white featherbed
the cashmere mantles under which the solemnity of
the occasion had compelled them to swelter, and when
they had given their black silks the necessary twitch
of readjustment, and Evelina had fluffed out her hair
before a looking-glass framed in pink-shell work,
their hostess led them to a stuffy parlour smelling
of gingerbread. After another ceremonial pause,
broken by polite enquiries and shy ejaculations, they
were shown into the kitchen, where the table was already
spread with strange-looking spice-cakes and stewed
fruits, and where they presently found themselves seated
between Mrs. Hochmuller and Mr. Ramy, while the staring
Linda bumped back and forth from the stove with steaming
dishes.
To Ann Eliza the dinner seemed endless,
and the rich fare strangely unappetizing. She
was abashed by the easy intimacy of her hostess’s
voice and eye. With Mr. Ramy Mrs. Hochmuller
was almost flippantly familiar, and it was only when
Ann Eliza pictured her generous form bent above his
sick-bed that she could forgive her for tersely addressing
him as “Ramy.” During one of the
pauses of the meal Mrs. Hochmuller laid her knife
and fork against the edges of her plate, and, fixing
her eyes on the clock-maker’s face, said accusingly:
“You hat one of dem turns again, Ramy.”
“I dunno as I had,” he returned evasively.
Evelina glanced from one to the other.
“Mr. Ramy has been sick,” she said
at length, as though to show that she also was in
a position to speak with authority. “He’s
complained very frequently of headaches.”
“Ho!—I know him,”
said Mrs. Hochmuller with a laugh, her eyes still
on the clock-maker. “Ain’t you ashamed
of yourself, Ramy?”
Mr. Ramy, who was looking at his plate,
said suddenly one word which the sisters could not
understand; it sounded to Ann Eliza like “Shwike.”
Mrs. Hochmuller laughed again.
“My, my,” she said, “wouldn’t
you think he’d be ashamed to go and be sick and
never dell me, me that nursed him troo dat awful fever?”
“Yes, I should,”
said Evelina, with a spirited glance at Ramy; but
he was looking at the sausages that Linda had just
put on the table.
When dinner was over Mrs. Hochmuller
invited her guests to step out of the kitchen-door,
and they found themselves in a green enclosure, half
garden, half orchard. Grey hens followed by golden
broods clucked under the twisted apple-boughs, a cat
dozed on the edge of an old well, and from tree to
tree ran the network of clothes-line that denoted
Mrs. Hochmuller’s calling. Beyond the
apple trees stood a yellow summer-house festooned with
scarlet runners; and below it, on the farther side
of a rough fence, the land dipped down, holding a
bit of woodland in its hollow. It was all strangely
sweet and still on that hot Sunday afternoon, and as
she moved across the grass under the apple-boughs Ann
Eliza thought of quiet afternoons in church, and of
the hymns her mother had sung to her when she was
a baby.
Evelina was more restless. She
wandered from the well to the summer-house and back,
she tossed crumbs to the chickens and disturbed the
cat with arch caresses; and at last she expressed a
desire to go down into the wood.
“I guess you got to go round
by the road, then,” said Mrs. Hochmuller.
“My Linda she goes troo a hole in de fence,
but I guess you’d tear your dress if you was
to dry.”
“I’ll help you,”
said Mr. Ramy; and guided by Linda the pair walked
along the fence till they reached a narrow gap in its
boards. Through this they disappeared, watched
curiously in their descent by the grinning Linda,
while Mrs. Hochmuller and Ann Eliza were left alone
in the summer-house.
Mrs. Hochmuller looked at her guest
with a confidential smile. “I guess dey’ll
be gone quite a while,” she remarked, jerking
her double chin toward the gap in the fence.
“Folks like dat don’t never remember
about de dime.” And she drew out her knitting.
Ann Eliza could think of nothing to say.
“Your sister she thinks a great
lot of him, don’t she?” her hostess continued.
Ann Eliza’s cheeks grew hot.
“Ain’t you a teeny bit lonesome away
out here sometimes?” she asked. “I
should think you’d be scared nights, all alone
with your daughter.”
“Oh, no, I ain’t,”
said Mrs. Hochmuller. “You see I take in
washing—dat’s my business—and
it’s a lot cheaper doing it out here dan in
de city: where’d I get a drying-ground like
dis in Hobucken? And den it’s safer for
Linda too; it geeps her outer de streets.”
“Oh,” said Ann Eliza,
shrinking. She began to feel a distinct aversion
for her hostess, and her eyes turned with involuntary
annoyance to the square-backed form of Linda, still
inquisitively suspended on the fence. It seemed
to Ann Eliza that Evelina and her companion would
never return from the wood; but they came at length,
Mr. Ramy’s brow pearled with perspiration, Evelina
pink and conscious, a drooping bunch of ferns in her
hand; and it was clear that, to her at least, the
moments had been winged.
“D’you suppose they’ll
revive?” she asked, holding up the ferns; but
Ann Eliza, rising at her approach, said stiffly:
“We’d better be getting home, Evelina.”
“Mercy me! Ain’t
you going to take your coffee first?” Mrs. Hochmuller
protested; and Ann Eliza found to her dismay that
another long gastronomic ceremony must intervene before
politeness permitted them to leave. At length,
however, they found themselves again on the ferry-boat.
Water and sky were grey, with a dividing gleam of
sunset that sent sleek opal waves in the boat’s
wake. The wind had a cool tarry breath, as though
it had travelled over miles of shipping, and the hiss
of the water about the paddles was as delicious as
though it had been splashed into their tired faces.
Ann Eliza sat apart, looking away
from the others. She had made up her mind that
Mr. Ramy had proposed to Evelina in the wood, and
she was silently preparing herself to receive her sister’s
confidence that evening.
But Evelina was apparently in no mood
for confidences. When they reached home she
put her faded ferns in water, and after supper, when
she had laid aside her silk dress and the forget-me-not
bonnet, she remained silently seated in her rocking-chair
near the open window. It was long since Ann
Eliza had seen her in so uncommunicative a mood.
The following Saturday Ann Eliza was
sitting alone in the shop when the door opened and
Mr. Ramy entered. He had never before called
at that hour, and she wondered a little anxiously what
had brought him.
“Has anything happened?”
she asked, pushing aside the basketful of buttons
she had been sorting.
“Not’s I know of,”
said Mr. Ramy tranquilly. “But I always
close up the store at two o’clock Saturdays at
this season, so I thought I might as well call round
and see you.”
“I’m real glad, I’m
sure,” said Ann Eliza; “but Evelina’s
out.”
“I know dat,” Mr. Ramy
answered. “I met her round de corner.
She told me she got to go to dat new dyer’s
up in Forty-eighth Street. She won’t be
back for a couple of hours, har’ly, will she?”
Ann Eliza looked at him with rising
bewilderment. “No, I guess not,”
she answered; her instinctive hospitality prompting
her to add: “Won’t you set down jest
the same?”
Mr. Ramy sat down on the stool beside
the counter, and Ann Eliza returned to her place behind
it.
“I can’t leave the store,” she explained.
“Well, I guess we’re very
well here.” Ann Eliza had become suddenly
aware that Mr. Ramy was looking at her with unusual
intentness. Involuntarily her hand strayed to
the thin streaks of hair on her temples, and thence
descended to straighten the brooch beneath her collar.
“You’re looking very well
to-day, Miss Bunner,” said Mr. Ramy, following
her gesture with a smile.
“Oh,” said Ann Eliza nervously.
“I’m always well in health,” she
added.
“I guess you’re healthier
than your sister, even if you are less sizeable.”
“Oh, I don’t know.
Evelina’s a mite nervous sometimes, but she
ain’t a bit sickly.”
“She eats heartier than you
do; but that don’t mean nothing,” said
Mr. Ramy.
Ann Eliza was silent. She could
not follow the trend of his thought, and she did not
care to commit herself farther about Evelina before
she had ascertained if Mr. Ramy considered nervousness
interesting or the reverse.
But Mr. Ramy spared her all farther indecision.
“Well, Miss Bunner,” he
said, drawing his stool closer to the counter, “I
guess I might as well tell you fust as last what I
come here for to-day. I want to get married.”
Ann Eliza, in many a prayerful midnight
hour, had sought to strengthen herself for the hearing
of this avowal, but now that it had come she felt
pitifully frightened and unprepared. Mr. Ramy
was leaning with both elbows on the counter, and she
noticed that his nails were clean and that he had
brushed his hat; yet even these signs had not prepared
her!
At last she heard herself say, with
a dry throat in which her heart was hammering:
“Mercy me, Mr. Ramy!”
“I want to get married,”
he repeated. “I’m too lonesome.
It ain’t good for a man to live all alone,
and eat noding but cold meat every day.”
“No,” said Ann Eliza softly.
“And the dust fairly beats me.”
“Oh, the dust—I know!”
Mr. Ramy stretched one of his blunt-fingered
hands toward her. “I wisht you’d
take me.”
Still Ann Eliza did not understand.
She rose hesitatingly from her seat, pushing aside
the basket of buttons which lay between them; then
she perceived that Mr. Ramy was trying to take her
hand, and as their fingers met a flood of joy swept
over her. Never afterward, though every other
word of their interview was stamped on her memory
beyond all possible forgetting, could she recall what
he said while their hands touched; she only knew that
she seemed to be floating on a summer sea, and that
all its waves were in her ears.
“Me—me?” she gasped.
“I guess so,” said her
suitor placidly. “You suit me right down
to the ground, Miss Bunner. Dat’s the truth.”
A woman passing along the street paused
to look at the shop-window, and Ann Eliza half hoped
she would come in; but after a desultory inspection
she went on.
“Maybe you don’t fancy
me?” Mr. Ramy suggested, discountenanced by
Ann Eliza’s silence.
A word of assent was on her tongue,
but her lips refused it. She must find some
other way of telling him.
“I don’t say that.”
“Well, I always kinder thought
we was suited to one another,” Mr. Ramy continued,
eased of his momentary doubt. “I always
liked de quiet style—no fuss and airs,
and not afraid of work.” He spoke as though
dispassionately cataloguing her charms.
Ann Eliza felt that she must make
an end. “But, Mr. Ramy, you don’t
understand. I’ve never thought of marrying.”
Mr. Ramy looked at her in surprise. “Why
not?”
“Well, I don’t know, har’ly.”
She moistened her twitching lips. “The
fact is, I ain’t as active as I look. Maybe
I couldn’t stand the care. I ain’t
as spry as Evelina—nor as young,”
she added, with a last great effort.
“But you do most of de work
here, anyways,” said her suitor doubtfully.
“Oh, well, that’s because
Evelina’s busy outside; and where there’s
only two women the work don’t amount to much.
Besides, I’m the oldest; I have to look after
things,” she hastened on, half pained that her
simple ruse should so readily deceive him.
“Well, I guess you’re
active enough for me,” he persisted. His
calm determination began to frighten her; she trembled
lest her own should be less staunch.
“No, no,” she repeated,
feeling the tears on her lashes. “I couldn’t,
Mr. Ramy, I couldn’t marry. I’m so
surprised. I always thought it was Evelina—always.
And so did everybody else. She’s so bright
and pretty—it seemed so natural.”
“Well, you was all mistaken,”
said Mr. Ramy obstinately.
“I’m so sorry.”
He rose, pushing back his chair.
“You’d better think it
over,” he said, in the large tone of a man who
feels he may safely wait.
“Oh, no, no. It ain’t
any sorter use, Mr. Ramy. I don’t never
mean to marry. I get tired so easily—I’d
be afraid of the work. And I have such awful
headaches.” She paused, racking her brain
for more convincing infirmities.
“Headaches, do you?” said Mr. Ramy, turning
back.
“My, yes, awful ones, that I have to give right
up to.
Evelina has to do everything when I have one of them
headaches.
She has to bring me my tea in the mornings.”
“Well, I’m sorry to hear it,” said
Mr. Ramy.
“Thank you kindly all the same,”
Ann Eliza murmured. “And please don’t—don’t—”
She stopped suddenly, looking at him through her
tears.
“Oh, that’s all right,”
he answered. “Don’t you fret, Miss
Gunner. Folks have got to suit themselves.”
She thought his tone had grown more resigned since
she had spoken of her headaches.
For some moments he stood looking
at her with a hesitating eye, as though uncertain
how to end their conversation; and at length she found
courage to say (in the words of a novel she had once
read): “I don’t want this should make
any difference between us.”
“Oh, my, no,” said Mr.
Ramy, absently picking up his hat.
“You’ll come in just the
same?” she continued, nerving herself to the
effort. “We’d miss you awfully if
you didn’t. Evelina, she—”
She paused, torn between her desire to turn his thoughts
to Evelina, and the dread of prematurely disclosing
her sister’s secret.
“Don’t Miss Evelina have
no headaches?” Mr. Ramy suddenly asked.
“My, no, never—well,
not to speak of, anyway. She ain’t had
one for ages, and when Evelina is sick she won’t
never give in to it,” Ann Eliza declared, making
some hurried adjustments with her conscience.
“I wouldn’t have thought that,”
said Mr. Ramy.
“I guess you don’t know us as well as
you thought you did.”
“Well, no, that’s so;
maybe I don’t. I’ll wish you good
day, Miss Bunner”; and Mr. Ramy moved toward
the door.
“Good day, Mr. Ramy,” Ann Eliza answered.
She felt unutterably thankful to be
alone. She knew the crucial moment of her life
had passed, and she was glad that she had not fallen
below her own ideals. It had been a wonderful
experience; and in spite of the tears on her cheeks
she was not sorry to have known it. Two facts,
however, took the edge from its perfection: that
it had happened in the shop, and that she had not
had on her black silk.
She passed the next hour in a state
of dreamy ecstasy. Something had entered into
her life of which no subsequent empoverishment could
rob it: she glowed with the same rich sense of
possessorship that once, as a little girl, she had
felt when her mother had given her a gold locket and
she had sat up in bed in the dark to draw it from
its hiding-place beneath her night-gown.
At length a dread of Evelina’s
return began to mingle with these musings. How
could she meet her younger sister’s eye without
betraying what had happened? She felt as though
a visible glory lay on her, and she was glad that
dusk had fallen when Evelina entered. But her
fears were superfluous. Evelina, always self-absorbed,
had of late lost all interest in the simple happenings
of the shop, and Ann Eliza, with mingled mortification
and relief, perceived that she was in no danger of
being cross-questioned as to the events of the afternoon.
She was glad of this; yet there was a touch of humiliation
in finding that the portentous secret in her bosom
did not visibly shine forth. It struck her as
dull, and even slightly absurd, of Evelina not to
know at last that they were equals.