Was it murder, or suicide?
“WHO is that young lady?”
A slender girl, just above the medium
height, stood a moment at the parlor door, and then
withdrew. Her complexion was fair, but colorless;
her eyes so dark, that you were in doubt, on the first
glance, whether they were brown or blue. Away
from her forehead and temples, the chestnut hair was
put far back, giving to her finely-cut and regular
features an intellectual cast. Her motions were
easy, yet with an air of reserve and dignity.
The question was asked by a visitor
who had called a little while before.
“My seamstress,” answered Mrs. Wykoff.
“Oh!” The manner of her
visitor changed. How the whole character of the
woman was expressed in the tone with which she made
that simple ejaculation! Only a seamstress!
“Oh! I thought it some relative or friend
of the family.”
“No.”
“She is a peculiar-looking girl,” said
Mrs. Lowe, the visitor.
“Do you think so? In what respect?”
“If she were in a different
sphere of life, I would say that she had the style
of a lady.”
“She’s a true, good girl,
answered Mrs. Wykoff, “and I feel much interested
in her. A few years ago her father was in excellent
circumstances.”
“Ah!” With a slight manifestation of interest.
“Yes, and she’s been well educated.”
“And has ridden in her own carriage,
no doubt. It’s the story of two-thirds
of your sewing girls.” Mrs. Lowe laughed
in an unsympathetic, contemptuous way.
“I happen to know that it is
true in Mary Carson’s case,” said Mrs.
Wykoff.
“Mary Carson. Is that her name?”
“Yes.”
“Passing from her antecedents,
as the phrase now is, which are neither here nor there,”
said Mrs. Lowe, with a coldness, or rather coarseness
of manner, that shocked the higher tone of Mrs. Wykoff’s
feelings, “what is she as a seamstress?
Can she fit children?—little girls like
my Angela and Grace?”
“I have never been so well suited
in my life,” replied Mrs. Wykoff. “Let
me show you a delaine for Anna which she finished yesterday.”
Mrs. Wykoff left the room, and returned
in a few minutes with a child’s dress in her
hand. The ladies examined the work on this dress
with practised eyes, and agreed that it was of unusual
excellence.
“And she fits as well as she sews?” said
Mrs. Lowe.
“Yes. Nothing could fit
more beautifully than the dresses she has made for
my children.”
“How soon will you be done with her?”
“She will be through with my work in a day or
two.”
“Is she engaged anywhere else?”
“I will ask her, if you desire it.”
“Do so, if you please.”
“Would you like to see her?”
“It’s of no consequence.
Say that I will engage her for a couple of weeks.
What are her terms?”
“Seventy-five cents a day.”
“So much? I’ve never paid over sixty-two-and-a-half.”
“She’s worth the difference.
I’d rather pay her a dollar a day than give
some women I’ve had, fifty cents. She works
faithfully in all things.”
“I’ll take your word for
that, Mrs. Wykoff. Please ask her if she can
come to me next week; and if so, on what day?”
Mrs. Wykoff left the room.
“Will Monday suit you?” she asked, on
returning.
“Yes; that will do.”
“Miss Carson says that she will be at your service
on Monday.”
“Very well. Tell her to
report herself bright and early on that day.
I shall be all ready for her.”
“Hadn’t you better see her, while you
are here?” asked Mrs. Wykoff.
“Oh, no. Not at all necessary.
It will be time enough on Monday. Your endorsement
of her is all-sufficient.”
Mrs. Lowe, who had only been making
a formal call, now arose, and with a courteous good
morning, retired. From the parlor, Mrs. Wykoff
returned to the room occupied by Miss Carson.
“You look pale this morning,
Mary,” said the lady as she came in, “I’m
afraid you are not as well as usual.”
The seamstress lifted herself in a
tired way, and took a long breath, at the same time
holding one hand tightly against her left side.
Her eyes looked very bright, as they rested, with a
sober expression, on Mrs. Wykoff. But she did
not reply.
“Have you severe pain there,
Mary?” The voice was very kind; almost motherly.
“Not very severe. But it aches in a dull
way.”
“Hadn’t you better lie down for a little
while?”
“Oh, no—thank you,
Mrs. Wykoff.” And a smile flitted over the
girl’s sweet, sad face; a smile that was meant
to say—“How absurd to think of such
a thing!” She was there to work, not to be treated
as an invalid. Stooping over the garment, she
went on with her sewing. Mrs. Wykoff looked at
her very earnestly, and saw that her lips were growing
colorless; that she moved them in a nervous way, and
swallowed every now and then.
“Come, child,” she said,
in a firm tone, as she took Miss Carson by the arm.
“Put aside your work, and lie down on that sofa.
You are sick.”
She did not resist; but only said—–
“Not sick, ma’am—only a little
faint.”
As her head went heavily down upon
the pillow, Mrs. Wykoff saw a sparkle of tears along
the line of her closely shut eyelids.
“Now don’t stir from there
until I come back,” said the kind lady, and
left the room. In a little while she returned,
with a small waiter in her hand, containing a goblet
of wine sangaree and a biscuit.
“Take this, Mary. It will do you good.”
The eyes which had not been unclosed
since Mrs. Wykoff went out, were all wet as Mary Carson
opened them.
“Oh, you are so kind!”
There was gratitude in her voice. Rising, she
took the wine, and drank of it like one athirst.
Then taking it from her lips, she sat, as if noting
her sensations.
“It seems to put life into me,”
she said, with a pulse of cheerfulness in her tones.
“Now eat this biscuit,”
and Mrs. Wykoff held the waiter near.
The wine drank and the biscuit eaten,
a complete change in Miss Carson was visible.
The whiteness around her mouth gave place to a ruddier
tint; her face no longer wore an exhausted air; the
glassy lustre of her eyes was gone.
“I feel like myself again,”
she said, as she left the sofa, and resumed her sewing
chair.
“How is your side now?” asked Mrs. Wykoff.
“Easier. I scarcely perceive the pain.”
“Hadn’t you better lie still a while longer?”
“No, ma’am. I am
all right now. A weak spell came over me.
I didn’t sleep much last night, and that left
me exhausted this morning, and without any appetite.”
“What kept you awake?”
“This dull pain in my side for
a part of the time. Then I coughed a good deal;
and then I became wakeful and nervous.”
“Does this often occur, Mary?”
“Well—yes, ma’am—pretty
often of late.”
“How often?”
“Two or three times a week.”
“Can you trace it to any cause?”
“Not certainly.”
“To cold?”
“No, ma’am.”
“Fatigue?”
“More that than anything else, I think.”
“And you didn’t eat any breakfast this
morning?”
“I drank a cup of coffee.”
“But took no solid food?”
“I couldn’t have swallowed it, ma’am.”
“And it’s now twelve o’clock,”
said Mrs. Wykoff; drawing out her watch. “Mary!
Mary! This will not do. I don’t wonder
you were faint just now.”
Miss Carson bent to her work and made
no answer. Mrs. Wykoff sat regarding her for
some time with a look of human interest, and then
went out.
A little before two o’clock
there was a tap at the door, and the waiter came in,
bearing a tray. There was a nicely-cooked chop,
toast, and some tea, with fruit and a custard.
“Mrs. Wykoff said, when she
went out, that dinner would be late to-day, and that
you were not well, and mustn’t be kept waiting,”
remarked the servant, as he drew a small table towards
the centre of the room, and covered it with a white
napkin.
He came just in time. The stimulating
effect of the wine had subsided, and Miss Carson was
beginning to grow faint again, for lack of food.
It was after three o’clock when
Mrs. Wykoff came home, and half past three before
the regular dinner for the family was served.
She looked in, a moment, upon the seamstress, saying
as she did so—
“You’ve had your dinner, Mary?”
“Oh yes, ma’am, and I’m
much obliged,” answered Miss Carson, a bright
smile playing over her face. The timely meal had
put new life into her.
“I knew you couldn’t wait
until we were ready,” said the kind-hearted,
thoughtful woman, “and so told Ellen to cook
you a chop, and make you a cup of tea. Did you
have enough?”
“Oh yes, ma’am. More than enough.”
“You feel better than you did this morning?”
“A great deal better, I’m like another
person.”
“You must never go without food
so long again, Mary. It is little better than
suicide for one in your state of health.”
Mrs. Wykoff retired, and the seamstress went on with
her work.
At the usual hour, Mary Carson appeared
on the next morning. Living at some distance
from Mrs. Wykoff’s, she did not come until after
breakfast. The excellent lady had thought over
the incident of the day before, and was satisfied
that, from lack of nutritious food at the right time,
Mary’s vital forces were steadily wasting, and
that she would, in a very little while, destroy herself.
“I will talk with her seriously
about this matter,” she said. “A
word of admonition may save her.”
“You look a great deal better
this morning,” she remarked, as she entered
the room where Mary was sewing.
“I haven’t felt better
for a long time,” was the cheerful answer.
“Did you sleep well last night?”
“Very well.”
“Any cough?”
“Not of any consequence, ma’am.”
“How was the pain in your side?”
“It troubled me a little when
I first went to bed, but soon passed off.”
“Did you feel the old exhaustion on waking?”
“I always feel weak in the morning;
but it was nothing, this morning, to what it has been.”
“How was your appetite?”
“Better. I eat an egg and
a piece of toast, and they tasted good. Usually
my stomach loathes food in the morning.”
“Has this been the case long?”
“For a long time, ma’am.”
Mrs. Wykoff mused for a little while, and then asked—
“How do you account for the difference this
morning?”
Miss Carson’s pale face became
slightly flushed, and her eyes fell away from the
questioning gaze of Mrs. Wykoff.
“There is a cause for it, and
it is of importance that you should know the cause.
Has it been suggested to your mind?”
“Yes, ma’am. To me the cause is quite
apparent.”
They looked at each other for a few moments in silence.
“My interest in you prompts
these questions, Mary,” said Mrs. Wykoff.
“Speak to me freely, if you will, as to a friend.
What made the difference?”
“I think the difference is mainly
due to your kindness yesterday.—To the
glass of wine and biscuit when I was faint, and to
the early and good dinner, when exhausted nature was
crying for food. I believe, Mrs. Wykoff”—and
Mary’s eyes glistened—“that
if you had not thought of me when you did, I should
not be here to-day.”
“Are you serious, Mary?”
“I am, indeed, ma’am.
I should have got over my faint spell in the morning,
even without the wine and biscuit, and worked on until
dinner-time; but I wouldn’t have been able to
eat anything. It almost always happens, when
I go so long without food, that my appetite fails
altogether, and by the time night comes, I sink down
in an exhausted state, from which nature finds it hard
to rally. It has been so a number of times.
The week before I came here, I was sewing for a lady,
and worked from eight o’clock in the morning
until four in the afternoon, without food passing my
lips. As I had been unable to eat anything at
breakfast-time, I grew very faint, and when called
to dinner, was unable to swallow a mouthful. When
I got home in the evening I was feverish and exhausted,
and coughed nearly all night. It was three or
four days before I was well enough to go out again.”
“Has this happened, in any instance,
while you were sewing for me?” asked Mrs. Wykoff.
Miss Carson dropped her face, and
turned it partly aside; her manner was slightly disturbed.
“Don’t hesitate about
answering my question, Mary. If it has happened,
say so. I am not always as thoughtful as I should
be.”
“It happened once.”
“When?”
“Last week.”
“Oh! I remember that you
were not able to come for two days. Now, tell
me, Mary, without reservation, exactly how it was.”
“I never blamed you for a moment,
Mrs. Wykoff. You didn’t think; and I’d
rather not say anything about it. If I’d
been as well as usual on that day, it wouldn’t
have happened.”
“You’d passed a sleepless night?”
said Mrs. Wykoff.
“Yes, ma’am.”
“The consequence of fatigue and exhaustion?”
“Perhaps that was the reason.”
“And couldn’t eat any breakfast?”
“I drank a cup of coffee.”
“Very well. After that
you came here to work. Now, tell me exactly what
occurred, and how you felt all day. Don’t
keep back anything on account of my feelings.
I want the exact truth. It will be of use to
me, and to others also, I think.”
Thus urged, Miss Carson replied—
“I’ll tell you just as
it was. I came later than usual. The walk
is long, and I felt so weak that I couldn’t
hurry. I thought you looked a little serious
when I came in, and concluded that it was in consequence
of my being late. The air and walk gave me an
appetite, and if I had taken some food then, it would
have done me good. I thought, as I stood at the
door, waiting to be let in, that I would ask for a
cracker or a piece of bread and butter; but, when I
met you, and saw how sober you looked, my heart failed
me.”
“Why, Mary!” said Mrs. Wykoff. “How
wrong it was in you!”
“May be it was, ma’am;
but I couldn’t help it. I’m foolish
sometimes; and it’s hard for us to be anything
else than what we are, as my Aunt Hannah used to say.
Well, I sat down to my work with the dull pain in
my side, and the sick feeling that always comes at
such times, and worked on hour after hour. You
looked in once or twice during the morning to see
how I was getting on, and to ask about the trimming
for a dress I was making. Then you went out shopping,
and did not get home until half past two o’clock.
For two hours there had been a gnawing at my stomach,
and I was faint for something to eat. Twice I
got up to ring the bell, and ask for a lunch; but,
I felt backward about taking the liberty. When,
at three o’clock, I was called to dinner, no
appetite remained. I put food into my mouth,
but it had no sweetness, and the little I forced myself
to swallow, lay undigested. You were very much
occupied, and did not notice me particularly.
I dragged on, as best I could, through the afternoon,
feeling, sometimes, as if I would drop from my chair.
You had tea later than usual. It was nearly seven
o’clock when I put up my work and went down.
You said something in a kind, but absent tone, about
my looking pale, and asked if I would have a second
cup of tea. I believe I forced myself to eat a
slice of bread half as large as my hand. I thought
I should never reach home that night, for the weakness
that came upon me. I got to bed as soon as possible,
but was too tired to sleep until after twelve o’clock,
when a coughing spell seized me, which brought on the
pain in my side. It was near daylight when I
dropped off; and then I slept so heavily for two hours
that I was all wet with perspiration when I awoke.
On trying to rise, my head swam so that I had to lie
down again, and it was late in the day before I could
even sit up in bed. Towards evening, I was able
to drink a cup of tea and eat a small piece of toast
and then I felt wonderfully better. I slept well
that night, and was still better in the morning, but
did not think it safe to venture out upon a day’s
work; so I rested and got all the strength I could.
On the third day, I was as well as ever again.”
Mrs. Wykoff drew a long sigh as Miss
Carson stopped speaking and bent down over her sewing.
For some time, she remained without speaking.
“Life is too precious a thing
to be wasted in this way,” said the lady, at
length, speaking partly to herself, and partly to the
seamstress. “We are too thoughtless, I must
own; but you are not blameless. It is scarcely
possible for us to understand just how the case stands
with one in your position, and duty to yourself demands
that you should make it known. There is not one
lady in ten, I am sure, who would not be pleased rather
than annoyed, to have you do so.”
Miss Carson did not answer.
“Do you doubt?” asked Mrs. Wykoff.
“For one of my disposition,”
was replied, “the life of a seamstress does
not take off the keen edge of a natural reserve—or,
to speak more correctly sensitiveness. I dislike
to break in upon another’s household arrangements,
or in any way to obtrude myself. My rule is,
to adapt myself, as best I can, to the family order,
and so not disturb anything by my presence.”
“Even though your life be in jeopardy?”
said Mrs. Wykoff.
“Oh! it’s not so bad as that.”
“But it is, Mary! Let me
ask a few more questions. I am growing interested
in the subject, as reaching beyond you personally.
How many families do you work for?”
After thinking for a little while,
and naming quite a number of ladies, she replied—
“Not less than twenty.”
“And to many of these, you go for only a day
or two at a time?”
“Yes.”
“Passing from family to family,
and adapting yourself to their various home arrangements?”
“Yes, ma’am.”
“Getting your dinner at one
o’clock to-day, and at three or four to-morrow?”
Miss Carson nodded assent.
“Taking it now, warm and well
served, with the family, and on the next occasion,
cold and tasteless by yourself, after the family has
dined.”
Another assenting inclination of the head.
“One day set to work in an orderly,
well ventilated room, and on the next cooped up with
children in a small apartment, the air of which is
little less than poison to your weak lungs.”
“These differences must always
occur, Mrs. Wykoff,” replied Miss Carson, in
a quiet uncomplaining voice. “How could
it be otherwise? No house-keeper is going to
alter her family arrangements for the accommodation
of a sewing-girl. The seamstress must adapt herself
to them, and do it as gracefully as possible.”
“Even at the risk of her life?”
“She will find it easier to
decline working in families where the order of things
bears too heavily upon her, than to attempt any change.
I have been obliged to do this in one or two instances.”
“There is something wrong here,
Mary,” said Mrs. Wykoff, with increasing sobriety
of manner. “Something very wrong, and as
I look it steadily in the face, I feel both surprise
and trouble; for, after what you have just said, I
do not see clearly how it is to be remedied.
One thing is certain, if you, as a class, accept, without
remonstrance, the hurt you suffer, there will be no
change. People are indifferent and thoughtless;
or worse, too selfish to have any regard for others—especially
if they stand, socially, on a plane below them.”
“We cannot apply the remedy,” answered
Miss Carson.
“I am not so sure of that.”
“Just look at it for a moment,
Mrs. Wykoff. It is admitted, that, for the preservation
of health, orderly habits are necessary; and that
food should be taken at regular intervals. Suppose
that, at home, my habit is to eat breakfast at seven,
dinner at one, and supper at six. To-day, such
is the order of my meals; but to-morrow, I leave home
at half past six, and sit down, on an empty stomach
to sew until eight, before I am called to breakfast.
After that, I work until two o’clock, when I
get my dinner; and at seven drink tea. On the
day after that, may be, on my arrival at another house
where a day’s cutting and fitting is wanted,
I find the breakfast awaiting me at seven; this suits
very well—but not another mouthful of food
passes my lips until after three o’clock, and
may be, then, I have such an inward trembling and
exhaustion, that I cannot eat. On the day following,
the order is again changed. So it goes on.
The difference in food, too, is often as great.
At some houses, everything is of good quality, well
cooked, and in consequence, of easy digestion; while
at others, sour or heavy bread, greasy cooking, and
like kitchen abominations, if I must so call them,
disorder instead of giving sustenance to a frail body
like mine. The seamstress who should attempt
a change of these things for her own special benefit,
would soon find herself in hot water. Think a
moment. Suppose, in going into a family for one
or two days, or a week, I should begin by a request
to have my meals served at certain hours—seven,
one and six, for instance—how would it be
received in eight out of ten families?”
“Something would depend,”
said Mrs. Wykoff, “on the way in which it was
done. If there was a formal stipulation, or a
cold demand, I do not think the response would be
a favorable one. But, I am satisfied that, in
your case, with the signs of poor health on your countenance,
the mild request to be considered as far as practicable,
would, in almost every instance, receive a kind return.”
“Perhaps so. But, it would
make trouble—if no where else, with servants,
who never like to do anything out of the common order.
I have been living around long enough to understand
how such things operate; and generally think it wisest
to take what comes and make the best of it.”
“Say, rather, the worst of it,
Mary. To my thinking, you are making the worst
of it.”
But, Mrs. Wykoff did not inspire her
seamstress with any purpose to act in the line of
her suggestions. Her organization was of too
sensitive a character to accept the shocks and repulses
that she knew would attend, in some quarters, any
such intrusion of her individual wants. Even
with all the risks upon her, she preferred to suffer
whatever might come, rather than ask for consideration.
During the two or three days that she remained with
Mrs. Wykoff, that excellent lady watched her, and
ministered to her actual wants, with all the tender
solicitude of a mother; and when she left, tried to
impress upon her mind the duty of asking, wherever
she might be, for such consideration as her health
required.
The Monday morning on which Mary Carson
was to appear “bright and early” at the
dwelling of Mrs. Lowe, came round, but it was far from
being a bright morning. An easterly storm had
set in during the night; the rain was falling fast,
and the wind driving gustily. A chilliness crept
through the frame of Miss Carson as she arose from
her bed, soon after the dull light began to creep in
drearily through the half closed shutters of her room.
The air, even within her chamber, felt cold, damp,
and penetrating. From her window a steeple clock
was visible. She glanced at the face, and saw
that it was nearly seven.
“So late as that!” she
exclaimed, in a tone of surprise, and commenced dressing
herself in a hurried, nervous way. By the time
she was ready to leave her room, she was exhausted
by her own excited haste.
“Mary,” said a kind voice,
calling to her as she was moving down stairs, “you
are not going out this morning.”
“Oh, yes, ma’am,”
she answered, in a cheerful voice. “I have
an engagement for to-day.”
“But the storm is too severe.
It’s raining and blowing dreadfully. Wait
an hour or two until it holds up a little.”
“Oh dear, no, Mrs. Grant!
I can’t stop for a trifle of rain.”
“It’s no trifle of rain
this morning, let me tell you, Mary. You’ll
get drenched to the skin. Now don’t go out,
child!”
“I must indeed, Mrs. Grant.
The lady expects me, and I cannot disappoint her.”
And Miss Carson kept on down stairs.
“But you are not going without
something on your stomach, Mary. Wait just for
a few minutes until I can get you a cup of tea.
The water is boiling.”
Mary did not wait. It was already
past the time when she was expected at Mrs. Lowe’s;
and besides feeling a little uncomfortable on that
account, she had a slight sense of nausea, with its
attendant aversion to food. So, breaking away
from Mrs. Grant’s concerned importunities, she
went forth into the cold driving storm. It so
happened, that she had to go for nearly the entire
distance of six or seven blocks, almost in the teeth
of the wind, which blew a gale, drenching her clothes
in spite of all efforts to protect herself by means
of an umbrella. Her feet and ankles were wet by
the time she reached Mrs. Lowe’s, and the lower
parts of her dress and under-clothing saturated to
a depth of ten or twelve inches.
“I expected you half an hour
ago,” said the lady, in a coldly polite way,
as Miss Carson entered her presence.
“The morning was dark and I
overslept myself,” was the only reply.
Mrs. Lowe did not remark upon the
condition of Mary’s clothing and feet.
That was a matter of no concern to her. It was
a seamstress, not a human being, that was before her—a
machine, not thing of sensation. So she conducted
her to a room in the third story, fronting east, against
the cloudy and misty windows of which the wind and
rain were driving. There was a damp, chilly feeling
in the air of this room. Mrs. Lowe had a knit
shawl drawn around her shoulders; but Mary, after
removing her bonnet and cloak, had no external protection
for her chest beyond the closely fitting body of her
merino dress. Her feet and hands felt very cold,
and she had that low shuddering, experienced when
one is inwardly chilled.
Mrs. Lowe was ready for her seamstress.
There were the materials to make half a dozen dresses
for Angela and Grace, and one of the little Misses
was called immediately, and the work of selecting and
cutting a body pattern commenced, Mrs. Lowe herself
superintending the operation, and embarrassing Mary
at the start with her many suggestions. Nearly
an hour had been spent in this way, when the breakfast
bell rang. It was after eight o’clock.
Without saying anything to Mary, Mrs. Lowe and the
child they had been fitting, went down stairs.
This hour had been one of nervous excitement to Mary
Carson. Her cheeks were hot—burning
as if a fire shone upon them—but her cold
hands, and wet, colder feet, sent the blood in every
returning circle, robbed of warmth to the disturbed
heart.
It was past nine o’clock when
a servant called Mary to breakfast. As she arose
from her chair, she felt a sharp stitch in her left
side; so sharp, that she caught her breath in half
inspirations, two or three times, before venturing
on a full inflation of the lungs. She was, at
the same time, conscious of an uncomfortable tightness
across the chest. The nausea, and loathing of
food, which had given place soon after her arrival
at Mrs. Lowe’s to a natural craving of the stomach
for food, had returned again, and she felt, as she
went down stairs, that unless something to tempt the
appetite were set before her, she could not take a
mouthful. There was nothing to tempt the appetite.
The table at which the family had eaten remained just
as they had left it—soiled plates and scraps
of broken bread and meat; partly emptied cups and
saucers; dirty knives and forks, spread about in confusion.—Amid
all this, a clean plate had been set for the seamstress;
and Mrs. Lowe awaited her, cold and dignified, at
the head of the table.
“Coffee or tea, Miss Carson?”
“Coffee.”
It was a lukewarm decoction of spent
coffee grounds, flavored with tin, and sweetened to
nauseousness. Mary took a mouthful and swallowed
it—put the cup again to her lips; but they
resolutely refused to unclose and admit another drop.
So she sat the cup down.
“Help yourself to some of the
meat.” And Mrs. Lowe pushed the dish, which,
nearly three-quarters of an hour before had come upon
the table bearing a smoking sirloin, across to the
seamstress. Now, lying beside the bone, and cemented
to the dish by a stratum of chilled gravy, was the
fat, stringy end of the steak. The sight of it
was enough for Miss Carson; and she declined the offered
delicacy.
“There’s bread.”
She took a slice from a fresh baker’s loaf; and
spread it with some oily-looking butter that remained
on one of the butter plates. It was slightly
sour. By forcing herself, she swallowed two or
three mouthfuls. But the remonstrating palate
would accept no more.
“Isn’t the coffee good?”
asked Mrs. Lowe, with a sharp quality in her voice,
seeing that Miss Carson did not venture upon a second
mouthful.
“I have very little appetite
this morning,” was answered, with an effort
to smile and look cheerful.
“Perhaps you’d rather
have tea. Shall I give you a cup?” And Mrs.
Lowe laid her hand on the teapot.
“You may, if you please.”
Mary felt an inward weakness that she knew was occasioned
by lack of food, and so accepted the offer of tea,
in the hope that it might prove more palatable than
the coffee. It had the merit of being hot, and
not of decidedly offensive flavor; but it was little
more in strength than sweetened water, whitened with
milk. She drank off the cup, and then left the
table, going, with her still wet feet and skirts to
the sewing-room.
“Rather a dainty young lady,”
she heard Mrs. Lowe remark to the waiter, as she left
the room.
The stitch in Mary’s side caught
her again, as she went up stairs, and almost took
her breath away; and it was some time after she resumed
her work, before she could bear her body up straight
on the left side.
In her damp feet and skirts, on a
chilly and rainy October day, Mary Carson sat working
until nearly three o’clock, without rest or
refreshment of any kind; and when at last called to
dinner, the disordered condition of the table, and
the cold, unpalatable food set before her, extinguished,
instead of stimulating her sickly appetite. She
made a feint of eating, to avoid attracting attention,
and then returned to the sewing-room, the air of which,
as she re-entered, seemed colder than that of the
hall and dining-room.
The stitch in her side was not so
bad during the afternoon; but the dull pain was heavier,
and accompanied by a sickening sensation. Still,
she worked on, cutting, fitting and sewing with a patience
and industry, that, considering her actual condition,
was surprising. Mrs. Lowe was in and out of the
room frequently, overlooking the work, and marking
its progress. Beyond the producing power of her
seamstress, she had no thought of that individual.
It did not come within the range of her questionings
whether she were well or ill—weak or strong—exhausted
by prolonged labor, or in the full possession of bodily
vigor. To her, she was simply an agent through
which a certain service was obtained; and beyond that
service, she was nothing. The extent of her consideration
was limited by the progressive creation of dresses
for her children. As that went on, her thought
dwelt with Miss Carson; but penetrated no deeper.
She might be human; might have an individual life full
of wants, yearnings, and tender sensibilities; might
be conscious of bodily or mental suffering—but,
if so, it was in a region so remote from that in which
Mrs. Lowe dwelt, that no intelligence thereof reached
her.
At six o’clock, Mary put up
her work, and, taking her bonnet and shawl, went down
stairs, intending to return home.
“You’re not going?”
said Mrs. Lowe, meeting her on the way. She spoke
in some surprise.
“Yes, ma’am. I’m not very well,
and wish to get home.”
“What time is it?” Mrs.
Lowe drew out her watch. “Only six o’clock.
I think you’re going rather early. It was
late when you came this morning, you know.”
“Excuse me, if you please,”
said Miss Carson, as she moved on. “I am
not very well to-night. To-morrow I will make
it up.”
Mrs. Lowe muttered something that
was not heard by the seamstress, who kept on down
stairs, and left the house.
The rain was still falling and the
wind blowing. Mary’s feet were quite wet
again by the time she reached home.
“How are you, child?”
asked Mrs. Grant, in kind concern, as Mary came in.
“Not very well,” was answered.
“Oh! I’m sorry! Have you taken
cold?”
“I’m afraid that I have.”
“I said it was wrong in you
to go out this morning. Did you get very wet?”
“Yes.”
Mrs. Grant looked down at Mary’s feet.
“Are they damp?”
“A little.”
“Come right into the sitting-room.
I’ve had a fire made up on purpose for you.”
And the considerate Mrs. Grant hurried Mary into the
small back room, and taking off her cloak and bonnet,
placed her in a chair before the fire. Then,
as she drew off one of her shoes, and clasped the
foot in her hand, she exclaimed—
“Soaking wet, as I live!”
Then added, after removing, with kind officiousness,
the other shoe—“Hold both feet to
the fire, while I run up and get you a pair of dry
stockings. Don’t take off the wet ones
until I come back.”
In a few minutes Mrs. Grant returned
with the dry stockings and a towel. She bared
one of the damp feet, and dried and heated it thoroughly—then
warmed one of the stockings and drew it on.
“It feels so good,” said
Mary, faintly, yet with a tone of satisfaction.
Then the other foot was dried, warmed,
and covered. On completing this welcome service,
Mrs. Grant looked more steadily into Mary’s
face, and saw that her cheeks were flushed unnaturally,
and that her eyes shone with an unusual lustre.
She also noticed, that in breathing there was an effort.
“You got very wet this morning,” said
Mrs. Grant.
“Yes. The wind blew right
in my face all the way. An umbrella was hardly
of any use.”
“You dried yourself on getting to Mrs. Lowe’s?”
Mary shook her head.
“What?”
“There was no fire in the room.”
“Why, Mary!”
“I had no change of clothing,
and there was no fire in the room. What could
I do?”
“You could have gone down into
the kitchen, if nowhere else, and dried your feet.”
“It would have been better if
I had done so; but you know how hard it is for me
to intrude myself or give trouble.”
“Give trouble! How strangely
you do act, sometimes! Isn’t life worth
a little trouble to save? Mrs. Lowe should have
seen to this. Didn’t she notice your condition?”
“I think not.”
“Well, it’s hard to say
who deserves most censure, you or she. Such trifling
with health and life is a crime. What’s
the matter?” She observed Mary start as if from
sudden pain.
“I have suffered all day, with
an occasional sharp stitch in my side—it
caught me just then.”
Mrs. Grant observed her more closely;
while doing so, Mary coughed two or three times.
The cough was tight and had a wheezing sound.
“Have you coughed much?” she asked.
“Not a great deal. But
I’m very tight here,” laying her hand over
her breast. “I think,” she added,
a few moments afterwards, “that I’ll go
up to my room and get to bed. I feel tired and
sick.”
“Wait until I can get you some
tea,” replied Mrs. Grant. “I’ll
bring down a pillow, and you can lie here on the sofa.”
“Thank you, Mrs. Grant.
You are so kind and thoughtful.” Miss Carson’s
voice shook a little. The contrast between the
day’s selfish indifference of Mrs. Lowe, and
the evening’s motherly consideration of Mrs.
Grant, touched her. “I will lie down here
for a short time. Perhaps I shall feel better
after getting some warm tea. I’ve been
chilly all day.”
The pillow and a shawl were brought,
and Mrs. Grant covered Mary as she lay upon the sofa;
then she went to the kitchen to hurry up tea.
“Come, dear,” she said,
half an hour afterwards, laying her hand upon the
now sleeping girl. A drowsy feeling had come over
Mary, and she had fallen into a heavy slumber soon
after lying down. The easy touch of Mrs. Grant
did not awaken her. So she called louder, and
shook the sleeper more vigorously. At this, Mary
started up, and looked around in a half-conscious,
bewildered manner. Her cheeks were like scarlet.
“Come, dear—tea is ready,”
said Mrs. Grant.
“Oh! Yes.” And
Mary, not yet clearly awake, started to leave the
room instead of approaching the table.
“Where are you going, child?”
Mrs. Grant caught her arm.
Mary stood still, looking at Mrs.
Grant, in a confused way.
“Tea is ready.” Mrs.
Grant spoke slowly and with emphasis.
“Oh! Ah! Yes.
I was asleep.” Mary drew her hand across
her eyes two or three times, and then suffered Mrs.
Grant to lead her to the table, where she sat down,
leaning forward heavily upon one arm.
“Take some of the toast,”
said Mrs. Grant, after pouring a cup of tea.
Mary helped herself, in a dull way, to a slice of toast,
but did not attempt to eat. Mrs. Grant looked
at her narrowly from across the table, and noticed
that her eyes, which had appeared large and glittering
when she came home, were now lustreless, with the
lids drooping heavily.
“Can’t you eat anything?”
asked Mrs. Grant, in a voice that expressed concern.
Mary pushed her cup and plate away,
and leaning back, wearily, in her chair, answered—
“Not just now. I’m
completely worn out, and feel hot and oppressed.”
Mrs. Grant got up and came around
to where Miss Carson was sitting. As she laid
her hand upon her forehead, she said, a little anxiously,
“You have considerable fever, Mary.”
“I shouldn’t wonder.”
And a sudden cough seized her as she spoke. She
cried out as the rapid concussions jarred her, and
pressed one hand against her side.
“Oh dear! It seemed as
if a knife were cutting through me,” she said,
as the paroxysm subsided, and she leaned her head against
Mrs. Grant.
“Come, child,” and the
kind woman drew upon one of her arms. “In
bed is the place for you now.”
They went up stairs, and Mary was
soon undressed and in bed. As she touched the
cool sheets, she shivered for a moment, and then shrank
down under the clothes, shutting her eyes, and lying
very still.
“How do you feel now?”
asked Mrs. Grant, who stood bending over her.
Mary did not reply.
“Does the pain in your side continue?”
“Yes, ma’am.” Her voice was
dull.
“And the tightness over your breast?”
“Yes, ma’am.”
“What can I do for you?”
“Nothing. I want rest and sleep.”
Mrs. Grant stood for some time looking
down upon Mary’s red cheeks; red in clearly
defined spots, that made the pale forehead whiter by
contrast.
“Something more than sleep is
wanted, I fear,” she said to herself, as she
passed from the chamber and went down stairs.
In less than half an hour she returned. A moan
reached her ears as she approached the room where
the sick girl lay. On entering, she found her
sitting high up in bed; or, rather, reclining against
the pillows, which she had adjusted against the head-board.
Her face, which had lost much of its redness, was
pinched and had a distressed look. Her eyes turned
anxiously to Mrs. Grant.
“How are you now, Mary?”
“Oh, I’m sick! Very sick, Mrs. Grant.”
“Where? How, Mary?”
“Oh, dear!’ I’m
so distressed here!” laying her hand on her breast.
“And every time I draw a breath, such a sharp
pain runs through my side into my shoulder. Oh,
dear! I feel very sick, Mrs. Grant.”
“Shall I send for a doctor?”
“I don’t know, ma’am.”
And Miss Carson threw her head from side to side,
uneasily—almost impatiently; then cried
out with pain, as she took a deeper inspiration than
usual.
Mrs. Grant left the room, and going
down stairs, despatched her servant for a physician,
who lived not far distant.
“It is pleurisy,” said
the doctor, on examining the case.—“And
a very severe attack,” he added, aside, to Mrs.
Grant.
Of the particulars of his treatment,
we will not speak. He was of the exhaustive school,
and took blood freely; striking at the inflammation
through a reduction of the vital system. When
he left his patient that night, she was free from
pain, breathing feebly, and without constriction of
the chest. In the morning, he found her with
considerable fever, and suffering from a return of
the pleuritic pain. Her pulse was low and quick,
and had a wiry thrill under the fingers. The
doctor had taken blood very freely on the night before,
and hesitated a little on the question of opening
another vein, or having recourse to cups. As the
lancet was at hand, and most easy of use, the vein
was opened, and permitted to flow until there was
a marked reduction of pain. After this, an anodyne
diaphoretic was prescribed, and the doctor retired
from the chamber with Mrs. Grant. He was much
more particular, now, in his inquiries about his patient
and the immediate cause of her illness. On learning
that she had been permitted to remain all day in a
cold room, with wet feet and damp clothing, he shook
his head soberly, and remarked, partly speaking to
himself, that doctors were not of much use in suicide
or murder cases. Then he asked, abruptly, and
with considerable excitement of manner—
“In heaven’s name! who
permitted this think to be done? In what family
did it occur?”
“The lady for whom she worked
yesterday is named Mrs. Lowe.”
“Mrs. Lowe!”
“Yes, sir.”
“And she permitted that delicate
girl to sit in wet clothing, in a room without fire,
on a day like yesterday?”
“It is so, doctor.”
“Then I call Mrs. Lowe a murderer!”
The doctor spoke with excess of feeling.
“Do you think Mary so very ill, doctor?”
asked Mrs. Grant.
“I do, ma’am.”
“She is free from pain now.”
“So she was when I left her
last night; and I expected to find her showing marked
improvement this morning. But, to my concern,
I find her really worse instead of better.”
“Worse, doctor? Not worse!”
“I say worse to you, Mrs. Grant,
in order that you may know how much depends on careful
attendance. Send for the medicine I have prescribed
at once, and give it immediately. It will quiet
her system and produce sleep. If perspiration
follows, we shall be on the right side. I will
call in again through the day. If the pain in
her side returns, send for me.”
The pain did return, and the doctor
was summoned. He feared to strike his lancet
again; but cupped freely over the right side, thus
gaining for the suffering girl a measure of relief.
She lay, after this, in a kind of stupor for some
hours. On coming out of this, she no longer had
the lancinating pain in her side with every expansion
of the lungs; but, instead, a dull pain, attended by
a cough and tightness of the chest. The cough
was, at first, dry, unsatisfactory, and attended with
anxiety. Then came a tough mucus, a little streaked
with blood. The expectoration soon became freer,
and assumed a brownish hue. A low fever accompanied
these bad symptoms.
The case had become complicated with
pneumonia, and assumed a very dangerous type.
On the third day a consulting physician was called
in. He noted all the symptoms carefully, and with
a seriousness of manner that did not escape the watchful
eyes of Mrs. Grant. He passed but few words with
the attendant physician, and their exact meaning was
veiled by medical terms; but Mrs. Grant understood
enough to satisfy her that little hope of a favorable
issue was entertained.
About the time this consultation over
the case of Mary Carson was in progress, it happened
that Mrs. Wykoff received another visit from Mrs.
Lowe.
“I’ve called,” said
the latter, speaking in the tone of one who felt annoyed,
“to ask where that sewing girl you recommended
to me lives?”
“Miss Carson.”
“Yes, I believe that is her name.”
“Didn’t she come on Monday, according
to appointment?”
“Oh, yes, she came. But I’ve seen
nothing of her since.”
“Ah! Is that so? She
may be sick.” The voice of Mrs. Wykoff dropped
to a shade of seriousness. “Let me see—Monday—didn’t
it rain?—Yes, now I remember; it was a
dreadful day. Perhaps she took cold. She’s
very delicate. Did she get wet in coming to your
house?”
“I’m sure I don’t
know.” There was a slight indication of
annoyance on the part of Mrs. Lowe.
“It was impossible, raining
and blowing as it did, for her to escape wet feet,
if not drenched clothing. Was there fire in the
room where she worked?”
“Fire! No. We don’t
have grates or stoves in any of our rooms.”
“Oh; then there was a fire in the heater?”
“We never make fire in the heater
before November,” answered Mrs. Lowe, with the
manner of one who felt annoyed.
Mrs. Wykoff mused for some moments.
“Excuse me,” she said,
“for asking such minute questions; but I know
Miss Carson’s extreme delicacy, and I am fearful
that she is sick, as the result of a cold. Did
you notice her when she came in on Monday morning?”
“Yes. I was standing in
the hall when the servant admitted her. She came
rather late.”
“Did she go immediately to the
room where she was to work?”
“Yes.”
“You are sure she didn’t go into the kitchen
and dry her feet?”
“She went up stairs as soon as she came in.”
“Did you go up with her?”
“Yes.”
“Excuse me, Mrs. Lowe,”
said Mrs. Wykoff, who saw that these questions were
chafing her visitor, “for pressing my inquiries
so closely. I am much concerned at the fact of
her absence from your house since Monday. Did
she change any of her clothing,—take off
her stockings, for stance, and put on dry ones?”
“Nothing of the kind.”
“But sat in her wet shoes and stockings all
day!”
“I don’t know that they
were wet, Mrs. Wykoff,” said the lady, with
contracting brows.
“Could you have walked six or
seven squares in the face of Monday’s driving
storm, Mrs. Lowe, and escaped wet feet? Of course
not. Your stockings would have been wet half
way to the knees, and your skirts also.”
There was a growing excitement about
Mrs. Wykoff, united with an air of so much seriousness,
that Mrs. Lowe began to feel a pressure of alarm.
Selfish, cold-hearted and indifferent to all in a social
grade beneath her, this lady was not quite ready to
stand up in the world’s face as one without
common humanity. The way in which Mrs. Wykoff
was presenting the case of Miss Carson on that stormy
morning, did not reflect very creditably upon her;
and the thought—“How would this sound,
if told of me?”—did not leave her
in the most comfortable frame of mind.
“I hope she’s not sick.
I’m sure the thought of her being wet never
crossed my mind. Why didn’t she speak of
it herself? She knew her own condition, and that
there was fire in the kitchen. I declare! some
people act in a manner perfectly incomprehensible.”
Mrs. Lowe spoke now in a disturbed manner.
“Miss Carson should have looked
to this herself, and she was wrong in not doing so—very
wrong,” said Mrs. Wykoff. “But she
is shrinking and sensitive to a fault—afraid
of giving trouble or intruding herself. It is our
place, I think, when strangers come into our houses,
no matter under what circumstances, to assume that
they have a natural delicacy about asking for needed
consideration, and to see that all things due to them
are tendered. I cannot see that any exceptions
to this rule are admissible. To my thinking, it
applies to a servant, a seamstress, or a guest, each
in a just degree, with equal force. Not that
I am blameless in this thing. Far from it.
But I acknowledge my fault whenever it is seen, and
repenting, resolve to act more humanely in the future.”
“Where does Miss Carson live?”
asked Mrs. Lowe. “I came to make the inquiry.”
“As I feel rather troubled about
her,” answered Mrs. Wykoff, “I will go
to see her this afternoon.”
“I wish you would. What
you have said makes me feel a little uncomfortable.
I hope there is nothing wrong; or, at least, that she
is only slightly indisposed. It was thoughtless
in me. But I was so much interested in the work
she was doing that I never once thought of her personally.”
“Did she come before breakfast?”
“Oh, yes.”
“Excuse me; but at what time did she get her
breakfast?”
There was just a little shrinking
in the manner of Mrs. Wykoff; as she answered—
“Towards nine o’clock.”
“Did she eat anything?”
“Well, no, not much in particular. I thought
her a little dainty.
She took coffee; but it didn’t just appear to
suit her appetite.
Then I offered her tea, and she drank a cup.”
“But didn’t take any solid food?”
“Very little. She struck me as a dainty
Miss.”
“She is weak and delicate, Mrs.
Lowe, as any one who looks into her face may see.
Did you give her a lunch towards noon?”
“A lunch! Why no!” Mrs. Lowe elevated
her brows.
“How late was it when she took dinner?”
“Three o’clock.”
“Did she eat heartily?”
“I didn’t notice her particularly.
She was at the table for only a few minutes.”
“I fear for the worst,”
said Mrs. Wykoff. “If Mary Carson sat all
day on Monday in damp clothes, wet feet, and without
taking a sufficient quantity of nourishing food, I
wouldn’t give much for her life.”
Mrs. Lowe gathered her shawl around
her, and arose to depart. There was a cloud on
her face.
“You will see Miss Carson to-day?” she
said.
“Oh, yes.”
“At what time do you think of going?”
“I shall not be able to leave home before late
in the afternoon.”
“Say four o’clock.”
“Not earlier than half past four.”
Mrs. Lowe stood for some moments with
the air of one who hesitated about doing something.
“Will you call for me?” Her voice was
slightly depressed.
“Certainly.”
“What you have said troubles
me. I’m sure I didn’t mean to be
unkind. It was thoughtlessness altogether.
I hope she’s not ill.”
“I’ll leave home at half
past four,” said Mrs. Wykoff. “It
isn’t over ten minutes’ walk to your house.”
“You’ll find me all ready.
Oh, dear!” and Mrs. Lowe drew a long, sighing
breath. “I hope she didn’t take cold
at my house. I hope nothing serious will grow
out of it. I wouldn’t have anything of
this kind happen for the world. People are so
uncharitable. If it should get out, I would be
talked about dreadfully; and I’m sure the girl
is a great deal more to blame than I am. Why didn’t
she see to it that her feet and clothes were dried
before she sat down to her work?”
Mrs. Wykoff did not answer. Mrs.
Lowe stood for a few moments, waiting for some exculpatory
suggestion; but Mrs. Wykoff had none to offer.
“Good morning. You’ll
find me all ready when you call.”
“Good morning.”
And the ladies parted.
“Ah, Mrs. Lowe! How are you this morning?”
A street meeting, ten minutes later.
“Right well. How are you?”
“Well as usual. I just called at your house.”
“Ah, indeed! Come, go back again.”
“No, thank you; I’ve several
calls to make this morning. But, d’ you
know, there’s a strange story afloat about a
certain lady of your acquaintance?”
“Of my acquaintance?”
“Yes; a lady with whom you are very, very intimate.”
“What is it?” There was
a little anxiety mixed with the curious air of Mrs.
Lowe.
“Something about murdering a sewing-girl.”
“What?” Mrs. Lowe started
as if she had received a blow; a frightened look came
into her face.
“But there isn’t anything
in it, of course,” said the friend, in considerable
astonishment at the effect produced on Mrs. Lowe.
“Tell me just what you have
heard,” said the latter. “You mean
me by the lady of your intimate acquaintance.”
“Yes; the talk is about you.
It came from doctor somebody; I don’t know whom.
He’s attending the girl.”
“What is said? I wish to
know. Don’t keep back anything on account
of my feelings. I shall know as to its truth or
falsehood; and, true or false, it is better that I
should stand fully advised. A seamstress came
to work for me on Monday—it was a stormy
day, you know—took cold from wet feet,
and is now very ill. That much I know. It
might have happened at your house, or your neighbors,
without legitimate blame lying against either of you.
Now, out of this simple fact, what dreadful report
is circulated to my injury? As I have just said,
don’t keep anything back.”
“The story,” replied the
friend, “is that she walked for half a mile
before breakfast, in the face of that terrible north-east
storm, and came to you with feet soaking and skirts
wet to the knees, and that you put her to work, in
this condition, in a cold room, and suffered her to
sit in her wet garments all day. That, in consequence,
she went home sick, was attacked with pleurisy in
the evening, which soon ran into acute pneumonia,
and that she is now dying. The doctor, who told
my friend, called it murder, and said, without hesitation,
that you were a murderer.”
“Dying! Did he say that she was dying?”
“Yes, ma’am. The
doctor said that you might as well have put a pistol
ball through her head.”
“Me!”
“Yes, you. Those were his words, as repeated
by my friend.”
“Who is the friend to whom you refer?”
“Mrs. T——.”
“And, without a word of inquiry
as to the degree of blame referable to me, she repeats
this wholesale charge, to my injury? Verily, that
is Christian charity!”
“I suggested caution on her
part, and started to see you at once. Then she
did sit in her wet clothing all day at your house?”
“I don’t know whether
she did or not,” replied Mrs. Lowe, fretfully.
“She was of woman’s age, and competent
to take care of herself. If she came in wet,
she knew it; and there was fire in the house, at which
she could have dried herself. Even a half-witted
person, starting from home on a morning like that,
and expecting to be absent all day, would have provided
herself with dry stockings and slippers for a change.
If the girl dies from cold taken on that occasion,
it must be set down to suicide, not murder. I
may have been thoughtless, but I am not responsible.
I’m sorry for her; but I cannot take blame to
myself. The same thing might have happened in
your house.”
“It might have happened in other
houses than yours, Mrs. Lowe, I will admit,”
was replied. “But I do not think it would
have happened in mine. I was once a seamstress
myself and for nearly two years went out to work in
families. What I experienced during those two
years has made me considerate towards all who come
into my house in that capacity. Many who are
compelled to earn a living with the needle, were once
in better condition than now, and the change touches
some of them rather sharply. In some families
they are treated with a thoughtful kindness, in strong
contrast with what they receive in other families.
If sensitive and retiring, they learn to be very chary
about asking for anything beyond what is conceded,
and bear, rather than suggest or complain.”
“I’ve no patience with
that kind of sensitiveness,” replied Mrs. Lowe;
“it’s simply ridiculous; and not only ridiculous,
but wrong. Is every sewing-girl who comes into
your house to be treated like an honored guest?”
“We are in no danger of erring,
Mrs. Lowe,” was answered, “on the side
of considerate kindness, even to sewing-women.
They are human, and have wants, and weaknesses, and
bodily conditions that as imperatively demand a timely
and just regard as those of the most honored guest
who may sojourn with us. And what is more, as
I hold, we cannot omit our duty either to the one
or to the other, and be blameless. But I must
hurry on. Good morning, Mrs. Lowe.”
“Good morning,” was coldly
responded. And the two ladies parted.
We advance the time a few hours.
It is nearly sundown, and the slant beams are coming
in through the partly-raised blinds, and falling on
the bed, where, white, and panting for the shortcoming
breath, lies Mary Carson, a little raised by pillows
against which her head rests motionless. Her
eyes are shut, the brown lashes lying in two deep
fringes on her cheeks. Away from her temples and
forehead the hair has been smoothly brushed by loving
hands, and there is a spiritual beauty in her face
that is suggestive of heaven. Mrs. Grant is on
one side of the bed, and the physician on the other.
Both are gazing intently on the sick girl’s
face. The door opens, and two ladies come in,
noiselessly—Mrs. Lowe and Mrs. Wykoff.
They are strangers there to all but Mary Carson, and
she has passed too far on the journey homeward for
mortal recognitions. Mrs. Grant moves a little
back from the bed, and the two ladies stand in her
place, leaning forward, with half-suspended breathing.
The almost classic beauty of Miss Carson’s face;
the exquisite cutting of every feature; the purity
of its tone—are all at once so apparent
to Mrs. Lowe that she gazes down, wonder and admiration
mingling with awe and self-accusation.
There is a slight convulsive cough,
with a fleeting spasm. The white lips are stained.
Mrs. Lowe shudders. The stain is wiped off, and
all is still as before. Now the slanting sun rays
touch the pillows, close beside the white face, lighting
it with a glory that seems not of the earth.
They fade, and life fades with them, going out as they
recede. With the last pencil of sunbeams passes
the soul of Mary Carson.
“It is over!” The physician
breathes deeply, and moves backwards from the bed.
“Over with her,” he adds,
like one impelled by crowding thoughts to untimely
utterance. “The bills of mortality will
say pneumonia—it were better written
murder.”
Call it murder, or suicide, as you
will; only, fair reader, see to it that responsibility
in such a case lies never at your door.