FREEDOM
Towards the Eagles, rolling up like
wind-blown smoke, Alcatraz fled, cleared one by one
the fences about the small fields near Glosterville,
and so came at last to the broader domains under the
foothills. Here, on a rise of ground, he halted
for the first time and looked back.
The heat waves, glimmering up endlessly,
obscured Glosterville, but the wind, from some hidden
house among the hills, bore to him wood-smoke scents
with a mingling of the abhorrent odors of man.
It made many an old scar of spur-gore and biting whiplash
tingle; it was a background of pain which was like
seasoning for the new delight of freedom.
As though there was a poundage of
joy and additional muscle in self-mastery, the frame
of the chestnut filled, his neck arched, and there
came into his eyes that gleam which no man can describe
and which for lack of words he calls the light of
the wild.
Fear, to be sure, was still with him;
would ever be with him, for the thought of man followed
like galloping horses surrounding him, but what a
small shadow was that in the sunshine of this new existence!
His life had been the bitterness of captivity since
Cordova took in part payment of a drunken gambling
debt a sickly foal out of an old thoroughbred mare.
The sire was unknown, and Cordova, disgusted at having
to accept this wretched horseflesh in place of money,
had beaten the six months’ old colt soundly
and turned it loose in the pasture. There followed
a brief season of happiness in the open pasture but
when the new grass came, short and thick and sweet
and crisp under tooth, Cordova came by the pasture
and saw his yearling flirting away from the fastest
of the older horses with a stretch gallop that amazed
the Mexican. He leaned a moment on the fence
watching with glittering eyes and then he passed into
a dream. At the end of the dream he took Alcatraz
out of the pasture and into the stable. That
had been to Alcatraz, like the first calamity falling
on Job, the beginning of sorrow and for three years
and more he had endured not in patience but with an
abiding hatred. For a great hatred is a great
strength, and the hatred for Cordova made the chestnut
big of heart to wait. He had learned to season
his days with the patience of the lynx waiting for
the porcupine to uncurl or the patience of the cat
amazingly still for hours by the rat-hole. In
such a manner Alcatraz endured. Once a month,
or once a year, he found an opening to let drive at
the master with his heels, or to rear and strike,
or to snap with his teeth wolfishly. If he missed
it meant a beating; if he landed it meant a beating
postponed; and so the dream had grown to have the
man one day beneath his feet. Now, on the hilltop,
every nerve in his forelegs quivered in memory of the
feel of live flesh beneath his stamping hoofs.
It is said that sometimes one victory
in the driving finish of a close race will give a
horse a great heart for running and one defeat, similarly,
may break him. But Alcatraz, who had endured so
many defeats, was at last victorious and the triumph
was doubly sweet. It was not the work of chance.
More than once he had tested the strength of that old
halter rope, covertly, with none to watch, and had
felt it stretch and give a little under the strain
of his weight; but he had long since learned the futility
of breaking ropes so long as there were stable walls
or lofty corral fences to contain him. A moment
of local freedom meant nothing, and he had waited
until he should find open sky and clear country; this
was his reward of patience.
The short, frayed end of the rope
dangled beneath his chin; his neck stung where the
rope had galled him; but these were minor ills and
freedom was a panacea. Later he would work off
the halter as he alone knew how. The wind, swinging
sharply to the north and the west, brought the fragrance
of the forests on the slopes of the Eagles, and Alcatraz
started on towards them. He would gladly have
waited and rested where he was but he knew that men
do not give up easily. What one fails to do a
herd comes to perform. Moreover, men struck by
surprise, men stalked with infinite cunning; the moment
when he felt most secure in his stall and ate with
his head down, blinded by the manger, was the very
moment which the Mexican had often chosen to play
some cruel prank. The lip of Alcatraz twitched
back from his teeth as he remembered. This lesson
was written into his mind with the letters of pain:
in the moment of greatest peace, beware of man!
That day he journeyed towards the
mountains; that night he chose the tallest hill he
could find and rested there, trusting to the wide
prospect to give him warning; and no matter how soundly
he slept the horrid odor of man approaching would
bring him to his feet. No man came near but there
were other smells in the night. Once the air near
the ground was rank with fox. He knew that smell,
but he did not know the fainter scent of wildcat.
Neither could he tell that the dainty-footed killer
had slipped up within half a dozen yards of his back
and crouched a long moment yearning towards the mountain
of warm meat but knowing that it was beyond its powers
to make the kill.
A thousand futile alarms disturbed
Alcatraz, for freedom gave the nights new meanings
for him. Sometimes he wakened with a start and
felt that the stars were the lighted lanterns of a
million men searching for him; and sometimes he lay
with his head strained high listening to the strange
silence of the mountains and the night which has a
pulse in it and something whispering, whispering forever
in the distance. Hunted men have heard it and
to Alcatraz it was equally filled with charm and terror.
What made it he could not tell. Neither can men
understand. Perhaps it is the calling of the
wild animals just beyond ear shot. That overtone
of the mountains troubled and frightened Alcatraz on
his first night; eventually he was to come to love
it.
He was up in the first grey of the
dawn hunting for food and he found it in the form
of bunchgrass. He had been so entirely a stable-raised
horse that this fodder was new to him. His nose
assured him over and over again that this was nourishment,
but his eyes scorned the dusty patches eight or ten
inches across and half of that in height, with a few
taller spears headed out for seed. When he tried
it he found it delicious, and as a matter of fact
it is probably the finest grass in the world.
He ate slowly, for he punctuated his
cropping of the grass with glances towards the mountains.
The Eagles were growing out of the night, turning
from purple-grey to purple-blue, to daintiest lavender
mist in the hollows and rosy light on the peaks, and
last the full morning came over the sky at a step
and the day wind rose and fluffed his mane.
He regarded these changes with a kindly
eye, much as one who has never seen a sunrise before;
and just as he had always made the corral into which
he was put his private possession, and dangerous ground
for any other creature, so now he took in the down-sweep
of the upper range and the big knees of the mountains
pushing out above the foothills and the hills themselves
modelled softly down towards the plain, and it seemed
to Alcatraz that this was one great corral, his private
property. The horizon was his fence, advancing
and receding to attend him; all between was his proper
range. He took his station on a taller hilltop
and gave voice to his lordliness in a neigh that rang
and re-rang down a hollow. Then he canted his
head and listened. A bull bellowed an answer fainter
than the whistle of a bird from the distance, and just
on the verge of earshot trembled another sound.
Alcatraz did not know it, but it made him shudder;
before long he was to recognize the call of the lofer
wolf, that grey ghost which runs murdering through
the mountains.
Small though the sounds were, they
convinced Alcatraz that his claim to dominion would
be mightily disputed. But what is worth having
at all if it is not worth fighting for? He journeyed
down the hillside stepping from grass knot to grass
knot. All the time he kept his sensitive nostrils
alert for the ground-smell of water and raised his
head from moment to moment to catch the upper-air
scents in case there might be danger. At length,
before prime, he came down-wind from a water-hole and
galloped gladly to it. It was a muddy place with
a slope of greenish sun-baked earth on all sides.
Alcatraz stood on the verge, snuffed the stale odor
in disgust and then flirted the surface water with
his upper lip before he could make himself drink.
Yet the taste was far from evil, and there was nothing
of man about it. Yonder a deer had stepped, his
tiny footprint sun-burned into the mud, and there was
the sprawling, sliding track of a steer.
Alcatraz stepped further in.
The feel of the cool slush was pleasant, working above
his hoofs and over the sensitive skin of the fetlock
joint. He drank again, bravely and deep, burying
his nose as a good horse should and gulping the water.
And when he came out and stamped the mud from his
feet he was transformed. He had slept and eaten
and drunk in his own home.
After that, he idled through the hills
eating much, drinking often, and making up as busily
as he could in a few weeks for the long years of semi-starvation
under the regime of the Mexican. His body responded
amazingly. His coat grew sleek, his barrel rounded,
his neck arched with new muscles and the very quality
of mane and tail changed; he became the horse of which
he had previously been the caricature. It was
a lonely life in many ways but the very loneliness
was sweet to the stallion. Moreover, there was
much to learn, and his brain, man-trained by his long
battle against a man, drank in the lessons of the wild
country with astonishing rapidity. Had it not
been for intervention from the Great Enemy, he might
have continued for an indefinite period in the pleasant
foothills.
But Man found him. It was after
some weeks, while he was intently watching a chipmunk
colony one day. Each little animal chattered at
the door of his home and so intent was Alcatraz’s
attention that he had no warning of the approach of
a rider up the wind until the gravel close behind
spurted under the rushing hoofs of another horse and
the deadly shadow of the rope swept over him.
Terror froze him for what seemed a long moment under
the swing of the rope, in reality his side-leap was
swift as the bound of the wild cat and the curse of
the unlucky cowpuncher roared in his ear.
Alcatraz shot away like a thrown stone.
The pursuit lasted only five minutes, but to the stallion
it seemed five ages, with the shouting of the man
behind him, for while he fled every scar pricked him
and once again his bones ached from every blow which
the Mexican had struck. At the end of the five
minutes Alcatraz was hopelessly beyond reach and the
cowpuncher merely galloped to the highest hilltop to
watch the runner. As far as he could follow the
course, that blinding speed was not abated, and the
cowpuncher watched with a lump growing in his throat.
He had fallen into a dream of being mounted on a stallion
which no horse in the mountains could overtake and
which no horse in the mountains could escape.
To be safe in flight, to be inescapable in pursuit—that
was, in a small way, to be like a god.
But when Alcatraz disappeared in the
horizon haze, the cowpuncher lowered his head with
a sigh. He realized that such a creature was not
for him, and he turned his horse’s head and plodded
back towards the ranchhouse. When he arrived,
he told the first story of the wild red-chestnut,
beautiful, swift as an eagle. He talked with the
hunger and the fire which comes on the faces of those
who love horses. It was not his voice but his
manner which convinced his hearers, and before he
ended every eye in the bunkhouse was lighted.
That moment was the beginning of the
end for Alcatraz. From the moment men saw him
and desired him the days of his freedom were limited;
but great should be the battle before he was subdued!