Dusk
The wretched wife of the innocent
man thus doomed to die, fell under the sentence, as
if she had been mortally stricken. But, she uttered
no sound; and so strong was the voice within her, representing
that it was she of all the world who must uphold him
in his misery and not augment it, that it quickly
raised her, even from that shock.
The Judges having to take part in
a public demonstration out of doors, the Tribunal
adjourned. The quick noise and movement of the
court’s emptying itself by many passages had
not ceased, when Lucie stood stretching out her arms
towards her husband, with nothing in her face but
love and consolation.
“If I might touch him!
If I might embrace him once! O, good citizens,
if you would have so much compassion for us!”
There was but a gaoler left, along
with two of the four men who had taken him last night,
and Barsad. The people had all poured out to
the show in the streets. Barsad proposed to the
rest, “Let her embrace him then; it is but a
moment.” It was silently acquiesced in,
and they passed her over the seats in the hall to a
raised place, where he, by leaning over the dock,
could fold her in his arms.
“Farewell, dear darling of my
soul. My parting blessing on my love. We
shall meet again, where the weary are at rest!”
They were her husband’s words,
as he held her to his bosom.
“I can bear it, dear Charles.
I am supported from above: don’t suffer
for me. A parting blessing for our child.”
“I send it to her by you.
I kiss her by you. I say farewell to her by
you.”
“My husband. No!
A moment!” He was tearing himself apart from
her. “We shall not be separated long.
I feel that this will break my heart by-and-bye;
but I will do my duty while I can, and when I leave
her, God will raise up friends for her, as He did
for me.”
Her father had followed her, and would
have fallen on his knees to both of them, but that
Darnay put out a hand and seized him, crying:
“No, no! What have you
done, what have you done, that you should kneel to
us! We know now, what a struggle you made of
old. We know, now what you underwent when you
suspected my descent, and when you knew it.
We know now, the natural antipathy you strove against,
and conquered, for her dear sake. We thank you
with all our hearts, and all our love and duty.
Heaven be with you!”
Her father’s only answer was
to draw his hands through his white hair, and wring
them with a shriek of anguish.
“It could not be otherwise,”
said the prisoner. “All things have worked
together as they have fallen out. It was the
always-vain endeavour to discharge my poor mother’s
trust that first brought my fatal presence near you.
Good could never come of such evil, a happier end
was not in nature to so unhappy a beginning.
Be comforted, and forgive me. Heaven bless you!”
As he was drawn away, his wife released
him, and stood looking after him with her hands touching
one another in the attitude of prayer, and with a
radiant look upon her face, in which there was even
a comforting smile. As he went out at the prisoners’
door, she turned, laid her head lovingly on her father’s
breast, tried to speak to him, and fell at his feet.
Then, issuing from the obscure corner
from which he had never moved, Sydney Carton came
and took her up. Only her father and Mr. Lorry
were with her. His arm trembled as it raised
her, and supported her head. Yet, there was an
air about him that was not all of pity—that
had a flush of pride in it.
“Shall I take her to a coach?
I shall never feel her weight.”
He carried her lightly to the door,
and laid her tenderly down in a coach. Her father
and their old friend got into it, and he took his
seat beside the driver.
When they arrived at the gateway where
he had paused in the dark not many hours before, to
picture to himself on which of the rough stones of
the street her feet had trodden, he lifted her again,
and carried her up the staircase to their rooms.
There, he laid her down on a couch, where her child
and Miss Pross wept over her.
“Don’t recall her to herself,”
he said, softly, to the latter, “she is better
so. Don’t revive her to consciousness,
while she only faints.”
“Oh, Carton, Carton, dear Carton!”
cried little Lucie, springing up and throwing her
arms passionately round him, in a burst of grief.
“Now that you have come, I think you will do
something to help mamma, something to save papa!
O, look at her, dear Carton! Can you, of all
the people who love her, bear to see her so?”
He bent over the child, and laid her
blooming cheek against his face. He put her gently
from him, and looked at her unconscious mother.
“Before I go,” he said, and paused—“I
may kiss her?”
It was remembered afterwards that
when he bent down and touched her face with his lips,
he murmured some words. The child, who was nearest
to him, told them afterwards, and told her grandchildren
when she was a handsome old lady, that she heard him
say, “A life you love.”
When he had gone out into the next
room, he turned suddenly on Mr. Lorry and her father,
who were following, and said to the latter:
“You had great influence but
yesterday, Doctor Manette; let it at least be tried.
These judges, and all the men in power, are very
friendly to you, and very recognisant of your services;
are they not?”
“Nothing connected with Charles
was concealed from me. I had the strongest assurances
that I should save him; and I did.” He
returned the answer in great trouble, and very slowly.
“Try them again. The hours
between this and to-morrow afternoon are few and short,
but try.”
“I intend to try. I will not rest a moment.”
“That’s well. I
have known such energy as yours do great things before
now—though never,” he added, with
a smile and a sigh together, “such great things
as this. But try! Of little worth as life
is when we misuse it, it is worth that effort.
It would cost nothing to lay down if it were not.”
“I will go,” said Doctor
Manette, “to the Prosecutor and the President
straight, and I will go to others whom it is better
not to name. I will write too, and—But
stay! There is a Celebration in the streets,
and no one will be accessible until dark.”
“That’s true. Well!
It is a forlorn hope at the best, and not much the
forlorner for being delayed till dark. I should
like to know how you speed; though, mind! I
expect nothing! When are you likely to have
seen these dread powers, Doctor Manette?”
“Immediately after dark, I should
hope. Within an hour or two from this.”
“It will be dark soon after
four. Let us stretch the hour or two. If
I go to Mr. Lorry’s at nine, shall I hear what
you have done, either from our friend or from yourself?”
“Yes.”
“May you prosper!”
Mr. Lorry followed Sydney to the outer
door, and, touching him on the shoulder as he was
going away, caused him to turn.
“I have no hope,” said Mr. Lorry, in a
low and sorrowful whisper.
“Nor have I.”
“If any one of these men, or
all of these men, were disposed to spare him—which
is a large supposition; for what is his life, or any
man’s to them!—I doubt if they durst
spare him after the demonstration in the court.”
“And so do I. I heard the fall of the axe in
that sound.”
Mr. Lorry leaned his arm upon the door-post, and bowed
his face upon it.
“Don’t despond,”
said Carton, very gently; “don’t grieve.
I encouraged Doctor Manette in this idea, because I
felt that it might one day be consolatory to her.
Otherwise, she might think `his life was want only
thrown away or wasted,’ and that might trouble
her.”
“Yes, yes, yes,” returned
Mr. Lorry, drying his eyes, “you are right.
But he will perish; there is no real hope.”
“Yes. He will perish:
there is no real hope,” echoed Carton.
And walked with a settled step, down-stairs.