The Shadow
One of the first considerations which
arose in the business mind of Mr. Lorry when business
hours came round, was this:—that he had
no right to imperil Tellson’s by sheltering
the wife of an emigrant prisoner under the Bank roof.
His own possessions, safety, life, he would have
hazarded for Lucie and her child, without a moment’s
demur; but the great trust he held was not his own,
and as to that business charge he was a strict man
of business.
At first, his mind reverted to Defarge,
and he thought of finding out the wine-shop again
and taking counsel with its master in reference to
the safest dwelling-place in the distracted state of
the city. But, the same consideration that suggested
him, repudiated him; he lived in the most violent
Quarter, and doubtless was influential there, and
deep in its dangerous workings.
Noon coming, and the Doctor not returning,
and every minute’s delay tending to compromise
Tellson’s, Mr. Lorry advised with Lucie.
She said that her father had spoken of hiring a lodging
for a short term, in that Quarter, near the Banking-house.
As there was no business objection to this, and as
he foresaw that even if it were all well with Charles,
and he were to be released, he could not hope to leave
the city, Mr. Lorry went out in quest of such a lodging,
and found a suitable one, high up in a removed by-street
where the closed blinds in all the other windows of
a high melancholy square of buildings marked deserted
homes.
To this lodging he at once removed
Lucie and her child, and Miss Pross: giving
them what comfort he could, and much more than he had
himself. He left Jerry with them, as a figure
to fill a doorway that would bear considerable knocking
on the head, and retained to his own occupations.
A disturbed and doleful mind he brought to bear upon
them, and slowly and heavily the day lagged on with
him.
It wore itself out, and wore him out
with it, until the Bank closed. He was again
alone in his room of the previous night, considering
what to do next, when he heard a foot upon the stair.
In a few moments, a man stood in his presence, who,
with a keenly observant look at him, addressed him
by his name.
“Your servant,” said Mr. Lorry.
“Do you know me?”
He was a strongly made man with dark
curling hair, from forty-five to fifty years of age.
For answer he repeated, without any change of emphasis,
the words:
“Do you know me?”
“I have seen you somewhere.”
“Perhaps at my wine-shop?”
Much interested and agitated, Mr.
Lorry said: “You come from Doctor Manette?”
“Yes. I come from Doctor Manette.”
“And what says he? What does he send me?”
Defarge gave into his anxious hand,
an open scrap of paper. It bore the words in
the Doctor’s writing:
“Charles is safe, but
I cannot safely leave this place yet.
I have obtained the
favour that the bearer has a short note
from Charles to his
wife. Let the bearer see his wife.”
It was dated from La Force, within an hour.
“Will you accompany me,”
said Mr. Lorry, joyfully relieved after reading this
note aloud, “to where his wife resides?”
“Yes,” returned Defarge.
Scarcely noticing as yet, in what
a curiously reserved and mechanical way Defarge spoke,
Mr. Lorry put on his hat and they went down into the
courtyard. There, they found two women; one,
knitting.
“Madame Defarge, surely!”
said Mr. Lorry, who had left her in exactly the same
attitude some seventeen years ago.
“It is she,” observed her husband.
“Does Madame go with us?”
inquired Mr. Lorry, seeing that she moved as they
moved.
“Yes. That she may be
able to recognise the faces and know the persons.
It is for their safety.”
Beginning to be struck by Defarge’s
manner, Mr. Lorry looked dubiously at him, and led
the way. Both the women followed; the second
woman being The Vengeance.
They passed through the intervening
streets as quickly as they might, ascended the staircase
of the new domicile, were admitted by Jerry, and found
Lucie weeping, alone. She was thrown into a transport
by the tidings Mr. Lorry gave her of her husband,
and clasped the hand that delivered his note—little
thinking what it had been doing near him in the night,
and might, but for a chance, have done to him.
“DEAREST,—Take
courage. I am well, and your father has
influence around
me. You cannot answer this.
Kiss our child
for me.”
That was all the writing. It
was so much, however, to her who received it, that
she turned from Defarge to his wife, and kissed one
of the hands that knitted. It was a passionate,
loving, thankful, womanly action, but the hand made
no response—dropped cold and heavy, and
took to its knitting again.
There was something in its touch that
gave Lucie a check. She stopped in the act of
putting the note in her bosom, and, with her hands
yet at her neck, looked terrified at Madame Defarge.
Madame Defarge met the lifted eyebrows and forehead
with a cold, impassive stare.
“My dear,” said Mr. Lorry,
striking in to explain; “there are frequent
risings in the streets; and, although it is not likely
they will ever trouble you, Madame Defarge wishes
to see those whom she has the power to protect at
such times, to the end that she may know them—that
she may identify them. I believe,” said
Mr. Lorry, rather halting in his reassuring words,
as the stony manner of all the three impressed itself
upon him more and more, “I state the case, Citizen
Defarge?”
Defarge looked gloomily at his wife,
and gave no other answer than a gruff sound of acquiescence.
“You had better, Lucie,”
said Mr. Lorry, doing all he could to propitiate,
by tone and manner, “have the dear child here,
and our good Pross. Our good Pross, Defarge,
is an English lady, and knows no French.”
The lady in question, whose rooted
conviction that she was more than a match for any
foreigner, was not to be shaken by distress and, danger,
appeared with folded arms, and observed in English
to The Vengeance, whom her eyes first encountered,
“Well, I am sure, Boldface! I hope you
are pretty well!” She also bestowed a British
cough on Madame Defarge; but, neither of the two took
much heed of her.
“Is that his child?” said
Madame Defarge, stopping in her work for the first
time, and pointing her knitting-needle at little Lucie
as if it were the finger of Fate.
“Yes, madame,” answered
Mr. Lorry; “this is our poor prisoner’s
darling daughter, and only child.”
The shadow attendant on Madame Defarge
and her party seemed to fall so threatening and dark
on the child, that her mother instinctively kneeled
on the ground beside her, and held her to her breast.
The shadow attendant on Madame Defarge and her party
seemed then to fall, threatening and dark, on both
the mother and the child.
“It is enough, my husband,”
said Madame Defarge. “I have seen them.
We may go.”
But, the suppressed manner had enough
of menace in it—not visible and presented,
but indistinct and withheld—to alarm Lucie
into saying, as she laid her appealing hand on Madame
Defarge’s dress:
“You will be good to my poor
husband. You will do him no harm. You will
help me to see him if you can?”
“Your husband is not my business
here,” returned Madame Defarge, looking down
at her with perfect composure. “It is the
daughter of your father who is my business here.”
“For my sake, then, be merciful
to my husband. For my child’s sake!
She will put her hands together and pray you to be
merciful. We are more afraid of you than of
these others.”
Madame Defarge received it as a compliment,
and looked at her husband. Defarge, who had
been uneasily biting his thumb-nail and looking at
her, collected his face into a sterner expression.
“What is it that your husband
says in that little letter?” asked Madame Defarge,
with a lowering smile. “Influence; he says
something touching influence?”
“That my father,” said
Lucie, hurriedly taking the paper from her breast,
but with her alarmed eyes on her questioner and not
on it, “has much influence around him.”
“Surely it will release him!”
said Madame Defarge. “Let it do so.”
“As a wife and mother,”
cried Lucie, most earnestly, “I implore you
to have pity on me and not to exercise any power that
you possess, against my innocent husband, but to use
it in his behalf. O sister-woman, think of me.
As a wife and mother!”
Madame Defarge looked, coldly as ever,
at the suppliant, and said, turning to her friend
The Vengeance:
“The wives and mothers we have
been used to see, since we were as little as this
child, and much less, have not been greatly considered?
We have known their husbands and fathers laid
in prison and kept from them, often enough?
All our lives, we have seen our sister-women suffer,
in themselves and in their children, poverty, nakedness,
hunger, thirst, sickness, misery, oppression and neglect
of all kinds?”
“We have seen nothing else,” returned
The Vengeance.
“We have borne this a long time,”
said Madame Defarge, turning her eyes again upon Lucie.
“Judge you! Is it likely that the trouble
of one wife and mother would be much to us now?”
She resumed her knitting and went
out. The Vengeance followed. Defarge went
last, and closed the door.
“Courage, my dear Lucie,”
said Mr. Lorry, as he raised her. “Courage,
courage! So far all goes well with us—much,
much better than it has of late gone with many poor
souls. Cheer up, and have a thankful heart.”
“I am not thankless, I hope,
but that dreadful woman seems to throw a shadow on
me and on all my hopes.”
“Tut, tut!” said Mr. Lorry;
“what is this despondency in the brave little
breast? A shadow indeed! No substance in
it, Lucie.”
But the shadow of the manner of these
Defarges was dark upon himself, for all that, and
in his secret mind it troubled him greatly.