In Secret
The traveller fared slowly on his
way, who fared towards Paris from England in the autumn
of the year one thousand seven hundred and ninety-two.
More than enough of bad roads, bad equipages, and
bad horses, he would have encountered to delay him,
though the fallen and unfortunate King of France had
been upon his throne in all his glory; but, the changed
times were fraught with other obstacles than these.
Every town-gate and village taxing-house had its band
of citizen-patriots, with their national muskets
in a most explosive state of readiness, who stopped
all comers and goers, cross-questioned them, inspected
their papers, looked for their names in lists of their
own, turned them back, or sent them on, or stopped
them and laid them in hold, as their capricious judgment
or fancy deemed best for the dawning Republic One
and Indivisible, of Liberty, Equality, Fraternity,
or Death.
A very few French leagues of his journey
were accomplished, when Charles Darnay began to perceive
that for him along these country roads there was no
hope of return until he should have been declared
a good citizen at Paris. Whatever might befall
now, he must on to his journey’s end.
Not a mean village closed upon him, not a common barrier
dropped across the road behind him, but he knew it
to be another iron door in the series that was barred
between him and England. The universal watchfulness
so encompassed him, that if he had been taken in a
net, or were being forwarded to his destination in
a cage, he could not have felt his freedom more completely
gone.
This universal watchfulness not only
stopped him on the highway twenty times in a stage,
but retarded his progress twenty times in a day, by
riding after him and taking him back, riding before
him and stopping him by anticipation, riding with
him and keeping him in charge. He had been days
upon his journey in France alone, when he went to
bed tired out, in a little town on the high road, still
a long way from Paris.
Nothing but the production of the
afflicted Gabelle’s letter from his prison of
the Abbaye would have got him on so far. His
difficulty at the guard-house in this small place
had been such, that he felt his journey to have come
to a crisis. And he was, therefore, as little
surprised as a man could be, to find himself awakened
at the small inn to which he had been remitted until
morning, in the middle of the night.
Awakened by a timid local functionary
and three armed patriots in rough red caps and with
pipes in their mouths, who sat down on the bed.
“Emigrant,” said the functionary,
“I am going to send you on to Paris, under an
escort.”
“Citizen, I desire nothing more
than to get to Paris, though I could dispense with
the escort.”
“Silence!” growled a red-cap,
striking at the coverlet with the butt-end of his
musket. “Peace, aristocrat!”
“It is as the good patriot says,”
observed the timid functionary. “You are
an aristocrat, and must have an escort—and
must pay for it.”
“I have no choice,” said Charles Darnay.
“Choice! Listen to him!”
cried the same scowling red-cap. “As if
it was not a favour to be protected from the lamp-iron!”
“It is always as the good patriot
says,” observed the functionary. “Rise
and dress yourself, emigrant.”
Darnay complied, and was taken back
to the guard-house, where other patriots in rough
red caps were smoking, drinking, and sleeping, by a
watch-fire. Here he paid a heavy price for his
escort, and hence he started with it on the wet, wet
roads at three o’clock in the morning.
The escort were two mounted patriots
in red caps and tri-coloured cockades, armed with
national muskets and sabres, who rode one on either
side of him.
The escorted governed his own horse,
but a loose line was attached to his bridle, the end
of which one of the patriots kept girded round his
wrist. In this state they set forth with the
sharp rain driving in their faces: clattering
at a heavy dragoon trot over the uneven town pavement,
and out upon the mire-deep roads. In this state
they traversed without change, except of horses and
pace, all the mire-deep leagues that lay between
them and the capital.
They travelled in the night, halting
an hour or two after daybreak, and lying by until
the twilight fell. The escort were so wretchedly
clothed, that they twisted straw round their bare legs,
and thatched their ragged shoulders to keep the wet
off. Apart from the personal discomfort of being
so attended, and apart from such considerations of
present danger as arose from one of the patriots being
chronically drunk, and carrying his musket very recklessly,
Charles Darnay did not allow the restraint that was
laid upon him to awaken any serious fears in his breast;
for, he reasoned with himself that it could have no
reference to the merits of an individual case that
was not yet stated, and of representations, confirmable
by the prisoner in the Abbaye, that were not yet made.
But when they came to the town of
Beauvais—which they did at eventide, when
the streets were filled with people—he could
not conceal from himself that the aspect of affairs
was very alarming. An ominous crowd gathered
to see him dismount of the posting-yard, and many
voices called out loudly, “Down with the emigrant!”
He stopped in the act of swinging
himself out of his saddle, and, resuming it as his
safest place, said:
“Emigrant, my friends!
Do you not see me here, in France, of my own will?”
“You are a cursed emigrant,”
cried a farrier, making at him in a furious manner
through the press, hammer in hand; “and you are
a cursed aristocrat!”
The postmaster interposed himself
between this man and the rider’s bridle (at
which he was evidently making), and soothingly said,
“Let him be; let him be! He will be judged
at Paris.”
“Judged!” repeated the
farrier, swinging his hammer. “Ay! and
condemned as a traitor.” At this the crowd
roared approval.
Checking the postmaster, who was for
turning his horse’s head to the yard (the drunken
patriot sat composedly in his saddle looking on, with
the line round his wrist), Darnay said, as soon as
he could make his voice heard:
“Friends, you deceive yourselves,
or you are deceived. I am not a traitor.”
“He lies!” cried the smith.
“He is a traitor since the decree. His
life is forfeit to the people. His cursed life
is not his own!”
At the instant when Darnay saw a rush
in the eyes of the crowd, which another instant would
have brought upon him, the postmaster turned his horse
into the yard, the escort rode in close upon his horse’s
flanks, and the postmaster shut and barred the crazy
double gates. The farrier struck a blow upon
them with his hammer, and the crowd groaned; but,
no more was done.
“What is this decree that the
smith spoke of?” Darnay asked the postmaster,
when he had thanked him, and stood beside him in the
yard.
“Truly, a decree for selling the property of
emigrants.”
“When passed?”
“On the fourteenth.”
“The day I left England!”
“Everybody says it is but one
of several, and that there will be others—if
there are not already—banishing all emigrants,
and condemning all to death who return. That
is what he meant when he said your life was not your
own.”
“But there are no such decrees yet?”
“What do I know!” said
the postmaster, shrugging his shoulders; “there
may be, or there will be. It is all the same.
What would you have?”
They rested on some straw in a loft
until the middle of the night, and then rode forward
again when all the town was asleep. Among the
many wild changes observable on familiar things which
made this wild ride unreal, not the least was the
seeming rarity of sleep. After long and lonely
spurring over dreary roads, they would come to a cluster
of poor cottages, not steeped in darkness, but all
glittering with lights, and would find the people,
in a ghostly manner in the dead of the night, circling
hand in hand round a shrivelled tree of Liberty, or
all drawn up together singing a Liberty song.
Happily, however, there was sleep in Beauvais that
night to help them out of it and they passed on once
more into solitude and loneliness: jingling
through the untimely cold and wet, among impoverished
fields that had yielded no fruits of the earth that
year, diversified by the blackened remains of burnt
houses, and by the sudden emergence from ambuscade,
and sharp reining up across their way, of patriot
patrols on the watch on all the roads.
Daylight at last found them before
the wall of Paris. The barrier was closed and
strongly guarded when they rode up to it.
“Where are the papers of this
prisoner?” demanded a resolute-looking man in
authority, who was summoned out by the guard.
Naturally struck by the disagreeable
word, Charles Darnay requested the speaker to take
notice that he was a free traveller and French citizen,
in charge of an escort which the disturbed state of
the country had imposed upon him, and which he had
paid for.
“Where,” repeated the
same personage, without taking any heed of him whatever,
“are the papers of this prisoner?”
The drunken patriot had them in his
cap, and produced them. Casting his eyes over
Gabelle’s letter, the same personage in authority
showed some disorder and surprise, and looked at Darnay
with a close attention.
He left escort and escorted without
saying a word, however, and went into the guard-room;
meanwhile, they sat upon their horses outside the
gate. Looking about him while in this state of
suspense, Charles Darnay observed that the gate was
held by a mixed guard of soldiers and patriots, the
latter far outnumbering the former; and that while
ingress into the city for peasants’ carts bringing
in supplies, and for similar traffic and traffickers,
was easy enough, egress, even for the homeliest people,
was very difficult. A numerous medley of men
and women, not to mention beasts and vehicles of various
sorts, was waiting to issue forth; but, the previous
identification was so strict, that they filtered through
the barrier very slowly. Some of these people
knew their turn for examination to be so far off, that
they lay down on the ground to sleep or smoke, while
others talked together, or loitered about. The
red cap and tri-colour cockade were universal, both
among men and women.
When he had sat in his saddle some
half-hour, taking note of these things, Darnay found
himself confronted by the same man in authority, who
directed the guard to open the barrier. Then
he delivered to the escort, drunk and sober, a receipt
for the escorted, and requested him to dismount.
He did so, and the two patriots, leading his tired
horse, turned and rode away without entering the city.
He accompanied his conductor into
a guard-room, smelling of common wine and tobacco,
where certain soldiers and patriots, asleep and awake,
drunk and sober, and in various neutral states between
sleeping and waking, drunkenness and sobriety, were
standing and lying about. The light in the guard-house,
half derived from the waning oil-lamps of the night,
and half from the overcast day, was in a correspondingly
uncertain condition. Some registers were lying
open on a desk, and an officer of a coarse, dark aspect,
presided over these.
“Citizen Defarge,” said
he to Darnay’s conductor, as he took a slip
of paper to write on. “Is this the emigrant
Evremonde?”
“This is the man.”
“Your age, Evremonde?”
“Thirty-seven.”
“Married, Evremonde?”
“Yes.”
“Where married?”
“In England.”
“Without doubt. Where is your wife, Evremonde?”
“In England.”
“Without doubt. You are consigned, Evremonde,
to the prison of La Force.”
“Just Heaven!” exclaimed Darnay.
“Under what law, and for what offence?”
The officer looked up from his slip of paper for a
moment.
“We have new laws, Evremonde,
and new offences, since you were here.”
He said it with a hard smile, and went on writing.
“I entreat you to observe that
I have come here voluntarily, in response to that
written appeal of a fellow-countryman which lies before
you. I demand no more than the opportunity to
do so without delay. Is not that my right?”
“Emigrants have no rights, Evremonde,”
was the stolid reply. The officer wrote until
he had finished, read over to himself what he had
written, sanded it, and handed it to Defarge, with
the words “In secret.”
Defarge motioned with the paper to
the prisoner that he must accompany him. The
prisoner obeyed, and a guard of two armed patriots
attended them.
“Is it you,” said Defarge,
in a low voice, as they went down the guardhouse steps
and turned into Paris, “who married the daughter
of Doctor Manette, once a prisoner in the Bastille
that is no more?”
“Yes,” replied Darnay, looking at him
with surprise.
“My name is Defarge, and I keep
a wine-shop in the Quarter Saint Antoine. Possibly
you have heard of me.”
“My wife came to your house to reclaim her father?
Yes!”
The word “wife” seemed
to serve as a gloomy reminder to Defarge, to say with
sudden impatience, “In the name of that sharp
female newly-born, and called La Guillotine, why did
you come to France?”
“You heard me say why, a minute
ago. Do you not believe it is the truth?”
“A bad truth for you,”
said Defarge, speaking with knitted brows, and looking
straight before him.
“Indeed I am lost here.
All here is so unprecedented, so changed, so sudden
and unfair, that I am absolutely lost. Will you
render me a little help?”
“None.” Defarge
spoke, always looking straight before him.
“Will you answer me a single question?”
“Perhaps. According to its nature.
You can say what it is.”
“In this prison that I am going
to so unjustly, shall I have some free communication
with the world outside?”
“You will see.”
“I am not to be buried there,
prejudged, and without any means of presenting my
case?”
“You will see. But, what
then? Other people have been similarly buried
in worse prisons, before now.”
“But never by me, Citizen Defarge.”
Defarge glanced darkly at him for
answer, and walked on in a steady and set silence.
The deeper he sank into this silence, the fainter
hope there was—or so Darnay thought—of
his softening in any slight degree. He, therefore,
made haste to say:
“It is of the utmost importance
to me (you know, Citizen, even better than I, of how
much importance), that I should be able to communicate
to Mr. Lorry of Tellson’s Bank, an English gentleman
who is now in Paris, the simple fact, without comment,
that I have been thrown into the prison of La Force.
Will you cause that to be done for me?”
“I will do,” Defarge doggedly
rejoined, “nothing for you. My duty is
to my country and the People. I am the sworn
servant of both, against you. I will do nothing
for you.”
Charles Darnay felt it hopeless to
entreat him further, and his pride was touched besides.
As they walked on in silence, he could not but see
how used the people were to the spectacle of prisoners
passing along the streets. The very children
scarcely noticed him. A few passers turned their
heads, and a few shook their fingers at him as an
aristocrat; otherwise, that a man in good clothes should
be going to prison, was no more remarkable than that
a labourer in working clothes should be going to work.
In one narrow, dark, and dirty street through which
they passed, an excited orator, mounted on a stool,
was addressing an excited audience on the crimes against
the people, of the king and the royal family.
The few words that he caught from this man’s
lips, first made it known to Charles Darnay that the
king was in prison, and that the foreign ambassadors
had one and all left Paris. On the road (except
at Beauvais) he had heard absolutely nothing.
The escort and the universal watchfulness had completely
isolated him.
That he had fallen among far greater
dangers than those which had developed themselves
when he left England, he of course knew now.
That perils had thickened about him fast, and might
thicken faster and faster yet, he of course knew now.
He could not but admit to himself that he might not
have made this journey, if he could have foreseen
the events of a few days. And yet his misgivings
were not so dark as, imagined by the light of this
later time, they would appear. Troubled as the
future was, it was the unknown future, and in its
obscurity there was ignorant hope. The horrible
massacre, days and nights long, which, within a few
rounds of the clock, was to set a great mark of blood
upon the blessed garnering time of harvest, was as
far out of his knowledge as if it had been a hundred
thousand years away. The “sharp female
newly-born, and called La Guillotine,” was hardly
known to him, or to the generality of people, by name.
The frightful deeds that were to be soon done, were
probably unimagined at that time in the brains of
the doers. How could they have a place in the
shadowy conceptions of a gentle mind?
Of unjust treatment in detention and
hardship, and in cruel separation from his wife and
child, he foreshadowed the likelihood, or the certainty;
but, beyond this, he dreaded nothing distinctly.
With this on his mind, which was enough to carry into
a dreary prison courtyard, he arrived at the prison
of La Force.
A man with a bloated face opened the
strong wicket, to whom Defarge presented “The
Emigrant Evremonde.”
“What the Devil! How many
more of them!” exclaimed the man with the bloated
face.
Defarge took his receipt without noticing
the exclamation, and withdrew, with his two fellow-patriots.
“What the Devil, I say again!”
exclaimed the gaoler, left with his wife. “How
many more!”
The gaoler’s wife, being provided
with no answer to the question, merely replied, “One
must have patience, my dear!” Three turnkeys
who entered responsive to a bell she rang, echoed
the sentiment, and one added, “For the love
of Liberty;” which sounded in that place like
an inappropriate conclusion.
The prison of La Force was a gloomy
prison, dark and filthy, and with a horrible smell
of foul sleep in it. Extraordinary how soon the
noisome flavour of imprisoned sleep, becomes manifest
in all such places that are ill cared for!
“In secret, too,” grumbled
the gaoler, looking at the written paper. “As
if I was not already full to bursting!”
He stuck the paper on a file, in an
ill-humour, and Charles Darnay awaited his further
pleasure for half an hour: sometimes, pacing
to and fro in the strong arched room: sometimes,
resting on a stone seat: in either case detained
to be imprinted on the memory of the chief and his
subordinates.
“Come!” said the chief,
at length taking up his keys, “come with me,
emigrant.”
Through the dismal prison twilight,
his new charge accompanied him by corridor and staircase,
many doors clanging and locking behind them, until
they came into a large, low, vaulted chamber, crowded
with prisoners of both sexes. The women were
seated at a long table, reading and writing, knitting,
sewing, and embroidering; the men were for the most
part standing behind their chairs, or lingering up
and down the room.
In the instinctive association of
prisoners with shameful crime and disgrace, the new-comer
recoiled from this company. But the crowning
unreality of his long unreal ride, was, their all at
once rising to receive him, with every refinement
of manner known to the time, and with all the engaging
graces and courtesies of life.
So strangely clouded were these refinements
by the prison manners and gloom, so spectral did they
become in the inappropriate squalor and misery through
which they were seen, that Charles Darnay seemed to
stand in a company of the dead. Ghosts all!
The ghost of beauty, the ghost of stateliness, the
ghost of elegance, the ghost of pride, the ghost of
frivolity, the ghost of wit, the ghost of youth, the
ghost of age, all waiting their dismissal from the
desolate shore, all turning on him eyes that were
changed by the death they had died in coming there.
It struck him motionless. The
gaoler standing at his side, and the other gaolers
moving about, who would have been well enough as to
appearance in the ordinary exercise of their functions,
looked so extravagantly coarse contrasted with sorrowing
mothers and blooming daughters who were there—with
the apparitions of the coquette, the young beauty,
and the mature woman delicately bred—that
the inversion of all experience and likelihood which
the scene of shadows presented, was heightened to
its utmost. Surely, ghosts all. Surely,
the long unreal ride some progress of disease that
had brought him to these gloomy shades!
“In the name of the assembled
companions in misfortune,” said a gentleman
of courtly appearance and address, coming forward,
“I have the honour of giving you welcome to La
Force, and of condoling with you on the calamity that
has brought you among us. May it soon terminate
happily! It would be an impertinence elsewhere,
but it is not so here, to ask your name and condition?”
Charles Darnay roused himself, and
gave the required information, in words as suitable
as he could find.
“But I hope,” said the
gentleman, following the chief gaoler with his eyes,
who moved across the room, “that you are not
in secret?”
“I do not understand the meaning
of the term, but I have heard them say so.”
“Ah, what a pity! We so
much regret it! But take courage; several members
of our society have been in secret, at first, and it
has lasted but a short time.” Then he
added, raising his voice, “I grieve to inform
the society—in secret.”
There was a murmur of commiseration
as Charles Darnay crossed the room to a grated door
where the gaoler awaited him, and many voices—among
which, the soft and compassionate voices of women were
conspicuous—gave him good wishes and encouragement.
He turned at the grated door, to render the thanks
of his heart; it closed under the gaoler’s hand;
and the apparitions vanished from his sight forever.
The wicket opened on a stone staircase,
leading upward. When they had ascended forty
steps (the prisoner of half an hour already counted
them), the gaoler opened a low black door, and they
passed into a solitary cell. It struck cold
and damp, but was not dark.
“Yours,” said the gaoler.
“Why am I confined alone?”
“How do I know!”
“I can buy pen, ink, and paper?”
“Such are not my orders.
You will be visited, and can ask then. At present,
you may buy your food, and nothing more.”
There were in the cell, a chair, a
table, and a straw mattress. As the gaoler made
a general inspection of these objects, and of the
four walls, before going out, a wandering fancy wandered
through the mind of the prisoner leaning against the
wall opposite to him, that this gaoler was so unwholesomely
bloated, both in face and person, as to look like
a man who had been drowned and filled with water.
When the gaoler was gone, he thought in the same wandering
way, “Now am I left, as if I were dead.”
Stopping then, to look down at the mattress, he turned
from it with a sick feeling, and thought, “And
here in these crawling creatures is the first condition
of the body after death.”
“Five paces by four and a half,
five paces by four and a half, five paces by four
and a half.” The prisoner walked to and
fro in his cell, counting its measurement, and the
roar of the city arose like muffled drums with a wild
swell of voices added to them. “He made
shoes, he made shoes, he made shoes.” The
prisoner counted the measurement again, and paced
faster, to draw his mind with him from that latter
repetition. “The ghosts that vanished when
the wicket closed. There was one among them,
the appearance of a lady dressed in black, who was
leaning in the embrasure of a window, and she had a
light shining upon her golden hair, and she looked
like * * * * Let us ride on again, for God’s
sake, through the illuminated villages with the people
all awake! * * * * He made shoes, he made shoes, he
made shoes. * * * * Five paces by four and a half.”
With such scraps tossing and rolling upward from
the depths of his mind, the prisoner walked faster
and faster, obstinately counting and counting; and
the roar of the city changed to this extent—that
it still rolled in like muffled drums, but with the
wail of voices that he knew, in the swell that rose
above them.