Drawn to the Loadstone Rock
In such risings of fire and risings
of sea—the firm earth shaken by the rushes
of an angry ocean which had now no ebb, but was always
on the flow, higher and higher, to the terror and
wonder of the beholders on the shore—three
years of tempest were consumed. Three more birthdays
of little Lucie had been woven by the golden thread
into the peaceful tissue of the life of her home.
Many a night and many a day had its
inmates listened to the echoes in the corner, with
hearts that failed them when they heard the thronging
feet. For, the footsteps had become to their
minds as the footsteps of a people, tumultuous under
a red flag and with their country declared in danger,
changed into wild beasts, by terrible enchantment long
persisted in.
Monseigneur, as a class, had dissociated
himself from the phenomenon of his not being appreciated:
of his being so little wanted in France, as to incur
considerable danger of receiving his dismissal from
it, and this life together. Like the fabled
rustic who raised the Devil with infinite pains, and
was so terrified at the sight of him that he could
ask the Enemy no question, but immediately fled; so,
Monseigneur, after boldly reading the Lord’s
Prayer backwards for a great number of years, and
performing many other potent spells for compelling
the Evil One, no sooner beheld him in his terrors
than he took to his noble heels.
The shining Bull’s Eye of the
Court was gone, or it would have been the mark for
a hurricane of national bullets. It had never
been a good eye to see with—had long had
the mote in it of Lucifer’s pride, Sardanapalus’s
luxury, and a mole’s blindness—but
it had dropped out and was gone. The Court,
from that exclusive inner circle to its outermost
rotten ring of intrigue, corruption, and dissimulation,
was all gone together. Royalty was gone; had
been besieged in its Palace and “suspended,”
when the last tidings came over.
The August of the year one thousand
seven hundred and ninety-two was come, and Monseigneur
was by this time scattered far and wide.
As was natural, the head-quarters
and great gathering-place of Monseigneur, in London,
was Tellson’s Bank. Spirits are supposed
to haunt the places where their bodies most resorted,
and Monseigneur without a guinea haunted the spot
where his guineas used to be. Moreover, it was
the spot to which such French intelligence as was
most to be relied upon, came quickest. Again:
Tellson’s was a munificent house, and extended
great liberality to old customers who had fallen from
their high estate. Again: those nobles
who had seen the coming storm in time, and anticipating
plunder or confiscation, had made provident remittances
to Tellson’s, were always to be heard of there
by their needy brethren. To which it must be
added that every new-comer from France reported himself
and his tidings at Tellson’s, almost as a matter
of course. For such variety of reasons, Tellson’s
was at that time, as to French intelligence, a kind
of High Exchange; and this was so well known to the
public, and the inquiries made there were in consequence
so numerous, that Tellson’s sometimes wrote the
latest news out in a line or so and posted it in the
Bank windows, for all who ran through Temple Bar to
read.
On a steaming, misty afternoon, Mr.
Lorry sat at his desk, and Charles Darnay stood leaning
on it, talking with him in a low voice. The
penitential den once set apart for interviews with
the House, was now the news-Exchange, and was filled
to overflowing. It was within half an hour or
so of the time of closing.
“But, although you are the youngest
man that ever lived,” said Charles Darnay, rather
hesitating, “I must still suggest to you—”
“I understand. That I am too old?”
said Mr. Lorry.
“Unsettled weather, a long journey,
uncertain means of travelling, a disorganised country,
a city that may not be even safe for you.”
“My dear Charles,” said
Mr. Lorry, with cheerful confidence, “you touch
some of the reasons for my going: not for my
staying away. It is safe enough for me; nobody
will care to interfere with an old fellow of hard
upon fourscore when there are so many people there
much better worth interfering with. As to its
being a disorganised city, if it were not a disorganised
city there would be no occasion to send somebody from
our House here to our House there, who knows the city
and the business, of old, and is in Tellson’s
confidence. As to the uncertain travelling, the
long journey, and the winter weather, if I were not
prepared to submit myself to a few inconveniences
for the sake of Tellson’s, after all these years,
who ought to be?”
“I wish I were going myself,”
said Charles Darnay, somewhat restlessly, and like
one thinking aloud.
“Indeed! You are a pretty
fellow to object and advise!” exclaimed Mr.
Lorry. “You wish you were going yourself?
And you a Frenchman born? You are a wise counsellor.”
“My dear Mr. Lorry, it is because
I am a Frenchman born, that the thought (which I did
not mean to utter here, however) has passed through
my mind often. One cannot help thinking, having
had some sympathy for the miserable people, and having
abandoned something to them,” he spoke here
in his former thoughtful manner, “that one might
be listened to, and might have the power to persuade
to some restraint. Only last night, after you
had left us, when I was talking to Lucie—”
“When you were talking to Lucie,”
Mr. Lorry repeated. “Yes. I wonder
you are not ashamed to mention the name of Lucie!
Wishing you were going to France at this time of
day!”
“However, I am not going,”
said Charles Darnay, with a smile. “It
is more to the purpose that you say you are.”
“And I am, in plain reality.
The truth is, my dear Charles,” Mr. Lorry glanced
at the distant House, and lowered his voice, “you
can have no conception of the difficulty with which
our business is transacted, and of the peril in which
our books and papers over yonder are involved.
The Lord above knows what the compromising consequences
would be to numbers of people, if some of our documents
were seized or destroyed; and they might be, at any
time, you know, for who can say that Paris is not
set afire to-day, or sacked to-morrow! Now, a
judicious selection from these with the least possible
delay, and the burying of them, or otherwise getting
of them out of harm’s way, is within the power
(without loss of precious time) of scarcely any one
but myself, if any one. And shall I hang back,
when Tellson’s knows this and says this—Tellson’s,
whose bread I have eaten these sixty years—because
I am a little stiff about the joints? Why, I
am a boy, sir, to half a dozen old codgers here!”
“How I admire the gallantry
of your youthful spirit, Mr. Lorry.”
“Tut! Nonsense, sir!—And,
my dear Charles,” said Mr. Lorry, glancing at
the House again, “you are to remember, that getting
things out of Paris at this present time, no matter
what things, is next to an impossibility. Papers
and precious matters were this very day brought to
us here (I speak in strict confidence; it is not business-like
to whisper it, even to you), by the strangest bearers
you can imagine, every one of whom had his head hanging
on by a single hair as he passed the Barriers.
At another time, our parcels would come and go, as
easily as in business-like Old England; but now, everything
is stopped.”
“And do you really go to-night?”
“I really go to-night, for the
case has become too pressing to admit of delay.”
“And do you take no one with you?”
“All sorts of people have been
proposed to me, but I will have nothing to say to
any of them. I intend to take Jerry. Jerry
has been my bodyguard on Sunday nights for a long
time past and I am used to him. Nobody will
suspect Jerry of being anything but an English bull-dog,
or of having any design in his head but to fly at anybody
who touches his master.”
“I must say again that I heartily
admire your gallantry and youthfulness.”
“I must say again, nonsense,
nonsense! When I have executed this little commission,
I shall, perhaps, accept Tellson’s proposal to
retire and live at my ease. Time enough, then,
to think about growing old.”
This dialogue had taken place at Mr.
Lorry’s usual desk, with Monseigneur swarming
within a yard or two of it, boastful of what he would
do to avenge himself on the rascal-people before long.
It was too much the way of Monseigneur under his
reverses as a refugee, and it was much too much the
way of native British orthodoxy, to talk of this terrible
Revolution as if it were the only harvest ever known
under the skies that had not been sown—as
if nothing had ever been done, or omitted to be done,
that had led to it—as if observers of the
wretched millions in France, and of the misused and
perverted resources that should have made them prosperous,
had not seen it inevitably coming, years before, and
had not in plain words recorded what they saw.
Such vapouring, combined with the extravagant plots
of Monseigneur for the restoration of a state of things
that had utterly exhausted itself, and worn out Heaven
and earth as well as itself, was hard to be endured
without some remonstrance by any sane man who knew
the truth. And it was such vapouring all about
his ears, like a troublesome confusion of blood in
his own head, added to a latent uneasiness in his mind,
which had already made Charles Darnay restless, and
which still kept him so.
Among the talkers, was Stryver, of
the King’s Bench Bar, far on his way to state
promotion, and, therefore, loud on the theme:
broaching to Monseigneur, his devices for blowing
the people up and exterminating them from the face
of the earth, and doing without them: and for
accomplishing many similar objects akin in their nature
to the abolition of eagles by sprinkling salt on the
tails of the race. Him, Darnay heard with a particular
feeling of objection; and Darnay stood divided between
going away that he might hear no more, and remaining
to interpose his word, when the thing that was to be,
went on to shape itself out.
The House approached Mr. Lorry, and
laying a soiled and unopened letter before him, asked
if he had yet discovered any traces of the person
to whom it was addressed? The House laid the
letter down so close to Darnay that he saw the direction—the
more quickly because it was his own right name.
The address, turned into English, ran:
“Very pressing. To Monsieur
heretofore the Marquis St. Evremonde, of France.
Confided to the cares of Messrs. Tellson and Co.,
Bankers, London, England.”
On the marriage morning, Doctor Manette
had made it his one urgent and express request to
Charles Darnay, that the secret of this name should
be—unless he, the Doctor, dissolved the
obligation—kept inviolate between them.
Nobody else knew it to be his name; his own wife
had no suspicion of the fact; Mr. Lorry could have
none.
“No,” said Mr. Lorry,
in reply to the House; “I have referred it,
I think, to everybody now here, and no one can tell
me where this gentleman is to be found.”
The hands of the clock verging upon
the hour of closing the Bank, there was a general
set of the current of talkers past Mr. Lorry’s
desk. He held the letter out inquiringly; and
Monseigneur looked at it, in the person of this plotting
and indignant refugee; and Monseigneur looked at it
in the person of that plotting and indignant refugee;
and This, That, and The Other, all had something disparaging
to say, in French or in English, concerning the Marquis
who was not to be found.
“Nephew, I believe—but
in any case degenerate successor—of the
polished Marquis who was murdered,” said one.
“Happy to say, I never knew him.”
“A craven who abandoned his
post,” said another—this Monseigneur
had been got out of Paris, legs uppermost and half
suffocated, in a load of hay—“some
years ago.”
“Infected with the new doctrines,”
said a third, eyeing the direction through his glass
in passing; “set himself in opposition to the
last Marquis, abandoned the estates when he inherited
them, and left them to the ruffian herd. They
will recompense him now, I hope, as he deserves.”
“Hey?” cried the blatant
Stryver. “Did he though? Is that
the sort of fellow? Let us look at his infamous
name. D—n the fellow!”
Darnay, unable to restrain himself
any longer, touched Mr. Stryver on the shoulder, and
said:
“I know the fellow.”
“Do you, by Jupiter?” said Stryver.
“I am sorry for it.”
“Why?”
“Why, Mr. Darnay? D’ye
hear what he did? Don’t ask, why, in these
times.”
“But I do ask why?”
“Then I tell you again, Mr.
Darnay, I am sorry for it. I am sorry to hear
you putting any such extraordinary questions.
Here is a fellow, who, infected by the most pestilent
and blasphemous code of devilry that ever was known,
abandoned his property to the vilest scum of the earth
that ever did murder by wholesale, and you ask me why
I am sorry that a man who instructs youth knows him?
Well, but I’ll answer you. I am sorry
because I believe there is contamination in such a
scoundrel. That’s why.”
Mindful of the secret, Darnay with
great difficulty checked himself, and said:
“You may not understand the gentleman.”
“I understand how to put you
in a corner, Mr. Darnay,” said Bully Stryver,
“and I’ll do it. If this fellow is
a gentleman, I don’t understand him.
You may tell him so, with my compliments. You
may also tell him, from me, that after abandoning
his worldly goods and position to this butcherly mob,
I wonder he is not at the head of them. But,
no, gentlemen,” said Stryver, looking all round,
and snapping his fingers, “I know something
of human nature, and I tell you that you’ll
never find a fellow like this fellow, trusting himself
to the mercies of such precious protégés.
No, gentlemen; he’ll always show ’em
a clean pair of heels very early in the scuffle, and
sneak away.”
With those words, and a final snap
of his fingers, Mr. Stryver shouldered himself into
Fleet-street, amidst the general approbation of his
hearers. Mr. Lorry and Charles Darnay were left
alone at the desk, in the general departure from the
Bank.
“Will you take charge of the
letter?” said Mr. Lorry. “You know
where to deliver it?”
“I do.”
“Will you undertake to explain,
that we suppose it to have been addressed here, on
the chance of our knowing where to forward it, and
that it has been here some time?”
“I will do so. Do you start for Paris
from here?”
“From here, at eight.”
“I will come back, to see you off.”
Very ill at ease with himself, and
with Stryver and most other men, Darnay made the best
of his way into the quiet of the Temple, opened the
letter, and read it. These were its contents:
“Prison of the Abbaye, Paris.
“June 21, 1792.
“MONSIEUR HERETOFORE THE MARQUIS.
“After having long been in danger
of my life at the hands of the village, I have been
seized, with great violence and indignity, and brought
a long journey on foot to Paris. On the road
I have suffered a great deal. Nor is that all;
my house has been destroyed—razed to the
ground.
“The crime for which I am imprisoned,
Monsieur heretofore the Marquis, and for which I shall
be summoned before the tribunal, and shall lose my
life (without your so generous help), is, they tell
me, treason against the majesty of the people, in
that I have acted against them for an emigrant.
It is in vain I represent that I have acted for them,
and not against, according to your commands.
It is in vain I represent that, before the sequestration
of emigrant property, I had remitted the imposts they
had ceased to pay; that I had collected no rent; that
I had had recourse to no process. The only response
is, that I have acted for an emigrant, and where is
that emigrant?
“Ah! most gracious Monsieur
heretofore the Marquis, where is that emigrant?
I cry in my sleep where is he? I demand of Heaven,
will he not come to deliver me? No answer.
Ah Monsieur heretofore the Marquis, I send my desolate
cry across the sea, hoping it may perhaps reach your
ears through the great bank of Tilson known at Paris!
“For the love of Heaven, of
justice, of generosity, of the honour of your noble
name, I supplicate you, Monsieur heretofore the Marquis,
to succour and release me. My fault is, that
I have been true to you. Oh Monsieur heretofore
the Marquis, I pray you be you true to me!
“From this prison here of horror,
whence I every hour tend nearer and nearer to destruction,
I send you, Monsieur heretofore the Marquis, the assurance
of my dolorous and unhappy service.
“Your afflicted,
“Gabelle.”
The latent uneasiness in Darnay’s
mind was roused to vigourous life by this letter.
The peril of an old servant and a good one, whose
only crime was fidelity to himself and his family,
stared him so reproachfully in the face, that, as
he walked to and fro in the Temple considering what
to do, he almost hid his face from the passersby.
He knew very well, that in his horror
of the deed which had culminated the bad deeds and
bad reputation of the old family house, in his resentful
suspicions of his uncle, and in the aversion with which
his conscience regarded the crumbling fabric that
he was supposed to uphold, he had acted imperfectly.
He knew very well, that in his love for Lucie, his
renunciation of his social place, though by no means
new to his own mind, had been hurried and incomplete.
He knew that he ought to have systematically worked
it out and supervised it, and that he had meant to
do it, and that it had never been done.
The happiness of his own chosen English
home, the necessity of being always actively employed,
the swift changes and troubles of the time which had
followed on one another so fast, that the events of
this week annihilated the immature plans of last week,
and the events of the week following made all new
again; he knew very well, that to the force of these
circumstances he had yielded:—not without
disquiet, but still without continuous and accumulating
resistance. That he had watched the times for
a time of action, and that they had shifted and struggled
until the time had gone by, and the nobility were
trooping from France by every highway and byway, and
their property was in course of confiscation and destruction,
and their very names were blotting out, was as well
known to himself as it could be to any new authority
in France that might impeach him for it.
But, he had oppressed no man, he had
imprisoned no man; he was so far from having harshly
exacted payment of his dues, that he had relinquished
them of his own will, thrown himself on a world with
no favour in it, won his own private place there,
and earned his own bread. Monsieur Gabelle had
held the impoverished and involved estate on written
instructions, to spare the people, to give them what
little there was to give—such fuel as the
heavy creditors would let them have in the winter,
and such produce as could be saved from the same grip
in the summer—and no doubt he had put the
fact in plea and proof, for his own safety, so that
it could not but appear now.
This favoured the desperate resolution
Charles Darnay had begun to make, that he would go
to Paris.
Yes. Like the mariner in the
old story, the winds and streams had driven him within
the influence of the Loadstone Rock, and it was drawing
him to itself, and he must go. Everything that
arose before his mind drifted him on, faster and faster,
more and more steadily, to the terrible attraction.
His latent uneasiness had been, that bad aims were
being worked out in his own unhappy land by bad instruments,
and that he who could not fail to know that he was
better than they, was not there, trying to do something
to stay bloodshed, and assert the claims of mercy
and humanity. With this uneasiness half stifled,
and half reproaching him, he had been brought to the
pointed comparison of himself with the brave old gentleman
in whom duty was so strong; upon that comparison (injurious
to himself) had instantly followed the sneers of Monseigneur,
which had stung him bitterly, and those of Stryver,
which above all were coarse and galling, for old reasons.
Upon those, had followed Gabelle’s letter:
the appeal of an innocent prisoner, in danger of
death, to his justice, honour, and good name.
His resolution was made. He must go to Paris.
Yes. The Loadstone Rock was
drawing him, and he must sail on, until he struck.
He knew of no rock; he saw hardly any danger.
The intention with which he had done what he had
done, even although he had left it incomplete, presented
it before him in an aspect that would be gratefully
acknowledged in France on his presenting himself to
assert it. Then, that glorious vision of doing
good, which is so often the sanguine mirage of so
many good minds, arose before him, and he even saw
himself in the illusion with some influence to guide
this raging Revolution that was running so fearfully
wild.
As he walked to and fro with his resolution
made, he considered that neither Lucie nor her father
must know of it until he was gone. Lucie should
be spared the pain of separation; and her father, always
reluctant to turn his thoughts towards the dangerous
ground of old, should come to the knowledge of the
step, as a step taken, and not in the balance of suspense
and doubt. How much of the incompleteness of
his situation was referable to her father, through
the painful anxiety to avoid reviving old associations
of France in his mind, he did not discuss with himself.
But, that circumstance too, had had its influence
in his course.
He walked to and fro, with thoughts
very busy, until it was time to return to Tellson’s
and take leave of Mr. Lorry. As soon as he arrived
in Paris he would present himself to this old friend,
but he must say nothing of his intention now.
A carriage with post-horses was ready
at the Bank door, and Jerry was booted and equipped.
“I have delivered that letter,”
said Charles Darnay to Mr. Lorry. “I would
not consent to your being charged with any written
answer, but perhaps you will take a verbal one?”
“That I will, and readily,”
said Mr. Lorry, “if it is not dangerous.”
“Not at all. Though it is to a prisoner
in the Abbaye.”
“What is his name?” said Mr. Lorry, with
his open pocket-book in his hand.
“Gabelle.”
“Gabelle. And what is the message to the
unfortunate Gabelle in prison?”
“Simply, `that he has received the letter, and
will come.’”
“Any time mentioned?”
“He will start upon his journey to-morrow night.”
“Any person mentioned?”
“No.”
He helped Mr. Lorry to wrap himself
in a number of coats and cloaks, and went out with
him from the warm atmosphere of the old Bank, into
the misty air of Fleet-street. “My love
to Lucie, and to little Lucie,” said Mr. Lorry
at parting, “and take precious care of them
till I come back.” Charles Darnay shook
his head and doubtfully smiled, as the carriage rolled
away.
That night—it was the fourteenth
of August—he sat up late, and wrote two
fervent letters; one was to Lucie, explaining the strong
obligation he was under to go to Paris, and showing
her, at length, the reasons that he had, for feeling
confident that he could become involved in no personal
danger there; the other was to the Doctor, confiding
Lucie and their dear child to his care, and dwelling
on the same topics with the strongest assurances.
To both, he wrote that he would despatch letters
in proof of his safety, immediately after his arrival.
It was a hard day, that day of being
among them, with the first reservation of their joint
lives on his mind. It was a hard matter to preserve
the innocent deceit of which they were profoundly
unsuspicious. But, an affectionate glance at
his wife, so happy and busy, made him resolute not
to tell her what impended (he had been half moved
to do it, so strange it was to him to act in anything
without her quiet aid), and the day passed quickly.
Early in the evening he embraced her, and her scarcely
less dear namesake, pretending that he would return
by-and-bye (an imaginary engagement took him out,
and he had secreted a valise of clothes ready), and
so he emerged into the heavy mist of the heavy streets,
with a heavier heart.
The unseen force was drawing him fast
to itself, now, and all the tides and winds were setting
straight and strong towards it. He left his
two letters with a trusty porter, to be delivered half
an hour before midnight, and no sooner; took horse
for Dover; and began his journey. “For
the love of Heaven, of justice, of generosity, of the
honour of your noble name!” was the poor prisoner’s
cry with which he strengthened his sinking heart,
as he left all that was dear on earth behind him,
and floated away for the Loadstone Rock.
The end of the second book.