Echoing Footsteps
A wonderful corner for echoes, it
has been remarked, that corner where the Doctor lived.
Ever busily winding the golden thread which bound
her husband, and her father, and herself, and her old
directress and companion, in a life of quiet bliss,
Lucie sat in the still house in the tranquilly resounding
corner, listening to the echoing footsteps of years.
At first, there were times, though
she was a perfectly happy young wife, when her work
would slowly fall from her hands, and her eyes would
be dimmed. For, there was something coming in
the echoes, something light, afar off, and scarcely
audible yet, that stirred her heart too much.
Fluttering hopes and doubts—hopes, of a
love as yet unknown to her: doubts, of her remaining
upon earth, to enjoy that new delight—divided
her breast. Among the echoes then, there would
arise the sound of footsteps at her own early grave;
and thoughts of the husband who would be left so desolate,
and who would mourn for her so much, swelled to her
eyes, and broke like waves.
That time passed, and her little Lucie
lay on her bosom. Then, among the advancing
echoes, there was the tread of her tiny feet and the
sound of her prattling words. Let greater echoes
resound as they would, the young mother at the cradle
side could always hear those coming. They came,
and the shady house was sunny with a child’s
laugh, and the Divine friend of children, to whom
in her trouble she had confided hers, seemed to take
her child in his arms, as He took the child of old,
and made it a sacred joy to her.
Ever busily winding the golden thread
that bound them all together, weaving the service
of her happy influence through the tissue of all their
lives, and making it predominate nowhere, Lucie heard
in the echoes of years none but friendly and soothing
sounds. Her husband’s step was strong
and prosperous among them; her father’s firm
and equal. Lo, Miss Pross, in harness of string,
awakening the echoes, as an unruly charger, whip-corrected,
snorting and pawing the earth under the plane-tree
in the garden!
Even when there were sounds of sorrow
among the rest, they were not harsh nor cruel.
Even when golden hair, like her own, lay in a halo
on a pillow round the worn face of a little boy, and
he said, with a radiant smile, “Dear papa and
mamma, I am very sorry to leave you both, and to leave
my pretty sister; but I am called, and I must go!”
those were not tears all of agony that wetted his young
mother’s cheek, as the spirit departed from
her embrace that had been entrusted to it. Suffer
them and forbid them not. They see my Father’s
face. O Father, blessed words!
Thus, the rustling of an Angel’s
wings got blended with the other echoes, and they
were not wholly of earth, but had in them that breath
of Heaven. Sighs of the winds that blew over
a little garden-tomb were mingled with them also,
and both were audible to Lucie, in a hushed murmur—like
the breathing of a summer sea asleep upon a sandy shore
—as the little Lucie, comically studious
at the task of the morning, or dressing a doll at
her mother’s footstool, chattered in the tongues
of the Two Cities that were blended in her life.
The Echoes rarely answered to the
actual tread of Sydney Carton. Some half-dozen
times a year, at most, he claimed his privilege of
coming in uninvited, and would sit among them through
the evening, as he had once done often. He never
came there heated with wine. And one other thing
regarding him was whispered in the echoes, which has
been whispered by all true echoes for ages and ages.
No man ever really loved a woman,
lost her, and knew her with a blameless though an
unchanged mind, when she was a wife and a mother,
but her children had a strange sympathy with him—an
instinctive delicacy of pity for him. What fine
hidden sensibilities are touched in such a case, no
echoes tell; but it is so, and it was so here.
Carton was the first stranger to whom little Lucie
held out her chubby arms, and he kept his place with
her as she grew. The little boy had spoken of
him, almost at the last. “Poor Carton!
Kiss him for me!”
Mr. Stryver shouldered his way through
the law, like some great engine forcing itself through
turbid water, and dragged his useful friend in his
wake, like a boat towed astern. As the boat so
favoured is usually in a rough plight, and mostly
under water, so, Sydney had a swamped life of it.
But, easy and strong custom, unhappily so much easier
and stronger in him than any stimulating sense of
desert or disgrace, made it the life he was to lead;
and he no more thought of emerging from his state
of lion’s jackal, than any real jackal may be
supposed to think of rising to be a lion. Stryver
was rich; had married a florid widow with property
and three boys, who had nothing particularly shining
about them but the straight hair of their dumpling
heads.
These three young gentlemen, Mr. Stryver,
exuding patronage of the most offensive quality from
every pore, had walked before him like three sheep
to the quiet corner in Soho, and had offered as pupils
to Lucie’s husband: delicately saying
“Halloa! here are three lumps of bread-and-cheese
towards your matrimonial picnic, Darnay!” The
polite rejection of the three lumps of bread-and-cheese
had quite bloated Mr. Stryver with indignation, which
he afterwards turned to account in the training of
the young gentlemen, by directing them to beware of
the pride of Beggars, like that tutor-fellow.
He was also in the habit of declaiming to Mrs. Stryver,
over his full-bodied wine, on the arts Mrs. Darnay
had once put in practice to “catch” him,
and on the diamond-cut-diamond arts in himself, madam,
which had rendered him “not to be caught.”
Some of his King’s Bench familiars, who were
occasionally parties to the full-bodied wine and the
lie, excused him for the latter by saying that he
had told it so often, that he believed it himself—which
is surely such an incorrigible aggravation of an originally
bad offence, as to justify any such offender’s
being carried off to some suitably retired spot, and
there hanged out of the way.
These were among the echoes to which
Lucie, sometimes pensive, sometimes amused and laughing,
listened in the echoing corner, until her little daughter
was six years old. How near to her heart the
echoes of her child’s tread came, and those
of her own dear father’s, always active and
self-possessed, and those of her dear husband’s,
need not be told. Nor, how the lightest echo
of their united home, directed by herself with such
a wise and elegant thrift that it was more abundant
than any waste, was music to her. Nor, how there
were echoes all about her, sweet in her ears, of the
many times her father had told her that he found her
more devoted to him married (if that could be) than
single, and of the many times her husband had said
to her that no cares and duties seemed to divide her
love for him or her help to him, and asked her “What
is the magic secret, my darling, of your being everything
to all of us, as if there were only one of us, yet
never seeming to be hurried, or to have too much to
do?”
But, there were other echoes, from
a distance, that rumbled menacingly in the corner
all through this space of time. And it was now,
about little Lucie’s sixth birthday, that they
began to have an awful sound, as of a great storm
in France with a dreadful sea rising.
On a night in mid-July, one thousand
seven hundred and eighty-nine, Mr. Lorry came in late,
from Tellson’s, and sat himself down by Lucie
and her husband in the dark window. It was a
hot, wild night, and they were all three reminded
of the old Sunday night when they had looked at the
lightning from the same place.
“I began to think,” said
Mr. Lorry, pushing his brown wig back, “that
I should have to pass the night at Tellson’s.
We have been so full of business all day, that we
have not known what to do first, or which way to turn.
There is such an uneasiness in Paris, that we have
actually a run of confidence upon us! Our customers
over there, seem not to be able to confide their property
to us fast enough. There is positively a mania
among some of them for sending it to England.”
“That has a bad look,” said Darnay—
“A bad look, you say, my dear
Darnay? Yes, but we don’t know what reason
there is in it. People are so unreasonable!
Some of us at Tellson’s are getting old, and
we really can’t be troubled out of the ordinary
course without due occasion.”
“Still,” said Darnay,
“you know how gloomy and threatening the sky
is.”
“I know that, to be sure,”
assented Mr. Lorry, trying to persuade himself that
his sweet temper was soured, and that he grumbled,
“but I am determined to be peevish after my long
day’s botheration. Where is Manette?”
“Here he is,” said the
Doctor, entering the dark room at the moment.
“I am quite glad you are at
home; for these hurries and forebodings by which I
have been surrounded all day long, have made me nervous
without reason. You are not going out, I hope?”
“No; I am going to play backgammon
with you, if you like,” said the Doctor.
“I don’t think I do like,
if I may speak my mind. I am not fit to be pitted
against you to-night. Is the teaboard still there,
Lucie? I can’t see.”
“Of course, it has been kept for you.”
“Thank ye, my dear. The precious child
is safe in bed?”
“And sleeping soundly.”
“That’s right; all safe
and well! I don’t know why anything should
be otherwise than safe and well here, thank God; but
I have been so put out all day, and I am not as young
as I was! My tea, my dear! Thank ye.
Now, come and take your place in the circle, and let
us sit quiet, and hear the echoes about which you
have your theory.”
“Not a theory; it was a fancy.”
“A fancy, then, my wise pet,”
said Mr. Lorry, patting her hand. “They
are very numerous and very loud, though, are they not?
Only hear them!”
Headlong, mad, and dangerous footsteps
to force their way into anybody’s life, footsteps
not easily made clean again if once stained red, the
footsteps raging in Saint Antoine afar off, as the
little circle sat in the dark London window.
Saint Antoine had been, that morning,
a vast dusky mass of scarecrows heaving to and fro,
with frequent gleams of light above the billowy heads,
where steel blades and bayonets shone in the sun.
A tremendous roar arose from the throat of Saint
Antoine, and a forest of naked arms struggled in the
air like shrivelled branches of trees in a winter wind:
all the fingers convulsively clutching at every weapon
or semblance of a weapon that was thrown up from the
depths below, no matter how far off.
Who gave them out, whence they last
came, where they began, through what agency they crookedly
quivered and jerked, scores at a time, over the heads
of the crowd, like a kind of lightning, no eye in the
throng could have told; but, muskets were being distributed—so
were cartridges, powder, and ball, bars of iron and
wood, knives, axes, pikes, every weapon that distracted
ingenuity could discover or devise. People who
could lay hold of nothing else, set themselves with
bleeding hands to force stones and bricks out of their
places in walls. Every pulse and heart in Saint
Antoine was on high-fever strain and at high-fever
heat. Every living creature there held life as
of no account, and was demented with a passionate
readiness to sacrifice it.
As a whirlpool of boiling waters has
a centre point, so, all this raging circled round
Defarge’s wine-shop, and every human drop in
the caldron had a tendency to be sucked towards the
vortex where Defarge himself, already begrimed with
gunpowder and sweat, issued orders, issued arms, thrust
this man back, dragged this man forward, disarmed one
to arm another, laboured and strove in the thickest
of the uproar.
“Keep near to me, Jacques Three,”
cried Defarge; “and do you, Jacques One and
Two, separate and put yourselves at the head of as
many of these patriots as you can. Where is my
wife?”
“Eh, well! Here you see
me!” said madame, composed as ever, but not
knitting to-day. Madame’s resolute right
hand was occupied with an axe, in place of the usual
softer implements, and in her girdle were a pistol
and a cruel knife.
“Where do you go, my wife?”
“I go,” said madame, “with
you at present. You shall see me at the head
of women, by-and-bye.”
“Come, then!” cried Defarge,
in a resounding voice. “Patriots and friends,
we are ready! The Bastille!”
With a roar that sounded as if all
the breath in France had been shaped into the detested
word, the living sea rose, wave on wave, depth on
depth, and overflowed the city to that point.
Alarm-bells ringing, drums beating, the sea raging
and thundering on its new beach, the attack began.
Deep ditches, double drawbridge, massive
stone walls, eight great towers, cannon, muskets,
fire and smoke. Through the fire and through
the smoke—in the fire and in the smoke,
for the sea cast him up against a cannon, and on the
instant he became a cannonier—Defarge of
the wine-shop worked like a manful soldier, Two fierce
hours.
Deep ditch, single drawbridge, massive
stone walls, eight great towers, cannon, muskets,
fire and smoke. One drawbridge down! “Work,
comrades all, work! Work, Jacques One, Jacques
Two, Jacques One Thousand, Jacques Two Thousand, Jacques
Five-and-Twenty Thousand; in the name of all the Angels
or the Devils—which you prefer—work!”
Thus Defarge of the wine-shop, still at his gun,
which had long grown hot.
“To me, women!” cried
madame his wife. “What! We can kill
as well as the men when the place is taken!”
And to her, with a shrill thirsty cry, trooping women
variously armed, but all armed alike in hunger and
revenge.
Cannon, muskets, fire and smoke; but,
still the deep ditch, the single drawbridge, the massive
stone walls, and the eight great towers. Slight
displacements of the raging sea, made by the falling
wounded. Flashing weapons, blazing torches,
smoking waggonloads of wet straw, hard work at neighbouring
barricades in all directions, shrieks, volleys, execrations,
bravery without stint, boom smash and rattle, and the
furious sounding of the living sea; but, still the
deep ditch, and the single drawbridge, and the massive
stone walls, and the eight great towers, and still
Defarge of the wine-shop at his gun, grown doubly
hot by the service of Four fierce hours.
A white flag from within the fortress,
and a parley—this dimly perceptible through
the raging storm, nothing audible in it—suddenly
the sea rose immeasurably wider and higher, and swept
Defarge of the wine-shop over the lowered drawbridge,
past the massive stone outer walls, in among the eight
great towers surrendered!
So resistless was the force of the
ocean bearing him on, that even to draw his breath
or turn his head was as impracticable as if he had
been struggling in the surf at the South Sea, until
he was landed in the outer courtyard of the Bastille.
There, against an angle of a wall, he made a struggle
to look about him. Jacques Three was nearly
at his side; Madame Defarge, still heading some of
her women, was visible in the inner distance, and
her knife was in her hand. Everywhere was tumult,
exultation, deafening and maniacal bewilderment, astounding
noise, yet furious dumb-show.
“The Prisoners!”
“The Records!”
“The secret cells!”
“The instruments of torture!”
“The Prisoners!”
Of all these cries, and ten thousand
incoherences, “The Prisoners!” was the
cry most taken up by the sea that rushed in, as if
there were an eternity of people, as well as of time
and space. When the foremost billows rolled
past, bearing the prison officers with them, and threatening
them all with instant death if any secret nook remained
undisclosed, Defarge laid his strong hand on the breast
of one of these men—a man with a grey head,
who had a lighted torch in his hand— separated
him from the rest, and got him between himself and
the wall.
“Show me the North Tower!” said Defarge.
“Quick!”
“I will faithfully,” replied
the man, “if you will come with me. But
there is no one there.”
“What is the meaning of One
Hundred and Five, North Tower?” asked Defarge.
“Quick!”
“The meaning, monsieur?”
“Does it mean a captive, or
a place of captivity? Or do you mean that I
shall strike you dead?”
“Kill him!” croaked Jacques Three, who
had come close up.
“Monsieur, it is a cell.”
“Show it me!”
“Pass this way, then.”
Jacques Three, with his usual craving
on him, and evidently disappointed by the dialogue
taking a turn that did not seem to promise bloodshed,
held by Defarge’s arm as he held by the turnkey’s.
Their three heads had been close together during
this brief discourse, and it had been as much as they
could do to hear one another, even then: so tremendous
was the noise of the living ocean, in its irruption
into the Fortress, and its inundation of the courts
and passages and staircases. All around outside,
too, it beat the walls with a deep, hoarse roar, from
which, occasionally, some partial shouts of tumult
broke and leaped into the air like spray.
Through gloomy vaults where the light
of day had never shone, past hideous doors of dark
dens and cages, down cavernous flights of steps, and
again up steep rugged ascents of stone and brick, more
like dry waterfalls than staircases, Defarge, the
turnkey, and Jacques Three, linked hand and arm, went
with all the speed they could make. Here and
there, especially at first, the inundation started
on them and swept by; but when they had done descending,
and were winding and climbing up a tower, they were
alone. Hemmed in here by the massive thickness
of walls and arches, the storm within the fortress
and without was only audible to them in a dull, subdued
way, as if the noise out of which they had come had
almost destroyed their sense of hearing.
The turnkey stopped at a low door,
put a key in a clashing lock, swung the door slowly
open, and said, as they all bent their heads and passed
in:
“One hundred and five, North Tower!”
There was a small, heavily-grated,
unglazed window high in the wall, with a stone screen
before it, so that the sky could be only seen by stooping
low and looking up. There was a small chimney,
heavily barred across, a few feet within. There
was a heap of old feathery wood-ashes on the hearth.
There was a stool, and table, and a straw bed.
There were the four blackened walls, and a rusted
iron ring in one of them.
“Pass that torch slowly along
these walls, that I may see them,” said Defarge
to the turnkey.
The man obeyed, and Defarge followed
the light closely with his eyes.
“Stop!—Look here, Jacques!”
“A. M.!” croaked Jacques Three, as
he read greedily.
“Alexandre Manette,” said
Defarge in his ear, following the letters with his
swart forefinger, deeply engrained with gunpowder.
“And here he wrote `a poor physician.’
And it was he, without doubt, who scratched a calendar
on this stone. What is that in your hand?
A crowbar? Give it me!”
He had still the linstock of his gun
in his own hand. He made a sudden exchange of
the two instruments, and turning on the worm-eaten
stool and table, beat them to pieces in a few blows.
“Hold the light higher!”
he said, wrathfully, to the turnkey. “Look
among those fragments with care, Jacques. And
see! Here is my knife,” throwing it to
him; “rip open that bed, and search the straw.
Hold the light higher, you!”
With a menacing look at the turnkey
he crawled upon the hearth, and, peering up the chimney,
struck and prised at its sides with the crowbar, and
worked at the iron grating across it. In a few
minutes, some mortar and dust came dropping down,
which he averted his face to avoid; and in it, and
in the old wood-ashes, and in a crevice in the chimney
into which his weapon had slipped or wrought itself,
he groped with a cautious touch.
“Nothing in the wood, and nothing in the straw,
Jacques?”
“Nothing.”
“Let us collect them together,
in the middle of the cell. So! Light them,
you!”
The turnkey fired the little pile,
which blazed high and hot. Stooping again to
come out at the low-arched door, they left it burning,
and retraced their way to the courtyard; seeming to
recover their sense of hearing as they came down,
until they were in the raging flood once more.
They found it surging and tossing,
in quest of Defarge himself. Saint Antoine was
clamorous to have its wine-shop keeper foremost in
the guard upon the governor who had defended the Bastille
and shot the people. Otherwise, the governor
would not be marched to the Hotel de Ville for judgment.
Otherwise, the governor would escape, and the people’s
blood (suddenly of some value, after many years of
worthlessness) be unavenged.
In the howling universe of passion
and contention that seemed to encompass this grim
old officer conspicuous in his grey coat and red decoration,
there was but one quite steady figure, and that was
a woman’s. “See, there is my husband!”
she cried, pointing him out. “See Defarge!”
She stood immovable close to the grim old officer,
and remained immovable close to him; remained immovable
close to him through the streets, as Defarge and the
rest bore him along; remained immovable close to him
when he was got near his destination, and began to
be struck at from behind; remained immovable close
to him when the long-gathering rain of stabs and blows
fell heavy; was so close to him when he dropped dead
under it, that, suddenly animated, she put her foot
upon his neck, and with her cruel knife—long
ready—hewed off his head.
The hour was come, when Saint Antoine
was to execute his horrible idea of hoisting up men
for lamps to show what he could be and do. Saint
Antoine’s blood was up, and the blood of tyranny
and domination by the iron hand was down—down
on the steps of the Hotel de Ville where the governor’s
body lay—down on the sole of the shoe of
Madame Defarge where she had trodden on the body to
steady it for mutilation. “Lower the lamp
yonder!” cried Saint Antoine, after glaring round
for a new means of death; “here is one of his
soldiers to be left on guard!” The swinging
sentinel was posted, and the sea rushed on.
The sea of black and threatening waters,
and of destructive upheaving of wave against wave,
whose depths were yet unfathomed and whose forces
were yet unknown. The remorseless sea of turbulently
swaying shapes, voices of vengeance, and faces hardened
in the furnaces of suffering until the touch of pity
could make no mark on them.
But, in the ocean of faces where every
fierce and furious expression was in vivid life, there
were two groups of faces—each seven in number
—so fixedly contrasting with the rest, that
never did sea roll which bore more memorable wrecks
with it. Seven faces of prisoners, suddenly
released by the storm that had burst their tomb, were
carried high overhead: all scared, all lost,
all wondering and amazed, as if the Last Day were
come, and those who rejoiced around them were lost
spirits. Other seven faces there were, carried
higher, seven dead faces, whose drooping eyelids and
half-seen eyes awaited the Last Day. Impassive
faces, yet with a suspended—not an abolished—expression
on them; faces, rather, in a fearful pause, as having
yet to raise the dropped lids of the eyes, and bear
witness with the bloodless lips, “THOU DIDST
IT!”
Seven prisoners released, seven gory
heads on pikes, the keys of the accursed fortress
of the eight strong towers, some discovered letters
and other memorials of prisoners of old time, long
dead of broken hearts,—such, and such—like,
the loudly echoing footsteps of Saint Antoine escort
through the Paris streets in mid-July, one thousand
seven hundred and eighty-nine. Now, Heaven defeat
the fancy of Lucie Darnay, and keep these feet far
out of her life! For, they are headlong, mad,
and dangerous; and in the years so long after the breaking
of the cask at Defarge’s wine-shop door, they
are not easily purified when once stained red.